December 22, 2024

This entry is part 12 of 12 in the Flash Fiction: Masquerade

Written in 67 minutes. The last line was giving me trouble.


Mother Mary.

…a mother can hope…

The words swirled around in her exhausted mind, leaving Elizabeth baffled. She followed the older woman out of the room, down the hall, and up a short set of stairs. She wasn’t entirely sure what she had expected when Jason spoke of Mary Mae, but she realized now she’d been expecting a woman around Jason’s age, perhaps — well, perhaps, a romantic connection.

Not the woman of advanced years with a warm smile, friendly eyes, with her slate gray hair worn in thick, tied back braids. This was his mother? But hadn’t he said his mother had died?

“I do wish he’d sent word that he was bringing company,” Mary Mae said, pushing open one of the doors in the hallway to reveal a small, but comfortable room with a fireplace, bed, set of drawers, and a wash stand. In the corner of the room, by the small window, a small square  table of roughly hewn wood sat with a pair of matching chairs tucked underneath. “It’s not much, but you’ll be comfortable here.”

Elizabeth set her bag down on the table, then looked at her hostess. “I’m so sorry, I’ve forgotten my manners. Jason—Master Morgan—” she corrected hastily, averting her eyes when Mary Mae squinted at her. “He neglected to introduce us below. I’m Elizabeth Barrett of Shadwell.” She dipped slightly in a brief curtsy.

Mary Mae tipped her head. “Mary Mae Ward of Wymoor. Master Morgan, is it?”

“Yes, ma’am. He was to escort me to Port Tonderah, but—” Elizabeth closed her mouth when Jason appeared in the doorway behind them.

Mary Mae turned to him, her expression suspicious. “I thought I told you to take the blue room.”

“I knew you would take the opportunity to ask Elizabeth about our purpose here and I would rather you hear it from me.” Jason met Elizabeth’s eyes and she made a face, then looked away.

“Well, Miss Barrett was about to tell me why you’d brought her to Wymoor rather than the capital.” Mary Mae lifted her chin. “Seeing as how we are on the opposite side of the island, it’s certainly going out of your way. Does this have something to do with the errand Valentin Cassadine sent you on when last you were here?”

Jason sent Elizabeth an irritated look, and she pretended not to notice. “You know that I can’t tell you that—”

“Yes, yes, you and your secrets.” Mary Mae folded her arms, looked to Elizabeth. “He was a good boy, I promise you, but somewhere in his travels, he got mixed up with that wretched Valentin—did you learn nothing growing up here, watching him wring the last of dignity from those who worked his land?” she demanded. “Turning tenant after tenant off his land—and then his nephew died, I hear he did the same to those estates—” She scowled. “If this girl is mixed up in Cassadine business, I want to know right now. I won’t have him in my home. Bad enough I can’t turn him away in my business—”

Jason rubbed the corner of his brow. “Are we to have the same argument every time I come here?” he wanted to know. “You complain when I visit, and complain when I don’t. It does not matter why I was taking Elizabeth to the capital. What matters is why I brought her to you.”

Mary Mae closed her mouth, pressing lips together in an unhappy line. “All right then, tell me your business and I’ll decide if your lady friend can stay.”

Elizabeth flinched at the inflection in the older woman’s voice, then looked down at the floor. She had been embarrassed when Mary Mae had thought her Jason’s bride, but she’d been friendly. Now that she was suspected of a Cassadine connection, all warmth had disappeared.

Jason exhaled slowly. “You say you expect better of me, Mary Mae, and well, I expected better of you. You know nothing about Elizabeth, and if you can’t treat her with respect, I’ll find another way to get her the information she needs.”

Elizabeth cleared her throat. “Ma’am, I can assure you that I have no connection to Valentin Cassadine. None that I want anyway,” she added, and Jason sent her another sharp look. “I hesitate to tell you my story for it involves the secrets of others, but I promise you, I only want to find my family. Well, someone who might be my family,” she corrected.

Mary Mae turned to face Elizabeth fully, her back to Jason. Her expression was a bit less pinched, but the suspicion had not left her eyes. “I’m listening.”

Elizabeth licked her lips nervously. “When I was young, I believed my family had died in a fire. I was taken to live with someone else for many years, and I’ve never spoken with anyone I knew in my youth. While Master Morgan was escorting me south, he discovered that I have some belongings that he’s seen someone else with. It’s…it’s unique to my family. Only given to daughters. I can’t tell you what, ma’am. Please don’t ask me to.”

Mary Mae considered her for a long moment, then looked back to Jason. “You’ve brought her here to investigate this connection?”

“Yes. This woman came to the pub several months past to look for me. I did not take her name, but I thought it might be in your ledger. And you know nearly everyone in the region,” Jason said. “All I ask is that you look into it, and let Elizabeth stay here while I tend to a task in the capital.”

Elizabeth opened her mouth to protest, knowing that Jason intended to fake her escape to Thakrian and hope Valentin chased after her, leaving them time to search for her sister and devise a way forward. It was logical, and yet, Elizabeth wanted nothing to do with the plan. It put too much of the risk on Jason, and none on her. It was unfair, she’d told him, but he’d refused to hear her protests. But Jason sent her a look, and she closed her mouth, saving the protest for later.

“Is what you ask me to do a danger to my pub or the children?” Mary Mae wanted to know.

Jason hesitated, then shook his head. “No. All I ask is that is that if Elizabeth leaves the premises, she wears a cloak so that she’s not easily identifiable.” He avoided Elizabeth’s eyes this time, and she bristled. Of course Mary Mae would be in danger if Valentin learned that he was helping her find her sister. But this was not her family, and she’d already said too much.

“When you return, my boy, we’ll have a long discussion,” Mary Mae told him. “Now, you’ll go downstairs, wash up, and be ready for supper.”

“I need to speak with Elizabeth—”

“Not alone, not under my roof, young man.” Mary Mae arched a brow, and he grimaced, turned and left. She looked back at Elizabeth with a long measuring gaze. “Does he speak the truth? Do you bring danger in your wake?”

“Truthfully, ma’am, I cannot say.  We may have been followed, but Master Morgan seems to think we were not, and I would defer to his experience on the matter.” Elizabeth folded her arms around her middle. “I would like very much to wash up as well if that is possible.”

“Aye, I’ll send my girls up to start a fire and bring the tub and water.” Mary Mae pulled the door shut behind her, and Elizabeth finally exhaled, the tension leaving her body.

Jason pulled his shirt over his head, and tossed it on a nearby chair, then sat on the bed to remove his boots. The door opened behind him, and Mary Mae came in with a pitcher of hot water. She poured it into the bowl on the stand, left a hunk of a soap next to it. “I sent the tub to your lady. I didn’t think you’d mind.”

“She’s not my lady,” Jason muttered, already picking up the shirt he’d dropped to the ground. He balled it up. “You could have been nicer to her—”

“And you could have been truthful with me, but I suppose we’ll both have to be disappointed.” Mary Mae lifted her brow, and he had to look away. She always saw too much. “I’m correct, am I not? You were taking her to the capital for Valentin.”

