March 28, 2014

This entry is part 13 of 27 in the Sanctuary

I need to know that you will always be
The same old someone that I knew
What will it take till you believe in me
The way that I believe in you

June 29, 2006

Robin’s Apartment: Living Room

Robin rolled her eyes. “Oh, God, this is so textbook. Dad, sit down.”

“Don’t tell me to sit down.” Robert started to pace. “I know all about your Dr. Drake. He’s a womanizer, Robin. I had a background check done on him–”

Robin shot to her feet. “You what?”

“I had a background check done,” Robert repeated calmly. “I couldn’t be here to protect you from Jason Morgan, I’ll be damned if I can’t protect you from some womanizing piece of–”

“Five minutes ago, you seemed okay with the idea of me marrying him,” Robin huffed.

“That’s because I thought you might come to your senses but if you’re pregnant, well obviously that’s not an option.”

Oh…” Robin took a step towards him. “You don’t know anything about Patrick. He is not a womanizer! Well…” she hesitated. “Not anymore and you know what? So he dated a lot of women, what does that matter? We didn’t know each other. I know that he hasn’t seen anyone since we became serious and that’s all I need to know. You don’t get to dictate my life. I’m marrying Patrick and we’re having our baby and that’s final.”

“Well…” Robert clenched his jaw. “If you’re marrying him for the baby, Robin, that’s a mistake.”

“Even if that were my only reason–which it’s not–” Robin seethed, “I’m sorry if I’d rather my child have parents from the time she’s born instead of finding out when she’s seven years old or hey, God forbid, having her father fake his death and find out that she didn’t matter enough–”

“You were all that mattered!” Robert exploded. “I would have done anything to keep you safe, to keep you alive! Why can’t you understand that you are the only person in my life that I would do that for? Do you think I wanted to be an assassin, Robin? Do you think I wanted to abandon my life in Port Charles? I did it for you, you infuriating brat and I’d do it again if I had to!”

Robin pressed her lips together and shot him a mutinous glare. “We’ve been over this, Dad. There’s nothing you can say that will change the fact that you could have come to me after it was safe and you chose not to. There’s nothing you can say that will change the fact if not for the virus, you never would have told me you were alive. If I hadn’t come to that records room, you might have disappeared from Port Charles and I still wouldn’t have known!”

There was a knock and then the door opened. Brenda stepped in. “So I guess my arrival was somewhat anticlimactic,” she remarked, sizing up Robin’s father for the first time.

“Brenda…” Robin stepped past her father and enveloped her best friend in a tight embrace. “I’m so glad you’re here.”

“Ditto, honey.” Brenda eyed Robert suspiciously. “So, this is the father I never had the chance to meet, eh?”

“We’re in the middle of something,” Robert said rudely.

“No, we’re not,” Robin stated. “Dad, you should go to Uncle Mac’s. Mom’s there and I think she’s been waiting for you.”

Robert cleared his throat. “Ah, Robin, that’s not funny.”

“I’m not trying to be funny. Mom’s been in town for few days and I know she’d love to see you.” Robin folded her arms across her chest and smirked, enjoying her father’s clear discomfort. “So you should go there.”

“We’re not finished here,” Robert replied. “Your little friend can wait–”

“Robin, I can come back later–” Brenda began.

“No, you flew all the way from Rome to be with me and you’re certainly not going to tell me I can’t marry Patrick, so I choose you.” Robin glared at her father.

Brenda bit her lip, remembering the way Patrick had all but kicked Carly Corinthos out of the hospital. “No, I’m definitely not going to tell you not to marry Patrick. In fact, you and I are going to plan the best wedding Port Charles has ever seen,” she boasted.

“I’ll go,” Robert said after a long pause. “Because I have to get this confrontation with Anna out of the way eventually and I’d prefer to get it over with before your wedding.” He coughed and stepped towards Robin to kiss her on the cheek. “For what it’s worth, if he’s going to make you happy then…then I’m glad for you.”

He disappeared out the door and Robin reluctantly shut the door. “I just want one day to go by without some sort of heavy emotional conversation. Just one day.”

Brenda flopped on the couch and decided a change of subject was in order. “So I’m not going to hide it from you. I snooped at the hospital to get an eye for Dr. Sexy and Robin, honey, you did not tell me that man oozes sex appeal like some men ooze body odor.”

Robin laughed and slid on the sofa next to her best friend. “Well, if you’re not expecting it, it makes more of an impact. So, you were snooping, huh?”

“Well, you’ve been so close-mouthed about Dr. Sexy in general, I was just going to scope him out but he caught me–I was trying to be all subtle, but clearly he’s too smart for that.”

Robin eyed Brenda’s black clothes and arched an eyebrow. “Brenda, subtlety is definitely not a concept you understand.”

Brenda snorted. “Anyway, he caught me and we had a few words. Then Carly showed up and was her usual trailer trash self by trying to attack me right in the hospital. Patrick all but kicked her out and, whew, girl–he’s very protective of you.”

Robin bit her lip and looked away, smiling shyly. “I guess so. He’s definitely protective of the baby.”

“Well, anyway, I approve so if this really what you want, then I am going to go out of my way to give you the wedding of your dreams.”

Robin hesitated. “I think we’re going to keep it kind of small. I mean, Patrick doesn’t really know a lot of people in town and I really–I don’t want to make a fuss–”

“A fuss?” Brenda repeated. “Honey, you’re equivalent to Port Charles royalty. There’s like…one person in the whole town that doesn’t like you. Everyone loves you, everyone will want to celebrate your happiness. You owe it to the rest of us.”

Robin laughed. “Oh, okay, I owe to Port Charles to have a huge, elaborate wedding. You’re insane, Brenda.”

“Look, okay–I want you to listen to me for a moment. You’re in love with a gorgeous sexy guy, he’s proposed on bended knee, giving you an absolutely fabulous engagement ring. Now, you have all that. You’re looking forward to an absolutely wonderful future together. Why in the world would you want to keep that low key and understated?”

“Brenda…okay, I do love him and part of me…part of me wants a huge ceremony so I can invite all of my friends and family so they know I’ll be okay. Because I know a lot of people are going to hear that Patrick and I are going to get married and they’re going to have same reaction my father has–that Patrick is a player and I’m only going to get my heart broken.”

“Then do it,” Brenda urged. “If not for yourself, do it for the people who love you. And do it so you can invite all those horrid people at the hospital that spread all those vicious lies about how Patrick got tired of you. So you can shove it in their faces.”

Robin sighed and looked up at the ceiling for a long moment before looking back at Brenda. “So you’re telling me I should have a huge and expensive wedding so I can invite anyone at the hospital Patrick may or may not have flirted with so I can rub their faces in it.”

“Absolutely. And hey, it’s not every day a girl lands a hottie like Dr. Sexy, okay? You need to celebrate!”

“We’re getting married because I’m pregnant,” Robin said. “I don’t know that–”

“Please,” Brenda snorted. “That’s not why you said yes and I’m not at all convinced that’s why he asked you.”

“You’ve met him for all of five seconds!” Robin protested. “And why does everyone keep saying that to me?”

“Because, honey, we’re not trying so hard to avoid getting hurt again. You’ve built these walls and no one blames you, Robin. But they’re there and they’re keeping you from seeing what’s on the other side. Me, Felicia, the rest of us–we don’t have that handicap.” Brenda took Robin’s hand in hers. “Anyone who’s seen his face when he talks about you…you can’t miss it, Robin. He cares about you and maybe its love, I don’t know for sure. But it’s there. And maybe right now, you both want to treat this marriage like it is just for the baby. That’s your prerogative. But maybe…just maybe one day you’re both going to wake up and see what’s right in front of your faces and I can’t think of any better way to start a marriage than celebrating it with the people who love and adore you both.”

Robin hesitated. “You make a good point. There’s no reason to treat this situation like I’m ashamed of it and I think that’s what a tiny ceremony in a judge’s chambers would look like.” She bit her lip to hide her smile. “Okay, let’s do it.”

“Excellent!” Brenda squealed. “I will get Elton on the phone and we will get started on this.” She leaned forward and hugged Robin. “I am so happy for you, little sister. You’re getting the family you dreamed of. It may not be conventional but it’s going to work. I just have this feeling.”

Scorpio-Jones House: Porch

Anna, who had seen the car pull up and watched her former husband walk up to the porch steps was at the door waiting when Robert knocked.

She opened it and plowed her fist into his jaw.

“God damn it!” Robert swore. He cradled his jaw in his hand and glared at Anna. “Just once, I’d like to meet someone who’s glad I’m alive.”

Anna returned his glare with one of her own. “Of course I’m glad you’re alive, you wanker! I can be glad and still want to crack your head open!”

“I see Robert is back,” Mac said dryly from behind Anna. “Hello, there.”

“See, that’s the kind of reaction I’d like to see more often,” Robert muttered.

“I already got my punch in,” Mac took Anna by the elbow and led her into the foyer. “Come on in. Have you been to see Robin yet?”

“Yes,” Robert did a wide step to keep himself out Anna’s range of reach. “I can’t say I’m thrilled by the turn of events but Robin’s a grown woman. There’s little I can do to talk her out of this ridiculous engagement.”

“Ridiculous?” Anna demanded. “Robin’s engaged to man who loves her–”

“Oh really?” Robert interrupted. “And how do you know that? Your excellent intuition?”

I’ve actually met the boy,” Anna countered hotly.

“I’ll be the living room with Felicia and Maxie,” Mac said, slipping out of the foyer unnoticed by the warring duo.

“So have I!” Robert shot back. “And he’s an arrogant jackass!”

“Takes one to know one!”

“Oh, yeah–that’s really mature,” Robert replied. “Are we really going to do this, Anna? Are we going to spend the rest of Robin’s pregnancy sniping at each other?”

Anna closed her mouth and stepped back. “You’re staying?”

“I’ve missed fifteen years of Robin’s life. It doesn’t matter the reason,” Robert said. “I’m not about to miss this. She’d never forgive me and she hasn’t even forgiven me for the last thing.”

“And you’re not going to argue with her decision?” Anna said skeptically.

“I’m going to tell her clearly that I think she’s making a mistake, I’m going to threaten that boy with all sorts of bodily harm if she cries one tear over him but no, I’m not actually going to argue with her decision,” Robert stated.

“I think Patrick has had enough threats,” Felicia said from the other room. “I think Mac, Anna, most of the hospital staff, strangers on the street and possibly his own father have threatened him with death if Robin gets hurt. I really think we’ve covered that possibility.”

This entry is part 12 of 27 in the Sanctuary

I’m alright, I’m alright
It only hurts when I breathe
And I can’t ask for things to be still again
No I can’t ask if I could walk through the world in your eyes
Longing for home again
Home, is a feeling I buried in you

June 29, 2006

General Hospital: Nurse Station

“Psst!”

Elizabeth glanced up at the hissing sound and frowned at the short woman who stood before her. She was dressed completely in black, with a black hat covering her dark hair and a pair of dark sunglasses over her eyes. “Ah, can I help you?”

The woman lowered her glasses so that Elizabeth could see that it was Brenda Barrett who stood before her and then Elizabeth couldn’t contain a snort of laughter. “What are you dressed like that for?”

“I don’t want anyone to see me before I see Robin,” Brenda said in hushed tone, but it was clear she was enjoying going incognito. “And I want to get a look at her new fiancé before I drop by Robin’s so I was hoping you could point him out to me.”

“Ah, well…” Elizabeth tapped her pen against her notebook and struggled to keep a straight face. “I’ll page him and you can meet him–”

“No, no,” Brenda waved her hands. “Robin’ll kill me if she’s thinks I’m snooping. But she’s barely described him to me and I’m dying to see what he looks like. So just…page him. I’ll go stand–” Brenda turned to gesture towards the waiting area but her smacked into Patrick’s chest. “Er, sorry.”

“Patrick,” Elizabeth said brightly. “This is serendipity.”

Brenda frowned, jerked a thumb in Patrick’s direction and mouthed “That’s him?”

“Ah, I was wondering if you’d seen my father–” Patrick broke off and looked at Brenda who was studying him without any hints of subtlety. “Do we know each other?”

“Nope,” Brenda denied immediately. “Never met you before in my life. Don’t have single soul in common. It was nice to see you, Liz–”

“No, something about you is familiar.” Patrick bit his lip and took her sunglasses off. Brenda squeaked and made a mad grab for them. “You’re Robin’s best friend.”

“It’s your own fault,” Elizabeth clucked her tongue, took a chart and waved in their direction before she started down the hall.

“Traitor!” Brenda yelled after her. She grabbed her sunglasses from Patrick, jammed them back on her face and grabbed his elbow to yank him towards the waiting room. “Okay, yeah, I’m Brenda but I’m trying to fly under the radar so she doesn’t find out I’m snooping and since I’m not technically supposed to be in town yet, I can get away with this.”

“Right,” Patrick drawled, having heard a few stories of Brenda’s unique personality traits. “And what exactly are you looking to know?”

“Well, my darling friend has been suspiciously tight lipped about you since day one and I couldn’t resist the opportunity to see you up and close and personal,” Brenda admitted. “But you can’t tell Robin, because she’ll flay me.”

“I won’t tell her but I’m not going to lie to her either,” Patrick told her. “I don’t see what the big deal is–”

“You’re a peach,” Brenda patted his arm and smiled brightly. “And your answer was perfect. Robin’s obviously in good hands so I’ll just head over to see her–”

“Whoa, just a second. What has Robin told you about me?” Patrick asked with his usual engaging grin.

“Oh, that is lethal,” Brenda said soberly. “No wonder Robin’s knocked up.” He couldn’t help but laugh at that and she was instantly approving of the object of Robin’s affections. “She’s said almost nothing,” she muttered, frustrated. “She told me when she met you that you were insufferable and the bane of her existence and then later, you wouldn’t leave her alone, and then she thought she might like you but then you were a jackass, so no. And then there was the whole thing with the medical board–I’d love to know how you got her out of trouble because she might be buying it but I wasn’t born yesterday. And then she told me when you guys broke up and then she called me last night to tell me she was pregnant and engaged. So as you can see, Robin told me absolutely nothing juicy and interesting which is why I hopped a plane at ten o’clock Eastern time last night to be here this afternoon,” Brenda finished.

Patrick blinked. “Do you always talk that fast?”

“Absolutely,” Brenda responded. “Now, Dr. Drake, if that’s all of the interrogation, I’d like to go see my sister now. We have a wedding to plan.” She patted his arm again and turned but ran smack into Carly. “Good grief,” she muttered.

Carly frowned. “I know that voice. Oh, for the love of–” She yanked the sunglasses from Brenda’s face. “What did I do to deserve this?” she demanded.

“You destroyed Tony’s life, you destroyed Robin’s life, you drove AJ to his death,” Brenda ticked off on her fingers, “let’s see, you turned Jason into a lapdog, you single handedly brought down the general average IQ in the area–”

“What are you doing with her?” Carly demanded of Patrick. “She’s just as irritating as the little saint.”

Brenda narrowed her eyes and whirled on Patrick. “And just how are you involved with Carly?” she demanded flatly. “Because if you put Robin through what Jason did, I swear with all that is holy, I will make you pay–”

“Patrick and I are old friends,” Carly said smugly.

“Old friends?” Brenda repeated. She glared at Patrick. “You slept with her?”

“What? No!” Patrick denied. “Carly, go away,” he ordered.

“No, I came to see you and I’m not leaving until you hear me out.” She flicked an irritated glance at Brenda. “My mother told me that you and Robin are getting married.”

“Are you still trying to wreck Robin’s life?” Brenda said, in disbelief. “My God, Carly, do you really have nothing else to do?”

“Why don’t you go away?” Carly said shrilly. “Life was great without you and Princess Purity and now you’re both back, it’s like a plague.”

“Carly, I don’t see how my engagement to Robin is any of your business so why don’t you just…go away,” Patrick repeated.

“No, I couldn’t stop Jason from making a mistake and telling the little twit the truth but I can stop you from making the worst mistake–”

“Well, it’s clear that meeting you ranks up there,” Brenda interrupted. “Why can’t you just leave Robin alone? You got Jason, you got your precious son and God knows, you’ve got Sonny and I hear Jax on a leash. Do you really need another dick in your harem?”

“You bitch!” Carly lunged for Brenda, who smartly stepped aside and Carly stumbled and hit the couch.

