February 16, 2014

This entry is part 4 of 8 in the Tell the Truth

Courthouse

“My next witness is Courtney Quartermaine.”

The moment the words left Scott’s mouth, the entire defense table kind of slouched in their seats, Carly stiffened, Elizabeth muffled a groan and Sonny frowned. He hadn’t been present for Elizabeth’s testimony–Michael had been running a fever and they were both reluctant to leave their son. It had broken over lunch so Sonny and Carly had gone to the trial.

Sonny leaned over to whisper to Carly. “Why’s he callin’ Courtney?”

Carly shrugged, tried to look casual. “Don’t know.”

Courtney approached the witness stand a little timidly and was sworn in. The second she was under oath, something interesting happened.

She smiled, straightened and the nervous look disappeared from her face. Scott stood and smiled at his witness.

“Good morning, Mrs. Quartermaine. Would you state your legal name for the record?” Scott asked.

“Courtney Quartermaine,” Courtney said in a clear voice.

“Mrs. Quartermaine, how do you know the defendants?” Scott asked a charming smile on his face.

Alexis began to get a bad feeling in the pit of her stomach. Something about Courtney’s veneer worried her–disturbed her almost.

And then Courtney answered.

Bedlam broke out.

“I’m sleeping with Jason Morgan.”

Jason gaped the blonde on the stand, Brenda smacked her head against the table, Ric and Alexis exchanged defeated looks, Carly shook her head and Elizabeth buried her face in her hands.

And Sonny Corinthos glared at the back of his best friend’s head.

“And how long has this affair been going on?” Scott asked.

“Since early December,” Courtney answered smoothly.

“Now, Mrs. Quartermaine, I’m confused,” Scott said–though his demeanor clearly indicated otherwise. “If you’re so friendly with the defendant, why would you testify against him?”

“Because I’m being used as a substitute,” Courtney replied coolly. “He’s not in love with me, he never has been and I refuse to hide it anymore.”

Brenda glared at Jason who was muttering under his breath.

“And did there come a time when you came to me with a security tape?” Scott said.

Courtney nodded. “The tape showed Jason admitting to his ex-girlfriend about the affair.”

“And Ms. Webber’s reaction?” Scott asked. “How did you perceive it?”

“Objection,” Alexis managed to sputter. “Calls for speculation.”

“Your Honor, Mrs. Quartermaine was on the receiving end of the slap,” Scott reminded him. “I believe she has an idea why it happened.”

“You may continue.”

“Elizabeth followed me to my loft and saw Jason and I together. She later confronted me and I confirmed it. She was upset, accused me of being a hypocrite and slapped me.”

“Now, how would you describe Ms. Webber’s feelings towards the defendant, Jason Morgan?”

“Objection,” Ric said. “The witness cannot possibly describe what is in another’s person’s mind.”

“Up until the slap, Elizabeth Webber testified herself that they were friends,” Scott said. “She certainly has some idea how Ms. Webber felt about Mr. Morgan.”

Elizabeth wasn’t sure who to glare at–Scott or Courtney. Alexis stood. “Ms. Webber testified that she and Mrs. Quartermaine worked together–she said nothing about being friends.”

“Ms. Webber testified that Courtney supposedly knew how upset when she and Mr. Morgan’s relationship failed,” Scott said.

Alexis slouched in her seat. Nothing she could do about that.

“You may continue,” the judge said.

“Now, Mrs. Quartermaine, how would you describe Ms. Webber’s feelings towards the defendant, Jason Morgan?” Scott asked again.

“She’s in love with him.”

Elizabeth froze like a deer in headlights. Now hell in the hell had the blonde known that? She’d never said a word to her about it.

“So, you’re involved with a relationship with Jason Morgan. What has he said to you about his marriage?”

“That it’s only until after the trial,” Courtney replied. “They’re only married so they can’t testify against each other.”

“Thank you,” Scott said, gleefully. He looked to Alexis. “Your witness.”

Alexis glared at Scott before looking at the judge. “Your Honor, may I have a moment to confer with my clients?”

“Five minutes.”

Alexis and Ric whispered fervently with Jason and Brenda before Alexis stood. “Mrs. Quartermaine, you testify that you are sleeping with the defendant, Jason Morgan.”

“Yes.”

“And that you are testifying against him because he’s not in love with you,” Alexis stated.

“Right,” Courtney answered.

“So, that makes you angry,” Alexis said.

“Objection, was that a question?” Scott barked.

“I’ll rephrase,” Alexis said quickly. “How does it make you feel to know that Jason Morgan isn’t in love with you?”

“Hurt and used,” Courtney replied.

“Now, if he’s not in love with you, who is he in love with?” Alexis asked.

“Elizabeth, of course,” Courtney replied matter-of-factly.

Brenda’s eyebrows raised and she looked at her husband questioningly. Jason glared at her for a second before Ric poked him. “No glaring,” he hissed. “Happy couple.”

“Of course,” Alexis repeated. “Has he told you that?”

“Well…no,” Courtney replied, frowning. “But–”

“And he has ever explicitly stated that he doesn’t love Brenda Barrett-Morgan?” Alexis said.

“Not in those words, no–”

“So, how are you so sure?” Alexis said. “Isn’t it possible, Mrs. Quartermaine that you are testifying against Mr. Morgan because you are in love with him and he wouldn’t give you the time of day?”