Jason said nothing. He dropped the shirt back on the floor, then went to the washstand to pick up a washcloth. He dropped it and the soap into the water. “All you have to do is say no, and I’ll find somewhere else for her to stay—”

“If you’d had somewhere else for her to go, you’d have taken her there. You’ve not come here willingly for years. I wish I knew why. Did I do something to make you feel unwelcome?” Mary Mae stepped towards him. “I know that I could not replace your mother—”

“I do not remember her,” Jason said, and that was mostly the truth. There were fragments around the edges of his memory. “What I do remember is no longer being hungry or cold, and that is because of you.”

“Then why—”

“Because I disappoint you with my choices,” Jason said, and Mary Mae sighed. “You cannot hide it. I see it now. To find someone to marry, settle down, and have a safe life. I could not do that.”

“I don’t want you to be anyone but yourself, Jason. And if I could only understand those choices — you left here without a word all those years ago, and I had nothing but letters. You  won’t tell me where you were, what you did, and well, I worry.” Mary Mae stepped towards him. “You think because I went on to take in more children that you were one of many? That I would not notice your absence?”

Jason shook his head. “I cannot be who you want me to be,” he repeated. “And I cannot break with Valentin. You told me that if I worked for him, you’d not be able to respect me. I understand that. I’ve made my choices, Mary Mae. And I’ll have to live with them. But I am asking you if you will look for this woman who might be Elizabeth’s sister, and allow her to stay here. I can pay for the room—”

“You’ll do no such thing. I’ve never charged one of my children for their room, and I won’t start now.” She went to the door, but stopped when Jason called her name.

“Will you look for the woman?” he asked. “You didn’t say.”

“I’ll do what I can, Jason, thought I have to say the story you’ve given me leaves more questions than answers. Who is this girl and why are you going to so much trouble to help her?”

Jason considered not answering the question, but Mary Mae deserved more from him. She always had, so he gave her what he could. “She’s lost, just as I was once. You took me in when I had no where to go, and I’m asking you to do the same for her.”

December 17, 2024

Update Link: Dear Reader – Part 2

I very much need this to be Friday.  The children were sent here to destroy me and I never consider quitting my job more than I do the week before winter break.

I’m moving Thursday’s Flash Fiction to Friday. I already know I need tomorrow to rest and go to bed early, and my winter concert is this Thursday. I’ll see you then!

This entry is part 2 of 50 in the Dear Reader

Written in 60 minutes.


Dear reader
Get out your map, pick somewhere and just run

 

took earlier flight n uber down at boathouse with danny.

Elizabeth squinted at the text on her phone, then held it a little further away from her eyes to read it more carefully. Maybe it was time to pick up reading glasses after all, though she still wasn’t entirely sure how she’d reached the age of forty-two with two sons in college and the third only a few years away—

Where had her babies with their curls, sticky fingers, and missing teeth gone?

The path between the main house and the boat house on the edge of the Quartermaine lake had been widened over the years and lighting had been added since the last time Elizabeth had followed its flagstones down to the wooden structure that jutted partially out onto the water.

Though it was a tragic reason to have Jake back in Port Charles, Elizabeth was eager to have her middle son back at home, even if for a few days. It had been such an anxious time, organizing the visa and financial documents, making sure Jake had secured good housing—and preparing to be parted from her miracle baby for the first time since he’d been returned to her all those years ago.

Elizabeth had rarely let Jake out of her sight for more than a few nights a time, and that had always been with the supervision of another adult — whether that was a friend’s parent or his father.

But Jake had been entirely on his own in Barcelona, and his command of Spanish was decent, but was it really good enough—

She took a deep breath — she was already spiraling and of course Jake was fine. He’d come home hadn’t he? Sent a text from his own phone.

She came around the corner and hesitated when the boathouse came into view and she saw that it wasn’t just Danny and Jake down there, but the rest of the kids had found their way here. Escaping their parents, Elizabeth thought. Out here on their own, just the way she and Emily had in high school.

Grief rippled through her, sharp and keen, wishing that her best friend was up at the house, that Emily’s children were mixed in down at the boat house. Elizabeth pressed a fist to her middle, took a deep breath. Not everyone could come back from the permanence of death, and Emily was still resting on the other side of the estate, at the family mausoleum, where she’d been for nearly twenty years.

Time. It marched on, with no respect for anyone it destroyed in its path.

Elizabeth started again towards the building, but stopped again when the voices started to rise, and the youngest of the children, seven-year-old Scout, cried, “But I don’t wanna go with Grandmom! I wanna stay here!”

“Maybe you heard it wrong,” Aiden said. He looked to Rocco. “You heard it wrong, right? Your dad said you could stay here—”

“It’ll be okay,” Danny insisted. “Okay? My dad will fix it. He asked me what I wanted, and I told him I wanted to be with you guys. He’ll tell Grandma Alexis, and we’ll stay together.”

“Danny, man, you can’t promise her that,” Jake told his younger brother. “Dad’s not a miracle worker. And you know your grandma doesn’t like him—”

With a wince, Elizabeth cleared her throat and stepped up into view, the cluster of kids turning to look at her. “Hey. I’m so sorry—I’m not—I’m not eavesdropping. Promise. I just—”

“She got my text,” Jake told Danny, getting to his feet. “I’ll be right back, okay? And cool it promising your sister things,” he warned in a low voice. “Cam used to do that sometimes and he meant well, but you’ll just have to pick up the pieces when Scout doesn’t get what she wants—”

“But she will—”

“Maybe. But her dad just got elected to Congress,” Jake said, and Danny grimaced, looked away. “Let me go talk to my mom, and I’ll be back.” He put a hand on Danny’s shoulder. “Don’t worry. We’ll figure this out. I’m not going back to Barcelona until I know you guys are good.”

He crossed the deck and bounded down the steps, pulling his mother into a hug. “Hey! I missed you!”

Elizabeth held him tightly for just a moment, then forced herself to release him. She framed his face. “I missed you, too. I’m sorry if I’m interrupting, but I was going to see if Aiden was ready to go—”

“Yeah, let me walk you back up the house. I wanna run something past you.”

Alexis stood in front of the brothers, her chin lifted, and Jason had heard that particular tone enough to understand Alexis wasn’t expecting a discussion or a negotiation. She’d spoken, and that was the end of it.

Jason didn’t want to look over at the other man — as far as he was concerned, Drew didn’t exist. But Danny loved his little sister, and he’d been pretty clear on what he wanted.

“I understand that you want to keep Scout and Danny together,” he said finally when Drew remained silent. “That’s what I want, too. Danny made that very clear when we spoke about it—”

“Then we’re in agreement—”

“I’m sorry, but we’re not,” Drew said. He shook his head. “Scout’s my daughter, and I don’t intend to be separated from her.” He sent a dirty look towards Jason. “Maybe you won’t even notice Danny’s not there. It’s not like you’ve ever been a present father—”

“We’re not doing this,” Jason interrupted, turning to face the scumbag head on. “We’re not taking shots at each other. You know why I beat the shit out of you, and if you want to get into it right now, maybe I’ll tell Alexis why.”