“Okay, okay–” Patrick took Carly by the elbow and all but shoved her a few feet from Brenda. “This is a hospital, not a bar. Calm the hell down.” He looked at Carly. “Obviously, I haven’t made myself clear. Robin and I are getting married. It is not a mistake, it’s what I want and my child–and Robin–are my top priorities. I swear to God, if I find out you’ve taken one step near her, you will need the protection of your ex-husband, do you understand me?” He released Carly’s elbow and she stared at him, rubbing the sore joint.

“How does she do it?” Carly murmured. “She had Jason completely snowed for a while, too. And now you’re infatuated with her. Well, you’ll pay for it and then you’ll be sorry you didn’t listen to me.” She stalked away and Patrick exhaled slowly before turning his attention back to Brenda.

“I made the mistake of befriending Carly when I first moved here. I didn’t know her history with Robin so I used Carly to get a reaction out of Robin. It was a mistaken and I’ve apologized to Robin about it,” Patrick explained. “I’ve never slept with her, I don’t plan on making that mistake and I would appreciate if you wouldn’t tell Robin what just happened here.”

“I think that this little side trip turned out better than I expected,” Brenda said after a moment. “A man that doesn’t bow to Carly. Huh.” She retrieved her sunglasses from the floor and placed them back on her face. “I’m going to Robin’s. I was worried about her, you know. That she was getting herself married to someone who’s only doing this because it’s what’s right, what’s expected but now…I see that’s not the case at all.” She waved at him and disappeared into an elevator that Noah was just exiting.

Noah frowned at the woman before doors slid closed. “She’s familiar.”

“Brenda Barrett, Robin’s best friend and ex-supermodel,” Patrick said. He shook his head. “Robin sure knows the strangest people.”

“You’ve been living in Port Charles for seven months and you’re just figuring that out?” Noah said dryly.

Robin’s Apartment: Living Room

“Yes, Uncle Mac, I’ll be there for dinner tonight,” Robin twisted the phone cord around her finger. “Yeah–I have some news for you. I think you’ll like it–”

Her doorbell rang and Robin’s face lit up. “Yeah, I have to go, Uncle Mac, Brenda’s here!”

She hang up and darted for the door, pulling it open. Her face fell when she saw the person standing there. “Dad?”

Robert Scorpio cleared his throat. “I, ah, know I’m bit earlier than expected but I wrapped the case sooner than we thought. So…” he spread his arms. “Here I am.”

Robin coughed. She not at all prepared for this–she’d thought she had at least another week to decide on the right wording and by then, she and Patrick would have decided on details for the ceremony–theoretically.

“Come in,” Robin said after a moment. “I’m just–I didn’t expect you this soon.”

“Well, Mac said you had urgent news that you needed to tell me as soon as I was able to get to Port Charles. I’m sorry, it took so long but I was on an island where there’s no electricity so I didn’t even get the message for a day or two and then–”

“It’s okay–I’m glad you came.” Robin admitted. And the fact that he’d clearly come this quickly meant a lot to her. He looked exhausted, like he’d gone from one plane to the next and for the first time, she felt a stirring of hope that she still meant something to him. “I wanted–” She bit her lip and gestured towards the couch. “Let’s sit down.”

“I’ve been going out of mind, trying to think of what you might have to tell me,” Robert said. “You’re not sick, are you?”

“No,” Robin assured him. “I’m okay, Dad.” She sat next to him and held her hand out to him, wiggling her fingers so he’d be sure to catch the flash of light on the diamonds. “I’m engaged.”

“En–” Robert broke off. “How–it’s only been four months! How did you manage that? Who is it?”

She rolled her eyes. “It’s Patrick Drake–the doctor from the hospital?”

“The arrogant bastard who tried to have me sent from your hospital room?” Robert demanded. He sobered, remembering the panic in Patrick Drake’s eyes as Robin’s time had waned and the antidote had yet to be found. “Okay, the who isn’t really as surprising as the what.”

Robin frowned. “Why?” she demanded.

“Because you spent a great deal of your time unconscious when I was, erm, getting to know Dr. Drake,” Robert said, remembering all the colorful threats he’d launched at Patrick when the doctor had kicked him out of Robin’s room for making her stressed and how well Patrick had taken them, “And I can see how it might have…developed something–don’t make me explain this,” Robert appealed.

Robin smiled and looked away. “Well, you took that well so maybe you’ll even be happy when I tell you the second part.”

Robert frowned. “I doubt it. I’m not at all adjusted to the fact that you’re old enough to be married.”

“Okay–” Might as well just say it, Robin decided. “I’m pregnant, Dad. Patrick and I are going to have a baby.”

Robert lunged to his feet. “I’ll kill him.”

This entry is part 11 of 27 in the Sanctuary

When we don’t talk
When we don’t touch
When it doesn’t feel like we’re even in love
It matters to me
When I don’t know what to say
Don’t know what to do
Don’t know if it really even matters to you
How can I make you see
It matters to me

June 28, 2006

Scorpio-Jones House: Front Porch

Robin stepped up on the porch and sat next to Felicia who was drinking a glass of iced tea and lounging on the porch swing. “Hey.”

“Hey, sweetie.” Felicia kissed her cheek. “Mac’s at the station and your mother is there bugging him about putting her to work temporarily. You know she’s planning on staying until the baby’s born.”

“I know.” Robin tapped her fingers against her thighs and waited for Felicia to say something–because she could always depend on Felicia.

Felicia took Robin’s hand in hers and raised it up. “This is new,” she said dryly, twisting the engagement ring around. “It’s beautiful but it’s new.”

“It was Patrick’s mother’s,” Robin said quietly, still touched that he’d given her something that had belonged to Mattie Drake. He could have easily gone out and bought something else, but instead, he’d given her a piece of his mother and if nothing else, she’d cling to that.

“Well, it’s very sweet of him to give you his mother’s ring, but, darling, I think we both know what this ring is.” Felicia arched an eyebrow. “I thought you told him no.”

“I did, but…” Robin sighed and looked away. “He’s got a point, Felicia. When I think of how I grew up, with my parents divorced, how hard it was for Georgie and Maxie before Mac really stepped in. There are so many reasons why raising our child together and getting married is a good idea.”

“And there are just as many reasons for it to be a bad idea,” Felicia pointed out. “You and Patrick could crash and burn, and get divorced in a few years and then you’ll be living the reality you’re trying to avoid now.”

“I know that. But the risk is there with every marriage now,” Robin said. “I just…if Patrick even feels a quarter for me of what I feel for him, then I think…I think it’ll be okay.”

“I know that Mac is going to be relieved about this,” Felicia said slowly. “Because I know he always wanted a family for you, a husband and children and I know that Anna was pushing for this because she wants you to have what she couldn’t give you. But I want to make sure that is what you want for you. You deserve more than a quarter. You deserve it all, Robin.”

“I lost that chance when I broke up with Patrick and accused him of cheating on me when I knew it wasn’t true,” Robin shook her head. “I used his past to push him away and the only reason he’s not angry with me is because I’m pregnant. He wants what he had as a kid. Two parents, a loving family–Noah and Mattie would be together today if she hadn’t got sick. I can’t blame him for wanting to raise the baby in that kind of environment.”

“Neither can I. But he’s forgetting something in the equation. Two parents do not a happy household make,” Felicia said. “You need more than two parents and a kid. You need love, Robin, and if Patrick doesn’t love you as much you love him, then I want you to be prepared for a long and difficult life. Because it’s not going to be easy knowing that you’re only married because you happened to be his baby’s mother.”

“You know, Felicia, you always know how to make my day bright and cheery,” Robin said after a long moment. She squeezed her aunt’s hand. “I know what I’m getting into, and believe me I’m not using rose-colored glasses. But I guess becoming a parent means making decisions for your child above yourself.”

“Yeah,” Felicia sighed. She shook her head. “Well, I’ll give Luke a call and let him know the theme of the celebration has changed from a baby to an engagement–”

“No, no,” Robin shook her head. “Felicia, I don’t want to make this a big deal. It’ll probably be a small ceremony, maybe in the judge’s chambers–”

“Oh, that is just ridiculous,” Felicia sighed. “Robin, honey, this is your wedding and if you and Patrick are doing this for the benefit of your child–though I’m not sure that’s why Patrick asked you to marry him and I know that’s not why you said yes–your child will want to know why you didn’t have a big, splashy wedding with all your family and friends looking on. You should start this marriage off with a bang, not a whimper.”

Robin looked away, her corners of her mouth curved into a tiny smile. “I’ll talk to Patrick and see what he wants to do.” She kissed Felicia’s cheek. “Thank you for making me feel better about this.”

“Well, that wasn’t exactly my intention,” Felicia said, “but I’m glad I helped. Have you called Brenda?”

“Not yet,” Robin admitted. “I know that she’d want to fly in immediately and I didn’t want to do that until I knew what was going to happen. I’m going to call her this afternoon though.”

“So we can expect a Brenda invasion?” Felicia sighed. “Well, it’s been kind of quiet around here lately. I suppose we could use a Brenda visit.”

General Hospital: Lounge

Patrick poured a steaming cup of coffee and sipped it, ignoring the burning on his tongue. After driving Robin home the previous night, he’d been unable to sleep and had only nodded off towards dawn.

He couldn’t shake the feeling that something was wrong here. He’d gotten his way–they were engaged, and giving her his mother’s ring had felt right but something was still off. And Patrick couldn’t begin to think of what it could be.

“I doubt that coffee has all the answers,” Noah said from behind him. “But you seemed to be staring into it as if it’s a magic eight ball.”

Patrick sighed and looked at his father. “Robin agreed to marry me last night. I gave her Mom’s engagement ring.”

Noah sobered and looked down. “Your mother would have loved Robin. And I’m sure Robin appreciated the gesture. I’m surprised she agreed though. She seemed a little distant the other day at lunch.”

“I talked her into it. My charm doesn’t always work with her but it has its moments.” Patrick took his coffee to a nearby table stacked with patient files and sat down. “I told her that I wanted to give our child the best of what I had and the only way I knew how was to get married and be a family. She agreed, I did a real proposal and she said yes. So everything should be okay now.” He flipped a file open and started to scan it, but didn’t really register any of the words.

“So, you’re getting married for the sake of the child.” Noah snorted and sat in an adjacent chair. “If you believe that, I have a bridge I’d like to sell you.”

Patrick didn’t bother to look at his father. “Why else would Robin agree to marry me?”

“If I have to tell you, then you should be hit over the head with a very large two by four,” Noah said wryly. “I’m not going to tell you what should have been abundantly clear after she risked her entire medical career for you.”

“She risked it for you,” Patrick muttered. “And I don’t think you want to be bringing that up.”

“I’m your father; I’ll bring up whatever I please. Robin and I get along–you know the two of us are past that. Now, Robin respects me and I don’t think she wants me to die but if you honestly think she put her entire future and career on the line out of respect for me, then you’re more clueless than I thought but since I bet Robin doesn’t know exactly what you said to the medical board to get her reinstated at the hospital, she probably sees the whole situation the same way.” Noah sipped his own coffee–not that nasty hospital coffee of course but Kelly’s brand. “It’d be funny if I didn’t want to smack the two of you so much.”

“Robin doesn’t know what I told the medical board and I’d like to keep it that way. The only reason I kept my license was because Lainey Winters backed me up. So, just don’t talk about it anymore and Robin doesn’t have to know, okay?”

“Fine by me.” Noah sat back. “The thing that’s bothering you, by the way, Patrick–you know why you asked her to marry you. You just don’t know her reasons for saying yes.”

Patrick bristled. “Nothing’s bothering me–and her reasons are the same as mine.” He shoved the file aside.

“Oh, I know that,” Noah said. “But I don’t think we’re talking about the same reasons.”

Patrick glared at his father. “Look, you’ve obviously got something to say, so just come out and say it.”

Noah set his mug down and leaned forward. “Fine. You don’t want to be married because she’s pregnant. And I’m sure Robin isn’t thrilled that you asked her to marry you because she’s pregnant. It probably makes her feel like it didn’t matter who the woman was, you would have asked whoever was pregnant to marry you. So since neither one of you probably spoke up and said what was in your hearts, you used the baby as an excuse. You’re both idiots.”

Noah stood and left the break room. Patrick exhaled slowly. His father was right of course. Not about everything but it did bother him that he wasn’t entirely sure why Robin had changed her mind. Was it his words about wanting to be a family or was it something else entirely?

Robin’s Apartment: Living Room

“Oh my God! How could you not call me!”

Robin sighed and curled up on the couch. “Brenda–”

“No, I mean seriously. This is like huge and you waited a week to tell me!” Brenda grumbled. “We’re not talking for like two minutes.”

Robin rolled her eyes and waited.

Two minutes later on the dot, Brenda cleared her throat. “Okay, we’re good again. So you’re pregnant. I imagine it’s sexy Dr. Drake that’s fathered the baby.” There was a long pause. “Right?”

“Of course,” Robin replied. “And um, there’s more. But it’s a recent development–last night.”

“What, twins?” Brenda demanded. “Is it twins?”

Robin giggled, she couldn’t help it. “No, but we got engaged last night.”

There was a gasp and a thud from Brenda’s side of the line. “Ahem, sorry. I fell off the chair. You’re engaged? Robin!”

“It’s not–” Robin started to tell her that it wasn’t a romantic story, that they had in fact broken up six weeks ago and it was only for the baby but she found she couldn’t repeat that. “He took me to Vista Point last night and even got down on knee. It was very sweet.”

“I knew he was crazy about you,” Brenda said. “After you told me about the transplant and the way you guys were getting along, I mean, it was so clear and of course, you’re totally gaga for him so maybe you’re doing things on a fast track but it’s so romantic that he proposed. No one does that anymore, you know?” She sighed. “And I knew you two would get back together.”

Robin bit her lip. “So, will you come to the wedding?” she asked softly. “I want you there.”

“Girl, I am already online booking a ticket to Port Charles,” Brenda told her. “I’ll be flying there as soon as possible and staying until the baby’s born.” 

“Brenda, you don’t–”

“Did you really think I’d pass up the chance to be there when my niece or nephew is born? Robin, I’m totally going to be here for you during this.” Brenda hesitated. “Honey, you two–you did get back together, right? I mean, I’m just thinking that you never actually said it and I just assumed it but–“

“No,” Robin admitted softly. “We didn’t get back together. We’re getting married because of the baby but–it’s not exactly the romantic story you thought it was.”

There was a long moment of silence. “Okay, well, it would have been too easy if it had worked that well so quickly. And hey, the stuff that comes easy isn’t always worth it in the end, right? It’s the stuff you have to work for that matters the most.”

Robin sighed and laughed a little. “Yeah, so I’ve heard.”

“Okay, well Dr. Sexy gets points in my book for at least attempting a romantic proposal. I never would have thought he’d be the type to do the one knee bit. You must have nearly had a heart attack.” 

“It was nice,” Robin admitted. “I could pretend for a few seconds that it was real and he was very sweet. I’m making the right decision, Brenda. I just…it would have been nice if I knew he loved me, too.”

“Oh, sweetie…” Brenda sighed. “I’ll be in Port Charles tomorrow night. I can see you need me stat.”

“I’m looking forward to it, Brenda. And thanks. I can’t wait to see you.”

This entry is part 10 of 27 in the Sanctuary

So I would choose to be with you
That’s if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

June 27, 2006

Kelly’s: Courtyard

“So when are you going to ask her again?” Elizabeth reached across the table and stole one of Patrick’s fries. He smacked her hand.

“No stealing food,” he told her. “You should have ordered fries.”

“I wanted chili,” Elizabeth said as though it clearly explained why she had finished her chili and then proceeded to mooch at least half of Patrick’s French fries. “You’re avoiding the question.”

“And you’re nagging again. How does Lucky put up with that?” Patrick grumbled. He took a long gulp of his soda. “And how did you end up inviting yourself out on my lunch break?”

“First of all, I do not nag. I gently prod,” Elizabeth remarked, offended. “And Lucky’s blinded by love, you jackass. And I did not invite myself, you asked me for advice about Robin and I told you I was too hungry to talk and you said you’d buy me lunch.” She sat back in her chair. “Jackass.”

“Yes, I’m going to ask her again,” Patrick answered. “And before you ask, yes, I’m taking your advice.” He shifted. “I’ll make it a better proposal this time.”