“Wait,” Brenda whispered to Ric. “Isn’t that technically lying?”

“No,” Ric whispered back. “Alexis asked if it was possible, not if it was true. I’m pretty sure hypothetical questions are good.”

“That’s not true,” Courtney argued. “He’s paying for the loft where we meet.”

“Right. Of course,” Alexis said. “Mrs. Quartermaine, when you were being stalked by a man your husband hired, Jason was concerned for you, correct?”

“Yes,” Courtney admitted.

“Now, isn’t it true that Jason doesn’t think very highly of your husband?”

“No, but–”

“And isn’t it possible he rented the loft so that AJ Quartermaine would be unable to find you and harass you further?” Alexis said.

“She is good,” Brenda murmured.

“Yes, it is, but–”

“Tell me, Mrs. Quartermaine, this summer–where did you work?” Alexis said.

“Objection, relevance,” Scott barked.

“Goes to credibility,” Alexis replied.

“Continue.”

“I worked at Kelly’s,” Courtney said quietly.

“Just Kelly’s?” Alexis asked pointedly.

“No…I worked at…the Oasis,” Courtney confessed softly.

“Where? Speak up please,” Alexis replied.

“The Oasis,” Courtney replied more loudly.

“The Oasis,” Alexis repeated. She frowned. “I’m confused – that’s a strip club, right?”

Murmurs broke out in the crowd as Courtney reddened. “Yes, but I wasn’t working there by choice–”

“You were blackmailed, isn’t that correct?” Alexis asked. “And instead of turning the owner in for blackmailing you chose to strip and turned away all help.”

“Objection,” Scott said again.

“I have a point to make,” Alexis replied.

“Make it quickly,” the judge replied.

“Mrs. Quartermaine, isn’t it true that you kept the job from your husband and turned away all offers to help–you even told Jason Morgan you didn’t want his help, correct?”

“Well, yes–”

“Now, when you were stalked by the same man who blackmailed you, did you keep that a secret?” Alexis asked.

“No,” Courtney said. “But–”

“Oh, so you told your husband?” Alexis asked.

“No.”

“You called my client’s husband, right?” Alexis asked. “In fact, every time you had a problem, you called Jason Morgan?”

“And he came,” Courtney pointed out. “Every time.”

“Now, I’m curious. Why would you turn away his offer to help while you were stripping but ran straight to him when you were being stalked?” Alexis asked.

“Because I was scared,” Courtney said weakly.

“So it’s not true that you were in love with Jason at the time and wanted his attention?” Alexis asked, pointedly.

“No!” Courtney said, irritated.

“And when you didn’t get his attention, you decided to sabotage him, isn’t that correct?” Alexis asked.

“No!” Courtney cried.

Sonny leaned forward. “What the hell is going on, Jason?”

Carly tugged on her husband’s shoulder. “I really don’t think that this is the place for this,” she whispered.

“I think it’s the perfect time,” Sonny hissed angrily. Carly jerked on his suit jacket to pull him back.

“Has it completely escaped your mind that our best friend is on trial for murder?” Carly hissed, her tone scathing. “Concentrate on Jason instead of yourself for once.”

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Sonny retorted.

“Will the two of you shut up?” Brenda asked, twisting in her seat. “We are trying to listen to your idiot of a sister.”

Sonny narrowed his eyes but before he could toss back anything, Carly clapped her hand over his mouth.

“Now, Mrs. Quartermaine, you say Mr. Morgan was using you as a substitute,” Alexis began. “What would give you that impression?”

Courtney shifted in her seat. “Well, there were a lot of things,” she said weakly.

“A lot of things,” Alexis repeated. “Mrs. Quartermaine, they had to be convincing…because here you are…turning on a man who you say has done nothing but help you get out of bad situations.”

“Objection,” Scott called. “She’s leading the witness–and was there a question in there?”

“Mrs. Quartermaine, could you give me an example of why you think Jason Morgan was using you as substitute?”

“I’d rather not,” Courtney replied.

“Uh huh. Because you weren’t sleeping with Jason Morgan and therefore have no reason to believe he is in love with anyone other than his wife?”

“It’s embarrassing,” Courtney replied, shifting again.

“I’m sure it is, Mrs. Quartermaine,” Alexis replied. “But in all honesty, you believe you were in a relationship with the defendant–”

“I was,” Courtney insisted.

“–and not only can you not offer any concrete proof of this accusation, but you also won’t give us a real reason on why you’d suddenly turn on him,” Alexis said.

“Objection, counsel is testifying!” Scott cut in.

“Your Honor, I am merely trying to prove to the court that Courtney Quartermaine has no evidence about this affair other than her word.”

“If Elizabeth Webber hadn’t lied-” Scott began, testily.

“Your Honor,” Alexis said. “Counsel is coming dangerously close to slander and I’m sure Ms. Webber would have no qualms about suing.”

“Damn right,” Elizabeth hissed under her breath.

“I move that this witness and her entire testimony be stricken from the record,” Alexis said.

“Your Honor, Ms. Davis is just bitter because I proved her client’s marriage is false.”

“You have proved nothing. You brought two women to the stand–one flat out denied it and the other has no credibility,” Alexis shot back.

“He called me Elizabeth!” Courtney cried out finally, causing all the voices in the room to die. Brenda stared at the blonde with open curiosity, Jason groaned and let his head drop to the table, Ric rubbed his eyes wearily. Alexis frowned. Elizabeth’s eyes widened. Carly and Sonny stared at Jason in stunned surprise.