Drew scowled. “You wouldn’t—”

“Uh, I’d actually like to know that very much,” Alexis said, leaning in slightly. “Because if you are going to pummel each other, the last thing either of you need is my grandchildren in your custody. They come first.”

“I’ve spoken to Danny. He wants to stay with Rocco and Scout. Dante and I have spoken about it, too. We’re looking at options that keep them all together. You can’t offer that,” he told Alexis who flinched. “I’m sorry. I wish we weren’t having this conversation. I wish Sam were still here. But she’s not.”

“I will make sure Danny and Scout have all the contact with Rocco that they could want, but I didn’t bring the two of you in to argue about it. It isn’t a discussion. It’s a statement. My grandchildren will be staying with me. And if you want to fight me in court, then I’ll do that. My only goal is ensuring those kids grow up safe and sound which isn’t something either of you can guarantee.”

With that, Alexis left the kitchen, leaving the brothers behind.

Drew lightly touched the corner of his mouth which still sported a split lip. “So, ah, I’m assuming you’ve spoken to Michael.” When Jason said nothing, he nodded. “That doesn’t change the fact you had no right to put your hands on me.”

Jason wanted to punch him again, his hands at his side bunching into fists, the anger coursing through his veins, blood pounding in his head. Just do it.

Instead, he stalked back out the patio doors.

“I didn’t realize the kids were so worried about being split up,” Elizabeth said, walking back towards the house, her arm wound through Jake’s. “I guess I should have. Your father talked to Danny about it, and he didn’t seem worried. He said they’d figure it out.”

“Yeah, well, Rocco overheard his dad talking to Miss Davis. She’s going for custody.” Jake made a face. “It’s stupid, but I’m glad we never had to worry about that. I never worried that anyone was gonna separate me from Cam and Aiden.” When Elizabeth said nothing, he stopped on the path, looked at her. “Mom?”

“It’s given me some restless nights, worrying about what would happen to me if you were all minors,” Elizabeth admitted. “For a long time, it was Cam and Aiden, and well, there weren’t really Spencers in town to take Aiden. My grandmother was too old. I asked Patrick to be their guardian.”

Jake looked away, then kicked at the dirt between the flagstones. “And then he moved to California and I came home.”

“And so did your father. At least, we thought he was your father. Drew—Jason—Drew—” Elizabeth wrinkled her nose. “It’s hard to keep it straight. But he obviously wanted custody of you when I updated everything. And I wanted to keep you together, but—”

“He didn’t want Cam or Aiden?”

“No. But then Laura came home and she was happy to sign on for all three of you. And then your dad actually came home, and I made him guardian so he could have you, and he never flinched at taking your brothers. Thank God we never had to worry about any of that.”

“Yeah, can’t imagine how Dad would have handled that,” Jake said, a bit of distaste in his tone, and Elizabeth bit her lip. “Who would he have dumped us on when he needed to pretend to be dead?”

“Jake—”

“I’m working on forgiving him, okay? I mostly have because you want me to, and well, I’m not a kid anymore, so it’s not like I have to see him if I don’t want to. But Danny still worships him. Thinks he’s a hero, that whatever he was doing was worth all the time we lost.” Jake dragged a hand down his face. “He’s still a kid, you know?”

“And you’re not,” Elizabeth murmured, her chest tight. “I’m sorry. I never meant to make you feel like you had to forgive your father.”

“You have, though, haven’t you? You forgave him the first time you saw him, I could tell. I don’t get it,” he muttered. “I never will.”

“Whether I forgive him or not has no bearing on you. It shouldn’t. I’m an adult, and he and I have been forgiving each other for so long. It’s what we do, Jake, but that doesn’t mean you have to.”

“Yeah, well, I’m just not looking forward to Danny learning he can’t count on Dad either. But I’ll be there.” Jake took a deep breath. “Because I’m gonna take the next semester off, and come home.”

Elizabeth inhaled sharply. “What?”

“I’m taking the semester off. Danny needs me. He’s my brother, and Scout—well, for a while I thought she was gonna be my sister. Cam did a lot for me when I came home from the Cassadines, and when they screwed with me. That’s what older brothers do, and hell, Aiden’s dad is here, too, so someone has to be here when he takes off. My brothers need me, Mom.” Jake folded his arms. “You can’t talk me out of this. I already filed the paperwork. That’s why I didn’t come home earlier.”

“I—”

“I’m an adult now, right? I make my own choices. You told me you moved out when you were my age because Gram didn’t think you could make your own choices.”

“Well, yes, but—” She pressed a hand to her temple. “Wait. I need you to think about this—”

“I don’t need to think about this. They need me, and well, what are you going to do? Tell them that their dads are going to fix everything?” Jake shook his head. “That’s not what they do. Sometimes fathers stick, like Dante, but mostly they don’t. And Danny and Scout and Rocco don’t have a mother to take care them like me and Aiden. So it’s gonna be me.”

“We can’t just—we need to talk—”

“No, we don’t. I’m gonna stick here tonight. Grandma always says I can stay anytime, me and Aiden because we’re family. So you can head home without us. I’ll call you tomorrow.” He came forward, hugged her again. “I love you, Mom.”

“Okay, but Jake—” Elizabeth tried to hang on him, but he was too quick and had already let her go, and was heading towards the boat house. It took everything she had not to chase after him.

But she didn’t. She couldn’t. If she did now, she’d start to cry and he’d get upset, and she was already so worried that she’d influenced him into forgiving Jason—

She squeezed her eyes closed, took a deep breath, trying to catch her breath. And then turned around, started towards the house. She walked quickly ignoring the rushing in her ears, the roaring of her brain trying to make sense of everything Jake had just thrown at her, the bombs he’d dropped—

The damage she’d done to him—the damage Jason had—

Her steps quickened as she grew closer to the long winding drive where cars had been parked, then stopped dead when she realized her car was blocked by at least two others. Oh she just wanted to go—she wanted to run and keep running—

Where had her babies gone? Where had time gone? Where had they all gone wrong and could it ever be fixed—

“Elizabeth?”

She spun around, not registering the speaker until she saw Jason several steps away. Her breath rushed out, and she pressed her lips together, trying to gather herself. “M-My car is blocked in,” she managed.

He came towards her, looked at the sedan for a long moment, then back at her. “Is that why you’re upset?”

“I’m not—” She closed her eyes again, the words wobbling. “I want to go back.”

“Back where?” His voice was closer, and she heard the crunch of gravel. “I can take you back to the house. Do you need—”

“No, just back.” Her eyes flew open. “I want to go back to the Black and White Ball and n-never leave Emily’s side, and I want to go back to that moment in your penthouse and tell you Jake is yours so he never doubts how much you love him and I want to go back to the park and just go home and back—I just want it to stop. I want it to stop. They keep growing up, and growing away, and changing, and why don’t they stop—”

Elizabeth pressed her hands against her mouth, finally stopping the spiraling spill of madness, hot tears coursing their way down her cheeks.