“One knee would probably do the trick,” Elizabeth mused as she slid another one of Patrick’s fries away from him. “I bet Robin would never be able to resist the great Patrick Drake on one knee.”

“I am not getting down on one knee, not even for Robin,” Patrick said, indignantly. “For one thing, it’s humiliating and for another, it insinuates that this is a romantic thing and we both know that Robin doesn’t feel that way.”

We don’t know anything,” Elizabeth replied. She indicated to the waitress Penny that they would need another plate of fries. “You’re a man, so naturally, you don’t pick up on women’s signals–”

“Hey, I am the master of picking up signals,” Patrick cut in.

Elizabeth snorted. “Please. You know when a woman wants to go to bed and possibly when she wants you to pick her up. When I say signals, I mean subtle ones, you moron. Now, as I was saying, everyone in the hospital knows that you and Robin are crazy for each other. Her family knows it, your father knows it, I know it, and it’s no big secret except to the two of you.”

“Well, its clear the rest of you are all insane,” Patrick replied shortly. “Because Robin doesn’t think I’m much better than something she scraped off the ground.”

“To be fair, you haven’t exactly acted like you aren’t,” Elizabeth pointed out. “The whole debacle with Carly–”

“Do we really have to bring that up?” Patrick sighed.

“Absolutely, because I think it’s funny and because you look like the idiot in that situation and I don’t think that happens to you nearly enough. My advice to you–”

“Oh, you have advice? I’m shocked.”

“I will throw this fry at you,” Elizabeth threatened.

“Good, it’ll be back with all its buddies.”

My advice,” Elizabeth stressed through clench teeth, “is to be honest with her and don’t hold anything back. Robin will appreciate that.”

Patrick shrugged but he knew that she was right. Honesty had always been a plus with Robin and he supposed it would at least be a good place to start. He looked over at Elizabeth who was thanking Penny for the plate of fries she set in front of the nurse. “You know who you remind me of?”

“Who’s that?” Elizabeth asked, reaching for the ketchup.

“The little sister I always knew I never wanted,” Patrick admitted. “You’re a pain in the ass but I do appreciate how much you’ve done for me and for Robin. You’re probably the reason we still talk to each other at all.”

Elizabeth sighed and set the ketchup down. “Well, you’re the other older brother I always knew I never wanted,” she said with a smile. “Where are you taking Robin tonight?”

“About that…”

Vista Point

Robin wrapped her fingers around the rail that surrounded the observation deck and looked out over the blinking lights of the city below. “Why did you bring me here?”

Patrick stood a few feet behind her, his hands on in the pockets of his jeans. “Liz recommended it. I thought we should have this discussion in a place that has no real memories for either one of us and that’s hard because you grew up here but Liz said it was built after you moved away.”

Robin exhaled slowly. “And what discussion is this that we’re having?” She turned to face him. “If this is another rehash of–”

Patrick held up a hand. “Can you just hear me out before you refuse again? And I promise this will be the last you hear about it if you do refuse.” She hesitated and he took a step towards her. “Please.”

“Okay,” Robin reluctantly agreed.

Patrick moved past her and gripped the rail, not meeting her eyes. “I’m not going to insult your intelligence by pretending that I wanted to have a family. You know better and I know better. I didn’t want it but I’m beginning to realize now why that is.”

“And why is that?” Robin asked, prepared to hear speech about commitments and how they really weren’t his thing.

“Because I saw what having a family, having people that you love so much…what that can do to you,” Patrick said and she frowned in confusion. “My mother loved my father more than herself and I know that he felt the same way about her. That kind of love…when it’s taken from you the way my mother was taken…it destroyed my father and it destroyed my family. I never wanted to have that happen to me so I decided I wasn’t interested. Marriage, kids, the little picket fence in the suburbs, not in the cards.”

“Patrick–” Robin began.

“You promised to hear me out,” he reminded her and she closed her mouth. “Now that you’re pregnant and being a father isn’t some distant non-possibility but a very real reality, I’m actually…” he met her eyes. “I’m looking forward to it, if you can believe that. Because no matter how badly my father took my mother’s death, I know that she loved him and I know that she loved me. And anything that creates that kind of love can’t be bad.”

Robin bit her lip and looked down, hoping that he was finished. She could feel herself beginning to weak, begin to reconsider that maybe…

“I told you that so that when I ask you to marry me, you’ll know I’m not doing it out of obligation or because it’s the way my parents raised me. I’m doing it because I already love this baby,” Patrick said in a quiet voice. He was now unable to meet her eyes and was back to looking out over the city. “And I want the best for my child–our child. And the best I can give him is a family. A home where his parents live together and raise him together, where he’s not shuffled back and forth between homes and his parents fight all the time. I want to give our child the best of what I grew up with.”

He cleared his throat. “I know all the reasons why we shouldn’t get married, Robin and I’m not saying we should forget them or pretend they never existed but the problems between us shouldn’t stop us from giving our best to our baby. The rest of it, we can work on it. I can try not to be such a jackass and maybe you could try trusting me a little but–”

“I grew up with two parents who weren’t together for the majority of my life,” Robin cut in softly. “And for the first seven years, I didn’t even know they were my parents. They did the best they could and I was happy most of the time but a part of me did wish that we could be a family. They were taken from me not long after they did get remarried but that short time was so wonderful and I wish things had been different.” She exhaled slowly. “I always promised myself that I wouldn’t be like that–that I wouldn’t have children until I was married to the person I would spend the rest of my life with.”

Sensing the tide had turned in his favor, Patrick took a small velvet box from his back pocket and cleared his throat again–trying to speak over the lump that had formed. “This was my, ah, mother’s. She left it to me in her will.” He closed the distance between them. “And until I met you, I never thought I’d have any use for it.”

Robin looked up at him, startled by the choice of wording but she was quite simply at a loss for words when Patrick did the unthinkable–and bent down on one knee to open the box, revealing a delicate band of gold encrusted with diamonds and a sapphire.

“I should take a picture of this,” Robin said thickly, her eyes lush with tears. “No one will ever believe it happened.”

“They will when I tell them you kept talking through the big moment,” Patrick said with a smirk. “Now let me finish this so I can stop feeling like an ass.” He took a deep breath. “Robin Scorpio, will you marry me and ruin the dreams of women across the country?”

“I–” Robin thought of all the objections she had and all the reasons why she should say no but she remembered her promise to her self once upon time and looked down at Patrick’s expectant face. All the reasons in the world to say no didn’t have a chance against the one reason she should say yes.

She loved Patrick Drake.

“Yes,” Robin agreed, softly. “I will marry you.” Some of the tension bled from his shoulders and he took the ring from the box and slid it onto her finger. He kept her hand in his as he stood.

“I knew it’d be a perfect fit,” he said. “My mother wasn’t much bigger than you either.” He paused for a moment. “I’m going to screw up a lot, Robin. It’s not realistic to think that I’m never going to make a mistake or hurt you, but I’ll never do it on purpose.”

“Well, I’m probably going to screw up a lot, too,” Robin admitted. “Nobody’s perfect.”

“Well, no,” Patrick grinned, “but I come close.”

This entry is part 9 of 27 in the Sanctuary

Can you help me I’m bent
I’m so scared that I’ll never
Get put back together
You’re breaking me in
And this is how we will end
With you and me bent

June 26, 2006

General Hospital: Nurse’s Station

Robin stepped up to the nurse’s station and leveled an irritated stare at her best friend. “This whole thing about you being mine and Patrick’s friend was destined to backfire on me.”

Elizabeth flushed guiltily. “He played the Cam card, Robin. You know I don’t think straight when people do that. It’s dirty pool.”

“Uh huh,” Robin murmured. “And the board member?”

“Hey, Patrick deserves to know stuff like that.” Elizabeth shrugged. “Look, I’m sorry, Robin and I hope you’re not really mad at me but if Patrick is going to be a part of this baby’s life, he deserves to know what people are saying.”

“Fine,” Robin sighed. “I’m not even that mad. I’m starting to feel like maybe Patrick wants this baby.”

“I knew he had it in him. He’s going to be like Jason in that way–never gave one thought about being a father and he’ll turn out to be better than you ever would have expected,” Elizabeth said.

“Yeah, Jason was really good with Michael. It’s a shame he never had children of his own,” Robin sighed. “But I think you’re right. So, since we’re on the subject of good parenting, I need Steven’s contact info.”

“Sure thing.” Elizabeth dug in her pocket for the slip of paper she’d written her brother’s information down. “I sure hope you agree to be his patient. It’d be nice to see Steven again and he’s really excited about the line of work he’s in.”

“Well, I did some research and even though he’s new to the field, he’s had a lot of success. You really can’t go wrong with that.” Robin put the contact information in her pocket. “I’ll be back at work next week. I just needed these few days.”

“Oh, completely understandable. How are you feeling otherwise?” Elizabeth asked. “I know for the first few weeks when I was pregnant with Cam, I felt like a Mack truck hit me.”

Robin sighed. “Well, I’ve been so caught up in other aspects of this that I haven’t really been able to separate the physical stuff from the emotional stuff though I bet that’s why I feel like crying so much.”

“You should try to get some sleep,” Elizabeth advised. “The more you fight it, the more embarrassing it’s going to be when you just conk out. You could be sitting at dinner and pass out — or worse, in a public place.”

“I’ll call you later,” Robin said with a smile. “Thanks for the number.”

Scorpio-Jones House: Living Room

Anna pulled open the door and smiled broadly. “Dr. Drake, it’s so nice of you to come so quickly.”

“Ah, well, you said it was important.” Patrick stepped into the Scorpio house and looked around. “Where’s Robin? Is something wrong?”

“Nothing at all.” Anna gestured for Patrick to take a seat on the sofa. “I thought we should have a chance to speak.”

Patrick glanced at Robin’s mother a bit nervously. “What about?”

“My favorite topic of course,” Anna waited for Patrick to seat himself before sitting in the adjacent arm chair. She crossed her legs at the ankle and smiled at him. “All things that will happen to you if you hurt my daughter.”

He coughed. “I’m sorry?”

“Robin is my daughter and I spent the most important part of her life with amnesia. I never had the chance to get to know either of the men who came before you. I’m sure I wouldn’t have had a problem with Stone. All indications are that he loved her and they were happy together. However, if I had had some face time with Jason Morgan, I assure you things would have turned out differently.” Anna leaned towards him. “Now, you’re very cute and I think that you’re well aware of that. And the problem I’m having is that I’ve heard some very disheartening things about you.”

“From Robin, no doubt,” Patrick muttered.

Anna pretended not to hear him. “Now, there’s nothing wrong with dating a few girls until you find the right one. The only thing I want to be assured of is that you don’t plan on letting anyone come between you and my grandchild. I know that you and Robin aren’t together–”

“Ms. Devane,” Patrick held up a hand. “I don’t plan on there being anyone to come between us. I’m going to ask Robin to marry me.”

Anna sat back and arched an eyebrow. “I thought you already had. And that she turned you down.”

“I didn’t ask, I kind of…” Patrick shrugged. “I was raised in a two-parent home. That’s the only family I know. I want to give our child the best of what I had, Ms. Devane and I know that part of Robin understands that.”

“All right,” Anna said slowly. “That’s very admirable. But a marriage of convenience is not at all what I had in mind for Robin. She’s had a lot of loss and tragedy in her short life and I would really like to prevent that so if you’re doing this because you think it’s the right thing to do–”

“It is the right thing to do,” Patrick cut in. “But it’s not about obligation. And it’s not about responsibility although those are part of it. It’s about our baby and giving him or her the best chance at life that we can and I think that’s a two-parent home and not being shuffled back and forth.”

“You can say it,” Anna remarked. “You want the opposite of what Robin had growing up. Two parents from the start to the finish. And believe me, that’s what I want for Robin. But I also want her happy. And I’m not sure if you can achieve both.”

“I care about Robin,” Patrick assured her. “I can’t–I can’t speak for her and believe me, I wouldn’t attempt to. But I care about her and I’m not going to let anyone, including myself, hurt her.”

“And if you do, just remember that she has two parents who love her.” Anna smiled. “And know many ways to make things look like an accident.”

The front door opened and Mac entered. He narrowed his eyes as he took in the scene between his sister-in-law and his niece’s…whatever. “Robin is not going to approve of this, Anna.”

Anna waved him away. “Robin’s not an idiot. If she thought I wasn’t going to make sure Dr. Drake’s intentions were good, then she’s obviously not thinking clearly.” She smirked at Mac. “Besides, I believe you had your turn with young Dr. Drake.”

Mac shifted before looking at Patrick. “She’s not as scary as she likes to think.”

“And Mac’s not as good at bluffing as he likes to think,” Anna replied. “Have you heard from Robert? Do you know when he’s supposed to arrive?”

“Ah, the first week of July.” Mac scratched his neck. “When are you heading back to Paris? Soon, right?”

“Oh, not until I see my darling husband.” Anna looked at Patrick. “Because we are unfortunately still married. Although I think he might be technically married to Holly. So it’s actually possible my marriage to David wasn’t invalid.”

“A mistake but maybe not invalid,” Mac muttered.

Patrick’s pager beeped and he tried not to let his relief show. Robin’s relatives clearly cared for her and he was more than assured that if something were to make Robin very unhappy, he would probably not live to make right.

“I, ah, I have to go to the hospital.” Patrick stood and looked between the two of them before hurrying out.

“Oh, he’s lovely, isn’t he?” Anna said with a sigh. “He’s going to break her heart.”

“If she doesn’t break his first,” Mac replied. “They’re enough to drive a man to drink. You weren’t here for the first few rounds between the two of them. I’m amazed they’re still alive. The only people I’ve seen with a relationship like this are you and Robert.”

“Oh, that bodes well,” Anna rolled her eyes.

General Hospital: Alan’s Office

“Patrick, thanks for coming so quickly.” Alan stood and shook his hand. “I know you must be anxious for these results.”

Patrick took a seat in front of Alan’s desk and shook his head. “No, but I know Robin is. She’s…she was upset by the possibility.”

“Of course.” Alan sat down and reached for the folder that held the results of Patrick’s HIV test. “I was the one that had to tell her that she had tested positive. It was one of the most difficult moments of my entire career. I’m just glad I don’t have to do that again.”

“So you mean…”

“You tested negative,” Alan confirmed. “You’ll have to be tested again in six months and to be on the safe side, six months after that. But the test was negative.”

Patrick exhaled slowly. “Good. That’s–that’s one less thing for Robin to worry about. With the baby and everything. Thank you, Dr. Quartermaine, for handling this personally.”

“I would do nothing less for Robin Scorpio. You may not realize this, Dr. Drake, but the entire town has watched Robin grow up. She’s very dear to nearly everyone who knows her. I would be extremely careful with her.”

“Yeah…I just had this conversation with Robin’s mother and uncle,” Patrick nodded. “I get the picture–I hurt her and no one ever finds my body.”

“Well, I would have just pulled some strings to get you fired but that works.” Alan waited a moment and then grinned when Patrick’s faced paled. “You’re going to have to work on that sense of humor, Patrick. You’re going to need it–especially if you have a daughter.”

It was good Robin had so many people who cared about her, Patrick decided as he shook Alan’s hand and left the office. Support from friends and family would be very handy. But he wouldn’t mind if people would lay off the death threats.

Robin was loitering in the hall outside Alan’s office. “Ah, Alan called and said–the results were in.” She hesitated. “Do you mind?”

“No…I was just coming to find you. It was negative, Robin,” Patrick told her. “I’ll have to get tested twice more but the chances were already low.”

Robin nodded. “Stone tested negative once,” she said quietly. “And then three years later, he tested positive. I guess…it’s just a matter of luck.” She tucked her hair behind her ears. “Patrick–”

“Tomorrow night,” he interrupted. “I think we should talk about–about everything tomorrow night. I’ll pick you up at seven.”

“Okay,” Robin nodded. “I’m glad–I’m glad the tests came out negative. I mean, I’m still worried about the next two tests–but you’re right. The chances were low to begin with so this is good news.”

“Definitely.” Patrick stepped towards her. “So, tomorrow?”

“Tomorrow,” Robin agreed and was startled when he kissed her cheek before leaving to start his shift.

This entry is part 3 of 8 in the Aurora Dawning

Morning

The tiny kitten sat up on her hind legs, trying to reach the string Elizabeth was teasing her with. After a moment, Morgan jumped so high, she lost her balance and tumbled backwards.

