This was going to have a second scene, but I got halfway through it and hated it. So next time đ This is a bit shorter, written in 40 minutes.
It had been two years since heâd been in the same room as Elizabeth Webber, and before then, he could only remember a handful of times heâd run into her since she and his sister had moved back to Port Charles.
Growing up, she had been in and out of his house as often as Emily, but sheâd always seemedâŚso young. Heâd been a seniorâshe and Emily in middle school. He was in his first year at the PCPD when theyâd gone to prom. There justâŚhadnât been a reason to know her any better.
Until that last year when sheâd been assigned to Violent Crimes at the district attorneyâs office and had been overseeing the warrants and legal paperwork heâd needed investigating a string of rape-homicides.
He watched her from the corner of his eye as they cross the street to the Starbucks, and then held the door for her. She didnât look much different. Still short, but the length of chestnut hair he vaguely remembered had been cut to something sharper, just beneath her jawline.
She looked older, but it wasnât just the hair. The eyes were older. And he couldnât help but look at her collarbone, where a thin, thin jagged scar snaked out beneath the blue blouse she wore.
âSo,â he said as they waited in the order line. âYou left the DAâs office.â
âYeah. I couldnâtââ She lifted a shoulder, but it was a jerky movementâit wasnât the casual gesture sheâd intended. âI needed a more flexible schedule.â
âYeah.â He ordered a black coffee and his gut twisted as he listened to Elizabeth order a hot chocolate. His sisterâs favorite drink, and now, he rememberedâit was something theyâd had in common.
Jason didnât think about Emily much these days. He had some photos of her hanging around, and sometimes he mentioned her to his parents or to his former sister-in-law, but he found it easier to justâŚnot think about her.
Drinks in hand, they went outside to the terrace. It was empty this time of dayâthe change in season had brought a breeze that others weathered inside.
âYou left the PCPD,â she said, as if there hadnât been five minutes of silence as they settled themselves.
âYeah. WellâŚmy priorities changed.â It had been the last desperate attempt to salvage his marriage. After Emily, his wife Courtney had beenâŚunable to handle the implied danger and threat. If one of Jasonâs criminals came after his sister, well wouldnât she be next?
And since heâd taken a vow, he left the department. It still hadnât saved their marriage, and now Jason missed the work.
âWhat do you think theyâre going to do with Dillon?â she asked. âI never worked with the Fourth District, butâŚthey didnât look like theyâd let this case go.â
âYeah, the Fourth has a reputation of being a bit cowboy,â he admitted. Heâd worked out of Central, overseen a squadron of detectives. âOne of my guys worked there for a while. Their lieutenant is a bitâŚenthusiastic. Taggart.â He sipped the coffee. âDeath of an elderly woman. A young guy accused of it. Thereâs not a lot to tie him to it, but if those crime scene reports come back without any prints for someone elseââ
âHis alibi isnât great. Lucas and Spinelli said they didnât see him leave, but if they had headsets onââ
âIâve seen those idiots play. They wouldnât know if a marching band came through.â Jason exhaled slowly. âTheyâre not gonna hold.â He flicked his eyes to hers. âLook, afterâŚI left the department andâwell, anyway, Iâm certificated as private investigator. I mostly work for other law firms. Some insurance work. Youâll need someone. Iâll do it for nothing.â
She bit her lip, said nothing, and sipped her hot chocolate. âWe donât know if we have to worry about any of that,â Elizabeth began.
âIf we do.â
âI mean, Iâd be stupid to say no,â she admitted. âI doubt Dillon can afford me, much less a PI. And donât even say itâof course, Iâm not charging him. I used to baby sit him andââ She looked away. âHe came to the hospital a few times to see me.â
And then Emily was between them again. Theyâd been able to ignore it while they were talking about Dillon, but the hospital brought it back.
âListen, I wanted to apologize aboutâI wanted to back then. It just never felt like the right time, and then you left your jobââ
âThereâs nothing to apologize for,â Elizabeth said with a shrug. âEveryone was upset. And it was justâŚit was bad. Andââ She sighed. âIt was easier in a lot of ways that your family kind ofâŚâ
Abandoned her, but Jason didnât say it. Elizabethâs family had left the area while the girls had been in college, and Elizabeth had come back to Port Charles because of Emily.
And after Emily diedâ
âI moved,â she said. âRobin packed up some of my things. I couldnât go back. And the DAâs office was kind, but theyâŚcouldnât give me the time off I really needed. So I left and went into private practice. Johnny and I have nearly starved, but itâs starting to get better. My therapist says I have avoidance issues. She wanted me to call you last year on the firstââ Elizabeth shook her head. âBut I didnât.â
âI wanted to call you,â he told her. âBut I didnât think youâd want to hear from me.â He shifted in his seat. âStill, I never should have said it was your faultââ
âIt was,â Elizabeth said flatly. âIt was mine. It was yours. Because we did our job, and Emily was always the target. Thatâs why Iâm not dead. So yeah, Iâd say we each have like one percent responsibility. But thatâs it. The rest of it belongs to Diego Alcazar.â
To hear her state the situation so bluntly, to have his thoughts put into words without any attempt soften themâ
It shouldnât have felt reassuring.
âEveryone told me it wasnât my responsibility,â he said after a moment. âThe captain. Hell, the commissioner. My parents. Courtney. It was just the job. The price of doing the work.â
âOur contact information is hidden like that does anything.â She snorted. âHe followed me home from work. Had followed me every day for two weeks.â
âYou didnâtââ He swallowed the words.
âI didnât know it then. He told me while he wasââ Elizabeth swallowed, looked away. âIf I had looked over my shoulder, or watched the cars on the road. Maybe I would have been able to see him. Arrest him. It was my fault for being stupid. For doing a manâs job.â Her voice trembled. âSo he wanted to make sure I knew what a woman was good for.â
He wanted to reach across the small metal table, just to to touch her hand. To let her know she wasnât alone.
âHe sent me pictures,â Jason said after a moment, the words forced from his chest. If she could open herself up, the least he could do was offer something in return. âOfâŚyou. OfâŚEmily. During. After.â He swallowed. âAnd before. Heâd stalked Emily, too. I didnât know about you.â
âI used to blame you a lot more,â she admitted. âIf you could have just found him, arrested him. And thatâs not fair,â she added quickly. âYou did the best you could. I know what that case was doing to you. How hard you were all working.â
âDidnât matter.â Jason shoved the coffee aside. âCouldnât find him then. They took me off the case after. They stillâlast known confirmed sighting was somewhere in Mexico.â
It had been the worst part of it â to know that the son of bitch whoâd butchered his sister and all those other womenâthat he still had his freedom. That he hadnât been caught.
âIâve had to to figure out a way to live with that.â She lifted her chin slightly. âAnyway, all thatâs to say is that I never held what you said in the hospital against you. Nothing to apologize for.â She lifted her bag into her lap. âDo you have a number where I can reach you if the PCPD decides to go further against Dillon?â
âYeah.â He reached into his wallet and dug out of one of his cards. When she put her fingers around it, he didnât let go right away. Their eyes met. âThanks for helping Dillon. Heâs an idiot, but heâs mine.â
âHe was Emilyâs,â she said simply. âAnd now heâs mine, too.â
He released the card. She slid it into the bag and then walked away, crossing the street back to the PCPD parking lot where her car remained. He watched her get in, back up, and then pull into traffic.