In front of her, Jason looked pained, his eyes glimmering, his throat tight. He looked away, swallowed hard, then looked back. “I can’t help with any of that.”

“N-No, of course not—”

“But I can give you a ride home.”

She closed her lips, then laughed suddenly, a short gasp of hysterical giggles that sounded as ridiculous as they felt. “Oh, well, okay.”

“And maybe—” Jason took a deep breath, stepped closer, so that she had to tilt her chin up to meet his gaze. “If you want, we could stop by Bobbie’s, and I could get my bike. I know it’s not really turning back time—”

“But maybe it’ll be close enough. Yeah, yeah, I want that. I want to go nowhere. Fast.”

December 14, 2024

Update Links

This is a bit of a housekeeping post with a few announcements, some holiday story highlights, news about These Small Hours Book, and Flash Fiction plans for my upcoming winter break.

Flash Fiction

  • I did some housekeeping on my Recent Updates & Flash Fiction page, updating information for Masquerade and Dear Reader, including adding graphics. I also updated the sidebar with the Tues/Thursday schedule.
  • This week, Tuesday remains unchanged, but Thursday’s Masquerade update will be either Wednesday or Friday depending on schedule. Thursday is the winter concert 🙂
  • I’ll be on break December 23–January 2. Thanks to the calendar, that means I’ll basically be off for two weeks straight. (We have a half day that last Monday so that barely counts, and going back on a Friday barely registers as a real day, lol).
  • Mon, Dec 23–Fri, Dec 27:  I’ll update Dear Reader every day, including Christmas Day (I do all my family stuff on Christmas Eve in the evening and the next day is recharge and resting).
  •  Mon Dec 30–Fri, Jan 3: I’ll update Masquerade every day.
  • Then, in January I’ll switch back and forth on Tues/Thurs, so  there’s a bit more continuity.

These Small Hours, Book 2

  • finally finished the beta draft of Book 2 last night. This took twice as long as I hoped it would, mostly because I seem to repress how stressful and exhausting the fall semester is. Next year, I won’t schedule any novel work until November.
  • I’m taking off this weekend to do some housekeeping, to rest, and to give myself a break from deadlines.
  • I’ll do my reread at work because it’s a light week.
  • Editing starts December 20 (hopefully). At the moment, I don’t know how long editing will take, and I don’t want to estimate since I’m always wildly off.
  • I’ll work on the final draft during my break.
  • Right now, I’m estimating the book could be released as early as January 9 or as late as January 18.
  • The beta draft is on Patreon for the Devoted ($5) tiers and above. Patreon recently added the ability to make single posts for sale, so you can also grab the draft for the price of the tier. That’s pretty useful, and I’m excited to continue to reorganize the Patreon next year. 2024 was definitely a challenge to keep up, and it’s on me for not being organized and on top of things.

Holiday Highlights

Completely slacked on posting this last week, but we’re back on track this week! I’m highlighting one of my favorite ways to update during the holidays — epilogues for completed series.

  • Bittersweet EpilogueBittersweet is one of my favorite stories. It’s the last story I started posting while still writing it (not even a draft completed!), and also the last one where I started posting and took breaks. Set in 2002, it rewrites Jason’s return hitting some of those same beats we did on the show but with my own twist. It has a sequel, Malice, that I am super excited to get into at some point. The epilogue takes place a few weeks after the story’s end. Bittersweet was originally written from 2016-18, and the epilogue was posted in 2020.
  • The Next Best Thing – My second novel after returning to write in 2014, The Best Thing, is still one of my best stories. I finished it in early 2016, then I wrote a novella in 2020 revisiting the characters three years later. The novel was set in 2005 and takes a twist on how Sam and Sonny’s baby story played out, as well as the ultimate fate of Sonny and Carly.

 

See you on Tuesday!

December 12, 2024

Update Link: Masquerade – Part 11

I have reached the promised land, lol. Today, in all my classes, students finished up final projects for their units or chapters, and all that’s left is chasing kids who were absent to finish and grading. My content is written for the next six days. I have to make basic slides for each day, but I can do that during contract hours. I really only have to do maybe an hour or two of work this weekend. Cannot wait to be on break!

Just a reminder that next Thursday’s update is shifting to Wed or Fri. It’s our winter concert and a ton of my kids are in the choir or the band. As a former band/theater kid, I always try to support them.

I hope you guys enjoyed the first part of Dear Reader. I’m excited to play in this version of GH. See you on Tuesday!

This entry is part 11 of 12 in the Flash Fiction: Masquerade

Written in 58 minutes.


Outside the house, there was a sharp crack of thunder followed directly by a flash of lightning so bright that it must have struck very near them. Elizabeth flinched, but Jason remained still, sitting before the fire with his knees drawn up, his arms loosely wrapped around them. The light from the flames flickered, leaving half his face in shadows.

Elizabeth twisted her long hair into a damp rope, squeezing the excess water from the long strands, unsure what to do or to say about Jason’s startling revelation. Rather than answering questions, it had only created more and she wasn’t sure where to start.

Or if she even should continue to ask questions. Jason had agreed to escort her to Wymoor where this Mary Mae might be able to tell her more about the mysterious woman connected to Elizabeth’s childhood. She was terrified to believe that it had been her sister, but hope had taken root all the same. For who else would have a set of daggers if not a woman borne to her family?

“I was young when Valentin came to Nevoie,” Elizabeth said, finally. “Too young to know much about my heritage. When my mother sent me to the Quartermaine estate to train, I thought it was an adventure.” She smiled wistfully, looking into the flames, thinking of her bright, vivacious mother. “She likely thought there would be time to tell me what I needed to know.” She exhaled slowly. “Did you know from the start that it was him, or was it something you discovered later?”

Jason looked at her, his brow furrowed slightly. Had he expected another question? “Not right away,” he said finally. “Not until the burial.” He returned his gaze to the fire. “His nephew was the heir. My sister was his wife. They died together in a carriage accident. A tragedy. But that day, after they’d lowered my sister into the ground, after everyone had gone to the house, I watched him stand over the freshly dug dirt and smile.”

Elizabeth pressed her lips together. “I don’t understand. You said your connection to the Quartermaines was a secret. But if Valentin knows—”

“He doesn’t. He thought he was alone.” Jason was quiet, then looked at her. “I was waiting until they were gone. No one knew I’d been there.”

More questions swirled, but Elizabeth could answer some of them. He was Alan’s son, yes, but not by his wife. A bastard who had remained on the fringes of the family. Close enough to care, but not to claim. “I’m sorry. For the loss of your sister.”

Jason offered a short, rough nod, little more of a jerking of his chin. “You’ll stay in Wymoor,” he decided. “While Mary Mae looks for the woman. I’ll find a way to make Valentin think your escape plan worked.”

