December 22, 2014

This entry is part 2 of 2 in the Fiction Graveyard: Out of the Dark

Quartermaine Mansion: Dining Room

“Good morning,” Emily Quartermaine chirped as she slid into her seat at breakfast. She grabbed her elaborately folded napkin and shook it out to spread it over her lap.

“Morning, sweetheart,” her mother Monica replied. “Reginald can’t drive you to school today because Lila has an early doctor’s appointment so you might want to ask your brother.”

“Sure,” Emily replied. She searched the table and frowned when she didn’t see Jason already seated. Her grandparents, Edward and Lila, were seated at the other end of the table, her father was at the other with Emily and Monica seated on either side of them. Her cousin Ned Ashton and his wife Lois were in the middle of the table. Her brother AJ was missing but with no early classes in college, he rarely ever woke before ten in the morning.

But Jason was never late for breakfast.

“Today is Beth’s birthday,” Emily told her mother. “So I was wondering if we could do something for her.”

“Aren’t Jeff and Katherine doing anything?” her father Alan asked.

Emily shook her head. “Nope. Her dad’s going out of town this afternoon and you know her mom. If she can’t make it into a social situation, it’s not worth it. And since it’s only Beth’s fifteenth birthday…” she shrugged.

“We’ll have her over for dinner. Cook can make her favorite meal,” Monica suggested. “Just tell Reginald what it is and he’ll take care of it.”

“Sorry, I’m late,” Jason remarked entering the room. He tucked his t-shirt into his khakis and took his normal seat. He started piling eggs and bacon onto his plate. “My alarm didn’t go off.” It wasn’t true—he’d been concerned that Elizabeth would have trouble climbing back down the ladder and he’d snuck her down the service stairs and watched until she rounded the lake.

“It’s fine. You have to drive me to school today,” Emily told him, aiming a fork speared with a piece of sausage at him. “So don’t forget. Oh, and we’re picking up Beth. It’s her birthday, so I hope you got her something.”

Jason frowned. “That’s today?”

Emily sighed in exasperation. “Jason, why don’t you like her? I mean, I don’t understand what the problem is.”

“Well, she’s rude, she’s obstinate,” Jason began, ticking it off on his fingers.

“Will two stop fighting at the table?” Edward barked from his end. “Emily, Jason and Lizzie have never gotten along and they never will. So give it up.”

Emily sighed. “Well, I still can’t believe you forgot her birthday. She got you something for yours in August.”

“Just finish your breakfast. I don’t want to be late for school.”

Webber Estate: Driveway

Jason parked his car a little ways down from the Webber house so that he could have a moment with Elizabeth away from Emily’s eyes. Part of their arrangement was that everything went on as normal between them in public. So they fought back and forth, made fun of each other—they did what was expected. Elizabeth had insisted on that—she said that if they suddenly became friends now, people would think something was wrong.

“I’ll go get her,” Jason told his sister. “Wait.”

“Don’t start a fight with her,” Emily yelled after him.

He shook his head and closed the car door. He walked the very steps to the end of the hedge that separated the Webber house from the driveway and turned onto the doorstep.

Elizabeth was already waiting and frowned when she saw Jason. “What are you doing here?”

“I’m driving you two to school,” he answered. “How do you feel?” he asked, taking in the bulky turtleneck she wore to hide the bruises and cuts.

“Stiff,” Elizabeth admitted. She came down the steps, but he stopped her from walking past the hedge. “What?”

“I just wanted to say happy birthday,” he told her. “Emily thinks I forgot, but I wanted you to know that I didn’t.”

“I know you didn’t,” Elizabeth replied. She stood up on her tip-toes and kissed his cheek. “I’m sorry I make your life so complicated.”

“You don’t,” Jason assured her. He tipped his head towards the driveway. “Come on. Before we’re late.”

When Elizabeth rounded the hedge, Emily was waiting outside the car and threw her arms around her best friend. Jason winced, knowing that it was all Elizabeth could do to hide the tears of pain the embrace caused.

“Happy birthday!” Emily announced gleefully.

“Thanks, Em,” Elizabeth said, pulling away hurriedly. She headed towards the backseat of Jason’s car and pulled the door open. “Let’s go. I don’t want to be late for homeroom.”

PC High: Emily’s Locker

“Hey, ladies,” Lucky Spencer said. He was leaning against the locker next to Emily’s with a silly little smirk on his face. “Great party last night, Webber.”

“Thanks,” Elizabeth said dully as she unlocked the combination lock and pulled open her locker.

Lucky frowned. “Hey, birthday girl, what’s eating at you?”

“Yeah, you’ve been in a bad mood all morning,” Emily observed. “What’s wrong? Did Jason start with you or something?”

“No. I just…I had fight with my dad last night,” Elizabeth replied. She shoved her history and math textbooks into her backpack. “No big deal.”

“Well, you’re invited to our house tonight for dinner. Cook’s making your favorite,” Emily told her cheerfully.

“Thanks, Em.” Elizabeth shut the locker. “I have to get to geometry. I’ll see you history. Bye.”

She walked down the hall and disappeared around a corner. Emily shook her head. “That girl is such a drama queen,” she remarked with no real malice. “You’d think she was the first one to ever get into a fight with her father.”

“Whatever. So, Homecoming, you thought about it any?” Lucky asked.

“I thought you were going to ask Beth’s cousin,” Emily teased. “What, did Ali turn you down?”

Lucky grimaced. “Alison Barrington is the bane of my existence.”

Emily giggled and wound her arm through Lucky’s. “Come on, we’ve got history.”

“Put me out my misery, Em,” Lucky begged. “Homecoming? Am I going stag or what?”

Emily sighed dramatically. “Well, I’d hate to deprive you of my company, so sure why not?”

“Great. Who’s Webber going with?” Lucky asked pulling open the classroom door.

“No idea. She refuses to let me set her up with anyone. At the rate she’s going, she’ll be stuck going with my brother.”

Lucky took his seat in the back and Emily sat in front of him. “What’s wrong with your brother? He doesn’t have a date yet?”

“Nope. He’s got some crazy idea that Karen Wexler is going to break up with Jagger Cates so that she can go with him.”

Lucky chuckled. “He certainly has a rich fantasy life, doesn’t he?”

Quartermaine Mansion: Sitting Room

AJ stumbled into the room long after breakfast had been eaten and everyone had left the house for the day. He glanced at the clock and just shrugged when he realized it was almost noon and he’d missed his morning class at PCU.

He downed a glass of water and was in the middle of pouring another glass from the mini bar when Lois Cerullo-Ashton entered the room, immersed in some files from L&B, her record company.

She halted in her steps when she saw the eldest Quartermaine heir drinking water on the other side of the room. “I thought you had class this morning,” Lois said, tilting her head to the side.

AJ glanced at her. “I slept in,” he mumbled. He swayed a little and moved to the table near the windows where he just about collapsed into a seat. “What’re you doing home?”

