February 12, 2021

Hey, sorry, no update tonight. Woke up with a screaming migraine that isn’t going away. I think I mentioned that I haven’t been feeling one hundred percent the last few weeks due to an ear situation. It was being treated with prednisone until about two weeks ago, but it hasn’t gone away. I went to a specialist Thursday and it’s not going to be an easy fix — plus he didn’t give me more Prednisone, so the ear problem is combining with sinus issues, and it’s just a whole thing.

I developed TMJ (a stress condition where you grind your teeth and clench your jaw) while in college. I mostly control it through behavioral changes and relaxation, but that’s not been possible this year. Apparently, the whooshing in my ear is literally my carotid artery pressing against my ear canal because the jaw clenching has shifted the ear canal closer. And something in the whole system is inflamed and making me miserable. Which I am.

I’m really hoping this is like the old days with TMJ where I would get screaming migraines for a day, and then wake up better the next day. I’ve literally been laying down all day and don’t feel better. I’ll check in with you guys, but I’ve been so useless this week — I haven’t done an inch of work on anything outside of my job since Sunday. If I can’t get work done this weekend, we’re going to need to start talking about delaying FMT on Feb 23.

I’ll keep you guys in the loop.

February 11, 2021

This entry is part 9 of 9 in the Vlog: Fool Me Twice


Series


Topic

Editing Fool Me Twice in the middle of pandemic with other issues — how I remind myself once again I’m in charge of my own schedule and the difficulty I have in even asking myself for help.


Transcript

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February 9, 2021

I forgot this was going live today and didn’t get a chance to write the post in advance. I’m taking a sick day from work today because of my ear issues, so it won’t be as detailed as normal. Below will be the highlights.


General Writing

  • First few weeks of January weren’t great, mental health wise.
  • Stuff got done, but quality varied.
  • Feeling better once I finished a project at work.
  • Some days are better than others, just like everyone else going through this crap.
  • Back in the building on Feb 16, and getting my first vaccine dose on Feb 20, so February should be interesting.

Site & Channel

  • Wasn’t able to get things done on the channel, but planning to get back into it during February.
  • Today, status video. Thursday, FMT vlog, then next week launching two new series — Origins and Future Projects.
  • Got some site work done for the Facelift and easing myself back in.

Individual Story

Flash Fiction

  • Brought Flash Fiction back in January. Mostly kept the schedule, but it got a bit stressful due to my own issues.
  • When current round is done, FF will be on a break while I decide whether or not I want to continue doing it.
  • A Shot in the Dark is completed. Working currently on A King’s Command and Not Knowing When.
  • When one of those is done, I’ll bring back Signs of Life.
  • After that, there’s one more story I need to write for Collect Your Regrets universe — in order to write the original story request by Tania, I wanted Liason in a good place with Jake back so I wrote the first two stories.
  • I expect to be done that sometime in May or June. We’ll see.

Broken Girl, Book 2

  • Starting first draft on March 1.
  • Expected release sometime in June, but that depends on the first draft.
  • May or may not push out release to July.
  • Story is fully broken down by scene and chapter. Just needs to be soundtracked.

Mad World, Book 4

  • On schedule to write and edit this summer.
  • Scheduled for October release.
  • Do not let me write a book 5.

Fool Me Twice, Book 1

  • Vlog coming out on Thursday about editing.
  • Editing got complicated because of my mental health issues.
  • Felt like I was rushing edits and even then I wasn’t going to finish on time.
  • So splitting it just made sense.

February 8, 2021

This entry is part 2 of 9 in the Vlog: Fool Me Twice

 


Series


Topic

How do I pick my POV characters? Who gets to be in this story as part of the ensemble? How I try to use past characters and relationships


Transcript

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This entry is part 1 of 9 in the Vlog: Fool Me Twice

 


Series


Topic

Where the idea for FMT came from and the first steps of brainstorming the series.