“My—” Elizabeth tipped her head. “I don’t understand.”

“You were trying to run from me last night.” He looked at her again. “I only went after to you to find out why. If you’d asked me to put you on one of those ships, I would have. You could have gone to Thakrian and disappeared into the interior. I’ll create a false trail, tell Valentin that’s what you did. He’ll either have to let it go or go after you.”

“Won’t he be angry that I escaped?” she asked, chewing on her bottom lip. “You must have a reason why you’ve not killed him yet. Are you worried about retaliation?”

“Valentin won’t want to tip his hand yet. He doesn’t know what I know. And he’ll want to keep it that way.” Jason hesitated. “As for why he’s still alive, he’s a man with a great deal of power. He’s gathering his forces and capital to wage a war for the throne, but he hasn’t yet broken with Faison.”

“Faison.” Elizabeth looked away, closed her eyes. “I thought it was him for a long time. Sometimes I wonder if they did it together. My mother hated Faison. It’s one of the few names that I remember her speaking with real anger and hatred. Valentine knew that — he found me in the woods, and promised to take me to safety. It wasn’t until he had me locked in that house that I realized what he’d done. Or who he was. And it was too late by then.”

Jason studied her, his gaze so pointed that Elizabeth flushed. “What? Did I say something wrong?”

“No. No. Just—I’ve wondered why Valentin waited so long. My sister has been gone for nearly ten years. If he was behind what happened at Nevoie, it was before he had the power of the Cassadine family. When did he move you to Shadwell?”

“When I turned eighteen. Eight years ago.” Elizabeth shook her head. “I don’t understand. Why is that important?”

“Eight years. When my sister died. He took the mantle of the Cassadines then. Why not double his power by forcing you into marriage then? Why put you in a village near the northern border. Why go to the trouble of a binding spell?” Jason shoved himself to his feet, and Elizabeth just watched him, mystified by the turn in the conversation.

“Perhaps he wasn’t ready—”

“But what is he waiting for? Why not—” Jason paused. “You say you thought it was Faison behind the attack. You didn’t initially see Valentin as a foe. Why?”

“Because the Cassadines had been a reluctant ally to my mother. She liked Valentin’s older brother, Stefan, I think. What happened to him?”

“Died of a sickness two years before my sister and Nikolas. Valentin wouldn’t have had the resources to carry out an attack such as the one you described. But he held you captive, so he must have been behind it.”

Elizabeth licked her lips, then climbed to her feet, the folds of the borrowed shirt falling to mid-thigh. “But perhaps it was not alone. Valentine was saving me. Why now? Why did he send for me now?”

“The king died,” Jason said. “He was married to Faison’s daughter since he reached his majority fifteen years ago. There were no children born to the marriage, but Faison is attempting to keep the power by asserting his daughter as the queen in her own right.”

“Is it possible they’ve been working together all these years?” Elizabeth folded her arms across her middle. “What if Valentin was content to let me rot in Shadwell if Faison could hold on to the throne? But if he’s faced with losing it—”

“Valentin sent me to fetch you, but told me nothing. And he must have suspected you’d never trust one of his men with the truth.”

Elizabeth’s throat tightened and she wrapped her arms more tightly around her torso. “Oh, what a terrible story we’ve created. All these people who might have died just so two evil men can hold on to power. Your sister, her husband, my mother, maybe my sister — all the others at Nevoie who were killed in the fires. Perhaps Nikolas’s poor uncle, and the king? How can we know anyone was safe around them?”

“We can’t. And that’s why I haven’t killed Valentin yet. I want to be sure that when he breathes his last, the evil he’s done won’t somehow spread.” Jason took two steps towards her, then hesitated. “You’ll be safe in Wymoor. It used to be Valentin’s home base, but the people there hate him more than anywhere else. And Mary Mae hates him most of all.”

“Mary Mae.” Elizabeth nodded. “You trust her.”

“With my life. You can trust her, too,” Jason assured her. He gestured to the bedroll sprawled across the floor in front of the fire. “But you should rest. When the storm breaks, we continue there. I don’t want to be out in the open any longer than necessary.”

The storm continued to pound the area with rain and winds throughout the night, but the next morning, the clouds rolled on their way, leaving nothing by mud and puddles in their wake.

Dry and a little worse for wear, Jason woke Elizabeth and they were back on the road — not traveling directly on it, but remaining in the trees, following another route that Jason said belonged to the same smugglers who had built the hidden cottage. Wymoor was a destination for such people, and most routes led there.

Jason had estimated that they were maybe three days from the city, but he’d calculated that when he’d planned to travel at night and by road. Taking the smuggler’s road meant they could only ride when there was light.

It was almost a week of exhausted traveling by the time they reached the outskirts of the town, and Jason stopped long enough for Elizabeth to put up her hood, hiding her face from all but the most interested. Wymoor may hate their Cassadines, but Jason would not risk any chance that word reach Valentin that he’d been traveling with a young brunette. Jason needed Valentin to accept the false trail he intended to lead.

The Hare and Hound was still where he’d left it, at the end of Berry Lane, quiet for the late morning. He directed Elizabeth to mews behind the pub, and dismounted, leaving their horses for one of the stable hands.

“We’ll go in the back,” he told Elizabeth, placing a hand near the small of her back to direct her forward. She nodded, following his lead as she had for the last week without argument.

The back entrance opened into Mary Mae’s private rooms, and Jason slid in the key he’d been given as a boy. Mary Mae had never wanted it back — had always told him that he’d have a home with her for as long as he needed it.

The room was not empty — it never was. Just after breakfast, Jason realized, which meant it was time for lessons. All of Mary Mae’s lost children learned their letters and numbers, and they were crowded around a table, slates in their hand, chattering and talking.

Mary Mae stood over them, beaming as she watched her brood work on their numbers, then her face lit up even more when she saw Jason stepping inside the door. “Well, isn’t this a surprise?”

She came forward to embrace him, only wincing slightly at the travel-worn clothes and the smell of a long time spent on a horse. “Well, it’s a good thing I always keep a room ready in hopes one of my chicks comes home to roost—oh, what do we have here?”

Elizabeth stepped in behind him, pushing her hood down, revealing the tangled curls that fell down her back. “Hello,” she said, a bit nervously, looking around the room, then at Mary Mae, before inching closer to Jason.

Jason opened his mouth to explain, but Mary Mae abandoned him and went to Elizabeth, reaching for her hands. “Hello, darling. Please tell me that my boy has brought me a bride. I’ve always hoped he’d have a family of his own.”

Jason winced, wanting to crawl beneath the nearby table. Elizabeth looked at Mary Mae with wide, bewildered eyes. “Mother Mary—”

Mary Mae looked at him, then sighed. She squeezed Elizabeth’s hands. “Well, a mother can hope. Let’s get you two cleaned up and then you can tell me everything.”

December 10, 2024

Update: Dear Reader – Part 1

I mentioned two months ago I had a flash fiction series that was supposed to follow Chain Reaction, but I pushed it back to see how some things would work out on screen. They ended up not going full-throated with the Liz being blamed for Sam’s death thing, so I’m going back to my OG plan.