And Scott smiled.

This entry is part 5 of 8 in the Tell the Truth

— Port Charles Courthouse —

Alexis stared at Courtney. “Excuse me?” she finally managed to say, after the stunned silence that seemed to have settled over the people in the audience.

Brenda sighed and reached over to pat Jason’s hand awkwardly. “Hey,” she whispered. “It’s okay. We all do it.”

Jason jerked his hand away and glared at her, causing Ric to give him the obligatory jab in the ribs.

Courtney’s face flushed and she looked down. “He called me Elizabeth,” she repeated.

“Uh…” Alexis blinked and struggled for a direction to take. “I’m probably going to regret asking this–but when?”

“While we were in bed,” Courtney murmured. She stared down at her lap, her fingers twisting in the fabric of her dark blue skirt. “We were sleeping a-and I heard him talking in his sleep. I leaned closer to hear what he was saying and I heard her name.”

“O–okay,” Alexis said. She took a deep breath and turned back to the judge. “I renew my objection. Scott Baldwin has no evidence of an affair, save for this woman’s testimony. I move that her testimony be stricken from the record and that you instruct the jury to disregard.”

“I have the tape!” Scott argued.

“A tape that did not follow the proper chain of evidence,” Alexis clarified. “Your Honor, you must suppress the tape or I will have an excellent point on appeal.”

“She’s right, Baldwin,” the judge told him. “The tape is out–you can’t play it and don’t let me hear you mention it again. Mrs. Courtney Quartermaine’s testimony is out as well.” He looked to the jury. “You are not to consider the testimony of this witness when you retire to your deliberations.”

“Wait a second,” Courtney argued.

“You may step down, Mrs. Quartermaine.”

“But–”

“Step down, Mrs. Quartermaine,” the judge repeated. He turned to the court. “I know it’s early, but quite frankly, I’m sick of this. We’ll reconvene tomorrow at nine.” He tapped the gavel and left the room.

Courtney finally stood and left the courtroom with a second glance to anyone else. The courtroom slowly emptied out, leaving the Corinthos family and the defense team the only people left in the room.

“Well…” Ric shifted. “At least we got Courtney’s testimony thrown out.”

“Right,” Alexis said firmly. “That’s a good thing.” She started gathering her things into her briefcase. “All in all, I think it was a good day.”

“I need to go talk to Courtney,” Sonny said, abruptly standing and leaving. Carly stood and looked after him.

“I’d better go after him. We just got the mini bar replaced,” she said, taking off after her husband.

Brenda took a deep breath and turned to look at Elizabeth. “We’re still on for brownies tonight right?”

“Right.” Elizabeth didn’t look at Jason, no matter how much she wanted to. “I think…I think I’m gonna need them.”

“Okay, so we’ll go shopping too, right?” Brenda asked. “Because I have this sudden urge to go grocery shopping.”

Jason smirked. “You? Buying food? Better stock up on the microwave brand.”

“Hey, that’s so not fair,” Brenda retorted. “You don’t cook either.”

“Well, I’ll be at the hospital the rest of the evening,” Alexis told them. “Ric? Maybe we should discuss the rest of the trial there?”

“Sure,” Ric said, eager to be away from the arguing duo and Elizabeth. He gathered his on things and left the courtroom with Alexis.

“Well, we should go,” Elizabeth told Brenda.

“Sure, let’s–” Brenda stopped, her eyes catching someone outside. “Ooohh…you know what? I’ll be right back,” she murmured, taking off.

Elizabeth frowned. “No, wait, Brenda–”

Brenda was already out of the doors and Elizabeth glimpsed Jax as the doors swung closed. Jason frowned. “So much for being discreet.”

Elizabeth stood and shifted. “Um…maybe I should wait–”

“Thank you,” Jason interrupted. “For doing what you did today.”

“Well…you’re welcome,” Elizabeth replied. “I’m just sorry it had to come to this. But I think it’s going to be okay, you know? Alexis and Ric are good…I’m sure the rest of the trial will go fine.”

“Yeah.” Jason rubbed the back of his neck. “About what Courtney said–”

“You know what?” Elizabeth broke in hurriedly. “Don’t worry about it.”

“But–”

“Hey, Webber,” Brenda said, peering around one of the courtroom doors. “Let’s hit the stores.”

Elizabeth hurried away from Jason and out the doors. Brenda eyed Jason. “What’d you do?” she demanded.

“Nothing,” Jason said defensively.

Brenda rolled her eyes. “Sure.” She grinned. “See ya at home honey.”

Jason glared at her.

— Grocery Store —

“I want the most chocolate available,” Brenda mused, examining a box of brownie mix. “I am definitely in need.”

“I noticed Jax wasn’t in the courtroom today,” Elizabeth said, eyeing the display of Pepsi at the end of the aisle.

“Yeah, Alexis banned him,” Brenda replied. She set the mix in the cart and put another two boxes in after it. “So, what’s your take on Courtney?”

Elizabeth snorted as she put the bottles of soda in the cart. “Little psycho.”

“Psycho…nah, she’s too dumb to be psychotic,” Brenda murmured. Her eyes lit up. “Hey, you wanna make a pizza?”

“Pizza?” Elizabeth asked. “If you’re talking the frozen kind you pop into the oven, sure.”