Transcript

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February 7, 2021

Update Link: A King’s Command, Part 17

Hello! Reporting in from a very relaxing weekend. I did roughly ten minutes of work the entire weekend (going through email and just double checking everything was ready to go for tomorrow morning to post at 7 am).

RicochetI’ll be finishing up the beta draft Chapters 1-20 on Thursday, then plan to finish the posting draft over my four day President’s Day weekend since I have four straight days off, and I’ve made my notes for the first ten chapters. Then, the weekend between Feb 16-23, I’ll be getting the draft ready to publish here at CG and on the other platforms, and finishing the subsite. I’ll also begin the beta draft for the back half — doing a reread of those chapters, making notes for the edits — and on Feb 23 — the first 20 chapters go live.

Between Feb 23-Feb 28, I’m taking five full days off from editing and working on the soundtrack for Broken Girl. Starting March 1, I’ll be doing the beta draft for Chapters 21-38 of FMT and starting the alpha draft of Broken Girl 2. I plan to start small with the alpha draft (1-2 scenes a day), and I expect that the back half of FMT won’t be as stressful as the first half because I’m personally doing a lot better.

This week, for the Facelift, I’m also focusing on getting my YouTube section completed, at least for the in progress vlogs – Mad World, Broken Girl, and FMT. On Tuesday, my February Site & Story status post/video goes live. On Thursday, I have a FMT vlog going up. Next week, I’ll have two new series which I’ll talk more about when I’ve had a chance to edit them.

See you guys in the next one 🙂

This entry is part 18 of 27 in the Flash Fiction: A King's Command

Written in 60 minutes. No time for spellcheck or reread.


I saw my death.

Hours later, long after he’d coaxed Elizabeth to lay down and at least try to get some rest, Jason hadn’t been able to get the words out of his head. To stop hearing the terror in her voice—to erase the image of her screaming in her sleep, trying to escape their room as if it were on fire—

Because in her dreams, it had been—

She’d been screaming the names of the children not yet born—what kind of curse had she been given to see the future, to feel it—only to see the worst of it?

He paced his solar that morning, angry that he couldn’t simply kill someone and take away the shadows in his wife’s eyes. She’d risen that morning, exhausted, but refusing to speak of her nightmarish vision. He’d hadn’t pushed it—

What would he say? How could he prepare against a foe neither of them could see?

“You seem more agitated than usual.” Johnny said with a frown. “Are you still angry with me? How I was to know she’d lock me in a closet—”

“You were offensive to her,” Jason snapped, happy to have someone to glare at. “I asked you protect her, not make comments about her work. Milo is taking over her protective detail while she’s in the keep—”

Johnny scowled, then shook his head. “No. I don’t believe you’re angry at me about this—you would have punched me. What is the problem—”

“Because last night I had a nightmare.”

They both turned and Jason blinked at his wife in the doorway, her arms folded protecting around her middle, dark circles digging grooves beneath her eyes.

“A nightmare,” Johnny echoed. He looked at Jason dubiously. “I dinnae ken. You’ve had one before, and Jason was fine—”

“Elizabeth, you don’t have to—”

“He’s your first, and he can’t protect you if we don’t tell him.” She lifted her chin, closed the door behind her. “What he does with the knowledge—I cannot control.”

“Tell me what?”

“I have visions,” Elizabeth said softly. “Of things that have not yet happened. ‘Tis how I saved the regent’s life. And last night, I dreamt that someone burned me at the stake.”

Johnny stared at her for a long moment, then turned questioning eyes to Jason who nodded. He returned to his gaze to Elizabeth. “‘Tis why you were acting strange during Beltane. I thought mayhap you had a relative who’d been taken up for a witch.”

“Close enough.” Elizabeth took a deep breath. “Will you keep my secret? At least until my babe is born—”

“I don’t see how this is anyone’s business.” Johnny shifted uncomfortably. “And you should not worry about being burned at the stake. Jason won’t let it happen.”

“I’m sure he’ll do his best,” Elizabeth said. She bit her lip. “You may tell Francis when he returns from wherever he’s been sent,” she told Jason. “But I was hoping we could speak.”

