Update Link: Maybe This Time – Part 1

I woke up to the heartbreaking news that Billy Miller had passed away. Billy played Drew on GH, but of course, he was also an alumnus of Y&R and AMC, and it was just some really sad news to see first thing. I loved Billy so much, and I always had hopes he’d come back, and we might still get to Drew really developed into a full character. He was such a joy to watch in every scene. One of the reasons I was really moved to write FMT was the wish to see more from Drew and his life the way we never got on the show because I’d wanted to see Billy shine the way he did that first year as Jake Doe. Thinking of him, and all those who loved him today.

Before I could really face diving back into FMT today, I just wanted to cheer myself up with just a bit of a fluff, and I thought we could all use the pick me up today.  It’s something I’d been playing with since I finished Scars last year — just doing quick little flash fiction writes of scenes from that universe now that Jason and Elizabeth have twins and how they’d deal with it. I figure if you guys want to read more, you can tell me what scenes you’d like to read, and I’ll toss a quick 20-30 minute writing session at them.

Today, I wrote for 30 minutes. I hope you like it. Take care of yourself and make sure to tell the people you love what they mean to you. We never have all the time we expect or deserve.

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Updated: Watch Me Burn – Part 49

Hope everyone had a good week! I went to urgent care on Thursday, and the doctor thinks it’s tendonitis of the rotator cuff which is probably best case scenario if there’s something actually wrong. He wants me to try to limit use for a week, ice, and then see how it feels. If it’s better, continue; if not, make an appointment with an orthopedic doctor. I swear, my luck is shit.

Anyway — I didn’t quite make my 25 minute sprints every day, but I did manage to edit three more chapters. I got lucky and ran into a group of chapters where I could actually use material from my first draft which helped boost my mood. I made some storyline tweaks that mean I have to rework some of my existing scenes heavier than planned, but I can use lots of pieces.

Work is, uh, well, I’m settling in. I’m teaching the preliminary unit which I’ve worked with a thousand times since it’s my sixth grade unit tweaked and elevated. I was able to use a lot of my instructional materials and just clean them up and add more speaking opportunities. I’m not really wild about my department chair because she’s never taught French before, and it’s like — she can’t imagine there’s another perspective or teaching style. You can’t teach Spanish and French using the exact same style — kids have different exposure levels to these languages, and they’re more comfortable with Spanish because they hear it more in the world. I’ve been doing this just as long as she has in a different school. She’s going out on maternity leave for most of the year next month, so I’m just going to keep my head down, teach the way I know works, and let the results speak for themselves. Anyway.

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Update Link: Signs of Life – Chapter 13

Hope everyone is having a good week! I managed to edit two chapters of Fool Me Twice on Monday, but haven’t finished another yet. I did something to my shoulder back in late August when I cleaned out my classroom. I had to catalog 200 old Spanish textbook, and I moved them into piles — I probably should have done it over a few days, but I was angry, so I did it in one day. I was a little sore everywhere afterwards, so I figured whatever. But three weeks later — I still can’t really lift my left arm above my shoulder, and I’m left-handed, so I’m constantly moving it. I did a video call with a doctor today who thinks it might be the rotator cuff which sounds terrible. I’m going to urgent care tomorrow — they can write me a script for an x-ray so I can find out. I’m so irritated, lol.

Anyway, don’t know what’s going to happen with that. Let’s hope it’s nothing.

See you on Saturday for another Flash Fiction update!

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Update Link: Signs of Life – Chapter 12

Hope everyone’s week got off to a good start. My Monday definitely did. I made a list of what needed to be done at work, and then…it actually got done at work. Wild. I think something that’s really helping so far is that I don’t have a duty like last year. My department at the last district was stuck with the lunch duty schedule — we ran the cafeteria, lunch detention, and dealt with bathroom duty. Absolutely the most miserable of schedules and always exhausting. I have seven classes this year, but I’d rather have that than run another cafeteria.

I didn’t even do any work when I got home today — do you know how rare that is for me??? I mean, I could have but I didn’t feel like I needed to. Won’t always be like this, but definitely hoping it’s the start of good stuff.

I wrote over the weekend — finished a chapter and I’m actually hoping to finish off two more chapters of FMT tonight. The next two chapters were mostly edited scenes so I only had to do some light work and write three scenes. I have two more to do, which I’m about to do now! (I write these posts the night before.)

I’m really excited to get into the next group of chapters for Signs of Life. If you guys remember — I had a plan for this series back in the day, and then I wrote the scene where Alexis suggested a marriage of convenience, and the story went crazy after that. I added A LOT of a material after we get through the wedding chapters.

See you on Thursday!

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Update Link: Watch Me Burn – Part 48

First Saturday of the year, and I am exhausted. I have seven classes, and just over 110 students a day. Which right now feels insane because I used to have 50-60 kids to meet on the first day in just three classes. I mostly know all the kids now after four days, but it was a lot. I know I’m going to feel the difference in a month or two when I don’t have to start over with new kids two or three times, but it’s a bit overwhelming right now. And this week was particularly rough because the projector didn’t work for two days, and my two curriculum supervisors couldn’t get on the same page about which program I was going to use and my second subject, Freshman Seminar, was treated like the previous teachers as a throwaway class where things were just…figured out on the fly — I’m tired, lol.