Elizabeth laughed and reached to scoop her from the ground and hold her in her lap. “So precious,” she cooed, scratching Morgan’s belly.

Someone cleared their throat. Elizabeth looked up to see a smiling Alexis standing a few feet in front of her with Jason Morgan at her side. Elizabeth immediately stood and set Morgan down on the soft green grass. “Alexis, I did not hear you approach.”

“It seems you were slightly occupied,” Alexis replied. She touched Jason’s arm. “Elizabeth, you remember my nephew from yesterday. Jason, this is the princess.”

“My lady,” Jason said, nodding his head.

“Please…Elizabeth,” she prompted. She twisted her fingers and smiled nervously. “Thank you…for the kitten. She’s…she’s wonderful.”

“You’re welcome…Elizabeth.” Jason shifted and glanced at his aunt. “Was that all?” he asked. “I do not like to leave Alexander with all the chores.”

Alexis frowned. “I thought you two might use this opportunity to get to know one another—”

“It’s all right, Alexis,” Elizabeth said. “I’m sure Jason has many responsibilities at home. If he must leave, I understand.” She smoothed her hands over the fabric of her white dress. She felt so foolish—she’d put on her best dress, had even done her hair. “Thank you again for the kitten.” She crouched and picked Morgan up. “I’ll just go inside.”

“Wait,” Alexis told her. She touched her elbow. “This could be your only time outside all day.”

“Mother asked me not to stay out too long,” Elizabeth replied. “She gets nervous when I’m not in my room.”

“You are in your room all day?” Jason asked, curiously. “Why?”

“Because my mother worries for my safety,” Elizabeth replied simply. “I was only able to convince her to let me in the gardens this morning because I was meeting with you.”

“I can stay,” Jason offered. “My brother is capable of doing the chores without me. I just prefer to oversee him.”

“I do not wish to keep you from your responsibilities,” Elizabeth replied, her voice adopting a stiff and cold tone. “Good day, Mr. Morgan.” She nodded in Alexis’s direction. “Alexis.”

Elizabeth exited the gardens then and Alexis sighed. “That girl has more walls than this entire castle,” she murmured. She looked at her nephew. “Jason—you do not understand the female gender at all do you?”

“I don’t believe so, no,” Jason replied. “Did I do something wrong?”

“Well…you do not know Elizabeth so perhaps you did not recognize the signs. She was looking forward to today, Jason. I built you up in her mind and I think she wanted to at least…talk to you today,” Alexis replied. “She wore her best clothes, did more with her hair then just tying it away from her face. She wanted to make a good impression, Jason. And the only thing you could say was, is that all?” Alexis shook her head. “You have no common sense.”

“I didn’t mean to hurt her,” Jason tried to assure his aunt. “I just…I did not know what to say to her. She is a member of the royal family—”

“She is Elizabeth, the woman you’re set to wed in five days’ time,” Alexis reminded him. “And I thought you didn’t wish to marry a stranger.”

“I do not—”

“Then do not treat her as one.” Alexis tapped her chin. “Stay here. I will catch up to her and bring her back.”

“Alexis,” Jason protested.

“Wait here,” Alexis instructed sharply.

——

Elizabeth was just opening the door to her rooms—Morgan tucked inside the crook of her arm—when Alexis called her name. She turned. “Yes?”

“Please come back to the gardens,” Alexis told her. “Jason—he was nervous about meeting you. It is not so easy for him to speak with the crown princess.”

“Is that all that I am?” Elizabeth asked softly. “Just a princess?”

“No, of course not. But you should come back down—give him the chance to apologize.”

“I…give me a few moments. I want to change,” Elizabeth said. “And leave Morgan up here.” She disappeared into her rooms.

——

When she reappeared in the gardens fifteen minutes later, she wore a more basic tan, long-sleeved cotton dress. Her hair was down and she was without the kitten.

Jason was standing alone in the gardens but he immediately straightened when he caught sight of her. “My lady, I apologize for my rudeness before.”

“Where is Alexis?” Elizabeth asked, rather than acknowledge his apology.

“She never returned. I fear that she is too angry with me,” Jason confessed. “I treated you rather badly and I would like to take it back.”

Elizabeth sighed. “It is all right—I was not very nice to you either yesterday. I might have said some things about you that I did not mean. I spoke in anger.”

“Yesterday was a bit of a surprise. I was not expecting to be brought here and told I was to marry the crown princess of Rhigwyn,” Jason admitted. “I do not hold it against you.”

“Why did you give me the cat?” she asked curiously. “You hardly know me and I can’t imagine Michael going into any detail about the incident.”

“He only mentioned it in passing. My aunt elaborated further on it. I hope it wasn’t too forward…” Jason cleared his throat. “My sister loves animals—there is always a cat or dog trailing after her and every time one of the farm animals dies, she cries. I was thinking more of her when I gave the cat to Alexis for you.”

“Even so, it was very kind of you.” She sat on one of the stone benches. “You mentioned your sister. Is she younger?”

“Her name is Chloe and she is fifteen,” Jason replied. “There is also Alexander, he’s twenty. Do you have any siblings?” He hesitated. “Other than your brother?”

“No, there is just Nikolas. My mother only had a second child to ensure the throne would stay in the family should something happen to my brother,” Elizabeth told him. “But Nikolas is twenty-five and healthy. I do not think my services will be required.”

Jason tentatively sat down on the bench across from her. “Do you want to be queen?”

“No,” Elizabeth said immediately. “It is has never been my dream. To be queen would to be locked up in these walls forever.”

“You mentioned that yesterday—asked if I could put you in such a large cage that you wouldn’t realize you were trapped. What did you mean?”

“I meant that I thought Michael was trying to keep me in check even more so than he was before. Lucas Spencer is the captain of my father’s knights. He is a good man but he fears women with strong minds and he would insist I stay indoors like everyone else in my life. I would be reduced to no more than an instrument for Lucas’s heirs,” Elizabeth said. The longer she spoke, the more her voice trembled.

“It will not be like that with me,” Jason leaned forward, trying to assure her. “I give you my word.”

“You don’t wish to have children?” Elizabeth inquired, arching an eyebrow.

“Well, of course I want a family,” he responded. “But—I don’t understand, my lady, you do not wish to have one at all?”

“I have not decided yet,” Elizabeth sighed. “I just don’t like that because I am a woman, I am expected to have children.”

“Well…yes, that is unfair,” Jason agreed. “But if you were in your brother’s place, you would be expected to have a child would you not?”

“Yes and I would still resent it. I feel sorry for my brother’s wife. She is no more than sixteen years old and thrust into a future she was not ready for. She is married to a man she met the morning of her wedding. Nikolas is nine years older and she is so far from the home she grew up in and to make matters worse, she will be queen one day and she must have a son or the direct line to the throne will be ruined.”

“My lady, how can you not want a family?” Jason pressed.

“Because I have never been part of a family,” Elizabeth said coldly. She stood. “I did not have the opportunity to grow up as you did, Mr. Morgan.”

“I should think that would make you want one of your own all the more,” Jason argued. He stood, towering over her. “I’m sorry you grew up in a privileged home with everything that you could want but—”

“It never ceases to amaze me the perspective peasants have of a life like mine,” Elizabeth seethed. “You, who own your own home and can and go as freely as you wish. You answer to no one and do not have to remain locked away in your room.”

“My lady,” Jason hesitated. “I do not mean to anger or insult you. I—I do not have much experience with your gender beyond my family and a friend. I confess that I only met the woman I was previously engaged to…a few times. And they were not royalty.”

Elizabeth sat back on the bench, her head bowed. “I apologize,” she said softly. “I often forget my place. Please…sit down. I wish—I wish to know more about your family and your home.”

Jason obeyed her request, keeping his eyes on her. She clasped her hands loosely in her lap and kept her eyes down. “What is it you want to know?”

“I have never been further than these walls,” Elizabeth admitted. “But I often go to a turret and it has a rather magnificent view. I can see part of your land from there and it looks so beautiful. There is a stream that runs through it, yes?”

“Yes. We have a good part of the forest on our land and the stream runs through that. Mother and Chloe do some of their washing there if we’re having trouble bringing water from the well. The house isn’t very large but each of us has our own rooms. My father often talked about adding more on but he never…he never managed to do it.” Jason cleared his throat. “My brother is not meant for the life he leads now. We always expected him to attend the university but when my father died, we needed him at home.”

“Of course,” Elizabeth nodded. “A son’s first duty is to his family.” She glanced up then but quickly averted her eyes. “Will he go now? After…the marriage…I mean. Members of the royal family attend free of charge. Male members,” she added.

Jason clenched his jaw. “We don’t accept charity.”

“But it would not be charity,” Elizabeth protested quickly. “My brother attended the university that way and my father did as well. Michael attended university once my mother was promised to my father. It’s just simply the way things are. You said it yourself — you always intended for your brother to attend the university. Why should he not reap the benefits of this marriage? Someone ought to be happy after all of this.”

“I appreciate your words, my lady, but I assure you that my brother would agree with me. He would rather pay his way.”

Elizabeth nodded. “All right then. I only…I only wished to inform you of the possibility. It is of course, his decision in the end.”

Jason shifted and glanced at the position of the sun. Alexander would almost be finished the morning chores. He hoped that his brother remembered to check on the sheep. They were due to lamb soon.

“If you need to be getting home, I understand. I did not wish to keep you,” Elizabeth interrupted his thoughts.

“Alexander is not accustomed to doing the chores by himself,” Jason said with a shrug. “I was merely wondering if he’d remembered to check on the sheep.”

“Sheep?” Elizabeth repeated. Her eyes lit up. “What other sorts of animals do you have?”

“I wouldn’t have thought you to be an animal person, my lady.”

“Could you…please not call me that?” Elizabeth requested. “I so rarely get to hear my own name.”

The idea of not hearing one’s own name was a foreign concept to Jason—almost as foreign as calling a princess by anything other than a formal title. But she’d asked and his father had always taught him to honor women—especially those who were important to him.

And as the woman he was set to marry, she’d become rather important to him. “All right, Elizabeth. Have you ever seen barn animals?”

“Only dogs, cats and horses, I’m afraid,” Elizabeth admitted with an embarrassed smile. “But I read as often as I can and sometimes there are sketches.”

“Sketches can’t compare,” Jason shook his head. “My favorite place anywhere is the loft in the barn. It was where my parents lived when they were first married before my father built the house. It’s a little run down but sometimes when I’m there late, like when a foal is born or a calf, I go sleep up there and I get to wake up and go right to work.”

“I’ve never met anyone who works for a living like you do,” Elizabeth confided. “I think it is so…I think it is incredible.”

“We kind of have to work hard if we want to do more than make ends meet,” Jason remarked. “My sister needs a dowry. Not one the palace provides,” Jason added when he saw Elizabeth open her mouth to respond.

She pressed her lips together and flushed. “I seem to be insulting you with every word out of my mouth.”

“Well, you’ve never had to work for anything in your life. I don’t suppose you’d understand the pride behind something like that.”

The words—although said without judgment and scorn—stung her. She cleared her throat. “I have an appointment to meet my mother for a fitting,” she murmured. “I am grateful that you took the time out of your busy day to come see me.” She stood. “Good day, Mr. Morgan.”

“I did not mean…” Jason stood and followed her to the entrance of the garden. “I am sorry if I said something to upset you. I did not intend to.”

“No…it’s all right.” Elizabeth shrugged her slender shoulders and sighed. “You might as well get used to the fact that I often forget my place. I have already done it a few times in front of you. Your family is your family and I will be sure to keep myself aware of that.”

“I do not mean for you to do that,” he protested. “They will be your family, too.”

“They will be your family,” Elizabeth corrected. “What makes you think they won’t treat me the same way you do?”

“And how do I treat you?” Jason inquired.

“Like I am some dainty doll in a case rather than the woman you’re engaged to marry.” Elizabeth met his eyes briefly before looking away. “Princess is just a title. It is not who I am. Good day, Mr. Morgan.”

Late Morning

Caroline Benson turned to the side and studied her reflection in the three-paneled mirrors. “It feels a bit loose in the back,” she murmured. “Georgiana?”

The petite seamstress tucked a loose piece of russet-colored hair behind her ear and placed a small hand at the small of the council member’s back. “Yes, it does, Lady Benson. It’s odd as this gown fit perfectly just two weeks ago.”

Georgiana Matthews circled the woman with a practiced eye, her coffee gaze taking in all the stitches and seams of the midnight blue silk gown. Georgiana reached up and adjusted the plunging neckline. “I could take it in, my lady, but I think that you ought to look into gaining the weight back.”

“It’s been a trying time,” Caroline sighed. “One thing after another in the council room. I hardly have time to sleep much less come to these fittings.”

“The dawning is too important to miss for the future head of the High Council,” Georgiana teased. “My lady, if you do not take more care for your appearance, how shall you ever marry?”

“I have no need for marriage,” Caroline remarked stiffly.

“Where did you find the design for this dress?” Georgiana asked curiously. “This dress seems so simple for someone of your position and aspirations.”

“So?” Caroline asked haughtily.

“You cannot be seen in a gown that is out of season.” Georgiana shook her head. “My lady, you are one of the most eligible women in the kingdom and people’s opinions matter. You must be almost as well-dressed as the Queen.”

Georgiana moved over to her sketching table and started making some quick movements with her pencil. “Your name must be on the lips of everyone for days—you must stick in their minds, Lady Benson. For the King appoints the head of the council and you will want the good word of the Queen when he makes that decision.”

“You are right, Georgiana. What do you recommend?” Caroline asked, stepping down from the stool and crossing to her.

“The fabric and the color will stay the same.” The pencil was moving as fast as lightening and gradually, a strapless dress was beginning to appear on the paper. A heart-shaped bodice with a tight waistline—the skirt flared and was long.

“It’s rather daring don’t you think?” Caroline asked hesitantly.

“All the better.” Georgiana picked up the sketch. “I’ll be right back. Wait here—I can make some of the adjustments on the dress now.”

She exited and Caroline nervously paced the room. She was nervous about this ball. Nervous about the Dawning.

Nervous about seeing Jason again.

She braced a hand on the small of her back and started to pace. It’d been over a year since she’d left home. The first winter had been difficult. She’d been lonely in her new home. It was much larger than the one she’d left and due to the snow, she couldn’t very well wander the village and get to know her new surroundings.

She’d missed Jason the most during that time—couldn’t understand why he was being so difficult and unrelenting. It wasn’t as though they would have to live in the village full time. A few months out of the year—nothing more.

But he’d remained stubborn on the matter. She could stay and marry him or she could go and fulfill her dream of being a council member.

In the end, it hadn’t been a hard decision. She was the youngest female council member in the history of the realm and she was destined to be the first female leader of the council.

She would not give that up for a thousand Jasons. He could not understand her dreams and she could not understand his. It was better this way.

Now after another winter had passed and they were coming to the end of the spring, Caroline felt more at home within her new life but she could not fight the rising sadness at the thought of attending Jason’s wedding in five days. He would be marrying a woman even less suited for him than Caroline could ever dream of being.

Yet Caroline was terrified that the princess would end up being the woman Jason loved more than his family home.

“I never thought I would find you here of all places.”

The arrogant drawl came from the doorway to Georgiana’s shop and Caroline spun to find AJ Quartermaine leaning against the doorframe, a cocky smile firmly set on his lips.

Caroline arched a slim eyebrow and tried to look as stern and disapproving as she could with the revealing neckline of her dress. “Oh and why is that?” she asked coolly.

“I always thought of you as neutral,” AJ said, stepping forward. He dragged his eyes from her bare feet up the long line of the gown, past her slim waist and small breasts to her face. “You ought to dress like that more often, Caroline.”

All too aware of her shortcomings, Caroline crossed her arms self-consciously over her chest. She had no hips, her arms were too long and her breasts were almost unmentionable.

Her elbows were too knobby as well but that was neither here nor there.

But Caroline Benson cared nothing for being attractive. She only wished for power.

“Is there something you wanted to talk about, Lord Quartermaine?” Caroline demanded as she slid her feet into her plain shoes.

AJ swaggered over to her, that damned smile still present. “Ah…so formal, dear sweet Caroline.” He flicked a piece of her light blonde hair over her shoulder. She’d left it down when removing her earlier garments, Caroline belatedly realized.

“State your business or leave,” Caroline said firmly, taking a step back.