“Aye. Johnny—”

“I’ll be in the hall if you need me.” Johnny nodded to them both, then left the room, edging around Elizabeth warily. She closed her eyes, flinching.

“I’m sorry, maybe I shouldn’t have told him.”

“He’ll deal with it.” Jason strode towards her, taking her hand and leading her to the hearth, urging her to sit. “You should still be resting—”

“I was very—I was not myself last night, and I did not—I should have thanked you—”

He scowled, then crouched down to light a fire—there was a chill in the air, despite the summer months and he would not have her catching cold. “You don’t need to thank me—”

“Jason. Please look at me.”

He grimaced, then twisted to look up at her from his crouch. “I won’t let it happen.”

“I hope that’s true.” She reached for his hand and he gave it to her. “But I’ve been spent this morning trying to recall every piece of the dream, searching for anything that might help us identify the man in the dream. I know his face, Jason. I know his face. And one day, we will meet. Because I knew him in the vision.”

He nodded. “And I will make sure he never comes near you.”

“Aye.” Her smile was faint. “But do you know what I did remember from the dream that we can hold on to? I couldn’t be sure if the first part was real. Sometimes the visions blend into the dreams, and only pieces are true. But in the second part—when I was running through the night—I was running away, hoping to keep the men chasing me from my children. Two of them. Just like the first part. This isn’t going to happen for a long time, Jason.”

“How long?” Jason demanded.

“In my dream, this child—” She pressed a hand to her middle. “He was three. The second was an infant, maybe a few months. We have years, Jason. I don’t want to spend them living in fear of the day this man comes into our lives.”

Jason rose to his feet, and Elizabeth stood as well. “So you want me to forget?” he demanded. “Forget that one day, in three or four years, some man is going to try and kill you—”

“No.” She pressed her hand against his chest, against the beating of his heart. “No,” she repeated. “I will know this man when he comes. But this dream—the beginning—I think it was sent to me so that I know there will be joy. I have been so happy here. Whatever the regent had planned for me, he did not account for you.”

Jason searched her eyes, confused—her expression was clear, even hopeful. The woman he’d held him in his arms last night had been terrified, barely able to breath. “I want you to be safe here.”

“And I am safe. For now. Your aunt almost thinks I’m worthy of you,” she teased. “And most of the clan—at least those I’ve met—they’ve accepted me. And I’m going to be a mother. I never dreamed any of this would come true for me. I spent most of my life locked in a room hundreds of miles away, afraid that I would simply vanish into nothing. That I would never truly exist.”

“Is that what your father did to you?”

“After my mother died, aye. From the day after we put her into the ground until he received the summons from the regent, my entire life was the four walls of that room.”

Jason clenched his jaw—the point of what his wife was tring to tell him was not how unhappy her childhood had been, but it was hard to ignore the image of her wasting away like that. “You don’t want to live with me following you around and keeping you safe every day,” he sid slowly. “Because then I’d be no better than your father.”

“I would never say that,” Elizabeth said with a quick shake of her head. “He wanted me to disappear. You want me to be safe. I just—I want to live. Promise me. We’ll be on our guard, but we won’t let what I saw last night—what happened in the clearing all those months ago—we won’t let it ruin our future.”

He wasn’t sure he could keep that promise one hundred percent of the time, but if his wife wanted to concentrate on being happy, on caring for their family and building a home here—then he would make sure that she never had to worry about her safety again.

Jason would take on that worry for himself.

“Nothing is going to keep us from having that first part of your vision,” he told her. “Two sons. To start,” he added, and she smiled, leaning up to kiss him.

“Thank you,” she murmured against his mouth. “For accepting me.”

“Thank you for trusting me.” He tucked an errant curl behind her ear. “Now, will you please go rest?”

“Only if you come with me.”

——

Francis returned from his travels near the harvest, exhausted from trekking the length of Scotland from Elizabeth’s home in Annan, near the border, to weeks spent in Edinburgh.