All of that has been figured out, and I’m going to be working this weekend and during the work day next week to get myself into a good routine and prepped. But it was definitely an interesting challenge.

Anyway, as expected, I did not write at all and by Thursday, I dragged myself home and actually took a nap. But Friday — I made an excellent choice. I decided my French classes would just be media related — listening/watching French media and having kids react. Which really lets me take a breath and reset. And then my Seminar class is going to be Current Events. Basically, I’m going to find a way to make Friday as low key as possible, so I can go into the weekend without that extra level of exhaustion, and I feel the difference already.

But this week we’ll start slowly working writing back into the evening schedule! I’ll keep you in the loop when I update Signs of Life.

See you on Tuesday!

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Update Link: Signs of Life – Chapter 11

Hope you’re all having a good week! It’s Wednesday night, and I’ve completed my first two days. Not exactly sure how I feel, to be honest. My projector hasn’t worked which has limited my instruction — my French program relies on, you know, French audio and visuals. And even though I thought we’d agreed on a program for me to use with my class this year, my instructional supervisor is changing it AGAIN after I’ve started teaching, so I had to prep for a meeting tomorrow where I kindly tell her that she selected a Spanish program that’s comprehensive (but still has its defects because its assessments aren’t actually aligned with NJ standards), and its companion French program is, uh, trash.  The Spanish program has 27 units which sustains a middle school program and four years of high school. The French program has 9 units which is…one year. So how do I say “You’re an idiot” without saying it? That’s what you get when you buy curriculum from TeachersPayTeachers without researching it.  Still working on the diplomatic approach. I’ll let you know how that works out.

Anyway, the projector is supposed to be fixed, and I’m pretty sure my supervisor doesn’t actually know anything about French, so I’ll just do what I want and hope they appreciate it later. (Or that she agrees with me tomorrow). Anyway, hope you enjoy this update!

See you on Saturday for the next Flash Fiction update!

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Update Link: Signs of Life – Chapter 10

By the time you’re reading this, I may or may not be surviving my first day teaching high school French. Cross your fingers for me. I’ll let you know when I check in during the next chapter on Thursday.

This chapter is new, but I think I posted it as a previous chapter sometime last month, but it was not in the original flash fiction. So enjoy and let me know what you think!

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Update Link: Watch Me Burn – Part 47

I hope everyone is having a good Labor Day weekend! I’m spending my day trying to manage a balance of last minute prep tasks (my Remind classes got messed up, so boo to that), household prep (meal & laundry), washing my hair, paying the bills, and somewhere in there I wanna write, relax a little, and watch the Phillies.

*considers that list* Might be asking too much of myself.

Anyway! Today marks the end of my Labor Day marathon for Flash Fiction! My hope is to bring this back more often with some upcoming breaks — particularly the two four day weekends in November.

I haven’t updated that Recent Updates page in FOREVER, lol, so I need to go find a way to summarize the last, um, year of updates and starting fresh. If you ever fall behind, I do have widgets in the sidebar that list the most recent updates for Flash Fiction. I have to add the widget for Signs of Life as well. Probably by the time you read this, I’ll have done that.

Don’t forget — if you’re not someone who replies, a really easy way of letting me know you were here is to click the little thumbs up at the end of each chapter 🙂

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Update Link: Watch Me Burn – Part 46

Happy Sunday 🙂 Only one more day until the students are back. I’m pretty solid for the first two days. All the Google Classrooms are prepped, assignments are scheduled, instructional materials are set. I’m going to work a bit today and tomorrow getting Thurs/Fri ready and sketching out Week 2 to get off on the right foot. It really helps that my district is letting me use the same textbook program — I know those first few units inside and out, so it’s just about elevating the material and breaking it into smaller pieces for shorter classes. Fingers crossed I get off on the right foot.

I got some writing done yesterday, which makes me happy. I finished two chapters, and I’m hoping to write three more today. I usually wouldn’t set that goal, but these 3 chapters are short, action-packed, meant for maximizing cliffhangers with a car chase. Once I get into the second half of the draft, I’ll be able to reuse a lot more of the first draft scenes. I really felt like I got a better handle on the characters when I was writing the back half of the first draft, so I’m not surprised the beginning of the book needed extensive work.

We have two more days of updates from me on Monday (last round of Labor Day Flash Fiction) and Tuesday (Signs of Life update!) before we settle into our normal Tues/Thurs/Sat update schedule. Have a great Labor Day weekend!

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Update Link: Watch Me Burn – Part 45

It’s amazing the difference 24 hours, tons of ice packs, half a bottle of ibuprofen and two doses of medication can make. Plus a full night’s sleep. Light years better, though still a bit tired and sore. I can actually focus now!

I hope you guys enjoyed the first two chapters of FMT. I really love this draft, and I’m excited to get back to writing it this afternoon, hopefully getting a few chapters done. And thanks for the response to Signs of Life! Honestly, giving that story a full revision process and not just cleaning it up was the best decision I could have made and will definitely be a consideration going forward with the Flash Fiction series.

Starting tomorrow, all weekend Flash Fiction updates are going to move forward an hour — I’ll start writing at 11 and posting at noon. It gives me a bit more time in the morning and I think it’ll work a bit better.

I hope you guys enjoy today’s update, see you tomorrow!

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