“It’s quite simple, actually. You are in the need of an escort for the ball Saturday and I am in the need of someone to escort. Why not combine our two predicaments?” AJ suggested.

“I would rather eat dirt than be seen on your arm,” Caroline spat.

“So much venom,” AJ shook his head and continued to smile at her. “Everyone in the kingdom knows your shame, Caroline.”

“My shame?” Caroline echoed scornfully. She tried to laugh it off—but the sound came out bitter and strangled.

“That you and the eldest Morgan son were set to be engaged when my grandfather passed away.” A shadow flickered over the Quartermaine heir’s face but it was gone as quickly as it appeared and he continued. “Your number was called up and the fool wouldn’t allow you to have your cake and eat it too.”

“Jason had responsibilities,” Carly remarked coolly. “I knew that he would never leave his home.”

“Yes but you are still a single woman and everyone knows that you will more than likely remain that way. After all—you are twenty-four and few women marry after that age.”

“A woman does not need a man to be complete,” Caroline retorted. “I never intend to marry.”

“So that you may pine for the future prince like Lady Alexis pines for Lord Corinthos?” AJ shook his head. “Everyone knows that Michael Corinthos has only loved one other person in his life and Brenda Barrett has been dead for nearly twenty years. And once your dear sweet Jason is married to the princess…”

“It matters not to me what Jason does or does not do. He could marry Elizabeth, fall madly in love and have a brood of children and I would not give a damn,” Caroline retorted hotly. Her eyes were lit in fury. “What is it that you want from me, AJ? To remind me of my past? Well, what if one were to remind you of your precious Keesha—”

“Do not utter one more word,” AJ seethed in a low voice. The smirk was gone from his countenance and every muscle in his body was tensed. Caroline was almost positive that if she’d been a man—he would have hit her.

“You can throw my painful past in my face but you cannot handle a little payback?” Caroline demanded. “You are a hypocrite, Lord Quartermaine. You may think that you are a better man than Lord Corinthos—that you are more cunning, more intelligent and more lethal—and perhaps you are. But never forget that you both have one weakness in common. You both mourn for women who never loved you.”

“And you lust for a man who only wanted your land,” AJ hissed. “Who would want you, Lady Benson? You look more like a teen-aged boy than a full-grown woman.”

Caroline lifted her chin defiantly in the air and pressed her lips together firmly. “Beauty is overrated,” she managed to say in a strong and clear voice.

“Perhaps one day you will believe that.” AJ spun his heel and slammed out of the dress shop.

Caroline heard a sound behind her and a furious Georgiana stepped back into the main room. “I did not want to appear until he left, my lady, and I most apologize. But I feared if we were to come face to face, I might have stabbed him with my shears,” the young woman seethed.

Caroline closed her eyes against the first rush of tears and fought them back. It was one thing to have come to terms with her looks in her mind. But it was quite another for a handsome man to point it out to her.

No matter how vile he was.

She cleared her throat and took a deep breath. “It is all right, Georgiana. Lord Quartermaine is one of those people who know exactly which button to press to hurt someone.”

“Luckily for you, you also possess that quality.” Georgiana set her sketches down. “The difference between the two of you, my lady, is that you never attack. You merely defend.”

Caroline nodded wearily and sighed. “Let’s get on with this. I would like to return to my home and lay down for the remainder of the day.”

“Yes, of course, Lady Benson—but if I might just say one last thing. Lord Quartermaine is mistaken—you are a beautiful woman and it only takes the right man to see it. You just have not found him yet.”

Caroline smiled and felt her heart lift a little. “You know, Georgiana—perhaps you might call me Caroline. I feel you are the closest thing I have to a friend in my life.”

Afternoon

Contrary to the opinions of some men, the future queen of the kingdom did not spend her time planning some grand ball or an elegant gathering of local women. Instead, Princess Emily of Rhigwyn’s everyday life resembled that of her husband’s sister. Most of her days were spent in the elegant suite of rooms assigned to her and her husband.

Each day was longer than the one before and she longed for the emerald green fields of her childhood home. But this was her future. This was her home now.

Emily smoothed out the canvas of her embroidery project and straightened one of the stitches. She was so tired of endlessly sitting in this room, trying to think of ways to fill the time. She embroidered, she sewed, and she knitted. Day after day.

She knew how she was expected to spend her time. She should be taking every opportunity to conceive the heir to kingdom. The sooner the better, for if the king were made to wait too long for his grandson, well, one could argue that Emily was barren and their marriage would be invalidated.

Unhappy as she was here at the palace, Emily did not wish to leave Nikolas. Though he did not care for her the way she wished, he treated her with respect and the nights that he did reach for her…

A flush rose in her pale cheeks and she dipped her head, hiding her smile. She was alone in the room but she knew it was not proper to think about those nights, much less speak of them.

But those were the nights Emily could pretend her husband loved her and they were the highlights of her life here—the only moments she could remember being happy. He was so kind and gentle and—the flush deepened. They always made love in the dark but she could still feel the rippling muscles of his chest under her fingers.

Her heartbeat quickened as she realized night would be drawing close. Would Nikolas reach for her tonight?

The door to their rooms slid opened and Nikolas entered, his head bent down as studied a sheaf papers in his hands. Emily used the moments between that and when he looked at her to school her features back into the polite mask she wore as a rule.

“Good afternoon, my lord,” she said politely.

Nikolas glanced up, his mouth tightened at the use of proper titles. His mother and father treated each other quite the same way. He did not think they even slept in the same bedroom now—and quite wondered if they ever had.

He didn’t want that for his life but it seemed he was destined for it. “Good afternoon, Emily. Have you eaten lunch?”

“Yes, my lord.” Emily set her embroidery aside. She hesitated. “Was there something that you needed, my lord?”

Nikolas sighed and shook his head. “No, I will just sit here with you and go over these papers. They are plans for the Dawning,” he told her.

Emily nodded. “Is it true that the princess is one of the chosen?” she asked, intrigued.

Nikolas sat down and poured himself a glass of water. “Yes, she is set to wed Jason Morgan on Saturday. Do you know of him?”

“Of course. His land borders my own. Chloe was one of my closest friends before I left.” Emily clasped her hands together in her lap.

“Why do you not visit with her?” Nikolas questioned. “You could send word and she could come here for a few days.”

“I did not want to be a bother.” Emily shifted uncomfortably.

“This is your home,” Nikolas said, his voice bordering on impatient. “You are the princess. Nothing you do or say is a bother to anyone.”

“Well…perhaps one day.” Emily stood. “I am quite tired, my lord, I believe I will nap before supper.” She gathered her things in her arms before disappearing into their bedroom.

Nikolas scrubbed a hand over his face, resigned to a lifetime of awkward days and loving nights.

——
“Mother!” Chloe called, excitedly. She rushed into the kitchen. “Jason’s coming up the road.”

“Go help your brother finish his chores and tell Jason to come see me,” Susan instructed as she wiped her flour-covered hands on her apron. She moved to the cabinet and pulled a plate of cheese and some bread so that Jason might eat.

When Jason finally entered the kitchen, he’d already put his horse back in the barn and cleaned up from the dusty ride. “Hello, Mother. Chloe said you wished to speak with me.”

“Sit, eat. I can’t imagine you took time during your visit.” She took a seat and her son did the same. “How did it go?”

“Parts of it went well,” Jason admitted. “It seemed at times, however, all we could do was insult one another. I told her Alexander wanted to go to the university and she remarked that members of her family go free so he could take advantage of that.”

Susan’s face lit up. “Well, that’s wonderful news. Alexander could start as soon as next fall.”

Jason frowned. “You cannot accept something like this, Mother. Alexander will pay his way through, just like we always intended.”

“I suppose you said something along these lines to the princess.”

“Yes. She said that she had never met anyone who worked for living as we do and I said that we had to if we wanted to make more than ends meet.” He hesitated. “I might have said that since she hadn’t worked a day in her life, she wouldn’t understand the kind of pride that can be attached.”

Susan closed her eyes. “Oh, Jason. How could you say something so cruel and unnecessary?”

“She was flaunting her privileges,” Jason protested. “I had to say something to put her in her place.”

“Perhaps she was trying too hard,” Susan allowed. “I can only assume she wanted to make a good impression on you and perhaps she was trying to make marriage to her sound better. As though you’d be able to benefit.”

Jason shook his head. “I don’t understand.”

“I get the feeling that she might not think highly of herself. My sister has often said the princess is rarely seen and very withdrawn in public. She was born only to assure the throne stays in her family. It must be very difficult to know your entire existence is based on that fact. Perhaps she thought she’s not enough for you.”

“That’s ridiculous,” Jason shook his head. “She’s very beautiful and articulate. She asks about things Caroline never even thought of. She wanted to know about this place, the land, and the animals. How could she think that I’d need more in order to be comfortable with marrying her?”

“I think that’s a question you should ask someone of her age. Perhaps Chloe might be able to provide some insight. Young girls often do strange things when they’re infatuated.”

Jason blinked. “Infatuated?” he repeated. “Elizabeth is not infatuated with me. This is merely a political alliance for her.”

“For her family, yes,” Susan agreed. “But how can you know what this means to her unless you ask?”

“I won’t see her until the wedding. How can I ask her something like that?”

“I think that you should give Alexander more responsibility around this place. Perhaps he could prove himself by taking on the majority of the morning chores for the next few days.”

“Are you suggesting that I visit Elizabeth again?”

“Perhaps.” Susan smiled and touched her eldest son’s cheek. “Out of the three of you, you are most like your father. You love like he does and most of the time, you have a very good head on your shoulders. But your father always had to take the hard way around when it came to understanding me. We were fortunate to have love but it took time to develop that. I want you to have the love that your father and I shared.”

“As you said…it takes time. It could not possibly develop in five days, which is there is before the day of the dawning.”

“But you already care for her. And I can see that you are attracted to her. I think you should have the opportunity to expand on that.”

“I will return to tomorrow on one condition,” Jason said. “You come along and meet Elizabeth.”

“All right,” Susan agreed easily. “I will go and visit with Alexis afterwards then. I should very much like to meet my future daughter-in-law.”

Evening

Gia unwound Elizabeth’s braid and reached for the silver-handled brush on her vanity table. “Your new friend seems to be settling in well,” the maid remarked as she watched Morgan make a little bed for herself.

Elizabeth watched it through the mirror as well and smiled. “After wanting a kitten for so long, it is almost hard to believe I have one.”

“That Jason Morgan must be a very kind man to think of a woman he hardly knows.”

Elizabeth pressed lips together and looked away. “He is kind,” she allowed, “but he is like everyone else I have ever known Gia.”

“I know that you wish to be treated the same as everyone else, my lady, but you would be remiss if you did not remember—you are not like everyone else and that is why they treat you as such.”

“But I am not just the princess to him—or I should not be. I am to be his wife and I don’t know if I can survive a marriage like that. Nikolas and Emily can barely be in the same room but a few moments before she flees.” Tears wet her lashes and she closed her eyes. “I live a life of solitude as it is. I do not wish to live in the middle of the nowhere with a man who has more respect for my status than affection for me.”

“I feel for you, my lady, but what can you do? Force him to love you?”

She hesitated. Her powers. She used them so rarely since she’d accidentally blown up a small portion of the stables when she was twelve. There were times when she’d been so angry that she’d been forced to relinquish the argument just to calm herself. Her powers were tied to her emotions.

But she often used them to just heal little scratches on her hands from framing her canvases and she wondered if they wouldn’t be of some help—

No. She must never be discovered for enchantresses such as herself were shipped to work camp upon discovery. Women with powers were feared in this world and if she were found out…

“There.” Gia finished the new braid and fastened it with a ribbon. “Will you be needing anything else?”

Elizabeth sighed and shook her head. “No, that will be all.”

——

Mirielle patted the side of her perfectly coifed ash-blonde hair and tightened her robe around her body as she joined Michael on the sofa of her sitting room. “Honestly, Michael, this could have waited.”

“No, it could not have.” Michael slid his hands into the pockets of his pants. “Lady Davis has indicated her nephew wishes to visit with your daughter over the next few days.”

“They can visit in her sitting room under supervision of course.” Mirielle rose and sighed. “It will be liberating to know she is out of this palace and we will be out of danger.”

“Danger?” Michael echoed. “What is this danger you speak of?”

“Well, one never knows when she might snap,” Mirielle remarked. “She could kill all of us with just a look.”

Michael peered into his half-sister’s wide blue eyes—eyes that her daughter had inherited. “You really believe that, don’t you?”

“Of course. I am only grateful that we were able to keep her locked away so effectively.”

“I have never been ashamed to call myself your brother before, but in this moment…” Michael sighed deeply. “I came to request your permission for your daughter to visit with her betrothed but I see that you consider her something to suffer through. It is the order of the High Council that Elizabeth may come and go as freely as she pleases and see Jason Morgan whenever she likes.”

Mirielle narrowed her eyes. “You take too many liberties, dear brother,” she seethed. “I say who my daughter sees and who she does not see. You are lucky that we do not contest this ridiculous betrothal. What do you propose I do? Let the peasant move into her bedroom?”

“I propose that you remember who is in charge and who is not,” Michael retorted. “The High Council is the law of the land. You answer to us. This is the way it has always been and this is the way it always be. You would do your best to keep your distance from Elizabeth and I do not wish her to know just how much her own mother fears and loathes her.”

I’m actually pretty proud I held out this long in posting. I said I’d be posting the first chapter of this tomorrow morning London time. Ha. Well, I’m sitting here, in London, and I consider 1 AM to be morning. 😛 I’ve been working on this for over a month, and I’m just in love with it, so I hope others will love it as much as I do.

If you read the preview chapter I posted a few weeks ago, there are a few tweaks as well as a a second scene with Sonny/Jason.  Click here to go to the story page: A Few Words Too Many. I hope you guys like it, please let me know what you think!

This entry is part 1 of 24 in the A Few Words Too Many

Song in first part of chapter: Sand and Water (Beth Neilsen Chapman)

Friday, April 11, 2003

General Hospital: Nurse’s Station

All alone I didn’t like the feeling
All alone I sat and cried

Elizabeth Webber sat on the sofa by the elevators, staring straight ahead, ignoring the ball of nausea in her stomach. Fiercely trying to block out the memory of the test results Dr. Kelly Lee had delivered twenty minutes earlier.

Somehow, it was all a dream. This entire week of terror and nightmares would be a dream.

Any moment now, she would wake up and maybe if she were truly lucky, she would wake up months and months ago. God, if she could just go back to the fall, and wait five lousy seconds for Jason to talk to her, to apologize to her. It might all be different.

Or even further back. Maybe if she had thrown Jason’s cell phone into the harbor, he wouldn’t have taken the phone call that had sent him out the night the lights went out and she’d slept with Zander.

What she wouldn’t do for the power of time travel.

All alone I had to find some meaning
In the center of the pain I felt inside

But it wasn’t a horrible dream. It was her reality. She had gone from a man who was too stubborn to say anything that really mattered to a man who used words as a weapon.

In her loneliness, in her aching need to be loved and to matter, she’d allowed Ric Lansing into her life. He was everything Jason wasn’t, she’d told herself. He told her how beautiful she was, and how happy she made him, and how much he wanted to be with her. She’d lapped it up like a stupid little girl, too needy and desperate to see the truth

Ric Lansing was everything Jason Morgan wasn’t. He was a liar, who used all those words to pump her for information about Jason and Sonny, information she wouldn’t have given even if she’d known all the answers to the questions he wanted. He was a user, who’d only sought her out after finding her talking to Jason one night at Luke’s.

And she wished to God she’d known she was just a pawn in his game to get to Sonny Corinthos. His half-brother.

All alone I came into this world
All alone I will someday die

She had ignored all the warning signs, had ignored Jason’s words of caution because she told herself he might be jealous or something else stupid and inane to explain why Jason would say these things about a man he barely knew. Jason didn’t know Ric like she did. She had never listened to Taggart, Nikolas, her grandmother or anyone else who talked about Jason like that, why should she listen to these things about Ric?

It wasn’t like she could trust Jason to tell the truth. He’d let her comfort him at Sonny’s funeral. He’d told her they would try to be more, to finally capitalize on the years of feelings and emotions, and they’d be together.

She’d thought she mattered. Until Courtney. Until the lipstick on his neck, all the days he never stopped in the penthouse while she was there…and the loft he’d bought for Courtney.

So she’d told herself Ric was a good man, and that Jason hadn’t done much but lie to her for months.