“Oooh…no, when I was dating Sonny, about the only things I picked up was to duck in the shower and how to make the most unbelievable Italian pizza you’ve ever tasted.”

“Duck in the shower?” Elizabeth repeated.

“Don’t ask. So, you think that was the only time he said your name or do you think he did it during sex, too?” Brenda asked.

Elizabeth jerked to a stop in the middle of the aisle and stared at her.

— Corinthos Penthouse —

“I’m trying really hard to be understanding about this,” Sonny said, glaring at his partner. “But the fact that I had to hear about you and my sister in front of half the town–”

“And I already apologized for it,” Jason cut in.

“Hey, listen you two,” Carly tried to break in. “Sonny, Jason–”

“How could you betray me like this?” Sonny demanded, ignoring his wife.

“Betray?” Jason repeated. “I did not betray you.”

“You broke my sister’s heart–”

“And Courtney tried to have Jason convicted,” Carly argued. “I think they’ve both done enough damage without you adding to it.”

“Carly, stay out of–”

“The hell I will,” Carly snapped. “Butt out, Sonny. Courtney is over eighteen and can handle her own life.”

“Did you know about this?” Sonny demanded. Sensing that the fight no longer concerned him, Jason rubbed the back of his neck and exited the penthouse.

He needed a ride.

— Grocery Store —

Brenda shrugged. “Well, I figured we could either dance around it all night or get right down to it.”

Elizabeth blinked and shook her head. “I…I don’t want to think about it,” she murmured. She pushed cart down the aisle. “What kind of sauce do you want?”

“Come on, Elizabeth–”

“Brenda, I like you. I think you’re a great person but I don’t–”

“Are you in love with him?” Brenda interrupted.

Elizabeth stared at her. “Does the word tact mean anything to you?” she asked.

“Not a thing,” Brenda replied. She picked up a can of sauce and studied the back of it. “I’ll take that as a yes.”

“We’re not having this conversation.”

“He’s in love with you, you know.”

“Brenda.”

“I’m serious,” Brenda replied, picking up another can. She set it in the cart as well as three other cans of the same brand.

“I have no doubt of that,” Elizabeth replied. “But it doesn’t mean anything.”

“It doesn’t?” Brenda asked. She raised her eyebrows. “You’re in love with him, he’s in the love with you. Gee, I’d say that means a lot.”

“He’s with Courtney and I’m dating Ric,” Elizabeth replied. “Let’s get some cheese.”

“I don’t think he’s going to be with the little nut much longer and Ric?” Brenda snorted. “Please. He’s a nice guy and all, but he’s not your type.”

“Not my type, huh?” Elizabeth raised her eyebrows. “You’ve known me for like a day.”

“Yeah, well, time is a relative thing,” Brenda told her. “You’re just like me. Attracted to bad boys.”

“And this has nothing to do with your crazy theory about me and Jason?” Elizabeth asked, bluntly.

“Not a thing,” Brenda replied firmly. “You get a sense about some people. You like what being with a bad boy can give you.”

“And what’s that?” Elizabeth asked, scanning a row of mozzarella cheese.

“Freedom,” Brenda said simply. Elizabeth straightened and stared at her for a minute. Brenda shifted. “What?”

“How…” she shook her head and looked away. “So, how does Jax fit in with your bad boy thing?”

“He doesn’t,” Brenda replied. “I found Jax when I wasn’t looking for anything. Sonny and I had just broken up and I wanted a way to forget the pain of losing him. So I married Jax. And to tell you the truth? Haven’t regretted it.” Brenda gave her new friend an easy smile. “Sometimes the best things in life happen when you’re not looking for them.”

— Morgan Penthouse —

When Jason entered the penthouse later that night, he heard laughing and giggling from the kitchen. He knew it was Brenda and Elizabeth and that sane thing to do would be to go upstairs and pretend they weren’t there.

Instead, he headed towards the kitchen and couldn’t help but smile grudgingly. There were two pizza pies sitting on the counter and Elizabeth and Brenda were presently covered in chocolate.

Brenda heard his approach and turned to wave at him. “Hey, husband. Hungry?”

Elizabeth’s smile faded at the sight of him and she turned towards the sink to grab a washrag to start to wipe off the brownie mix.

Brenda glared at Elizabeth’s back. “I’m going to go upstairs to clean up,” she said. “Jase, feel free to have some pizza. Don’t worry, it’s Sonny’s recipe.” She disappeared.

“Sorry about the mess,” Elizabeth murmured as she slid a pan of brownies into the oven. “Brenda started it.”

“Yeah–she can be a little strange,” Jason replied. He watched her for a minute–her movements were stiff and jerky.

“Is it always going to be like this?” he asked her. Elizabeth stopped and turned to look at him.

“What?” Elizabeth asked. She shifted and leaned against the counter.

“You and me,” Jason clarified. He gestured towards her. “Is it always going to be…this…awkward?”

“I don’t know,” Elizabeth replied. She rummaged through one of the drawers. “I don’t suppose you have a pizza cutter?”

“I doubt it,” Jason answered.

She fished out a steak knife. “This will have to do,” Elizabeth said. “You want a piece?”

“Depends. Will eating it kill me?” Jason asked, leaning against the doorframe.

Elizabeth chuckled. “I don’t know–the combination of me and Brenda in the kitchen is a strange one.” She sunk the knife into one of the pies and started cutting it. “But they smell good, don’t they?”