I know about half my readers aren’t super interested in the AU stuff, and that’s totally fair, so I’ll be doing Dear Reader on Tuesdays and Masquerade on Thursday until we get to my winter break and the schedule will shift slightly.

Programming note: Dec 19, I have a winter concert at work so I’ll either be updating Wednesday or Friday depending on my energy. I’ll keep you posted.

See you Tuhrsday!

This entry is part 1 of 50 in the Dear Reader

Set in current GH. No major changes to canvas.

Written in 60 minutes.

This will be the “Dear Reader” entry for my Taylor Swift collection. One of my favorite songs from Midnights.


Dear reader
If it feels like a trap, you’re already in one

November 2024

It was an unseasonably warm day in upstate New York with temperatures nearing the upper fifties, and most of the crowd milling around the Quartermaine family estate had spilled outside the great house onto the back patio and could be found winding in and around the sprawl of gardens that lined the back of the estate.

Lila Quartermaine had been famous for her rose gardens, and her daughter Tracy had terrorized more than one gardener for not perfectly maintaining the prize-winning flowers. Wandering the gardens had always brought Elizabeth Webber a great deal of comfort, even now, twenty years after the matriarch had passed away.

She’d been coming to the Quartermaine estate since she’d moved here as a teenager. First as Emily’s best friend, and then as the mother of a Quartermaine grandchild. Today, however, she’d returned not as friend or family, but —

Well, she wasn’t entirely sure what she was doing here.

Once, she would have danced with joy over the grave of Sam McCall, the architect of so many of Elizabeth’s misery as a younger woman. Elizabeth hadn’t started the war between them but it had certainly continued too long. Sam wasn’t quite the woman she’d been then — but neither was Elizabeth. They were reluctant co-parents, raising a pair of boys who adored each other.  And while Elizabeth and Sam had never quite managed to become friends, they were mothers first.

She emerged from the gardens, wondering if she’d stayed long enough, and if it was time to grab Aiden and go home. She searched the crowd for her youngest son, her eyes stopping when she saw Drew turn away from whomever he’d been speaking with, the fading afternoon light catching the edge of the cut beneath his eye, highlighting the bruise on his cheek.

She made a face, wondering who Drew had made angry enough to punch, but then caught sight of another familiar face glaring malevolently in Drew’s direction — Jason. He was standing by the back door, a bottle of beer in his hand, Carly by his side, and glaring at his brother with a look she’d only seen reflected back at men he truly loathed.

Elizabeth chewed on her bottom lip, her curiosity warring with better sense. It was none of her business, she reminded herself. Drew was a ghost in the past, one who hardly seemed like the man she’d known once, and Jason was a friend who had his own life and didn’t need one more person charging in and demanding answers. He already had Carly filling that role.

Just as she’d convinced herself to mind her own business, Michael passed her, trudging towards the front of the house. “Hey. Hey.” He drew up, frowning slightly. “I didn’t know you came back to the house. I’m sorry. I usually—” He pulled a hand through his blonde hair. “How are you? How’s Jake? I haven’t…I’m sorry, I haven’t caught up with anyone in a while.”

“You have two kids and a full-time job,” Elizabeth reminded him. “Jake’s good. He was hoping to get back here for this—” She winced. “That sounds strange. Not that he wanted to be here, but he—for Danny and for Scout.”

“Yeah, sure. I get you. Couldn’t he get a flight? You should have said something.” He fell into step with her and they started to walk up towards the house. “You know I could have made arrangements.”

“No, it’s —”

“I mean that. No point in having power and money if you can’t use it. I can make a call, have a jet there tonight—” Michael reached inside his pocket. “Let me set it up—”

Elizabeth stopped him. “No, it’s—I appreciate that. He had a project he needed to be on campus. He caught a flight this morning. He won’t be here long, but he couldn’t stand being away. But I appreciate that.” She squeezed his hand. “How are you? I know you and Sam were close.”

“Not as close as we used to be.” Something flitted across his expression, a twist of bitterness. “It feels like I’ve lost touch with so many people. You, Jake, Sam, Danny, even my own sister.”

“Two young children, a wife who was ill, a demanding job—” She squeezed his shoulder. “Give yourself a break, okay? I remember when Cam and Jake were young, and I wasn’t sure what my own name was half the time. How are the kids?”

The first genuine smile spread across Michael’s face. “Amazing. Amelia’s getting so big, and Wiley—he’s just incredible. He’s so smart and he’s doing great at school. You should come to dinner. You and Aiden. We should have you over.”

“Sure. Maybe while Jake’s in town.” Elizabeth caught sight of Jason out of the corner of her eye again — and she wasn’t imagining it. He and Carly passed Drew and the men exchanged glances of loathing. At Drew’s side, Nina sent Jason her own fulminating stare, then made a show of pulling Drew away to face her. “Okay, I can’t stop myself. What’s going on with Jason and Drew? Is it something I can help with or—”

“It’s nothing—well, it’s not nothing. I don’t want to lie to you, so don’t ask me,” Michael told her, and she sighed. “They got into a fight. Jason probably shouldn’t have done it, but Drew deserved it. I wish it had been me—” he stopped. “Never mind. Listen, call me when Jake gets into town. We should do something. I mean that. All of us. Family’s important, and I need to remember who’s always been there for me.” He squeezed her hand, then disappeared into the crowd.

Elizabeth watched him troubled, then looked back at the brothers. “None of your business,” she muttered. “None of your business. Just stay out of it.”

Jason hated people. Individually, collectively, and whole-heartedly. The only time he ever wanted to be surrounded by people was in a bar and when he was looking for a fight.

But he’d already started one fight on the Quartermaine estate this month, and he wasn’t about to make another scene even when Nina Reeves was sending him dirty looks as if Jason had decked her and not the giant asshole next to her—

“If you keep glaring at him that way,” Carly hissed from his side, “it’s going to be impossible to have any plausible deniability. Everyone is going to know you put those bruises on his face—”

“Let them.” Jason brought the bottle of beer to his lips, took a long pull. “He deserved every mark.” More.

Carly narrowed her eyes. “You really think he won’t press charges—”

“I know he won’t.” He took a deep breath. “Carly—”

“No, don’t keep telling me to stay out of it. I’m right in the middle, okay? Because Drew is my ex whatever and you’re my best friend, and—”

“Carly—” Jason set the bottle of beer down, and took her by the shoulder. “The last time you tried to get in the middle of things, what happened?”

She glowered. “Are you going to throw that in my face for the rest of my life? Because it’s not fair. I didn’t ask you to cover for me, and I got myself out of that without your help—”

“You got out of that because Jack Brennan decided he wanted leverage over you. He made that recording disappear, it could come back. So you stay out of trouble and stay out of this with Drew—”

“I just want to know what he did that made you pound him into the ground at the Quartermaines of all places! With the kids just upstairs—”

Jason winced, then rubbed his forehead. “Carly.” The last thing he wanted to think about was Danny and Scout being upstairs while he’d beat the living shit out of Drew. Because then he’d think about where Danny and Scout had been the night Drew had slept with Michael’s wife, and he’d get furious all over again.  At Drew for being such a scumbag, at Willow for doing it, at Michael for involving him —

And at himself for not following his number one rule — the one rule he’d tried to implement since returning to Port Charles six months earlier.