Solid stone is just sand and water, baby
Sand and water, and a million years gone by

And instead she’d learned the truth the hard way. She’d learned that Ric had targeted her to bother Jason, and when that hadn’t worked, he had pretended to sleep with Carly when she was drunk.

Not that Ric had admitted these things or even felt bad, but he’d taunted Sonny and Jason one night earlier that week at Kelly’s. Sonny had learned about Carly, had tracked Ric down in the courtyard and none of them had bothered to look inside the restaurant, where Elizabeth had been closing up for the night.

And Elizabeth had learned the hard way that she couldn’t trust herself.

I will see you in the light of a thousand suns
I will hear you in the sound of the waves

And now…she was pregnant. She was pregnant with Ric Lansing’s child.

She stared down at the pamphlets Kelly had handed her, after Elizabeth had broken down in tears. Not to push her way or another, but to understand that she had options if she didn’t want the child. Adoption. Abortion.

And all Elizabeth wanted to do was crawl under the covers and stay there for the rest of her life. Anything not to make this decision.

How could she have a child? She was a waitress who lived in a broken down studio without her own bathroom, much less a kitchen. She had a degree in art, but what the hell could she do with that? Of course she couldn’t have this baby. She’d have to have an abortion. There was no other choice.

I will know you when I come, as we all will come
Through the doors beyond the grave

And yet, how could she blame an innocent life for the crimes of its parents? This child was half her, and despite her many failings, she still had time to pull her life together. She had options. She could get her teacher’s certification. She could go into the nursing program like her grandmother kept hinting.

Ric Lansing didn’t have to be a part of this child’s life.

And, maybe it was selfish, but if she had this child…if Elizabeth became a mother, there would finally be someone in this world who loved her.

Just the way she was.

Elm Street Pier

All alone I heal this heart of sorrow

Her heart heavy, her body tired and her mind racing with ways to keep this pregnancy a secret from the worst choice of her life, Elizabeth blindly walked towards Kelly’s, stopping at the top of the stairs to the Elm Street Pier when she heard voices.

Familiar voices.

Hanging back around the corner, Elizabeth waited for Ric Lansing and whoever he was with to disappear so she could head to work.

“What have I told you about seeking me out in public?” Ric demanded.

“You like it better when we’re all by ourselves in bed,” a female voice purred, and the pit in Elizabeth’s stomach grew, burning. She knew that voice.

All alone I raise this child

“Well…” God she knew that tone. That disgusting charming tone he used when he was flirting. When he was convincing her she was the only woman in his life. “That may be true,” Ric continued. “But things are tense right now, and if anyone sees us talking…”

“You mean the little twit,” Faith Roscoe purred. “I thought you were gonna cut her loose.”

Oh, she was going to be sick. She was going to lose it, and just start heaving for all the world to hear.

“I was,” Ric said. “But she’s amusing, and while it doesn’t seem to bother Morgan much I’m screwing his ex-bed buddy, I know Sonny can’t stand it, so she’s worth the trouble.”

Elizabeth sank to her knees, wishing she were anywhere else in the world. She’d known she’d been targeted to bother Jason, but to hear him…to hear him put it that way, God, she just wanted to set herself on fire.

Flesh and bone, he’s just
Bursting towards tomorrow

“You’re lucky I’m so understanding,” Faith remarked. “If I thought you gave a damn about her, I might decide to…take preventative measures.”

Tears slid down Elizabeth’s cheeks, and she just wanted to disappear. She’d been so stupid. She should have listened to Jason. She should have known better. She should have trusted him.

“Now, now. You can’t make any waves.” His voice lowered slightly and Elizabeth couldn’t really make out words other than “danger, Families, money.”

And his laughter fills my world and wears your smile

Their voices finally faded, and she heard footsteps indicating they were moving out further onto the pier. Even when she was sure they were gone, she remained on the ground, her arms wrapped around herself, tears sliding down her cheeks.

That was the father of her child, who talked about screwing her to annoy someone else. She hadn’t meant anything to him, not even a little.

If she could just curl up into a ball and fade into nothing, it might be for the best.

I will see you in the light of a thousand suns
I will hear you in the sound of the waves

She heard footsteps on the stairs, and told herself to get up, to move, but her legs were frozen, her brain sluggish. When the steps stopped in front her, she opened her eyes and saw the boots a few feet from her.

If Elizabeth possessed any energy left to be embarrassed, she might have actually burst into flames as she watched Jason Morgan crouch in front her, his eyes concerned.

She was too shattered to care.

“Elizabeth,” he said quietly. “How long have you been here?”

I will know you when I come, as we all will come
Through the doors beyond the grave

And oh, God…he must have heard. Oh, God. She opened her mouth to respond, to say something…anything to stop this torment. She could lie to him—she’d only just gotten here, she’d tripped and stumbled.

But she just couldn’t drag it out of herself. “Long enough,” she murmured.

All alone I came into this world

She heard Jason’s inhale of breath, and wondered what he thought of her being targeted because of him. He’d always said his enemies would use her to get to him, he probably hadn’t thought it be through sex and that she’d let them.

“I wish I could blame you,” she said softly, keeping her eyes on the ground, not meeting his gaze. “That Ric only came for me because I…because of you. But I can’t.” Her breath was shaky as she slowly exhaled. “Because you told me, and I ignored you.”

“I am so…” He stopped, and slid his hands under her elbows to help her stand. “Elizabeth—”

All alone I will someday die

“There’s nothing you can say.” Another tear slid down her cheek. “I heard most of it at Kelly’s earlier this week, but you know…he didn’t put it that way then.” She struggled to keep from sinking back to the ground. “He just told you he’d had to use Carly when you didn’t seem to give a damn about me.”

“I—” But Jason didn’t seem to know what say.

“It’s okay.” Elizabeth offered a shaky smile. “Really. I needed…” She took a deep breath, trying not to collapse under the weight of the devastation of her life, of her dreams. “I needed to hear him put it that way. To know that he’d been sleeping with other women, with Faith Roscoe. I hadn’t broken up with him yet, you know. I didn’t think I could be in the same room with him, I was afraid he’d explain away his words to you and Sonny the way he always seemed to explain everything else. I was afraid I might believe him because I needed…” She pressed her lips together. “But now I know, without a shadow of a doubt, that I outlived my usefulness a long time ago, and I was only kept around for amusement.”

Solid stone is just sand and water, baby

After a long moment of silence, Jason cleared his throat. “Can I—Can I give you a ride somewhere?”

No. Taking a ride from Jason Morgan when her life had shattered four years ago had been the reason she was in this mess. For her own sanity, she could not let him be her sounding board. He already thought her to be pathetic, to be desperate, if he knew she was pregnant by Ric, he’d feel sorry for her. He’d pity her.

And she really would throw herself into the harbor at that point.

“No.” When her voice was weak, she forced herself to take a deep breath. “No. Thank you for being concerned, but I think that sometimes the truth is better…” She looked at him now, for the first time, meeting those beautiful eyes that had broken her heart. “Sometimes the truth is better, even when it’s harsh. I have no illusions left.” Another tear escaped her eye, and she found her lips curving into a smile. “I never mattered at all.”

Sand and water and a million years gone by

Corinthos Penthouse: Living Room

Sonny Corinthos was going to have to start tricking his wife with healthy cookies or almond ice cream. He’d found another bag of Oreos tucked under the sofa. He was going to have ferret out who was smuggling this contraband into his home. Carly was going to have the safest pregnancy he could provide, and nutrition was the only thing under his control.

Or at least he’d thought so.

He was searching under the cushions for any other junk food, particularly candy bars because they would fit without changing the shape when Max Giambetti knocked briskly and then opened the door. “Boss, its Jason.”

Sonny got to his feet, holding the Oreos by the corner of the package. “You’re not Carly’s dealer are you?” he asked, tossing them on the coffee table. He glanced over at Jason as he entered and faltered. “What’s wrong?”

“Um…” Jason scrubbed his hands over his face. “I’m just tired, Sonny. It’s been a rough week.” He looked around the penthouse. “Where’s Carly?”

“She took Michael to see Bobbie. They’re having dinner there.” Bobbie. Could she be behind this processed sugar? He pushed Carly’s food choice aside. Jason looked tired, but more than that… Sonny cleared his throat. “Jason, what happened?”

“I…” Jason hesitated. He exhaled slowly and looked at Sonny. “I was near the Elm Street Pier, and I saw Faith Roscoe with Ric.”

Sonny scowled. “Well, we suspected he was working with her.” He walked towards the mini bar and poured himself a whiskey. “What’d you overhear?”

“Ah…” Behind him, he heard Jason’s voice falter. Sonny turned, the tumbler in his hand. Jason rubbed the back of his neck, and Sonny realized that Jason looked tired, but he looked pissed and sad as well. “It was a variation of what we heard at Kelly’s.”

Sonny closed his eyes. He’d been so angry that night Carly had finally divulged to him what had happened at her club opening. She didn’t think she’d actually slept with Ric, but she’d been afraid of Sonny’s reaction. Sonny had torn out of the house to track the son of a bitch down and Jason had followed to keep Sonny out of serious trouble.

They’d cornered Ric in the courtyard and Sonny had gone for his throat. He could still hear the mocking laughter in his voice as Ric taunted him. Sonny had demanded answers—why was Ric coming for him, for his family?

And he’d learned the disgusting truth. That Ric Lansing was his mother’s son, by an affair with her boss. He’d blamed Sonny for pushing her down the steps while she was pregnant, forcing Trevor Lansing to tell Adela to choose between her sons.

Sonny sighed, the heavy breath whooshing out from his lips as he remembered the rest of the conversation, and why Jason would be so upset. “He talked about Elizabeth again.”

“Yeah.” Jason cast his eyes away. “But it was…Sonny, she heard us that night. At Kelly’s.”

Sonny tightened his grip on his tumbler. “We never looked inside. Kelly’s was supposed to be closed.”

I didn’t have much choice but use Carly. I thought it might be amusing to pick up Morgan’s ex-girlfriend, but he didn’t seem to give a damn. It’s about leverage, Sonny, and Carly gave me more than Elizabeth Webber. But man, it sure was fun.

“Damn it,” Sonny hissed. “He’s slime, and believe me…” He pressed his free hand to his chest. “If—if he were anyone else, Jason, he’d already be gone for what he did to Elizabeth and Carly.”

“Sonny, she was there again today,” Jason continued. “Around the corner. Ric and Faith were on the docks, and Faith threatened to do something to Elizabeth if she thought Ric actually gave a damn.” His face twisted into a grimace. “And the way he talked about her…” He closed his eyes. “They walked further onto the pier, but I didn’t want to follow and press my luck. So I went up the stairs, and Sonny…”

“Elizabeth had heard them. Found out Ric had Faith on the side.” Nausea welled up in Sonny’s stomach. This was his fault. To use Elizabeth that way, a young woman who had once been raped, it made him physically ill. “I would have spared her that. I’ve been trying to think of way to talk to her about Ric all week, but you know, I, uh…” He paused. “I didn’t think she’d listen to me anymore than she did the last time I tried. Or when you did.”

“She just looked so shattered,” Jason said softly, almost to himself. “You remember that night at the garage, when she thought Lucky was dead…and she just collapsed?”

“Yeah,” Sonny replied, hoarsely. He’d been standing just behind her as Lieutenant Marcus Taggart explained that the subway token Elizabeth held in her hand had been found on the body. She had just sunk to the ground, as if she could no longer support her own weight.

“That look in her eyes,” Jason continued. “She had it again today. And you know, she told me she didn’t blame me.” He exhaled, his breath almost shaky. “But I blame myself. If it hadn’t been for me, he never would have focused on her—”

Sonny sighed and sipped the whiskey, feeling the burn slide down his throat. “I hope the Families torture him before they kill him,” he muttered. He looked at Jason. “I’ll let them know that despite my newfound relation to the man, I don’t give a damn about his life. I—” He fisted his hand. “I can’t be the one to order his death, Jason. I can’t do that, and I know you think less of me—”

“No…” Jason shook his head. “I get…I get it.” He cleared his throat. “But you’ve got no problems with the Families taking care of it?”

“Not a damned one. He made a mistake there.” Sonny threw back the rest of his whiskey. “He thought he could weaken them, sabotage their operations, embezzle money while screwing with my head, he made his bed there. Until this week, I was just gonna…” He waved his hand, dismissively. “Let them take care of it in their own time. He wasn’t much of a problem. But now?”

After seeing the tears in his wife’s eyes, trying to explain why she’d needed to order a paternity test, apologizing for a night she just couldn’t remember. After learning of the way he’d used Elizabeth…

“As far as I’m concerned, he’s a dead man.” Sonny set his tumbler down. “Did Elizabeth say whether she’d broken things off with him?”

“She said not yet,” Jason answered. “Sonny, until Ric is…dealt with…”

“Say no more.” Sonny held up a hand. “I had Francis on her that year you were in her studio and then for a couple of months after you left that first time. I’ll tell him keep an eye out.”

March 27, 2014

I started converting Crimson Glass to WordPress in January, and had hoped to be finished almost a month ago. The bulk of the site had been moved over by then, but a few stories had remained. In another week or two, that will be complete, which makes me happy. I’ve wanted to convert to WordPress for years (even tried it once before my great disappearance) but in the six years of my hiatus, someone wrote a plug in that actually made it possible.

So, here’s where it stands: Everything has been moved over in its completion, which the exception of Sanctuary, Yesterdays and Aurora Dawning. I had actually forgotten AD because for some reason, it wasn’t posted on the old CG, so I’ve had to reformat it. I’m still working on the layout of that section, so expect it to look messy. Those three stories are being moved over in small chunks (Two chapters of Yesterdays a day, two or three of Sanctuary, and one part of AD at at time.) At that rate, it should be done in no more than two weeks. I’m going on vacation on Monday, March 31 for three days to Oxford, England, and doubt I’ll do much more than writing in my free time.

I finished reposting I Shall Believe, so all thirty three chapters are now online here. With that finished, I can move towards posting new stories. Starting tomorrow, with the first chapter of A Few Words Too Many, and then probably when I get back next Thursday, I’ll start reposting Daughters, with its revisions and its conclusion.

In poll news, it looks like after I finish Daughters, Few Words, Tangle, and These Small Hours, you’re getting The Best Thing followed by Mad World, but I’ll wait until June 1 and the poll officially closes to start digging in beyond plot sketches 😛

This entry is part 2 of 8 in the Aurora Dawning

Day One
Morning

Alexis Davis walked briskly from her large and elegant home to her personal stables. She’d sent down a message earlier for her fastest horse to be bridled and readied for the journey to her sister’s home.Susan Davis was her elder sister by a good ten years-she’d been married to John Morgan almost before Alexis could remember. But she’d always been happy–something Alexis envied seeing as how she was nearly thirty and destined to remain a spinster.Susan had three children whom Alexis couldn’t adore more if they were her own. Jason, the spitting image of his father; Alexander, who had more aspirations and dreams than any other young man Alexis knew; and dear sweet Chloe, the youngest at fifteen.

John Morgan had been killed in a farming accident nearly five years ago and it had thrown the entire family into a tailspin. Alexander had been fifteen and preparing for university but with his father’s death, he elected to stay at home and take on more of the responsibilities. Alexis had offered to pay for Alexander’s education many times or donate to Chloe’s dowry but Susan had always been counting on Jason to marry well and with Robin Scorpio, it would have been exactly the union she’d hoped for.

Of course if Jason were to marry the Princess, it would solve their problems even further. Alexander would attend the university free of charge and Chloe would not even need a dowry. And Elizabeth could be happy in the life Alexis’s family would provide for her.

Her stable hand, Kyle, was waiting out for her outside of the stables, the reins of her favorite horse-Zeus-in his hands.

“Good day, Kyle. How are you this morning?” Alexis asked, taking the reins from him and stroking the dark hair of the beast.

“Good, Miss Davis. Miss Maximilliana has agreed to marry me,” the young man announced proudly. Alexis smiled at him, knowing that he’d been pursuing Maximilliana Matthews, one of the chambermaids up at the castle, for some time.

“Well, that is very good news,” Alexis replied. She slid onto the horse and stroked its mane. “I am off to see my sister. Please be here when I return to wash Zeus down.”

“Yes, Lady Davis,” Kyle replied obediently.

She kicked Zeus’s sides and took off for the main road that would lead her to the Morgan Estate.