“I forgot Miguel’s file here,” Lois said almost absently. “Are you hung-over?”

“I might have had a little too much last night,” AJ allowed. “Reginald?” he called. He winced when his voice caused a strange echo inside his head and stung. “Where is he?”

“He took Lila to a doctor’s appointment,” Lois told him. “AJ, it’s a Wednesday morning. Don’t you think it’s inappropriate to be hung over in the middle of the week?”

AJ shrugged. “Guess I never thought about it.” He yawned. “What does it matter?”

“It matters because I think you’ve been drinking a little more than you should,” Lois said carefully. She sat down in an adjacent chair. “AJ, I’m worried about you.”

AJ snorted. “Why? Do you think anyone else gives a damn?”

“That’s what I’m worried about. They think you’re just sowing your wild oats and I don’t think that’s it all.”

“I’m just having a little fun with some old friends,” AJ protested.

“Friends like Jack Daniels?” Lois retorted. “You’re starting to drink alone in your room and that’s a bad sign. Damn it, AJ, you’re my cousin and I know it’s only by marriage but I was brought up to take care of my family.”

“That’s very nice of you to say,” he remarked seriously. “But your concern is unneeded here.”

She sighed and stood. “I have to get back to the office. Promise me you’ll think about what I said.”

“Yeah. Sure.”

PC High: Library

Jason entered the library for his fourth period study hall and headed towards the back where he knew Elizabeth would be hiding. When she’d signed up for the tutoring program this year, they’d given her Jason again since he’d brought her back from failing the previous year.

He wasn’t surprised to see her head cradled in her arms, her hair spilling out over the table. She always tried to get some more sleep during study hall. He sat down and pulled out his history book to study quietly.

After about twenty minutes, he saw that she’d turned her face towards him and that her face was scrunching up. By now, he knew she was in the beginning of a nightmare so he reached out and gently shook her shoulder.

She opened her eyes and sat up slowly, rubbing her face sleepily. “Hey. When’d you get here?”

“A little ago. You were sleeping,” he replied. He reached into the front pocket of his book bag and pulled out a silver-wrapped package thin box. “Here.”

Elizabeth gave him a tiny smile as she took it from him. “You didn’t have to do anything.”

“Just open it,” he told her, used to her protests. She slid the silver ribbon off and carefully removed the wrapping paper, setting it aside. Elizabeth opened the top of the black velvet jewelry box to reveal a delicate silver chain inside.

“It’s beautiful,” she breathed, pulling it from the box, letting the cluster of shooting stars charm dangle from her fingers. “It’s the one from the mall that I saw last week.”

Jason tugged his earlobe and looked away. “Yeah, I overheard Emily telling Grandmother about it. She didn’t have enough money…so I bought it instead.”

Elizabeth sighed. “Jason…how am I supposed to explain where it came from?”

He frowned and looked away. “I guess I didn’t really think about it,” he said quietly. “I just…Emily said you really loved it so I just…I went out and got it. I’m sorry.”

“No, I’m sorry.” Elizabeth set the box on the table and turned in her seat a little. “Would you do the clasp?”

He took the chain from her and draped it around her neck before fastening it. “What are you going to say when people ask?”

“I’ll tell them I blackmailed you into it,” Elizabeth replied. She twisted back around and hugged him tightly. “I’m sorry. I love it.”

He kissed her cheek as she pulled back and she flushed a little, looking directly at the surface of the table. “Did you get your geometry test back?” Jason asked, changing the subject.

Elizabeth wrinkled her nose. “Yeah. I got a 65. Just passed it.”

He reached for her yellow folder in the middle of the stack and flipped it open. “You knew that material yesterday. What happened?”

“Do we have to do this?” Elizabeth asked, sighing. “It’s not like I really need to pass this class—”

“In order for me to keep tutoring you, you have to show improvement in your classes,” Jason reminded her. “Otherwise, they’ll put someone else on it.”

“Fine.” She took her geometry text book from her bag and flipped it open.

Outside the Library 

“Hey, isn’t that your brother?”

Emily halted on her way to the office and joined Lucky at the glass door of the library. He was pointing towards a table in the back where she could make out the sight of her best friend and brother studying. “Yeah, he’s been tutoring Beth for over a year now.”

“I thought they hated each other.”

She shrugged. “Last time I checked, they did.”

“Then why would he get her a birthday gift?” Lucky asked.

“What? How would you know?” Emily demanded. She stood on her tip toes trying to get a better view of them.

“There’s wrapping paper next to her.”

She looked at her friend oddly. “The things you notice scare me sometimes,” she remarked, shaking her head.

This entry is part 1 of 2 in the Fiction Graveyard: Out of the Dark

She thought she might have screamed, but she wasn’t sure. Sometimes the sound was only inside her mind and sometimes it was out loud. She’d stopped distinguishing the two long ago. But it was better not to scream.

When she thought the belt was flying towards her face, she did shriek out loud. Her arm flew up to protect her face and the wide leather slapped against her forearm with a loudCRACK. She didn’t care about the stinging sensation in her arm—all that mattered was that she wasn’t hit in the face. As long as that was prevented, she was safe. The rest she could cover with sweaters and long pants. But a mark on her face took more effort.

She finally managed to crawl away and get to a corner where she curled up into a tiny ball, shielding her face from the blows. She didn’t fight back anymore—fighting back only angered him more. The angrier he was, the longer it lasted and she didn’t think she could take much more.

He rained the blows over her vulnerable body, sometimes the buckle of the belt hit her skin and sometimes he used his hands to beat her. She could hear the delicate fabric of her Halloween costume tearing and she wondered how much of it would be left one he was finally done with her. Would she need to change before she snuck out?

Finally, she sensed it coming towards an end. His breathing was heavier, his movements weren’t as quick and the time in between the blows lengthened.
After a few more moments, he backed away from her—she could hear it in his footsteps. She heard her bedroom door open and when it slammed shut a second later, then and onlythen did she peek out from the cocoon her arms had formed over her head.

He was gone.

She stood shakily. She slid a few times—had to grip the edge of her bureau, but finally, she was on her feet. She limped towards the vanity table and nearly whimpered when she took in her appearance.

The long shift dress she’d worn as part of her angel costume earlier that night was torn in many places and there were parts where a cut from the belt was bleeding through. The peasant sleeves were torn.

But her face—her tiny elfin face—it was unmarried and she was relieved. He hadn’t been angry with her. When he was angry with her, he aimed for the face. But tonight, he’d been venting his frustration out on her. Those were the safe times. It was when something she’d done to infuriate him…those were the times she was genuinely frightened for her life.

She found a pair of tennis shoes and slipped her feet into them. She wouldn’t bother changing—she’d only need to take remove the clothing when she had to take care of the various scratches and cuts on her body.