“I’m sorry there’s no more to report,” Francis said with a shake of his head. He sipped his ale. “Most of the people in her village—they thought she’d died long ago. They were surprised to hear the lass had married. She’s not been seen since they buried her mother.”

Jason clenched his jaw. Elizabeth had said as much, but to know that even her own people that thought her dead and gone for years— “And her family are still in the capital?”

“The brother went home, but yes, her father and sister are still at court, hoping for a rich husband, I think.” Francis paused. “There’s no rumors about a power grab for Albany. He spent part of the summer in France—he only just returned just before I left. Most of the court was talking about the queen. They think she’s planning to leave the Angus—he’s seized some of her property.”

“Idiot,” Jason muttered. “But nothing about Elizabeth or her family?”

“Not a thing.” Francis waited a moment. “The people in Annan—I did learn that there were a spate of trouble around the time the lass’s mother died. A riding accident as she said, but there was a lot of witchcraft accusations for the next few years. Jeffrey Webber condemned six women to burn in three years.”

“Six—” Jason swallowed hard. “That’s a lot for one area—”

“Aye. It’s made the village a bit more hesitant to talk to a stranger, truth be told. It only ended the local church intervened. No one’s sure what started it, but it did seem to be the only thing out of the ordinary.”

Jason scrubbed his hands over his face. Had he put his wife in danger by sending Francis to her home? Was the man from Annan? They’d thought her dead but now they knew she wasn’t.

“You tell me that the lass sees the future,” Francis said, drawing Jason’s attention. “That her father knew about it. He likely wanted to be seen as being harsh on those suspected of witchcraft so that no one could point in his own household.”

“Maybe.”

“Whoever this man she saw in her dreams—she has the right of it. She’ll know him when she sees him,” Francis continued. “Concentrate on the future. The other one that she saw. She’ll safely deliver the bairn. That’s enough to be grateful for.”

——

Their son came early on a bitterly cold day six months later, just before February faded into March.

His aunt and Barbara had shoved him out of their bedchamber, Tracy proclaiming this was no place for men and that he should go about his day. They’d fetch him if he was needed.

Jason had bared his teeth at his aunt and growled, but she’d merely sniffed and slammed the door in his face. He could hear his wife’s screams from the solar down the hall, and he rejected all the ale that Johnny and Francis had offered him.

“Don’t know why any woman wants to be a mother,” Johnny muttered as another scream echoed in the night.

“Shut it,” Francis muttered. “Jason—”

“It’s been hours,” Jason said, striding towards the door, then turning back. “I should be in there.”

“To do what?” Johnny asked, frowning. “What do you know about having babes? All men are good for is the making of them. And then, ye know, we’ll teach the lad how to crack heads—”

Another scream cut off abruptly, and then there was silence. Jason scowled. “I’m going in.” He jerked open the door and strode down the hall to his bedchamber. Just as he was reaching for the handle, it opened and his aunt stood there, and there was the sound of a baby crying behind her.

“Oh. Good.” Tracy smiled broadly. “We’re cleaning up the lass now. You have a son—”

He moved past her to find Elizabeth laying back against the linens and furs, her face red and sweaty, her hair hanging in limp, damp strands around her face. She held a bundle in her arms as Barbara stepped away, her arms full of stained cloth.

Elizabeth looked up at his approach, her eyes bright with tears, her smile bright. “Jason. He’s here. Look at him—”

Jason could barely force a breath out of his lungs as he gingerly sat on the edge of the bed. She pulled back a piece of blanket covering the babe—and his face was as red as his mothers, his eyes scrunched up—his hand waving around, clenched in a fist. He let out another angry cry.

“He’s a bit disappointed in the outside world,” Elizabeth told Jason, stroking a finger down the babe’s cheek and he quieted at her touch. “‘Tis a cold Highland winter he’s been brought into.”

“He’ll get—” Jason took a deep breath. “He’ll get used to it.”

“Would you like to hold him?”

Yes— “He’s small,” Jason said, skeptically. “What if I drop him?”