If one wanted to find the crown princess of the realm, they would need to look no further than the highest tower of the castle. She sat on the edge and looked out over the main road, tracking the comings and goings of pretty much anyone. The view was wide and vast and she enjoyed it there.

She’d been doing it since she was old enough to hide from her governess and she knew that as long as she lived in the castle, she’d do it.

With her marriage to Lucas Spencer looming ever so more closely, she knew in her heart, she’d never escape these walls.

“This is hardly the place for a girl who should be at a dress fitting.”

Elizabeth turned and smiled brilliantly at her elder brother. The heir to the throne was a tall and handsome young man with coal-black hair and deep caramel eyes. He looked remarkably like their uncle Michael and yet was distinctly his own person.

“Hello, my dear Nikolas,” Elizabeth greeted. She slid off the edge of the tower and embraced him. “It is good to see you home. How was Emily’s visit to her family?”

“I think it did her good to return to her childhood home,” Nikolas remarked, casually tousling his sister’s curly brown hair. She let the long length of it hang down her back, only tying it away from her face. “Mother is looking for you.”

“She hardly noticed that I was gone,” Elizabeth replied. “She cares only for this wedding. But I do not wish to speak of weddings and other silly things. I want to know more about your trip. Was the Quartermaine Estate as vast and beautiful as they say? With rolling green hills and streams filled with pure, cold water?”

Her eyes were lit up with excitement and it happened so rarely these days that Nikolas immediately told her of all his adventures at his wife’s family home, doing his best to describe the beautiful landscape. She’d never been further than the village outside the walls of the castle and he knew it saddened her greatly to face marriage to someone who would never take her anywhere.

“It sounds so wonderful,” Elizabeth said wistfully. Her eyes found the edge of the Quartermaine lands. It was a confined view, blocked by trees and the horizon. “I think I could really enjoy living in such a place.”

“You and my wife both,” Nikolas said ruefully. “Since we began preparing for the trip home to the palace, Emily has withdrawn again and not speaking much. I wish that she wasn’t. I wish that she would talk to me.”

“Have faith, dear brother,” Elizabeth said, touching his hand in comfort. “It cannot be easy for her to uproot herself from the only home she has known and be married to a man she only met the morning of the ceremony.”

“It has been six months,” Nikolas argued. “Six months of waiting for her to get used to her new home and to her husband. She does not love me, Elizabeth, and I fear she never will.”

Elizabeth laughed then. “Life is very long, Nikolas. You cannot say a thing like that. Why, I might even learn to love Lucas.”

“I doubt that,” Nikolas told her. “He is not the man I would have chosen for you. Not at all. You do not need the captain of the guard.”

“Who would you have chosen?” Elizabeth asked pointedly. “If you were the king and it were up to you ?”

“Well, I would have asked you who it is you wished for,” he responded. “And it if that was suitable enough, I would have given you that. I only wish for your happiness, Elizabeth.”

“There is no one I wish for,” Elizabeth admitted. “I have yet to find someone who makes my blood run hot and all of the nerve endings in my skin stand on end. I want someone who excites me, who challenges me…” she sighed. “Who does not live inside a castle.”

“Where do you come up with these things?” Nikolas asked. “What makes you think love is like that at all?”

“Who are you to say that it is not?” Elizabeth responded in kind. “You do not say that you love Emily, only that you want her affection. Who says that love is not exciting and challenging and passionate? And why should I settle for less?”

“Because our father has decided you will marry Lucas and I do love my wife, Elizabeth. I am insulted that you think differently. I love her very much. And my respect for her knows no bounds. But it is not the excitement and hot blood you speak of.”

“And why must there be only one kind of love?” Elizabeth demanded. She sighed and folded her arms across the light blue silky material of her dress. “Why must I learn to love Lucas rather being able to marry the man I love?”

“You say that there is no one that you love,” Nikolas reminded her. “How do you know that Lucas will not be that man one day?”

“I cannot imagine Lucas loving anyone so passionately. I can’t even imagine Lucas being so passionate at all,” Elizabeth said with a sigh. “It matters not since I am marrying him in a month’s time whether I wish to or not.”

Nikolas kissed his sister’s forehead. “You think too much and you want things you can never have. Maybe you should…learn to accept the reality of your life,” he advised her.

“You’re probably right.” She tucked an errant strand of hair behind her ear and gave him a small smile. “I should get back to the fitting. Excuse me, brother.”

She moved away and headed over to the stairs leading down from the tower. When she’d disappeared inside the castle, Nikolas sighed. He did not like seeing her so unhappy and he feared that she would forever be that way if this marriage were to go through. Lucas was a good man but he did not understand Elizabeth, did not understand her stubbornness, her streak of independence. Her yearning for more than a life in the castle.

It was true that Nikolas would not have chosen a man like Lucas for his sister, but he wasn’t sure if anyone could make Elizabeth happy.

CRACK!

Jason Morgan swung the axe over his head and brought it down one more time, effectively splitting the wood in half. He set the split pieces aside and pulled another log on top of the trunk he was using to steady it.

“Jason!”

He swung the axe again and planted it deep inside the log before turning to see his sister hurrying towards him on the path from the house. Her long golden hair streamed out behind her and she looked upset. Worried, Jason abandoned his chores and met her halfway. “Chloe? What is wrong?”

“Aunt Alexis is here and she has…she has some news. You must come to the house at once,” Chloe told him. She tugged on his shirtsleeve, which was torn after a disagreement between himself and one of the cows.

“News?” Jason echoed as he let the blonde pull him down the path. “Is it the sort of the news that put that sad look in your eye?”

“She has come to break your betrothal,” Chloe remarked softly. “You and Lady Robin will not be marrying in six weeks time.”

Stunned, Jason stared at her. He shook his head. “You must have misunderstood. Alexis knows how much this marriage means to Mother. She would not break it-”

“It was decided by the Supreme Head of the High Council himself,” Chloe reported in a hushed voice as the approached the dilapidated porch of the simple one-story home John Morgan had built during the early years of his marriage.

“Michael Corinthos? What interest could he take in a betrothal like this?” Jason replied.

“I cannot tell you that at this time.”

Jason glanced up at the doorway to see his aunt there, looking at him sternly, her brown hair pulled back tightly, her mouth set in a determined line. “I see that Chloe was unable to keep this to herself.”

Chloe flushed and clasped her hands behind her back. “I am sorry, Aunt Alexis. I only wished to tell Jason as soon as possible. But he does not understand and nor do I.”

“Why does Michael Corinthos care about my marriage?” Jason asked.

Susan Morgan and Alexander joined the trio on the porch. Susan sighed. “Jason, I know that living out here makes it easier for you to forget this but…you are noble born. We do not live in the style of most, but Michael Corinthos concerns himself with you because of that.”

Jason shrugged. “Being of noble blood does me no good. It does not do the chores, it does not set food on the table so why worry about it?”

“It is because of your noble lineage that I come. Your presence has been requested at a sequestered meeting,” Alexis informed him. “So, clean up and saddle up. We must go as soon as possible.”

Jason shook his head. “I cannot just leave. I have responsibilities, chores-”

“Alexander can take care of that today. Your presence has been requested by Michael Corinthos himself. You must go,” Susan said firmly. She touched Alexis’s shoulder, her eyes turning a darker shade of blue and going slightly distant. “Yes…you must go.”

Recognizing the telltale signs of one of his mother’s visions, Jason dropped his objections and moved past the crowd in order to wash and change.

“Has anyone seen the princess?”

Michael’s voice boomed over the stables and his niece cowered in the corner, clutching one of the small kittens in her hands.

Elizabeth, the crown princess and second in line to the throne, was all of seven years. Her long hair was tangled, her white dress smudged with the dirt of the stables.

One of the stable hands nervously pointed her out to her uncle and he crossed the stables to kneel in front of her. “Hello, Beth,” he said softly. He reached for the tabby kitten in her hands but she shook her head and shrunk back.

“She is mine. Dillon told me I could keep her!” she complained. She gestured towards one of the children of the stable hands who squeaked and dived into a bale of hay when Michael’s eyes roved over him.

“Beth, you know that animals are not allowed inside,” Michael told her quietly, reaching for it again. She stubbornly shook her head. “They breed infection and spread germs. You know how your mother feels about it.”

“She is mine,” Elizabeth whispered. Her wide sapphire eyes filled with tears and she hugged it a little closer, being very careful not to squeeze the small animal. “She already loves me.”

“Why not keep her here in the stables and you can come visit her?” Michael suggested.

“I cannot visit her…Mother is always watching and so is Nanny Audrey. I want her in my room where she can sleep on my bed and keep me company on my window seat,” Elizabeth said stubbornly.

“Honey…you cannot keep her.” Knowing that he was running out of time to bring his niece to her parents, he tugged the kitten out of her arms.

“No!” Elizabeth cried. “No, please Uncle Michael! Don’t take her!”

“You!” Michael ordered to young Dillon Hornsby who had peeked out of his hay. “Take this animal wherever it is you keep them.”

Dillon hesitantly took the tabby from him, his eyes trained on the softly sobbing princess. “Yes, my lord,” he muttered hastily, a little bit of disdain in his voice for the uncle who had ripped the kitten from his niece. But one glare from the council member had him scrambling to the other side of the stable.

“I hate you!” Elizabeth cried. She stood and glared at him, her eyes darkening so quickly that even Michael found himself stepping away. Young children who had magical powers were dangerous because they were unable to control their emotions. It was part of the reason young sorcerers were taken and schooled and enchantresses were…well, it was best not to speak of what happened to unfortunate little girls who had special powers.

“Elizabeth, you should have known you would not be able to keep it,” Michael chided. He put a hand on her shoulder but she jerked away from him. “Please, calm down.”

She did and her eyes lightened to their normal sapphire shade. But they were cold and she was looking at him differently than before.

“I will never forgive you for this,” she said softly and yet with a touch of frost in her voice. She’d become her mother-his sister-and the realization saddened him quite a bit.

Michael found himself thinking of that day more often than he would like. He thought she might grow up and eventually she would love him like she once had. Twelve years had passed but she’d never forgotten.

He was seated in his private rooms, in the sitting area. He was about tell Elizabeth of the broken betrothal and her meeting with Jason Morgan and as always, when he was preparing to meet with her one on one, he thought of that day when she’d been so young and trusting and all she’d wanted in the world was a kitten.

“My lord?”

Michael glanced up and stood. “Beth, I am glad you came so quickly.”

Her eyes were disinterested, her hands clasped in front of her, her hair tied neatly back. She was every image of the perfect princess and none of the child she’d been once. “You requested my immediate presence. What is it that you wanted?”

“I wanted to be the one to tell you that you will not be marrying Lucas Spencer in a month’s time.”

A flicker of surprise crossed her face but it was gone almost as quickly as it had come and she shrugged. “And what is it that you want in return?”

Michael frowned. “What?”

“I doubt that you are acting in my best interests,” she said quietly. “So what is it that you want?”

“Maybe I did it so that you could be happy,” Michael said defensively, disregarding that he had only broken the betrothal so that she would be free to marry Jason. He had his own reasons for believing Elizabeth to be the chosen female in the legend.

“You have never taken an interest in my happiness, why start now?” Elizabeth asked bluntly. “What do you want from me, Michael?”

“Elizabeth…” Michael sighed. She would not listen to him about her part in a legend and her duty to her world to marry a man she’d never met. She didn’t trust him, didn’t like him. She would not take kindly to that news.

“Take a walk with me,” he said instead. He’d walk past the spot in the gardens that he and Alexis had decided on and see if she had brought Jason with her.

“I do not want to.”

“It is not a request,” Michael said pointedly. “Come.” He wouldn’t placate her any longer. Her marriage to Jason would not be a request but an order if he had to do so.

He started out of the rooms and glanced back only once when he realized Elizabeth wasn’t following. He gave her a stern glare and she sighed, falling into step beside him.

——

Barbara hesitantly knocked on Robin’s sitting room. The two women occupied separate wings of the house.

After a moment, the tiny young woman opened the door and smiled hesitantly. “Barbara, is there something you wished to speak to me about?”

“Yes. May I come in?”

Robin stepped aside and let her guardian enter. “Is there word from my parents? Will they be able to attend the wedding?”

Barbara sat on the sofa and patted the seat next to her. “Sit, my dear.”

Robin’s lower lip trembled and she clasped her hand together, nervously. “Has…has something happened to them?” she asked fearfully. She didn’t feel that she should lose her parents so soon after losing her aunt and uncle.

She’d been left in Malcolm and Felicia Scorpio’s care nearly three years ago after her parents had been given an extremely dangerous mission in the neighboring kingdom of Derwyn.

But soon after they’d left, Malcolm–or Mac as he’d been affectionately called–had been called to stage a mission near the northern borders of Rhigwyn. He’d taken his partner and wife with him, Felicia Jones-Scorpio. Felicia was the widow of Frisco Jones, Anthony Jones’s brother and it was deemed appropriate that the then fifteen year old girl would reside with Anthony and Barbara.

But just weeks ago, Mac and Felicia had been killed and Robin had been counting on more regular visits from her parents now that their mission was coming to an end. Robin sank onto the seat next to her guardian with trembling hands.

“Oh, darling, it is nothing like that all. It’s just…the High Council has broken your betrothal to Jason. I am so sorry that I alarmed you,” Barbara sighed. “Are you terribly disappointed?”

“Not especially,” Robin admitted. “I am of age and should be getting married. Jason is a nice man and I am sure he will make a good husband for any woman. But I do not love him and I am content in remaining here until a husband is found for me.”

“Well, you are taking this much more calmly than I had anticipated.” Barbara smiled and patted Robin’s hand. “Good. I will let the council know of your cooperation and I will begin making new contacts.”

Robin nodded. “Thank you, Barbara.”

“Aunt Alexis, what are we waiting for here?” Jason asked, sliding his hands into the pockets of his pants. He’d barely stepped foot into the main village of Rhigwyn in his entire twenty-four years much less the private gardens of the castle and to say he was uncomfortable and out of place would be an understatement.

“Michael is meeting us here and I promise we will explain everything,” Alexis pledged. She sat on one of the stone benches and sighed. “Are you disappointed about Robin?”

Jason shook his head. “No. I had only met Robin a few times. You and I both know that I was really marrying her for Chloe. She deserves a better kind of life and the only way that will happen is if the Morgan name has more respect attached to it,” Jason said.

“Chloe is a wonderful girl. She will find someone.”

“And Alexander. Alexander wants to attend the university,” Jason reminded her. “But we cannot afford to lose his help yet. We needed this.”

“But Jason, you do not care for Robin the way a man should care for his wife,” Alexis chastised.

“I would have treated her just as my father treated my mother,” Jason snapped, insulted.

“I am only saying that you do not love her and settling for less is unfair for the both of you,” Alexis replied with no trace of apology in her voice.

“Some of us are not allowed the luxury of marrying for love.”

Someone cleared their throat behind them and Jason turned, his eyes settling on a petite brunette in a silk sapphire dress that matched the shade of her eyes. She was tiny, would probably come no higher than his biceps and he could probably span her waist with his hands.

The moment her eyes found his, thunder crashed and the bright blue of the sky turned to coal-black. Multitudes of stars shot through the inky darkness before it abruptly returned to the spring day it’d been only a moment ago.

Elizabeth blinked. “What was that?” she asked softly.

Alexis stood and folded her arms tightly across her chest. “That was the sign,” she said softly. She looked at Michael, who seemed a little stunned.

“Sign of what?” Elizabeth demanded. She moved away from her uncle and stalked over to Alexis. “Sign ofwhat ?” she repeated. “Who is this?” she gestured towards Jason.

“Elizabeth, this is my nephew, Jason Morgan. Jason, this is Elizabeth, the crown princess of Rhigwyn.”

Jason bowed slightly. “My lady.”

Elizabeth’s eyes narrowed and she looked towards Michael. She shook her head and took a step back. “No. Michael…”

“What is going on here?” Jason asked. He frowned, not liking the paleness of Elizabeth’s already light skin. “Are you all right, my lady?”

This is why you broke my betrothal?” she demanded scathingly. “You wished for me to take a walk with you-would not take no for an answer-and you bring me to meet Alexis’s nephew.” She glared at her uncle. “What does he have that Lucas does not? Is he more noble? Is he more worthy? Will he put me in such a large cage I will not even realize I’m trapped?”