She shuffled towards the window and took a deep breath, bracing herself for the trip down the trellis. It was a hard climb under the best of circumstances, but tonight when she could barely move anyway, it would be even more nightmarish.

She swung one leg over the window sill and took one last look into her bedroom. Elizabeth Webber’s eyes searched every corner, as if every shadow were her father…just waiting to jump out and finish the job.

Because if she was sure of anything in her life, it was that Jeff Webber would be the death of her. Whether from one of his beatings, whether she fell and broke her neck while climbing in and out of her window…or another reason, a reason she’d broached only once to one person and the expression he’d had on his face had silenced that voice in her head for good.

Across the lake, a boy only two years older than Elizabeth paced his room nervously. Every once in a while, his eyes darted to the digital clock on his nightstand. It was late. Too late, in his opinion. She wasn’t here yet.

Jason Quartermaine wasn’t a paranoid boy—not in the slightest. In fact, he was generally an optimist. Believed the best in everyone—including his alcoholic older brother, his chronically unfaithful parents and his overbearing grandfather. It was just the way he thought.

But on nights when he expected her, he became paranoid and irrational. If it was midnight and she still wasn’t there, he was convinced that she was dead. That her father had finally gone over the edge and killed her. He’d start imagining the grisly way her body would be discovered, bloody and bruised the next morning. He’d blame himself when that day became. Because if it was too late and he didn’t go looking for her, it was his fault. Because he hadn’t protected her like he’d always promised.

He looked at the clock again and swore when the numbers clicked from 11:59 p.m. to 12:00 a.m.

Just as he was pulling on a pair of sneakers to go looking, he heard the scrape of the ladder and let out a deep breath of relief. She was okay. She was still alive.

He’d known all night that she’d come. The Webbers had thrown their usual grandiose Halloween costume party and as good friends of the family, the Quartermaines had attended. Jason had managed to get Elizabeth away from her family almost immediately and they spent the entire night in the company of his siblings, AJ and Emily.

But he always kept an eye on Jeff and took in the tense set of the older man’s shoulders, the anger simmering beneath the surface in his eyes. Jeff Webber exuded violence and Jason often wondered how he was the only person who understood the man’s true nature.

It’d gotten to the point of the past year that Jason recognized the patterns in Jeff’s behavior. When he looked like that—when he got a certain expression on his face—Jason knew he’d be seeing her.

He saw her crown of her head appear in his window. He stepped forward and he blanched when he saw the way she struggled to get over the windowsill. The blood was seeping through the delicate fabric and with all the tears, Jason was surprised to see that the dress was still holding together more or less.

“Are you okay?” he asked softly. When she was safely over the sill and seated on the window seat, he kneeled in front of her. Like Elizabeth, he was relieved to see her face was clear. As crazy as it might seem to someone normal, he knew there was trouble when Jeff left a mark on her skin where anyone could see it.

She nodded. “I need…” she hesitated, her voice shaky and hoarse. “I need to change.”

“Yeah, I know,” Jason replied. He touched her face lightly, drew the back of his fingers over her smooth porcelain skin. “How bad do you feel?”

She tried to shrug, but found she couldn’t lift her shoulders that high. Still on his knees, Jason leaned back and tugged the first aid kit out from underneath his bed. There was a duffle bad there too, complete with a few sets of clothing and a nightgown. They always prepared for the worst.

He flipped it open and took out the bottle of peroxide and some gauze. He started on the cuts on her arms and legs. She didn’t even flinch from the sting of the liquid and it didn’t surprise him. At this point, Elizabeth was more accustomed to feel of peroxide against her skin than his brother AJ was to the taste of vodka slipping down his throat.

Jason probably could have cleaned it with some soap and water but as an aspiring doctor who’d grown up as the son of two doctors, he went for the better method. The deeper cuts, he wrapped some gauze around them and the lighter ones, he just cleaned and blotted.

When he’d reached all the cuts he could handle without removing the dress, he cleared his throat. “Can you do…the ones in the front?”

She nodded dully. “But not the ones on my back,” she said softly. “It hurts to reach out.”

Jason stood and pulled her to her feet. “Turn around,” he told her. When he was faced with her back, he swallowed hard. Her back was covered in lashes, there was almost no fabric left. He slowly pulled it away until her back was bare and she had one arm slung across her chest to keep the dress up.

When he was finished, he moved back and got the duffle bag from underneath the bed. He grabbed the first aid kit as well and Elizabeth followed him to his bathroom. “Are you going to be okay?” he asked.

“Yeah,” she nodded.

Later, after she was tucked away in bed, Jason was sprawled out on the cot he had stashed in his closet. He listened to the sound of her breathing and was relieved to find it deep and even—he hoped the dreams wouldn’t plague her tonight.

Elizabeth had been coming to him for almost a year now, but Jason had been aware of the abuse for two years. She was thirteen at the time and they were sitting in the school library. He was a honors student in his sophomore year and had been assigned to tutor Elizabeth in all her subjects—he was surprised to find her failing most of them.

She’d been wearing a dark blue sweater and while they were working on math equation, she’d absently pushed the sleeve up and he’d seen the bruises.

“What’s that?” he asked, frowning. She looked up at him oddly.

“What’s what?” Elizabeth asked. She moved her hand to tuck a piece of hair behind her ear and her eyes widened when she realized her shirt sleeve was up. She hastily pulled it down. “Nothing. I fell.”

Jason shook his head and reached for her wrist. He was stronger than her and despite her protests, managed to keep her still long enough to push it back up and examine the bruises.

“These look like finger marks,” Jason decided. He met her eyes. “They are, aren’t they?”

“Don’t worry about it,” Elizabeth replied uncomfortably. “Can we just finish this?”

“Lizzie…who did this to you?” Without waiting for an answer, his other hand shot out and gripped the forearm of her other, shoving the sleeve up. On this arm there were a multitude of cuts mixed with the bruises.

Her eyes filled with tears. “Let me go,” she pleaded softly.

“Lizzie—“

“Stop calling me that,” Elizabeth said suddenly. A tear slipped past her lashes and streaked down her cheek. “I hate it.”

“Elizabeth, who did this to you?” Jason asked again, disturbed at the other distress of the younger teen. “Was it someone we know?”

“Please…don’t,” she said brokenly.

He narrowed his eyes. “Was it someone in your family? Steven?”

She shook her head rapidly and tried to tug her hands from his grasp but he kept his fingers wrapped around her wrists. “Jason, it doesn’t matter—“

“Is it the reason you’re failing?” he asked pointedly. “Why you have circles under your eyes?”

“Stop it.”

“You can trust me,” he told her intently. “You know you can. I won’t tell anyone if you don’t want me to.”

She hesitated, chewed on her lower lip. “Not even AJ? Or Emily?”

“No one, I promise,” Jason replied. His grip loosened, she could have easily pulled her hands free but didn’t. “Tell me.”