“Yeah,” Jason agreed. He watched her as she cut a few slices and set them on paper plates. A bit of sauce was on her thumb and she licked it off. He wondered if this was what it was like–to come home to the person you wanted to be with–that you loved and cared about.

“I’m sorry,” he blurted out suddenly. Elizabeth frowned and looked at him.

“What?”

“I’m sorry,” Jason repeated.

She set the knife in the kitchen sink and eyed him curiously. “You’re sorry,” she reiterated. “For what?”

“I’m sorry that you had to hear it from Courtney,” Jason said.

Elizabeth stared at him, her heartbeat speeding up rapidly. Brenda, who had caught the end of Jason’s statement, lurked just out of sight and hoped like hell Jason was going where she thought he was going.

“Hear what?” she asked softly.

“That I love you.”

This entry is part 6 of 8 in the Tell the Truth

Morgan Penthouse

Elizabeth blinked. Brenda silently cheered.

And Jason waited, terrified.

That I love you.

I love you.

Love.

Elizabeth cleared her throat and tried to speak over the wad of cotton that seemed to have staked claim of her throat.

“You…ah…uh…” Her shock was slowly ebbing away and was being replaced by a different emotion.

Anger.

“Are you crazy?” she cried.

Jason frowned. “What?”

Brenda muttered under breath as Elizabeth continued. “What in the hell are you thinking?” she demanded.

It was Jason’s turn to be stunned. “I…well…”

“After all this time…after everything, you tell me you love me?” Elizabeth shook her head. “Are you nuts?”

“That is not what you’re supposed to be saying,” Brenda muttered.

“I just…” Jason couldn’t speak, didn’t know what to say.

“Did you love me when you were sleeping with Courtney?” Elizabeth asked. “Or did your feelings take a short break?”

“That is not fair,” Jason told her, finally finding his voice. “You have no idea–”

“How can you stand there and tell me that after everything that’s happened?” Elizabeth demanded. “What do you expect me to say? Do you want me to say it back?”

“Elizabeth–”

“Fine,” Elizabeth shrugged. “I love you. Does it change that you let me walk away–that you left me alone all the time–that everything came first? No. So what good does it do?”

“Did you love me when you slept with Zander?” Jason demanded, turning her words on her.

“Do not try and turn this on me,” Elizabeth replied. “You know what happened with Zander–I tried to explain it to you–”

“Then why don’t you let me explain Courtney?” Jason interrupted. “You haven’t even give me a chance.”

“Fine. Explain why you slept with Sonny’s sister–why you made all the sacrifices to be withher…the ones you wouldn’t make me with me–why you put effort into making it work with her when you let me walk away without a second glance…go ahead…I’d love to hear this one!” Elizabeth yelled. “How are you going to justify–”

“Because it was easy!” Jason exploded. “Because Courtney didn’t expect me to do anything! She just wanted me around–she didn’t ask for things and she didn’t want anything from me.”

“Gee, that makes me feel better,” Elizabeth bit out sarcastically. “I’m sorry I was such a bitch–”

“I didn’t have to feel when I was with her,” Jason cut in. “And with you…it’s different.”

“Different how?” Elizabeth challenged.

Jason just shook his head and looked away. Brenda wanted to throttle him. Stupid idiot–Elizabeth was standing in front of him and she was actually listening to him and the moron was going to shut down on her. It took all of Brenda’s restraint not to go in there and clarify what Jason was trying to say–Elizabeth was too hurt, but Brenda saw it clearly.

“Okay, go ahead, shut down,” Elizabeth said. She crossed her arms and turned around. “I don’t know why I’m surprised. It’s always been like this. Ever since you came back last year, every time we get somewhere, you shut down–”

“You make me feel,” Jason cut in suddenly. “When I’m around you, the entire world is different and that the way I live my life isn’t enough and I don’t like that.”

“Gee, I’m so sorry,” Elizabeth apologized, her tone bitter. “It wasn’t my intention to make you feel.”

“Damn it, will you stop being so defensive?” Jason argued. He gripped her shoulder and forced her to turn around. “You do the same thing–you shut down on me just as much.”

“I’m tired of being hurt,” Elizabeth said softly, careful not to meet his eyes. “And that’s all you’ve been doing lately.”

“I know…and I’m sorry, Elizabeth.” Jason tilted her face up to his. “I don’t like my life when you’re not in it.”

“So…you don’t like it when I’m there and you don’t like it when I’m not?” Elizabeth asked incredulously.

“No, that’s–” Jason stopped and took a deep breath. “That’s not what I meant. I don’t like what my life does to you. How it affects you.”

“It doesn’t affect me,” Elizabeth argued. “How you handle it does. You were the one who never came home, who never talked to me, who never called. Not Sonny, or your job. You.”

“It’s not enough,” Jason told her. “You told me that you hoped being Sonny’s enforcer was enough–and it’s not.”

“What do you want me to do?” Elizabeth asked. “Say, okay. That’s great. Let’s try again.”

“No…I know it’s not that easy,” Jason replied. “But–I just…I want another chance, Elizabeth. That’s all.”

Elizabeth looked away and bit the inside of her cheek. “One day at a time,” she said quietly. She raised her eyes and met his. “I want to take this one day at a time.”

Jason nodded. “Okay. That’s fine. Whatever you need.”

“Whatever I need?” Elizabeth asked. She gave him a hesitant smile. “I think I need you to kiss me.”