“You won’t.” She held him out, and Jason hesitantly accepted the ridiculously light child into his arms.

“There’s—there’s nothing to him,” he said, confused. “I’ve held rocks that were heavier.” He looked down into his son’s face—when the babe cried against, Jason tried to touch his cheek the way Elizabeth had, but his finger wasn’t as soft and it didn’t help.

“He’s just a bit of a thing now, isn’t it? But he has a healthy set of lungs. Barbara, you said he was perfect, did you not?”

“Aye, healthy and as perfect a babe as I’ve ever delivered,” the healer announced proudly. “He’ll be a proper Morgan laird when the time comes.”

“Should you—” Helpless, Jason handed the baby back to her. As soon as he was back in his mother’s arms, the babe stopped crying, and Elizabeth laughed.

“That’s already. You’re just brand new, aren’t you, dearest? You’ll learn soon enough that the safest place to be is in Papa’s arms.” Elizabeth looked at him, her eyes shining with tears. “He’s so beautiful. I want to have a dozen more.”

“I—” He didn’t think he’d survive another birthing and he’d done nothing but sit down the hall and worry. “We’ll talk about it later.” Jason paused. “Are you sure you still want—”

“Aye. The child in my dreams—he was perfect. And he loved you so much. I could feel it. His name will be Cameron.”

February 6, 2021

Update Link: Not Knowing When – Part 10

I can’t believe we’re getting more frickin’ snow tomorrow. The nerve of this winter, honestly. I am not looking forward to shoveling AGAIN. I just did it last week, ugh. Anyway 😛 We’re finally bringing back the third of my flash fiction stories. Very excited that this new schedule is actually getting things done, and I’m excited to be bringing this one back. Had a really good day today. Usually on the weekends, I wake up and work for a few hours in the morning, but today I played the Sims for like two hours instead.

GLORIOUS.

Also, I just bought new gorgeous rose gold velvet hangers and I now have enough hangers for all the clothes that need them, and that makes me feel very adult and mature, LOL.

Worked on editing FMT today — cleaned up four chapters. Five more to clean up, then I’m writing fifteen new scenes between Sunday-Thursday. Next Friday, I have a four day weekend from work and I’ll be working on the second round of edits — they should be done by next Monday. Very happy to be getting some work done. See you guys tomorrow!

This entry is part 10 of 16 in the Flash Fiction: Not Knowing When

Written in 58 minutes. Spell checked but not re-read.


Morgan Penthouse: Living Room

Brenda frowned as she stepped down off the bottom step and looked around the living room. “Uh, usually Jason is glued to your side,” she said as she sat next to Elizabeth on the sofa. “Where’d he go?”

“Across the hall,” Elizabeth said absently as she reached into the bowl of popcorn at her side, then furrowed her brow at the television screen in front of her. “Why?”

“I bet they’re discussing how to run my life,” Brenda muttered darkly. She flopped back against the back of the sofa. “What are you watching?”

“That 70s’ Show.”

“That’s still on? I remember it came on right before I died. I thought it was a a really stupid idea for a show.” Brenda shrugged. “What’re you gonna do?”

Startled by her casual reference to her “death”, Elizabeth turned her attention fully to Brenda. “Uh, how are you, um, doing with all of this?”

“Being back from the dead? I could do without it.” Brenda bit her lip. “It’s weird,” she admitted, “because I knew everyone thought I was dead, but I guess I didn’t think about what it meant. I didn’t want to come back,” she told Elizabeth. “Because I’m going to die anyway.”

“But you could have had four years with your friends and family. And you still might have years, right?”

“I could,” Brenda said. “But my mother told me that her illness happened fast. And she—she actually did die in that accident.” She sighed. “If I had tried to come back sooner, obviously Luis wouldn’t have let me come. I didn’t know I was being held hostage until I tried to leave.” She was quiet for a moment. “I thought he loved me. That he was taking care of me.”