“My father,” Elizabeth said after a moment. “It was my father.”

He shifted on the cot, trying to fit his long frame more comfortably. It’d taken a lot of coaxing and some time before Elizabeth finally confided the whole story. She’d been wary of telling him in the first place. Their friendship had been civil during the best of times—she was more Emily’s friend than his. But because their families were friends, they’d all grown up together.

But now…they were easily closer to each other then either of them was to Emily or AJ. A year passed as he watched her sink further and further into depression. Her grades continued to fall because she was too scared to sleep at tonight and often fell asleep in class. She barely passed eighth grade and her freshman year didn’t look any more promising.

It was after the first marking period last year that Jason had finally told her that he was going to set a ladder outside his window that night and if she got too scared to sleep, she could climb down her trellis and come to him. She shook her head vehemently and insisted she’d be fine.

But around one in the morning, he’d been jerked awake by the sound of the ladder scraping against the side of the house. A moment later, she appeared in the window, biting her lip nervously.

“You said if it got too much…”

From that night on, she’d barely spent a night in her own room. Her grades went back up and they fell into a routine. He couldn’t remember what it felt like to fall asleep without first making sure she was sleeping soundly.

One day, Jason decided, one day he was going to come face to face with Jeff Webber and he’d show the man exactly what he thought of him. With that thought in mind, he drifted off into a light sleep, his ears still tuned to the sound of her breathing, waiting for any sign that she was having a nightmare so that he could wake her up before the rest of his family heard.

December 21, 2014

So from now on, I’m only going to do one featured story at a time in order to cycle through them less, and you guys are going to vote on them for good.

Trying to choose short stories to highlight tells me that I like my Ficlets much better than my Short Stories, so one of my resolutions for next year is to write more of them that I like 😛

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Fiction Gravard tomorrow evening! My morning and afternoon are booked with holiday stuff 😉

December 20, 2014

First things first, Carla is the winner of the random giveaway for the All I Want For Christmas ebook 🙂 The ebook will be publicly available on December 31 when I post Part Eight and the epilogue.

Second, Part Five of All I Want has been posted.  I’ll be back on Wednesday with the next part.

And lastly, I’ve updated the Story Status with the year in review and plans for next year.

Thanks for the response to my short story from yesterday. I’ve missed doing some short pieces — it was usually the only way I wrote about other characters and I have an Olivia idea running through my head. (And I also have kind of a second part to yesterday’s story in my head — with Michael and Kiki, but eh, I have issues.)

This entry is part 5 of 9 in the All I Want For Christmas

So please just fall in love with me this Christmas
There’s nothing else that I will need this Christmas
Won’t be wrapped under a tree
I want something that lasts forever
So kiss me on this cold December night

Cold December Night, Boyz II Men


December 23

The Loft: Living Room

Elizabeth stepped out of her bedroom, her back facing the room. “Someone zip this monstrosity.”

“Oh, it looks so fantastic!” Nadine squealed as she tugged the metal tag from the base of Elizabeth’s spine to just below her shoulder blades. “Even better on you than the hanger.”

“Really?” Elizabeth twirled around, trying to get a sense of the red bow stuck on her ass. “The bow doesn’t look stupid?”

Robin reached over and straightened it. “It looks gorgeous, just like you. I’m just glad we got the opportunity to see you in the dress.” She leaned back and folded her arms. “Since it’s like, the first time you’ve been home in two weeks.”

“Seriously. Robin and I are drinking way too much wine left to our own devices.” Nadine held up her glass as proof.  “So we’re either going to have to move next door to Jason or he’s going to have move next to do us. I cannot deal with this separation, Elizabeth. I find it appalling.”

“It’s just…” Elizabeth shrugged and moved across the room to the full-length mirror. “The honeymoon phase. We’re trying to keep our hands off one another at work…so we have a lot of…” Her lips curved up. “Pent-up energy after hours.”

“I haven’t had pent-up energy in months,” Nadine huffed.

“Calm yourself.” Robin rolled her eyes. “I think it’s great you guys are having so much fun so far.”

“I promised you guys I would enjoy it as long as it lasted.” Elizabeth pursed her lips and patted her hair, gathered at the side in an elegant twist of curls. “Does my hair look okay?  I told Kate’s stylist I wanted it over one ear to hide my earpiece.”

“It looks great. Jason’s going to swallow his tongue.” Robin sighed. “Lucky bitch. Fancy parties, fancy dresses. Hotties in tuxes.”

“Oh, I forgot about the tux!” Nadine clasped her hands to his chest and sighed dreamily. “He’ll look just as scrumptious as he did on Halloween.”

“I’m sorry I couldn’t get you guys into this party. I’ve only been there a few months, and I just…” Elizabeth sighed and reached for the small silk purse that accompanied the gown.

“Didn’t want to raise more eyebrows with your own guests when you’re going to be on Jason’s arm for the first time.” Robin shrugged. “I totally get it. Maybe next year.”

“Definitely,” Elizabeth promised as the doorbell rang. Butterflies began to flutter wildly in her stomach as Nadine bounced towards to the door.

God. This was it. She was going to the Christmas Eve gala with Jason Morgan. People were going to stare at her and she’d still have to manage to pull off the same stellar quality people were used to.

How the hell was she going to do this?

“Come in, come in,” Nadine said, opening the door wider. “Oh, Elizabeth!”

Jason stepped into the living room, clad in an elegant black and white tuxedo—minus the bow tie, which he never wore. She stepped forward, hoping her tongue would work. The last time she’d seen him dressed like this, she’d immediately drank all the alcohol in the world and jumped him.

“He’s wearing a Ralph Lauren,” Nadine murmured to Robin. “I hate her so much.”

“Shut it,” the other woman hissed.

“You look…” Jason took his hand out of his pocket, letting it fall to his side, as his eyes moved down, then up again to her eyes. “Incredible.”

“Kate’s stylist has a good eye.” Elizabeth shifted, uncomfortable. “We should go—Kiki can only run interference for so long—”

Jason just arched a brow, then looked at her roommates. “Robin, I remember. You must be Nadine.”

“I must be,” Nadine sighed. Robin elbowed her. “Right. That’s us. And you are clearly a fine-looking man—”

“She’s had a lot of wine.” Robin stomped on Nadine’s shoe. “It’s nice to see you again, Jason.”

Elizabeth rolled her eyes and wrapped her arm through Jason’s. “Sorry. I—Jason, this is Nadine Crowell, and I guess you already know Robin. They both work at GH. And…obviously, this is Jason.”

“Have you thought about moving to our side of town?” Nadine asked. “Because we miss her—ow!” She glared at Robin. “You’re going to break my toe, wench!”

Elizabeth reached for her black coat over the back of the sofa and steered Jason towards the door. “Bye, guys. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Once they were in the hallway, Jason helped her into the coat. “They seem nice.”