“I think I need that, too.” Jason dipped his head down to brush his lips against hers.

Brenda leaned around the doorway, trying to get a better view but was interrupted by a loud knocking. “Shoot.” She moved away and started towards the door. “I’ll get it, don’t worry! You two keep kissing!”

At Brenda’s statement, Jason broke away from Elizabeth and turned around to see Brenda darting across the living room. “She was listening.”

“Don’t tell me that surprises you,” Elizabeth said amused.

“It doesn’t.” Jason took her hand. “Come on.”

“Okay, look you little psycho,” Brenda was saying as Jason and Elizabeth entered the living room.

Elizabeth groaned when she saw Brenda forcibly trying to keep the door closed on a struggling Courtney. “What the hell is she doing here?” Elizabeth demanded.

“I need to talk to Jason–” Courtney began.

“Honey, I think you’ve done enough talking for one day,” Brenda retorted. “Will you please leave?”

“But–” Courtney finally registered on Elizabeth and Jason and their joined hands. “What’s going on here?” she demanded.

Brenda smirked. “What do you think? He woke up and realized he doesn’t like blondes anymore.”

“Brenda–” Jason started.

“In fact, it’s kind of funny. Jason’s always slept with the blondes but fallen for the brunettes,” Brenda mused. “Weird.”

“Brenda–”

“Don’t get any ideas about me,” Brenda warned him. “I am off limits.”

“Ew,” Jason said, his face twisting in disgust.

“Good answer,” Elizabeth said.

“But Jason–” Courtney tried to begin again. “I thought you were over her.”

Brenda snorted. “Don’t tell me you’re delusional as well as stupid.”

“Listen you little viper–” Courtney began viciously.

“Watch it, blondie. I am not Elizabeth–I will not stop at slapping,” Brenda told her. She shoved Courtney into the hall way. “Bye honey.” She slammed the door shut and locked it. “Ack.”

“Brenda?” Elizabeth asked.

“Yes?” Brenda asked innocently.

“Were you listening?” Elizabeth asked curiously. “And if so, how long?”

Brenda grinned. “From the ‘I’m sorry you had to hear it from Courtney’ to the moment the little psycho knocked on the door.”

“Uh huh. It didn’t occur to you that it was a private conversation?” Elizabeth asked.

“Private?” Brenda shrugged. “No such thing.” She sniffed the air. “We’d better eat before it gets cold.” She moved towards the kitchen.

“Brenda doesn’t live in the same world the rest of us, does she?” Elizabeth asked.

“No. No, I don’t think she does,” Jason answered.

— Courtroom —

“Okay, Ric and I decided the best course of action from now on is to make Scott’s witnesses look as stupid as possible,” Alexis told Brenda and Jason the next morning. “I’m going to take AJ and Skye since I know them and Ric’s going to take the police and coroner.”

“Whatever you think is best,” Brenda said. “I trust you.” She looked up to Jason. “We both do.”

“Yeah,” Jason agreed.

“I talked to some of the reporters who were in the courtroom yesterday. Now, they don’t exactly buy Elizabeth’s testimony, but they all agreed she was more credible than Courtney,” Ric said. He twisted in his seat so that he could see Elizabeth sitting behind the table. “They said she was charming and likable, not to mention that the jury does have an idea of who you are, so that works in our favor.”

Elizabeth frowned. “What do you mean? How do they know?”

“You’re Audrey and Steve Hardy’s granddaughters, a member of one of the most well-respected families in town,” Ric replied.

“Exactly,” Alexis said, nodding. “One of the reporters covered Tom Baker’s case and remembers you.”

Elizabeth grimaced. “Ah, yes. Not one of my more stellar court room appearances.”

“No, no. It’s a good impression,” Alexis told her. “Which is why Ric and I want to call you back to the stand.”

“What?” Brenda asked. She and Jason traded looks. “Why?”

“Because she’s such a credible witness, we want her as a character witness,” Ric said. “See, the general public has this view of Jason as a hitman for the mob. They don’t really see him as anything more than that.”

“And you want me to make him look more human,” Elizabeth clarified.

“Yes,” Alexis said. “But there’s a chance Scott will try and turn it around on you. Can you handle it?”

“Of course,” Elizabeth said.

“This is acceptable to both of you?” Alexis asked Brenda and Jason. “Ric will be questioning her for Jason and I’m going to do a brief line for Brenda, since the two of you seem to be getting along.”

“It’s fine,” Brenda answered. “Right, Jason?”

Jason hesitated. “I don’t know.” He looked at Elizabeth. “You don’t have to do this.”

“I want to do this,” Elizabeth told him firmly. “I think this is a great idea. I’m going to do it.”

“All right,” Jason agreed. “Just don’t let Scott harass her too much.”

“I’ll do my best,” Ric told his client.

“When will you be calling her?” Brenda asked.

“As soon as possible,” Alexis told them. “We want the image to be firmly in their minds.”

“When will Scott be resting his case?” Jason asked.

“Sometime today or tomorrow,” Alexis replied. “He’s only got four witnesses left. Skye, AJ, the coroner and Detective Taggart.”

“Taggart hates Jason,” Brenda said helpfully.

Alexis grinned. “Don’t worry. Ric’s been completely briefed on Taggart and Jason’s long history.”

“I saw him harassing Jason once,” Elizabeth volunteered.