To mind his business and stay out of everyone else’s.

“I’m done having this conversation, Carly,” Jason told Carly, interrupting whatever she’d been saying that he hadn’t been listening to in the first place. He picked up his beer, and walked away, leaving her in mid-rant.

Danny Morgan didn’t much care for people either, especially ones that he didn’t know coming up to him and telling him how sorry they were for him.

What a tragedy.

How lucky your little sister is to have her big brother to take care of her.

At least your mother died doing something heroic.

You should be so proud of her.

If one more person told him to be grateful for his mother’s last act of sacrifice, Danny was going to lose his freaking mind.

And because he figured if he started punching people, he might not stop, he left the house and went down to the boat house where it would be quiet.

He hopped onto the mossy stone ledge overlooking the pier and dangled his legs over the side,  digging his hands into the rock beneath his palms. Things would be better if his mom had been a raging bitch who’d refuse to help anyone, because then she’d be alive.

Instead, Sam had donated a piece of her liver, and was now lying in a box six feet beneath the ground, and the woman who she’d saved was still unconscious in a coma. What was the point of any of it?

He heard shoes squeaking, then thudding on the wooden planks behind him. If it was Rocco or Aiden trying to cheer him up, he might actually throw himself into the water, Danny thought, then looked back.

When he realized who was approaching, Danny scrambled to get back over the ledge. “What are you doing here?” he demanded, the tone almost harsh, the edges ragged.

His brother hesitated a few feet away. “I’m sorry,” Jake said. “I caught the first flight I could, but it’s okay if you’re pissed I didn’t get here earlier.”

“Not pissed—” Danny swallowed hard. “Not pissed. Just, um—” Had given up hoping. “I know you’re doing something important and you can’t just hop on a plane. But you’re here.”

“Yeah. I’m sorry, man. I should have been here sooner. I’m sorry,” Jake said again, and came forward. He put a hand on Danny’s shoulder. “But I caught an earlier flight. My mom doesn’t even know I’m here yet.”

“How’d you find me down here?”

“It’s where we always go when we don’t want to be around people. It’s either that or punch them.”

Danny grinned for the first time since Halloween, then the corners of his smile trembled slightly. “I don’t know how to do this. It’s…it’s not like Dad. Not just because he’s back, but—”

“It’s your mom,” Jake said. “You don’t have to explain, Danny. You don’t have to be anything. ” He drew his brother into a half-hearted hug. “Come on. Let’s go up to the house, and get something to eat. I’m starving. You can catch me up on what I’ve missed. Why does Uncle Drew have those bruises?”

Jason saw Elizabeth by the gardens, and started towards her, wondering if she had a few minutes. He wanted to talk to her about Danny, about what he wanted, and maybe she’d have a better suggestion to keep the kids together other than moving into the Quartermaines because that had to be the last resort, right?

Jason wouldn’t live here when his sister and grandmother was alive, now he was supposed to do it when the house was filled with Tracy and Drew?

No, there had to be a better way.

Before he could reach Elizabeth, Molly stepped into his view, and he paused. Sam’s youngest sister pale, her eyes rimmed with red, but her expression steady. “Hey. How are you?”

Her lips trembled, and she bit down, took a deep breath. “Thank you. For, um, asking. I’m okay—I—my mother was hoping to talk to you. If you didn’t mind.”

“Sure. Sure.” Jason wasn’t about to do anything that made this day harder for Alexis or Sam’s sisters. They’d been through enough, he thought, remembering that Molly and Kristina had buried a child only a few months earlier. Maybe Alexis had some ideas about how to handle things with Danny. Jason just really wanted to do what was best for his son —

He just didn’t know what that was — or trust that he could deliver it. What did he know about being a father?

Molly led him towards the house and the kitchen entrance. Jason grimaced when he realized that Alexis didn’t just want to speak to him—

Drew was already in the kitchen, his bruises even harsher under the bright kitchen light. “What are you doing here?” he wanted to know with a sour expression.

“I asked you both here,” Alexis said, and Jason ignored Drew, focused on his former mother-in-law. “I’m sorry to do this here, today. But we have to be practical. Some things can’t wait.”

“If this is about Sam’s will—”

“It is. Diane will be contacting you to do an official reading, but I’m the executor and I know the contacts.” Alexis folded her arms, lifted her chin. “Sam left custody of the children to you. Both of you,” she added. “Separately and jointly. If you hadn’t come home,” she told Jason, “Drew would get custody of both.”

Drew nodded. “I assumed it would be like that. I’ll do what I can to make this transition easy for everyone. Scout can wait to start school in DC until next year—”

“I’m hoping we can settle this out of court,” Alexis interrupted. “I think we should keep the arrangement the way it is now. Neither of you have primary custody, and Danny and Scout should stay together. So I’ll take them with me. Nothing will change for either of you, you’ll just visit them at a different house.”

December 5, 2024

Update Link: Masquerade – Part 10

Writing this post before I start the timer at 7, and I gotta tell you, I am running on fumes today. Just pure exhaustion. The only bright spot is that tomorrow is Friday, and I do everything in my power to make Fridays low-key for me and the students — catch up days, media days, etc. I really just need to sleep, and my humidifier kicked out on me last weekend so I have to get a new one for the bedroom. I have to shop around and get a good one — the one in my office is kind of crappy but I can live with it.

I did some housekeeping — the Flash Fiction & Recent Updates page are up to date, and I also cleaned up the Flash Fic widgets.

See you next Tuesday 🙂

This entry is part 10 of 12 in the Flash Fiction: Masquerade

Written in 60 minutes.


Rivulets of water streamed down his arms, his wrists, hitting the floor beneath his boots, and the wind still swirled at his back, flashes and rumbles illuminating the dark sky. For one long ridiculous minute, he stood in the open doorway, staring stupidly at Elizabeth in front of the fire.

Of course she’d want to be dry. Of course she’d shed the soggy, water laden garments until the final layer of thin white cloth was all that was left. It fell down in a straight line just below her knees, leaving her arm and upper chest mostly bare. Her hair was still soaked, laying in wet ropes on her shoulders.

She shifted, a bit uncomfortably, looked down at the fire, then back at him, and the small movement broke the moment. Jason shoved the door closed and tossed the saddle bags to the ground. He dragged his own soaked hair from his forehead, kept his eyes averted so that he wouldn’t accidentally focus on the way the illumination from the fire revealed the long lines of her legs beneath the thin fabric. “The horses are settled. You should—” He cleared his throat. “You should look in the other room. It’s probably the—there might be some—” He gestured, words failing him.