“They’re certifiable,” Elizabeth said. She turned and pressed a kiss to his mouth. “But they’re mine.”

Port Charles Hotel: Ballroom

She was probably imagining it, but two hours later as she stepped back in from the reception area and dealing with an intoxicated server, she just knew people were looking at her.

They’d stepped over the threshold, and Jason had immediately taken her to meet his family—his freaking family, for Christ’s sake. From the grandparents Edward and Lila, to his father and frosty stepmother, to his brother, his aunt, two cousins—her head was spinning.

And then the caterer piped into her ear. The quiche had burned, and they’d forgotten two entire trays of caviar. She’d rushed off to put out the various fires that always cropped up and hadn’t been able to track Jason down since.

“Well, well, well, if it isn’t the newest office girl.”

The snide words stopped Elizabeth in her tracks and she turned to find a dark-haired woman standing by a Grecian column, with a black look on her face and clad in a plunging gold gown.

“Um, do I know you?” Elizabeth asked.

“Samantha McCall.” The woman strode forward, tossing her silky raven hair over her shoulder. “I used to be Ned Ashton’s administrative assistant.” She smirked. “Until Jason had me transferred to New York.” She stepped even closer. “That’s what they’re calling you, you know.”

Elizabeth blinked, trying to register the not-so-subtle hint that she was being confronted by an ex. “Ah, pardon me?”

“The Quartermaines have a term for this kind of thing.” Sam sighed, feigning sympathy. “Office girlfriend. His grandfather had a string of them until he got too old to chase the girls around the desk. Sure, he’s devoted to his wife now…” She lifted a shoulder. “Men who work a lot don’t have a lot of time to find someone outside the building.”

Elizabeth stepped back. “Well, that makes sense,” she murmured. “If you’ll excuse me—”

“I’m surprised Jason brought you tonight. It’s not his style.” Sam pursed her lips, looking Elizabeth up and down. “I wonder where you’ll be sent when he’s done with you.”

“I’m going to go now.” Elizabeth turned and walked away from the harpy as quickly as she could without appearing to flee. God save her from bitter ex-girlfriends. She was going to forget the entire encounter.

She heard Kiki’s panicked voice in her ear about a possible dessert table disaster and switched directions in order to reach her assistant.

“—where do you think this one will end up?”

Elizabeth froze in her tracks as a woman in a deep violet dress and skin the color of mocha spoke those words, so similar to Sam McCall’s.  She was speaking with a cousin Elizabeth vaguely remembered as Maya.

“Keesha, don’t start—”

“Well, I’m still annoyed he chased Courtney out of the company. I hate having to go see her in New York all the time—”

Elizabeth hurried away from that conversation as well. It wasn’t about Jason. It wasn’t. He didn’t have a reputation of dating women at ELQ like the rest of his family.

Did he?

“There you are.” Jason reached out for her arm and stopped her. “Hey! I’ve been looking for you for hours.”

“I’m sorry.” Elizabeth plastered a smile on her face and turned back. “There was a catering thing, and now there’s some sort of a dessert emergency—” She pressed a hand to ear. “Kiki? I’m on my—okay. Okay. Thanks. Quick thinking.” She smiled. “Crisis averted then. I’m sorry,” she apologized again, wrapping her arm through his.

“Not a problem.” Jason gestured towards the older man standing with them. “You remember my grandfather.”

“Of course, sir.” Elizabeth extended a hand with a bright smile. “Mr. Quartermaine.”

The man of many office girlfriends.

Shut up.

“And you are certainly a credit to the company.” Edward accepted her hand but brushed a kiss across her knuckles. “My family has good taste.”

Her cheeks heated. “I’m sorry?”

“Grandfather,” Jason hissed.

“Oh, no, no, my dear.” Edward laughed. “I was, of course, referring to my granddaughter luring you away from Ava Jerome.” He clapped Jason on the back. “Not that I’m not congratulating my grandson on knowing a good thing when he sees it.”

Her smile felt froze on her face. “Well, I’m certainly pleased for the opportunity to work with Emily at ELQ.” She stepped away from Jason slightly. “And I’m just glad she trusted me enough to take a few weeks off.”

“Well, she knew you’d be in Jason’s capable hands.” Edward elbowed his grandson as if he’d made a grand joke, but Jason just winced.

Christ on a crutch. If she already felt completely out of place, the Quartermaine patriarch wasn’t improving things at all.

“Jason’s been a great help.” Elizabeth took a deep breath. “I just hope I’ve kept up the ELQ standards.”

“Of course, of course.” Edward winked at Jason. “Don’t let this one get transferred.”

“What?” Jason demanded, but Elizabeth just sighed and pulled away again. She pressed her ear piece, as if getting a message.

“I—I have to check on something.” She squeezed his hand. “I’ll catch up with you later.”

“Elizabeth, wait a second—”

But she’d already melted into the sea of Port Charles society.

Jason turned back to his grandfather. “You want me to set you on fire or something?”

“What did I say?” Edward asked, blinking his eyes. “I was just trying to let you know how much I like this one—”

“I haven’t…” Jason huffed. “Exactly mentioned that my last two…relationships were also with women who worked here and that both left the company shortly after.”

“Oh.” Edward nodded. “I see. And now you think she has the wrong idea.”

“You goddamn Quartermaines and your affairs,” he muttered, trying to find Elizabeth’s crimson red gown in the sea of black tuxedos and colorful dresses.

“Hey, little cousin!” Ned grabbed him by the shoulder, his eyes a little bright from the champagne. “You did good tonight.” He turned to his fiancée. “Did I tell you, Olivia, that Jason is taking a turn with a party planner?”

“Ned—” He was going to murder everyone in this room.

“Sorry, sorry. He’s playing party planner tonight,” Ned said.

Olivia Falconeri just rolled her eyes. “Ignore him, Jason. It’s a nice party and your girlfriend is holding her own with these scavengers.” She narrowed her eyes. “Is that Sam McCall and her tits I see?” She whacked Ned’s shoulder. “I thought you had her skanky ass transferred.”

Jason turned and groaned at seeing his last ex-girlfriend in a group of people. “Christ, Ned. Why is she here?”

“I don’t know. Maybe Paulie from the New York brought her.” Ned rubbed his arm. “Hey, I couldn’t fire her, Olivia. She was sleeping with Jason while doing her best to sleep with me. I figured if I fired, I’d be a shoo-in for a sexual harassment lawsuit.”

“Hmph.” Olivia folded her arms. “You’d better find your girl, Jason, and stick to her like glue. You don’t want that one pouring poison into her ear.”

“I’ve always liked you,” he told her with a kiss to her cheek.

He eventually found Elizabeth giving one of the orchestra members a lecture about abusing the champagne. He slid an arm around her waist after she walked away from that.

“I cannot wait for this to be over and to get away from these people.”