She picked at a loose thread on her black pants. “But that’s not love, you know. It’s obsession. I’m not a person to him, I’m just something he can own. A beautiful thing to put on a shelf. Going after Sonny and Jax because I loved them once—eliminating anyone who might be competition—”

“I’m glad you got away from that,” Elizabeth said. “Before it got worse.”

“Yeah. I mean, he was always kind to me, but that’s because I didn’t push him. Didn’t disagree. What if I had?” Brenda pressed her lips together. “I just wish this was over. I hate depending on Sonny and Jason for anything. After what they put me through—”

“But you knew they’d help. That’s why you came to them—”

“Old habits die hard. I really am sorry about asking Jason to marry me. Or blackmailing him into it,” Brenda added. “I didn’t know about you.”

“You don’t have anything to apologize for,” Elizabeth said. “And—” She made a face. “Neither does Jason. We weren’t dating. He could do what he wanted—even marry someone else—”

“Doesn’t mean it wouldn’t hurt. Sonny and I weren’t dating when he married Lily, and it nearly killed me anyway.” Brenda squinted at Elizabeth. “How did this happen anyway? I mean, you and Jason. I remember you from before, sort of. You were a baby though.”

“Sixteen,” Elizabeth muttered. “But yeah, it felt like it came out of nowhere. We connected after your accident. Robin had…well, Jason had lost custody of Michael and wasn’t handling it well. I thought Lucky was dead. And we just…I could talk to him and he’d just listen. It kind of grew from there.”

“That’s how it was with me and Sonny at first.” Brenda smiled faintly. “I was on the docks, with my suitcase, and there he was. And it just—pow. Like lightning. I messed it up, though. I didn’t trust him enough.”

“Yeah, I’ve heard about the wire,” Elizabeth said and Brenda closed her eyes. “But he forgave you.”

“Yeah, but I don’t think he ever trusted me again. Or maybe anyone else. I mean, look what he did to you. Dragged you across the country, making you feel terrified for Jason, and it was just Jason didn’t marry me.” Brenda snorted. “Best day of my life was seeing you punch him. I wish I could have done that the day he abandoned me at the altar.” She closed her eyes. “Talk about humiliation. Standing there, so sure he was just late—”

“I remember.”

Brenda’s eyes flew open and she looked at Elizabeth, surprised. “You were there? What, with the Spencers?”

“No, I, uh, stole Ruby’s invitation,” Elizabeth admitted with a sheepish smile. “I’d seen your picture in magazines, and you were so glamorous. I just wanted to be part of it.”

Brenda laughed. “Oh, man, that’s amazing! I can’t believe this.” Her laughter tapered off into snorting giggles. “The guards probably didn’t know what to do with you.”

“No, they really didn’t. Lucky vouched for me, but man, he was irritated with me.” Elizabeth shrugged. “It was a terrible day. I’m sorry.”

“Yeah, well, I held it against Jason for a long time, but I think he was just doing the best he could. He didn’t want to leave me alone, and I took it out on him. I hated him,” Brenda murmured, “but he just took it. It seems unfair now, you know. By the time I saw Sonny again, I don’t think I was angry enough for him for what he’d done. He could have found another way to handle it.”

“Yeah, he could have actually said words to you, but it might have broken his brain to try it,” Elizabeth said. “What is it about men and refusing to just tell the truth? Open a vein? They’d rather be stupid.”

“Honestly.” Brenda wiggled her shoulders. “Who’s this Zander guy anyway? I don’t remember him. Why does the PCPD think you or Jason killed him?”

“Oh. God. Talk about humiliating mistakes.” Elizabeth dragged a hand through her hair. “He was Emily’s boyfriend for a while, and then he worked for Jason and Sonny. He did something stupid—I think he was talking to someone he shouldn’t be. Jason beat him up—which I knew—and when he got out of the hospital, I let him stay in my studio.”

Brenda blinked at her. “Uh, why?”

“Pride. I went to see him in the hospital because I felt bad. I knew Carly had hurt him—and Lucky and Nikolas showed up, telling me that I needed to get out, leave him alone—trying to boss me around, and I lost my head. Then Jason came over, told me I couldn’t help him—”

“Oh, yeah, that’ll do it.”