“If it’s a bedchamber, there might be some linens or extra blankets. I’m cold, too,” Elizabeth offered. She raised her arms to gather her hair at her nape, and twist it into one long mass that laid against her left shoulder. “I’ll go look. You should get dry—”

She hurried past him, the shift fluttering as she moved, and he exhaled slowly, reminding himself that she’d spent the majority of her time isolated on the Cassadine estate and in Shadwell. She’d likely never spent any length of time with a man, and wouldn’t think of what she looked like standing in front of a fireplace wearing next to nothing.

He only hoped he’d be able to forget.

Jason dug through his saddle bag for dry clothes, and mercifully when Elizabeth returned a few moments later, she had some blankets in her arms.

“We don’t have a great selection — I think some of these are musty, and —” She made a face, dropping them in front of the fire. “Moth eaten,” she finished, holding one up to the light. “But I think this one might do.”

“Here.” Jason shoved one of his dry shirts at her. “You, uh, look cold,” he muttered, when she blinked at him. “I’ll go change.”

Elizabeth watched Jason head for the other room, a bit mystified, but then looked at the fabric in her hands. It was a bit rough, and clearly mended in several places, but it had been well-made once, she thought, running her fingers over the fine stitching around the hem of the collar.

She slid her arms through the sleeves, and wrapped both ends around herself rather than buttoning it. Then she went to investigate the status of her saddlebags. It would probably be better to wear one of her dry gowns, but she was more concerned for the status of her herbs and candles. She slid their container from the bottom of her bag, exhaling with some relief that all had survived the storm intact.

“You travel with your own candles?”

Elizabeth jumped at the sound of his voice, and turned, pressing the candles against her chest. He’d changed into a dry shirt and pants, his wet garments in a pile by the doorway to the bed chamber. “You should hang those up to dry,” she said. She laid the candles down and hurried over to get his things.

When she returned to the table, laying out his wet clothes, she found him studying the candles. “They’re not for light,” she told him.

“I realize that now. The colors,” he added, setting them back down. He shoved the wool stockings she’d packed. “You ought to put these on before you lose a toe to frostbite.”

Elizabeth made a face, but realized he was probably right. Her feet had dried and were now quite chilled. She pulled out one of the remaining chairs, perched on the edge and slid the stockings on, one at a time, tugging until they were snug at mid-calf. She glanced up to find Jason watching her. “What?”

“Nothing.” He rolled the green candle across the table. “What were you planning to do with this one?” he asked. “The only charms I know for green are curses.” He studied her with curiosity. “For Valentin?”

“For anyone who stood in my way.” She lifted her chin. “If you’d proved to be a problem, I’d have used it on you.” She snatched it away from him. “Is that something else your father told you about my family? Did he have nothing else better to do than to gossip and spread half-truths?”

Jason frowned, then cocked his head to the side. “Of course my father told me about the House of Nevoie. If you trained with him, you should have known, too. Why would your mother not tell you?”

Elizabeth opened her mouth, then closed it, confused. “What does that mean?” There was a large clap of thunder, closer than the last rumble, and she jolted. “The storm is only getting worse,” she murmured. “Do you think it will pass soon?”

Jason went to the window, peered out, at what she couldn’t have guessed. It was nearly pitch dark, and all sense of time had been lost. Was it night or simply the darkness of the season?  “I don’t know.”

“How far are we from Wymoor? You’d wanted to travel through the night. Is it just a day away?”

“We’re at least three days out. If we’d traveled tonight, we could have cut some of that time.” Jason exhaled slowly. “If we’re delayed too long, Valentin will grow suspicious.”

She pressed her lips together, repacked her candles and herbs, offering nothing in comment. If he wanted to worry about disappointing the man who had kidnapped her, she wasn’t about to challenge him.

“He targets family, you said so yourself,” Jason said. Elizabeth looked up, found him studying her. “If he thinks I’ve betrayed him—and I have—he won’t hurt me. Not right away.”

“Your father—”

“He’s not my family,” Jason cut in. “I’m not going to turn you over to him, but it’s foolish to think we can both disappear without consequences.”

“You needn’t have come with me. You could have told him I escaped—”

“It’s what I’ll have to do. I have a job to complete,” Jason said. He returned to the window, peered through the glass panes. “Your would-be sister contracted me to kill Valentin. I don’t intend to change that now.”

“You said that before,” Elizabeth said. She twisted the fabric of her borrowed shirt between her fingers. “You also said that you’d already planned to kill him before my sister asked you to. Is that what you—what you do? Are you an assassin? A m-murderer for hire?”

“No.” Jason came away from the window, then went to the fire. He found the woodstack next to the mantel, tossed a log onto the flames. “And she’s not paying me. She came to me for the same reason I’m helping you.”

Bewildered, Elizabeth rose to her feet, pulling the ends of the shirt more tightly around her torso. “I don’t understand. Why would you help strangers? Why would you agree to kill for strangers?”

Jason watched the fire for a moment, not answering immediately. The flickering lights cast his face partially in shadow, then he looked at her. “You really don’t know anything about your family, do you?”

“I was eleven when I lost them. Do you remember everything from your childhood?” Elizabeth challenged. “Why do you always answer with a question instead of the truth? Why would you help me when it could put you and people you care about in danger? Why do you think I should already know that answer?”

Jason dragged a hand down his face, then sighed. He returned to the table, to the saddlebags and drew out two lumpy rolls. He brought them back to the fire, released a string on both, and she realized they were bedrolls, laid flat on the floor. “It’ll warmer down by the fire, and your hair will dry faster,” he told her. He sat down, folding his legs.

Warily, Elizabeth dropped down to the fabric, tucking her legs beneath her. “Are you going to answer my question?’

“I don’t know. I’m going to try to. You know that most of the families, the oldest ones, they were once self-governing?” Jason asked. “Some of the old alliances were passed down the generations. Nevoie and Quartermaine — they’re borderlands.”

“I know that. I’ve visited the estate. And I know that my family were once more than just nobles. My mother’s title is old, and our religion goes back to the ancient ways. The Lady of Nevoie was a title on its own.” Elizabeth furrowed her brow. “It’s why Valentin targeted her, isn’t it? He wanted to eliminate powerful families.”

“Not just powerful. Rivals to the throne. The Lady of Nevoie was a queen once. Or had the power of one without the official title. The Quartermaines weren’t equal then, or now. They swore fealty to the Lady and that oath has been passed from father to son for generations. It’s why—” Jason looked away, then shook his head. “My father thought he was the last of his kind. The last protector to the Lady of Nevoie. When he taught me about your family, it was a history lesson. If he knew you’d survived, he’d have found you.”

“So you agreed to kill Valentin because of a generational oath?” Elizabeth asked dubiously.

“I would have helped your sister because of that oath, yes. To protect her, to see her safe. I’ll do the same for you. But killing Valentin? No, that’s not why.”

“Then—”

“My sister.” The words were low, and painful. Jason looked up, found her gaze. “Valentin murdered her so I intend to return the favor.”