Alarmed, Alexis put a hand on the young girl’s shoulder. “Elizabeth, you do not understand what is going on here.”

Elizabeth shook the hand off easily and stepped away, moving backwards, never taking her eyes off her uncle who’d yet to speak a word. “I understand completely. Lucas would have let me have too much freedom. He does not quite understand me but he might let me have some liberty. We cannot have that can we now?”

“Elizabeth, do not overreact,” Michael said finally. “There is something going on here that you are not aware of–”

“You know…when you told me I did not have to marry Lucas, for one moment I thought that you loved me. That you were doing this for me because you knew how much I hated this…” She shook her head, tears shining brightly in her eyes. “But then I remembered. I remembered who you are. And who you will neverbe.”

She turned on her heel and stalked away. Alexis started after her but Michael put a hand on her elbow. “She will not listen to us and she will not accept an explanation. Not right now.”

“Then perhaps you might offer me one,” Jason spoke up. “Why was she so upset? And what happened here a few moments ago?”

Alexis sighed and looked towards Jason. “The simplest question to answer is why she is so upset and it is purely because-”

“Because twelve years ago, I took her kitten away,” Michael said softly, regret in his eyes. “Her mother would not have allowed her to have it inside the castle but she wanted it so badly. And I took it away. She has never forgiven me for that.”

“It is not as easy as it might seem to be the princess,” Alexis tried to explain. “She spends most of her time locked in her room and unable to leave the grounds. It is a very lonely existence.”

Jason nodded. “And she thought you were controlling her life even more so by bringing her here. But surely she misunderstood your intentions. You do not mean to arrange a betrothal between the two of us.”

“Why not?” Michael asked pointedly. “You are the nephew of a high-ranking council member. You are descended from the original captain of the king’s guard. What makes you so unworthy of marrying the princess?”

Jason swallowed hard and glanced at Alexis. “Surely you are joking,” he said quietly. “She is the crown princess, second in line to the throne. I may have the blood of noble men past, but I am just a farmer now.”

“Under normal circumstances, you would not have been the first man I would have chosen.”

“Normal circumstances,” Jason echoed. “And what makes these circumstances abnormal?”

“Have you heard of the legend behind the Aurora Dawning?” Michael asked conversationally.

“My father studied it quite closely,” Jason answered. “I know that it is due to occur in seven days, on Saturday night at midnight. The legend is that unless two specific people are celebrating the consummation of a holy union, the realm will be cursed with a thousand years of damnation.” He hesitated. “Do you believe that the princess and I are these two people?”

“We not only believe it, but we now know it. What happened here a few moments ago proves it,” Michael replied. “Now, it matters not to me whether the two of you agree with it or believe it yourself. It is the decision of the High Council that you will wed Elizabeth seven days from now.”

Alexis sighed. “Michael, it is not Jason that you need to speak to like this. It is your own flesh and blood.” She looked to her nephew. “What do you think of all this?”

“I know of the legend and I know what is to happen when the two people meet,” Jason responded. “It is my duty to my family and my home that I do as the council wishes.”

“Splendid,” Alexis said with a smile. “I will see you home and we will explain everything to your family. Michael, perhaps you should see to Elizabeth.”

“She will not listen to any explanation I will offer so I await your return. She will take it more calmly if it came from you.” Michael nodded to Jason before walking away.

“He speaks of her as if she were not his family, his sister’s daughter,” Jason said, a little disturbed. “Has he really no heart like they say?”

“Michael is a good man and he loves his family very much. He has always had a strained relationship when it comes to Elizabeth. Come, we will retrieve our horses and head for the farm.”

“Does he really think it is all because of a kitten he took from her?” he asked skeptically as Alexis led him towards the stables.

Alexis shrugged. “It is possible that it is where her distrust of him started, yes. That day has weighed heavily in his mind for a long time, Jason and I believe if he had a chance to do it again, he would give her the kitten if only for her to smile at him once again.”

“I can explain it to my mother,” Jason told his aunt once they rode their horses into the barn on the estate. He slid off and started to unhook the bridle. “You should go and talk to the princess.”

“Jason! You are back!” Chloe called from the corner of the barn. She poked her head out. “Come quickly! Lady is having her kittens!”

Jason smiled and shook his head. “Would you like to see some of the new additions to the family?” he asked his aunt. He moved towards the corner of the barn where the cats gave birth to their kittens and the dogs to their puppies. Chloe was an animal lover and always had a cat or dog trailing after her.

He squatted down as one of the tabby cats was giving birth to her sixth litter. Surrounding her were other various sized cats. “She is doing well. By now, she should not even need supervision.”

“I think these will be the most lovely yet,” Chloe said gleefully.

Jason glanced at one of the short-haired orange kittens watching the scene with a bit of interest. “Alexis.”

“Hmmm?”

“Did she ever…get the kitten she wanted?” he asked her.

Alexis frowned a little. “No. The one she picked out stayed in the barn and she visited it a lot…the cat died giving birth to a litter of kittens. She was inconsolable.” She shook her head sadly. “Michael kept track of the cat, believe it or not.”

Chloe frowned. “What are you two talking about?”

“Nothing.” Jason stood and paused only to sweep the tiny orange kitten into his hands. “Alexis, I will see you off.”

“Good day, darling, give my love to your mother and brother,” Alexis said to Chloe before following Jason to Zeus. “What are you doing with that cat?”

Jason grabbed one of the horse blankets-one of the smaller ones for the foals-and delicately wrapped the kitten in it. “No one should be denied something they seem to want so desperately. Perhaps…you can find a way to give her this.” He held the bundle out to his aunt.

“Oh, Jason…” Alexis took it from him. “This…I did not expect anything like this. She…she will adore it.” She kissed his cheek. “You know about the legend, but do you know what the shooting stars represent?”

He frowned. “They’re not part of…what happens?’

“No…it’s actually very old folklore. Shooting stars…it is said that if a man and woman see a shooting star the first time they meet…they will know the truest of loves.”

“I…did not know that,” Jason said lamely. He stepped away from his aunt and cleared his throat. “I should go speak with my mother.”

“I should get back as well. I will find a way to give the kitten to Elizabeth, you have my word.”

Afternoon

Elizabeth was seated in her window seat of her sitting room when a soft knock sounded on her door. “Come in,'” she called listlessly.

Her handmaid, Gia Campbell, entered. “My lady, I was wondering if you were in need of anything.”

“No. I do not think I’ll be needing you for the rest of the day, so you are free to do as you wish.” Elizabeth smiled a little at the only person in her life she might consider a friend.

Gia hesitated. “My lady, you seem…a little sad. Is everything all right or is too bold for me to ask?”

“I will not be marrying Lucas Spencer,” Elizabeth remarked. She glanced at Gia. “And I believe my uncle is already at work on another betrothal.”

“Well, my lady, you did not wish to marry Lucas,” the young woman said hesitantly. “Would this not be a good thing?”

“Yes,” Elizabeth admitted. “But he is arranging a betrothal between me and a man that I do not know and have only met this afternoon. At least…I knew Lucas.”

Gia smoothed her calloused hands down her gray skirt and cleared her throat. “Who is he?” she asked.

“Jason Morgan, Alexis’s nephew,” Elizabeth replied. “I have no doubt that he will know how to deal with me and would have more free time to control me. That must have been Michael’s primary motive for doing this to me. Lucas would be away often and I would have too much freedom. That cannot be allowed.”

“My lady, perhaps you are looking at this the wrong way,” Gia began. She sat primly on the edge of the window seat. “Surely, you should get to know this Jason Morgan before you make that assumption. Lord Corinthos would not do this to you without some sort of reason and I do not believe it is to control you.”

“Michael Corinthos cares for no one and he most especially does not care for females with a strong mind,” Elizabeth retorted quickly.

There was a knock on the door to her private suit and Gia hurried to open it, revealing Alexis. She was holding the horse blanket in her arms. “Elizabeth, I would like to speak with you.”

“Yes I suppose you would,” Elizabeth replied. “Gia, you are dismissed for the day. Thank you.”

“Yes, my lady.” Gia curtsied and left the room.

“Before I tell you what it is you need to know, I have something for you.” Alexis sat on the window seat, placing the bundle in her lap. She delicately separated the folds to reveal the small orange kitten.

Elizabeth’s eyes widened and she looked up at Alexis. “Is…is she really for me?”

The elder woman smiled. “Yes. Here, take her.”

Almost before the words left Alexis’s lips, Elizabeth had scooped her up and was cuddling her in her arms. “Thank you…thank you so much.”

“It is not me you need to thank but my nephew.”

Elizabeth blinked and shook her head. “I do not understand. How could he have known that I wanted a kitten?”

“Michael mentioned that day…when you were seven. It weighs on him heavily, Elizabeth. I wish that you would forgive him.”

Elizabeth ignored that and smiled. “So your nephew sent a cat for me. He seems…very sweet.” She held the kitten up and the animal mewed in protestation of being roused from the sleep she’d been falling into. “Well, then I will call you Morgan.”

“Jason is a good man,” Alexis said. “The very image of his father, my sister’s husband. And you would greatly enjoy the land that the Morgans own. A lot of green hills, a small stream that feeds into the lake, a lush forest.”

“So it is true. I am to be betrothed to Jason.” Elizabeth set the kitten next to her on the window seat and Morgan immediately began exploring her new environment.

“It is not just a betrothal.” Alexis hesitated. “Do you know the legend behind the Aurora Dawning?”

Understanding blossomed in Elizabeth’s eyes. “You believe that Jason and I are the people that are spoken of in the legend.”

“The day turned to night when you met…you are the people that we are seeking. Seven days from now, on the dusk of the seventh day-you will be married. It is an order from the High Council.”

Content with her new life, Morgan bounded into Elizabeth’s lap and curled into a tiny ball to sleep. “Tell me about Jason,” Elizabeth asked, her small fingers stroking Morgan’s soft fur.

“He does not believe in controlling people-and he would treat you so kindly. Even if you were not the princess, he would treat you as though you are because my brother-in-law treated my sister like she was a queen. He does not know how to be any different.” Alexis patted Elizabeth’s knee. “He will do anything to please you-even if you wish to climb a tree and spend the night. You will have the independence you so long for…and a good husband with a close and loving family.”

“So you are saying that I will have everything that I have always wanted…except a marriage borne from love,” Elizabeth said softly.

“If there is any man out there that you might love, it would be Jason. You just have to give him the chance.”

“So what is to happen now?” Elizabeth asked, not looking at the council member.

“Well, I suppose that is entirely up to the two of you for the next few days. If you would like, I could arrange for Jason to come to see you again. You could get to know one another.” Alexis sighed. “Elizabeth, I wish that there were something I could say to make you feel better about all of this.”

“There is nothing you could say, my lady. My life is not my own to live how I see fit.” Elizabeth’s large blue eyes were sad then. “I came to terms with this long ago.”

“Then I will take my leave. Shall I send to word to my nephew?”

“If you like. I may as well take the opportunity to thank him for the kitten.” She smiled then, feathering her fingers lightly over Morgan’s soft fur.

Chloe set the basket of bread on the dining table and sat down with a large plop-very unladylike in deed. “You are marrying the princess?” she asked in a hushed tone.

Susan frowned. “Are you sure that you heard your aunt correctly?”

Jason nodded and handed the plate of roasted chicken to Alexander. “You know that Father studied the legend of the Aurora Dawning. You must have suspected.”

His mother nodded. “I suspected but I never dared to hope-and now you are betrothed to the princess. It is quite a lot to take in.”

“What is she like?” Chloe asked. “Is she devastatingly beautiful? Is she like the ones from the books? Kind and perfect and all that?”

“She is very pretty,” Jason assured his sister. “As for perfect and kind…I only met her briefly so I could not form an actual opinion.”

“Will you live here?” Alexander pressed. “Or at the castle?”

“I am not sure. It was not brought up. I would assume since she is only second in line to the throne that we would live here.”

“I would hope so as we can ill afford to lose you here,” Susan remarked. “But this is a very good thing to happen to our family-” she broke off and stood. “Someone is approaching the front of the house.”

Chloe jumped up. “I will go see who it is.”

Alexander followed before Susan even had to even suggest it. Once they were both absent, Susan stared at her eldest child thoughtfully.

Feeling strangely uncomfortable, Jason shifted. “Is there something wrong?”

“Chloe tells me that you sent a kitten home with Alexis.” Susan smiled softly. “My sister does not care for animals so who was it intended for?”

“The princess,” Jason admitted. “Alexis told me that she had wanted one as a child and it died while having a litter of kittens.”

“It was a very kind thing to do. She seems to have made quite a good impression on you,” Susan observed.

“She immediately assumed that Michael Corinthos was arranging a new betrothal for her after breaking her last one and I fear that she thinks I am going to control her-trap her so to speak.”

“It cannot be easy being a woman in the royal family. Not being the direct heir but not being an ordinary girl,” his mother said. “You will have to make an effort to gain her trust as I do not think she would easily give it.”

“I only have seven days, I doubt I will make much progress.”

“If you go about it right, it would only take an hour,” Susan said.

Before Jason could ask her for suggestions, Chloe and Alexander moved back into the room, Chloe wore a dazed expression.

“Who was it?” Susan asked.

“A royal messenger,” Alexander remarked. He guided his sister back into a seat. “With a letter for Jason.” He handed his older brother the thick cream-colored envelope.

With little ceremony, Jason ripped the side of the envelope off and extracted a piece of paper with the same material and color as its envelope. “It is from Aunt Alexis. The princess wishes me to return to the castle tomorrow at my earliest convenience so that she may thank me in person for the kitten.”

“Kitten?” Alexander repeated.

“He sent the princess one of the kittens born two months ago,” Chloe reported with a dreamy smile. “It that not the most romantic thing you’ve ever heard?”

Jason scowled. “I do not know that I can afford to give up more time. There is so much to be done-”

“I can handle it,” Alexander cut in. “You are to marry her in seven days, brother. You should get the chance to know her more.”

“Wouldn’t it be so wonderful if they were to fall in love for real?” Chloe gushed.

“Hush, Chloe. You must get your head out of the clouds and live in the real world,” Susan chastised.

Chloe folded her hands in her lap. “Yes, Mother,” she said meekly. After a moment, she glanced up at Jason. “Are you going to go?”

“It is a royal invitation-I doubt he has a choice,” Alexander remarked.

“It does say at my earliest convenience so maybe I could do the chores-”

“You’ll go after breakfast,” Susan interrupted. “You have an obligation to her now, Jason. And after all, she does want to thank you. Alexander can handle the chores.”

“I cannot believe how cliché it is for the princess to be the chosen one,” Laura sighed. She took her seat at the council table next to her husband, Luke. “What is Lucas supposed to do now? There is no other eligible woman worthy of him.”

“There is Lady Scorpio. With her betrothal to Jason broken, she is free,” her husband pointed out.

Laura snorted. “Robin Scorpio is hardly worthy of our son, Luke. Be reasonable.”

Barbara Jones sat down across from Laura and glared at her. “Robin is too good for your son and I would never consent to a marriage.”

“Well, I am glad that pettiness is still alive and well,” Skye Chandler murmured as she took her seat. She set some paperwork down to smile at Monica and Alan Quartermaine.

“Would you expect any less?” Monica asked dryly. She was only a council member due to her marriage into the Quartermaine family. The Quartermaines were one of the most privileged families in the realm and all eligible adults from their blood line served on the council.

“No,” Skye replied with a rueful smile.

“Here is the text you were searching for,” Jasper Jacks took his seat next to the redhead and slid the paper towards her. “What did you need it for?”

“Michael asked me to do some research on the Dawning,” Skye said. “Thank you.”

Michael entered the room then and as always, Alexis and Caroline were in tow. They took their seats at the head of the table. “I have spoken to the king and queen. The marriage is set.”

Ned Ashton sighed. “I cannot imagine that the princess took it well.”

“On the contrary, the princess enjoyed meeting my nephew,” Alexis revealed. “I have made arrangements for them to meet again in the morning.”

Barbara snorted. “The princess has never been a suitable member of the royal family. I have no doubt the news that she may live freely on a farm raised her spirits.”

Michael narrowed his eyes and leaned forward. “Barbara, I might remind you that you speaking of one in line to the throne.”

The redhead murmured her apology.

“Anyhow, the dawning is on schedule and we might turn to other matters concerning the realm,” Michael continued.