Elizabeth sighed and leaned forward, her forehead resting against his chin. “You said it. Jason, I don’t like people very much. This is a bad sign for my future as an event planner.”

“It’s my fault,” he murmured. “But I promise to make it up to you tonight.” He glanced down at her with a half grin. “I intend to peel that delectable dress from you with my teeth.”

She grinned. “As long as you’re careful. I have to give this back to Kate tomorrow.” She wrapped her arms around his neck. “But you know, there’s something very interesting underneath.”

“Merry Christmas to me,” he murmured, pressing a kiss to her mouth but keeping it short. This group of rabid society vultures didn’t need any more fuel for the fire.

So rather than my normal monthly story status post, I thought it would be more fun to look back at where this site has gone since I reopened it on January 19, 2014 and where it’s going to go in 2015 while updating you guys on various stories.

The Site

After I lost my crimsonglass.com domain, I had moved the archive to paper-cup.org. But I decided to close that down, which meant moving the site again. Rather than just moving the clean archive, I decided to bite the bullet and convert it to WordPress, which I tried to do ages ago but in the intervening years, the right plugin (Organize Series, you kick ass!) made it possible.

At the moment I’m writing this (December 20, 2014 at 8:27 AM), we have 651 posts, 685 comments, and 94 pages. Wow. I just can’t believe the amount of content I added this year — from old and lost stories, to new stories, to sprucing completed stories. And there’s still so much to do!

In 2015, I’ll continue adding to the Fiction Graveyard. I hope to complete that section by the middle of the year through my Monday updates. I also want to think of new ways to organize stories to make sure the little tiny ones that I wrote a long time ago get attention. Maybe finding some sort of way to do them by theme. I found a great plugin that organizes them by tag, so I’ll be looking for ways to continue that.

I also want to add more about the show it self — I have a ton of photos from collecting over the last twelve years and running various websites. I have a lot of screencaps. I have DVDs that I’ve screencapped — so you can imagine that I’d love to share even a portion of my collection. I’ve got more ideas for my little home on the web.

And even though I finished designing my own theme, I’m looking into ways I can improve it — to make it prettier and more functional. I think finally learning how to edit my own WordPress theme is probably the best accomplishment personally. I missed designing and playing with colors, so it’s been fun to get back to it and learn how much I’ve misssed in web design since 2008.

The Stories

So my output in 2014 was relatively decent. I wrote several short stories, a few novellas, and completed three full length stories: Daughters, A Few Words Too Many, and All I Want for Christmas (though Daughters is cheat, I edited it a bit, and wrote in some new material but only the last two chapters are brand new). I also wrote about half of The Best Thing, which is one of the most difficult pieces I’ve tackled until now. Until next year when I plan to challenge myself all over again. All in all, I wrote more than 200,000 words and around 500 pages in Microsoft Word.

As for 2015, well that’s where it gets fun. Here’s the traditional part of this post: the progress review.

Stories on the In Progress Page

The Best Thing — I had a thought while I was writing that changed my concept for the end of the story. Not terribly, but I’m taking a day or so to play with it because I think if I do it right, the story will be just as powerful as my original idea.  I have three chapters written that aren’t posted, two of which are with Cora, and plan to post next week, but take off the week after that and return in January 2015 with my ending firmly in mind and a mind to finish writing it the entire story by the end of January and complete posting it by the end of February.

Come On Eileen/Turning Points – These are only listed on that page because they are technically in the process of being completed but every time I open them, nothing to seems to happen. I don’t see that changing in the rest of December, but hopefully sometime in January.

Life For Rent — I’m reworking the series page (some of the stories listed there now don’t quite belong) and at that point, LFR will move there. Each part  of my outline can work as a standalone story, so it’ll move there in 2015. While I anticipate working on it in 2015, there’s just a lot in my mind before I get there.

All We Are – I got a bit stuck after finishing Chapter Five, but plan on getting through it this week. Once I finish this next chapter, the rest of the story is straightforward and shouldn’t be very difficult. It’s going to be about twenty chapters, so if I can do three a week, I’ll have it all but finished at the end of January. I anticipate posting this by the end of January, first week of February.

All I Want For Christmas – This is completed. I just have to finish posting it and put the final touches on the ebook/

Inside Your Fear – I had storyboarded this as a short story but I tried to write it and realized it didn’t quite work. So it’s going back to the drawing board.

Coming Soon – Stories In Active Development

Burn in Heaven – It was originally not on my radar, but I had an idea that I wanted to write down, and then that idea led to another, so a plot sketch came together. Now I’m working out the scene breakdown to make sure all the angles are covered. It’s a bit more ensemble than A Few Words and the tone is less relationship angsty than action angsty, so I don’t want it to be unbalanced.

Mad World – I have a working outline and a rough scene breakdown. I’ll be sending both to Cora at some point in the new year to get her feedback but I’m still covering some of the angles because MW is a massive ensemble piece. This and Heaven are pretty far along in the development process.

These Small Hours – I know the major events, but I’ve been having issues breaking them down scene by scene. I’m still working on it, but I’m not sure how long this particular outline is going take.

Feels Like Home (Tangle rewrite) – This is outlined and storyboarded. I have some scenes written, but I haven’t actively worked on in a bit. It’s in the best shape to be posted next, but I’m not sure yet.

Other Stories on the Drawing Board

The following stories are still in outline status, meaning I have the concept in my head, I have some general ideas about the flow of events and the ending, but they’re not actively being worked on due to othe projects:

Counting Stars
Fallen From Grace
For The Broken Girl
Illiusions

The following stories aren’t much more than basic concepts — I have a foundation, but I haven’t done anything else with them.

Heaven Forbid
Collision
Slide

December 19, 2014

Since the Carly/Michael confrontation on the show on November 24, 2014 (Thanksgiving) where Carly told Michael Jason had named him Michael Corinthos for Sonny, I’ve been screaming at myself. I love Carly, but damn if she’s not delusional. I hated her white-washing all the damage she did back then, and I’ve always hated the Sonny/Carly narrative of AJ in those days. People forget — he’d left the Quartermaines, he had a good solid job, and he’d made the colossal mistake of being Carly’s friend then. The only reason Carly kept him from Michael back then was to keep Tony in her life, and then to keep Michael for herself. It never had a damn thing to do with AJ. He was always her obstacle to getting Jason.

Ugh. No matter how much I enjoy Carly’s character (writing it that is), I have never forgiven her for AJ.

Anyway. So after that confrontation, I decided Michael should know more of his own history, and I don’t remember any period in which anyone sat him down to discuss musical daddies, even after AJ showed back up. They only discussed the initial things, nothing of what came later. So I realized Elizabeth is one of the few people left on the canvas who would know any of the details.

So this is set Christmas 2014: Other People’s Truths

Enjoy! Please comment — it’s a CG exclusive short story for the moment.