“Still, it was stupid beyond the speaking of it.” Elizabeth chewed on her bottom lip. “Jason and I were just—I don’t know, we weren’t saying the words. I think we both knew we were interested, but Carly and Sonny were always calling, and Zander was being stupid—then I got kidnapped—Zander ended up in the crypt with me—”

“Crypt—”

“Long story short, after we got out, I slept with Zander. And Jason—apparently, he—well, he saw it. I mean, he saw Zander at my place, and left.” Elizabeth stared at her hands, rubbing one finger over her bare ring finger. “And we’ve been doing dumb things ever since.”

“But you’re better now.”

“Sure. I mean, better than July.” Elizabeth flashed her a hesitant smile. “But I don’t know. We promised not to make the same mistakes, but we’re just going to make new ones.” She shook her head. “Jason almost marrying you isn’t even as bad as the worst thing I’ve ever done to him. And I sort of get why he did it.”

“Really? Because it feels like a fever dream to me,” Brenda told her. She shrugged. “So they think one of you murdered the competition.”

“It’s more likely Zander went to work for Alcazar and got killed because of it.” Elizabeth frowned. “You know, it’s strange how I can’t even—I don’t know. He was someone I sort of dated, and I haven’t even really thought about the fact that he’s dead. What kind of person does that make me?”

“Well, you were accused of killing him,” Brenda reminded her. “It kind of takes you out of the moment.”

Morgan Penthouse: Master Bedroom

Jason frowned when he opened the door to find Elizabeth sitting up in bed, the lamp next to her switched on, as she thumbed through a magazine. “I didn’t think you’d still be up.”

“Oh, well you said you didn’t think you’d be too late.” Elizabeth set the magazine aside. “Thanks, by the way, for being nice to my grandmother earlier.”

“Well, she was being nice to you,” Jason said as he sat on the bed to pull off his boots. “I’ve always liked your grandmother.”

She snorted. “Okay. Well, the feeling isn’t always mutual, but still.”

Jason turned slightly on the bed so he was looking at her. “Courtney came over to the penthouse earlier this morning. I guess working with her didn’t go well.”

Elizabeth flushed. “Okay, so I definitely was getting back at her for—well, it’s not important. I’m sorry. Did she make a scene?”

“Depends on your definition of scene,” Jason admitted. “Taggert showed up—”

Elizabeth groaned and put her head in her hands. “Oh, no.”

“So he knows that Courtney kissed me a few days before Vegas—”

“This isn’t helping the whole we didn’t get married because of Zander,” she muttered. She flopped back on the bed, staring the ceiling. “The worst thing is that it’s the truth. We really didn’t get married because of that, but no one will ever believe us.”

“The PCPD probably isn’t going to let go of this yet.” Jason paused. “Are you sorry we didn’t go with Sonny’s plan?”

She sat up, frowning at him. “What? Where I go back to the studio and we pretend it didn’t happen? Are you sorry we didn’t do it?”

“I never thought the PCPD would go after you,” Jason told her. “I can prove where I was when it happened—”

“But I was on the pier and didn’t report it. They’re not going to believe me now.” She sighed. “Maybe Sonny was right,” she admitted. “If we could have kept this quiet—if I hadn’t come here after we got back, Carly wouldn’t have said anything—” She looked up, met his eyes. “Do you wish we’d gone back to the way things were?”

“I—” Jason hesitated. “No. Not—not like that. I want you here. I told you that. I just—I don’t know. I don’t want the PCPD coming after you.” He shook his head. “I’m the criminal, not you.”

“Well, I’ve been accessory to a few crimes,” Elizabeth reminded him. “Or at least an accessory after the fact, depending on how you look at it.” She drew a leg up, tucking her knee under her chin. “It just feels like there’s so much pressure now.”