“Good, I’ll be sure to bring that up,” Ric told her. He looked at his watch. “It’ll be filling up soon.”

“I hope today is as fun as yesterday,” Brenda said cheerfully.

Alexis looked at her strangely. “Are you feeling okay?”

“I’m great. Why?” Brenda asked innocently.

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— Courthouse —

Brenda shook her head as Jax’s ex-wife stumbled out of the room and the judge adjourned for lunch. “Honestly, coming to the trial drunk as a loon…is there no level she won’t stoop to?”

“Quiet,” Alexis hissed. She glanced down at her trial notes. “We’re doing pretty well so far. There’s only AJ left, and he’ll probably be after lunch.”

“Ooh, lunch,” Brenda grinned. “I am so hungry.” She stood. “We going to the cafeteria again, trying to show off just how happy me and my darling husband are?” she asked, looping an arm through Jason’s. He grimaced and tried to pull away.

“Actually,” Alexis said. “Ric and I would like to go over Elizabeth’s testimony.”

“That’s fine,” Elizabeth said.

“I guess it’s just you and me,” Brenda said, grinning. Jason glared at her.

“Go away,” he told her through gritted teeth.

“Is that anyway to treat the love of your life?” Brenda asked, whacking him in the arm.

Jason was about to reply when he saw Sonny standing at the entrance, glaring at him. He sighed. “I think I have to go talk to him.”

“May the force be with you,” Brenda said, nodding as her husband headed towards the hallway. “Hey, what do you say I go to the cafeteria, grab some sandwiches and bring them back up?”

“Sure,” Alexis agreed. “Elizabeth come take a seat here. We need to discuss the history of your friendship with Jason.”

“Sure,” Elizabeth replied, sitting in one of the empty seats at the defense tables. “What do you need to know?”

“Well, first of all, we’re going to avoid talking about any danger you might have been in from this association, like your kidnapping, okay? If we don’t bring it up, Scott might not either. He won’t know about most of it.”

“Right,” Elizabeth said. “We’ll have to avoid talking about the times he spent in the studio.”

“Why?” Ric asked, curiously.

“Well, the first time, he’d been shot and the second, no one could know he was in town,” Elizabeth replied. “I don’t think either would be good for his case.”

“But it’s practically general knowledge that Jason was staying with you that Christmas,” Alexis reminded her.

“Of course,” Elizabeth remarked, dryly. “Your nephew made sure of that. I guess I could tell you he was sick and needed someone to take care of him since he hated hospitals.”

“That’s good,” Ric murmured, writing it down. “Okay, when was the very first time you met Jason?”

“Um…” Elizabeth hesitated, trying to remember. “Okay, the first time I saw Jason was at the wedding that didn’t happen, between Brenda and Sonny. And then it was at Luke’s, when Nikolas was shot and Jason saved his life by performing that nasty looking emergency surgery with the pen.”

“And after that?” Ric asked, taking notes.

“Um, here and there around town for a while. You know, Jason was always in the news. I saw him at the Nurse’s Ball when he broke up a fight between Luck and Nikolas. Lucky worked for him that summer, washing his cars. And then Jason arranged for Lucky to move into the garage and work for him there.”

“Good. So, when did you and Jason become friends?” Ric asked.

“Not until after we thought Lucky was dead. I was at Jake’s. Still not sure what I wanted to accomplish, but I went there, I guess looking for a way to distract myself from the pain. To make a long story short, Jason got rid of an unwanted admirer and we talked.”

“Okay, and what happened…”

— After Lunch —

“Wow,” Brenda murmured over the barrier to Elizabeth. “You guys have quite the history. I never knew there was a Jason like that under the one I see.”

“I guess I got lucky,” Elizabeth said. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw Jason striding back into the courtroom, his shoulders a little slumped. He sat next to Brenda.

“How’d it go with him?” Brenda asked, almost concerned.

Jason just shook his head and looked away.

“He’s a jackass,” Elizabeth muttered.

“Nah, just a selfish, self-centered prig,” Brenda replied, grinning. “So, Jase. I hear you’re good with splinters.”

Jason whipped his head around to give his wife a strange look. “What?” he asked incredulously.

“Brenda was here while I went over what I’d say on the stand,” Elizabeth told Jason. “We needed to strategize.”

“You told them everything?”

“Not everything,” Elizabeth replied. She gave him a small smile. “I kept a few things to myself.”

“Which she is so telling me tonight,” Brenda told Jason confidently.

“Ha, you can’t force this stuff out of me,” Elizabeth said.

“We’ll see about that,” Brenda remarked as the judge took his place and called the court to order.

— Later —

“No further questions,” Alexis said, a smug smile on her face as she finished tearing into AJ Quartermaine.

“Mr. Baldwin?” the judge asked.

“The prosecution rests,” Scott muttered, not even bothering to stand.

“Ms. Davis, Mr. Lansing?” the judge asked. “Who’s going first?”

“I am, Your Honor,” Ric said. He stood. “The defense recalls Elizabeth Webber to the stand.”

“Objection,” Scott leapt to his feet. “They had their chance yesterday.”

“Your Honor, the prosecution has done everything they can to portray my client as a cold-blooded vicious killer. I have every right to call a witness to rebut that characterization,” Ric replied, confidently.

“Why didn’t they do that yesterday?” Scott challenged.