Timeline

On November 25, 2014, Michael informed Carly that he was changing his name from Michael Corinthos III to Michael Quartermaine. Carly lost her shit and told him that Jason had named him that (doing an excellent guilt trip since they thought Jason was dead at that this point). This was right after Michael learned that Sonny had murdered AJ, and that pretty much everyone he loved knew the truth and was lying to him.

Inspiration

When Carly uttered that complete bullshit of a guilt trip, I nearly broke my television. How like Carly to white wash a history that no one else was present for. And then I started to wonder–how much does Michael really know about the year he spent with Jason? And who is left that will tell him the truth?


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 Tell the truth, or someone will tell it for you.


When Elizabeth Webber opened her door three days before Christmas, she did not expect Michael Corinthos III—no, Michael Quartermaine—to be standing on her doorstep. She frowned and stepped back slightly. “Michael?”

“I’m sorry to just…show up like this,” Michael said, shifting uncomfortably on the porch. “I called the hospital and they said you weren’t on the schedule—”

“I’m wrapping the last of the gifts while the boys are at school.” Elizabeth stepped back and gestured for him to come in. “Then I can take them to my grandmother’s and hide them until Christmas Eve. Cameron nearly found my hiding place in the attic last year.”

They stood on her landing, somewhat awkwardly as Michael glanced around a bit more. “And your houseguest? Jake?”

“Out looking for a job again.” Elizabeth waved a hand. “Do you want to take off your coat?”

“Oh. Yeah.” He stripped the long black coat from his shoulders, revealing the charcoal suit underneath. She smiled, taking the coat, and hanging it on the post next to the door.

“AJ would love that you’re the CEO now,” she murmured. She gestured towards the table where she had set up her wrapping station so that he could join her. “But he’d be worried that you’re taking on too much.”

“I should have come earlier,” he told her. “To see how you were dealing with what happened—” He swallowed. “You…and Sonny used to be friends—”

“That hasn’t been the case in a very long time.” Elizabeth tucked a leg underneath her to give her some height at the table as she reached for her roll of tape. “I wanted to be surprised at what happened, but mostly, I was just sad.” She stared at the strip. “For you. For all that you lost.”

“That’s why I’m here.” Michael leaned back in the small dining chair. “I…recently decided to change my name to Michael Alan Quartermaine. A name I should have had all along. My—” he grimaced. “My mother was there when I signed the papers and said that…” He swallowed. “Jason chose to name me Michael Corinthos, after Sonny.”

Elizabeth frowned, but bit her lip and looked away. “Michael—”

“There’s no one left I can ask who would have known that for sure.” Michael leaned forward now, his elbows on his thighs, his eyes on the ground. “I know Emily and Mike were my godparents, but they’re not around. I know Jason was sort of involved with Robin, but she’s not here either. And it goes without saying that Jason isn’t here either.” He straightened abruptly. “But you knew all those people. You and Emily were best friends, and I know you loved my uncle—”

“Michael, anything I know is second hand.” Elizabeth pulled a piece of wrapping paper over a white cardboard box and taped it. “And your mother would not appreciate me speaking out of turn—”

“I don’t care what she wants.” Michael rose, began to pace. “She’s always shaped the narrative, don’t you see? She and Sonny told me for years how awful AJ was, how evil. What a monster he was. But I finally had a chance to know him.” He turned to her. “You knew him, too. You saw him for who he was that last year. You knew him back then.”

“Sort of.” Elizabeth sighed. “Michael, I’m not one to cast stones at someone for choices they made in a difficult position, okay? You know the mess created by Jake’s paternity, the horror I went through with Aidan—”

“That’s why I know you’ll tell me the truth.” Michael shoved his hands in his pockets. “You’ve never lied to me, Elizabeth. Even when it was convenient. You never promised to stick by AJ, just that you would show up that day to give him some hope. And thank God you did, because he wasn’t guilty.”

“I know, and I was so glad to learn he knew the truth before he died.” Elizabeth set the tape down and got to her feet. “All right. I do know some things. Emily and I weren’t particularly close when you were born, but when AJ found out, we were friends. And I knew Jason after he’d surrendered custody—”

“Custody?” Michael repeated.

And Elizabeth had long-suspected that portion of Michael’s life had been kept from him. “I don’t know the specific reasons you ended up with Jason, why Carly left Tony, or why she hid the truth from AJ. I can only guess AJ found out there was a chance he was the father and told her he’d go after custody. She probably panicked.” Elizabeth twisted her fingers together. “She usually did her worst damage when she panicked.”

“That much I know.” Michael leaned against the back of the sofa. “She told me she went to Jason, that she begged him to look after me because she couldn’t. Because of the post-partum.” He shook his head. “But why would he name me for Sonny? My mother didn’t even know him then—”

“He named you Michael,” Elizabeth confirmed. “Because you didn’t have a name and people were starting to worry. Jason had already dealt with the medical decisions after your heart defect, and Tony was threatening to call Social Services because he didn’t feel Jason was a fit parent—Jason knew if he kept putting off the simple things, no one would believe he was your father.”

Michael stared at her. “My father.”

“Jason named you Michael Morgan,” Elizabeth said softly. “Because the world believed you to be his. And he raised you for more than a year while Carly was dealing with her post-partum and then while she was in Ferncliffe after she shot Tony for kidnapping you. She told that lie to keep Tony and AJ from taking you from her. At least, that’s how I always understood it. And Jason agreed because he didn’t much care for the Quartermaines or Tony at that point. He thought Carly had a right to make her own choice.”

“She told me Jason named me for Sonny, but that was a lie—”

“It was a partial truth,” Elizabeth cut in. “Emily told Jason he should name you for someone that meant a great deal to him. So he chose Michael, because Sonny had been like a brother to him, maybe even a father. He’d given Jason a job, an identity when everyone else saw him as damaged. So yeah, Jason named you Michael, but you didn’t become a Corinthos until you were almost four years old.”

Michael exhaled slowly and looked away. “I knew it didn’t sound right, and I knew that Jason had cared for me when my mother couldn’t. I guess I never thought about what that meant—”

“I wasn’t sure if anyone had ever told you about that year with Jason.” Elizabeth approached him. “I was dating Lucky back then, who was living over Jason’s garage. And I remember seeing you with Jason and Robin. They loved you so much. It changed when Carly came home from the hospital.” She looked away. “Jason told me that Robin told the truth to protect him, because Carly would use you as a weapon to keep him around. It always drove Jason crazy that Robin hadn’t allowed him a choice in the matter.”

“Do you think Jason would have told me the truth one day?” Michael asked quietly.

“Yeah. And I’m not saying that because I have rose-colored view of him.” Elizabeth leaned against the back of the sofa as well. “I’m saying that because I knew him well enough back then. I don’t know about the chain of events, but I know Carly went to the Quartermaines to make sure she kept custody. That she accused Jason of kidnapping you, of making all the choices. Jason forgave her for that, mostly because I think he understood she hadn’t thought it through. Carly wanted to make sure no one took you from her.