He wanted to ask what she meant  but he already knew the answer. What had seemed like a crazy, heat of moment decision to prove he wasn’t lying about loving her had turned into this complicated mess with Elizabeth right in the cross hairs of a vindictive police department who weren’t above going after people he cared about.

Any chance they had of figuring out what exactly this was between them or if they should even be married had been twisted into everyone else’s business. If Carly had just kept her damn mouth shut—

“I was thinking about what you asked me yesterday,” Elizabeth said, drawing his attention back to her. “About a ring. Um, I still mean what I said then, but I also think—” She sighed. “People are going to ask.”

“Right.” He managed a smile at her. “Let’s just make sure this goes away, and we’ll—we’ll figure everything out later. Okay?”

“Okay—”

Elizabeth blinked at the sound of someone—of Brenda’s sharp voice—just as the phone beside the night table began to ring. Jason got to his feet and went towards the door to deal with Brenda while Elizabeth reached for the phone.

“Hello?”

“Mrs. Morgan, it’s Wally at the front desk—”

Elizabeth frowned as she heard footsteps on the steps and Jason disappeared down the hall. “Wally?”

“They told me I couldn’t call, but I wanted to warn you—”

“Where’s the warrant?” she heard Jason demand—and now there were other voices.

“Warn us about what?”

“The PCPD—”

“Get out of my way, Anger Boy, or you’re coming with her—”

The bedroom door swung open as Taggert stalked in, Capelli on his heels and Jason following after him, a piece of paper clenched in his hand. Brenda trailed after them.

“They’re on their way up—”

“Thanks,” Elizabeth said numbly. She set the phone back on the hook, then climbed out bed, tugging the shirt she wore to cover more of her thighs. “I’m guessing this isn’t a social call.”

“Elizabeth Webber, you’re under arrest for the murder of Zander Smith.” Taggert went behind her and roughly pulled her hands behind her back.

“Can’t she get dressed?” Brenda demanded.

“Brenda—”

“It’s okay.” Elizabeth took a deep breath, looked at Jason, his face red with suppressed fury. “I’m okay. You’ll get the lawyer down to the station, and I’ll be home by breakfast, right? Bring, um, pants, or something—”

“You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say—,” Taggert began, wrapping an arm around her forearm and pulling her towards the door.

She winced at the grip, but bit her lip—if she made a sound that even resembled pain or discomfort, she was worried what Jason would do.

“You have the right to an attorney,” Taggert continued as he all but dragged her towards the stairs.  She looked back over her shoulders to find Capelli following them and Jason in the doorway of the bedroom.

“I’ll call Diane,” Jason told her. “And I’ll be right behind you.”

“Okay.” Then she closed her mouth, resolving not to open it again until she was in a room with her lawyer.

“Do you understand the rights I’ve just spoken to you?” Taggert demanded in the hallway by the penthouses. “With these rights in mind, do you wish to speak to me?”

She locked eyes with him—this man who had always been so kind to her—and nodded. “Just one thing. I hope you rot in hell.”

February 5, 2021

Update Link: A King’s Command – Part 17

Happy Friday! Today was such a crazy week! I started my new cycle with my students, and we had two half days in a row–which is the equivalent of losing an entire day of classes from my cycle, so I’ve been scrambling all week to get my students into their routine. Plus, meeting brand new students (I have 34 sixth graders in this cycle, yikes!) and developing new relationships takes such a crazy amount of mental energy. I’ve been dragging all week.

The great news is that I’ve finally reached the gorgeous moment I’ve been preparing for since October — my curriculum is written. All that I’m doing now is tweaks. I literally do not have to do a SINGLE piece of work this weekend because I have graded everything and even scheduled Monday’s post.

So with that done, I get to fully turn my attention to my actual life this weekend (and the four day weekend next week!) I’m finally scheduled for the vaccine in two weeks, so that’s awesome. We’re going back in the classroom next Tuesday (Feb 16), and I’m mostly okay with it, especially now that I know I’ll be getting vaccinated so soon. I’ll be working on FMT and a few other things that I’ve been pushing off for a few weeks.

I’ll see you guys tomorrow!