“Like I was some kind of possession.” Michael looked at her. “So Robin left town, and my mother accused him of kidnapping.”

“And Alexis got him visitation,” Elizabeth said. “For months, Jason visited you. Until he realized that it would just confuse you as you grew older. That as much as he loved you, you weren’t his son. So he surrendered all rights to give you a chance to bond with AJ. To let you grow up without him.”

“You said you knew him after that?”

“It’s why we became friends.” Elizabeth glanced at her window table where a photo of herself and Jason sat. “I had lost Lucky—so I thought—and he’d lost you. We were both drifting. And found something in each other. Jason left town after that, though. I think Carly hadn’t quite given up the ghost and he knew she’d just keep using you—” She stopped. “Michael, this was so long ago—”

“My mother’s been using me all my life.” Michael straightened. “She used me to keep Tony, to keep Jason, to keep Sonny. She says she loves me, but I’ve never seen much evidence of it. She didn’t want me to lose Sonny, that’s why she kept this latest secret.” Michael’s face twisted. “Why doesn’t she understand? The moment he pulled that trigger and murdered AJ, I lost him. I didn’t even have to know the truth.”

“I’m so sorry, Michael,” Elizabeth murmured. “I hate that you’re going through this. And it would have broken Jason’s heart. But he wouldn’t want you to live with this…” She gestured. “Bitterness, this anger. That’s not what he wanted for you. He wanted you to belong to yourself, to grow up and make your own decisions.” She pressed a hand against his suit jacket. “He’d be proud of how you’re taking care of Monica. She’s buried all her children. Four of them. And she buried her boys twice.”

“I wish I could see him one more time,” Michael admitted. “I-I don’t know if I’m doing it right. If I’m—” He looked down. “Kiki and Morgan knew the truth. And they didn’t tell me. So I cut them out—”

Her heart ached for his young man, for the little boy she remembered. “Do you think that was the best decision?” she asked softly. “Or just something you had to do in the moment?”

“I…look at myself sometimes,” Michael admitted, “when I’m that angry and I see Sonny.” His dark eyes met hers. “After it’s over, after I’ve said these horrible things to Kiki, I tell myself to apologize. But I can’t. And then I just do it again.”

“It’s natural to feel betrayed,” Elizabeth told him. “And I don’t know if I should give you advice—I’ve done some awful things…” She hesitated. “But I don’t think Jason or AJ would want this to rule your life. Sonny plead guilty. He’s in jail, and he’s paying for his crime. Don’t destroy your life to punish him.”

“I just…they looked at me and lied to me,” he murmured. “I was looking for AJ’s killer, I thought Ava was guilty, and Kiki—she knew what this was doing to me—”

“It’s never a good idea to protect someone you love from the truth,” Elizabeth interrupted. “But that’s a lesson that comes with time, with mistakes. Whether you forgive Morgan and Kiki—that’s up to you. But try not to let the anger eat you up, Michael. That’s what happened to Sonny.”

“Yeah.” Michael exhaled slowly. “Thank you. For telling me the truth—”

“That’s just the truth that I know,” Elizabeth said. “If Jason were here, he might tell you something entirely different—”

“Your truth is a lot more believable than my mother’s.” Michael awkwardly embraced her. “It’s just—I’m glad there’s still someone I can count on—”

“Of course.” Elizabeth kissed his cheek as he drew away. “You know that you can come to me any time. You’ve been part of my life since you were little, Michael. That doesn’t have to change because Jason and AJ are gone.”

Her front door opened then on a bitter and brisk wind. Jake stepped in, stamping snow from his feet. “It’s really starting to come down out there—” He stopped, seeing her standing there with Michael. “Oh. I’m sorry.”

“I was just leaving.” Michael squeezed her hand. “Thanks again, Elizabeth.” He nodded to Jake, drew on his coat and left. Jake closed the door behind him.

“Michael Corinthos right? I didn’t know you knew him.”

“Forever, it seems.” Elizabeth moved to the window and pushed aside the curtain, watching as Michael walked down the driveway to where a dark car was parked at her curb. “He just found out his adoptive father murdered his biological father, that his mother knew—” She sighed and drew back. “And that his uncle was once believed to be his father.”

Jake frowned. “Uncle? That was Jason, right?”

“Yeah.” She shook her head. “I wish he were here. Michael could use him right now.” She turned back to him after a long moment with a bright smile. “How did job hunting go?”

December 17, 2014

When I finished writing A Few Words Too Many, I created an ebook to be released simultaneously with the last chapter. I decided then to create a giveaway to send preview copies before the last chapter was posted.

I’ll be creating an ebook of All I Want For Christmas to be released on December 31, coinciding with the posting of Part Eight and the Epilogue, so I wanted to do the same giveaway.

Entering is easy — simply comment on this post to enter. On Saturday, I’ll use the plugin I used last time to randomly select a winner. If I get more than fifteen entries, I’ll give away two copies of the book. If I get more than twenty-five, I’ll select three winners.  You’ll receive Part Six, Part Seven, Part Eight and the epilogue more than a week before everyone else!

When you comment, make sure you leave a valid email — these are not publicly displayed and let me know if you need a .epub for a Nook or other ereader or a .mobi for your Kindle device.

If you won before, you are still eligible!

Good luck! Contest ends Saturday 3 PM EST.

December 16, 2014

christmasCora, whose praises I often sing, managed to beta the entire story and return it to me this morning so we have clear sailing through the rest of the month to finish posting on schedule. Seriously. I’ve had a ton of a beta readers before, but she’s the best.

All I Want For Christmas – Part Four is now online. A quick glance at the schedule for the final half of the story:

Part Five – 20 December 2014
Part Six – 24 December 2014
Part Seven – 27 December 2014
Part Eight & Epilogue – 31 Dec 2014

I’ve tried to set it up so that the updates correspond to the same day of the month they take place in the story . Because I’m a complete dork.

I’m going to skip posting The Best Thing this week. I’m working on Chapter 17, and I’m stuck on the way it’s supposed to unfold. It’s not working the way it did in my outline, so I have to revisualize it, and I got a little stuck. I took a break for a few days to come back with a fresh mind, but I don’t want to run out of chapters. I’ll post the next chapter on Christmas Eve 🙂

I finished the outlines for Burn in Heaven and Mad World and broke them down into rough chapter outlines. They’re both ensemble stories so I’m trying to make sure they’re pretty balanced. Once I do the same for These Small Hours, I’ll be posting the first chapters from Burn in Heaven, Mad World, These Small Hours, and Feels Like Home (Tangle re-write) so you guys can vote on what’s going to be next after The Best Thing and All We Are.

On the subject of All We Are, I’ve added a small snippet from Chapter One 🙂

And hey! Comments are free and easy. If you like the chapters, feel free to take a few seconds and tell me 🙂