“We weren’t prepared for that yesterday,” Ric explained. “Ms. Webber was a surprise witness–in fact, we had no idea why she was being called. But now that we’ve sat down and talked to her, we think she would be a good witness for us.”

“Your Honor–” Scott protested.

“I’ll allow it,” the judge remarked. “Ms. Webber?”

Elizabeth took her seat and once again swore the oath. She felt a little more comfortable on the stand today and gave Ric a charming smile as he approached her.

Brenda glanced at Jason in time to see the slight glare in his eyes. “Hey, Caveman, control yourself,” she hissed.

“Good afternoon, Ms. Webber. Would you state your full name for the record?” Ric asked.

“Elizabeth Webber,” Elizabeth said.

“And how do you know the defendant, Jason Morgan?”

“We’re friends,” Elizabeth told him. She glanced at Jason. “Good friends.”

“How did this friendship start?” Ric asked.

“We knew each other through my ex-boyfriend Lucky Spencer and his sister, Emily Quartermaine, but it wasn’t until about three and a half years ago that we became close,” Elizabeth told him. “I was going through a difficult time–we thought my boyfriend was dead and up until then, he’d been the stabilizing force in my life. I went to a bar to try and find a distraction, I guess. Jason got rid of an unwanted admirer and we talked.”

“How would you describe your friendship with the defendant?” Ric asked.

“Jason’s a great friend,” Elizabeth said honestly. “He’s a great listener. I have this tendency to ramble and some people tune out, but Jason always listens. He really helped me out when no one else could. He’s a very kind and loyal person. Once Jason’s your friend…you can do almost anything and you won’t lose him.”

“What sorts of things did you and the defendant do together?”

“Objection, this is just ridiculous,” Scott blustered.

“Your Honor, I’m trying to give the jury a different view of my client,” Ric told the judge. “Council doesn’t like it because it doesn’t work for him.”

“You know what–” Scott began.

“Counselors,” the judge barked. “Act your ages.”

“Sorry,” Ric muttered.

“What he said,” Scott grumbled, sitting back down.

“Ms. Webber?” Ric prompted.

“Jason and I went for rides on his motorcycle a lot,” Elizabeth replied. “But other than that, not much. Mostly we just talked.”

“So you and Jason are close,” Ric stated. “You even testified yesterday that it seemed to be heading towards a relationship.”

“At one time, yes,” Elizabeth replied. “But Jason and I work better as friends,” she lied. “He’s very happy with Brenda. She brings out a side to him that few people get to see.”

Brenda snorted. “That’s one way to put it.”

“You testified yesterday that you and Jason weren’t on speaking terms any longer. Is that still true?” Ric asked.

“No. In fact, when Brenda realized we weren’t talking, she made it her mission to fix that,” Elizabeth replied.

“You and Brenda are good friends?” Ric asked.

“We’re getting there,” Elizabeth told him. “She’s a very…unique person.”

“Ms. Webber, would you say you know Jason Morgan well?”

“Yes,” Elizabeth replied, without hesitation. “I know Jason better than almost anyone else.”

“Do you think he killed Luis Alcazar?”

“Objection,” Scott called. “Speculation.”

“Your Honor, Ms. Webber is a character witness,” Ric reminded the judge. “She’s entitled to her opinion.”

“Overruled.”

“No,” Elizabeth said. “I don’t think Jason killed Alcazar. Not even a little.”

“Thank you,” Ric replied. “No further questions.”

“Ms. Davis?”

Alexis stood. “Ms. Webber, how would you describe Ms. Barrett?”

“Objection! The witness is a character witness for Jason Morgan, not his wife,” Scott barked.

“Ms. Webber has spent a lot of time around Brenda Barrett-Morgan in the past twenty-four hours,” Alexis argued. “She can be a character witness for them both. Unless of course, Scott, you’re worried that Elizabeth’s testimony might work against you.”

“She’s a liar,” Scott stated. “I don’t buy a word of what she says.”

“Careful, Baldwin. I already warned you that Ms. Webber wouldn’t hesitate to slap a slander suit on you,” Alexis retorted.

“That’s enough,” the judge cut in. “Objection overruled. Ms. Davis?”

“Thank you. Now, Ms. Webber, how would you describe my client?” Alexis repeated.

“Brenda…” Elizabeth hesitated and grinned. “Brenda is unlike anyone else I’ve ever met. In the past twenty-four hours, since we met yesterday, we’ve become close. She’s a good person. A little…strange, but fun to be around.”

“You and Brenda get along?”

“Yes,” Elizabeth replied. “In fact, we get along almost too well. At lunch yesterday, I think we scared the people around us. You told me that I was very Brenda-like.”

“Yes, I did. And just so we’re clear, do you think Brenda killed Luis Alcazar?” Alexis asked.

“No,” Elizabeth said firmly. “I don’t think so at all.”

“Thank you,” Alexis replied. “No further questions.”

“Mr. Baldwin?” the judge asked.

Scott stood, straightened his jacket and glared at Elizabeth for a second. “Ms. Webber, have you ever been in any sort of danger because of your relationship with Jason Morgan?”

“Danger?” Elizabeth asked. She cocked her head to the side. “What kind of danger?”

Scott scowled. “Were you or were you not kidnapped this summer?”

“I got lost and ended up locked in this nasty crypt,” Elizabeth lied effortlessly. “I went to this cemetery to do some rubbings. You know, you take a piece of paper and hold it over a tombstone while rubbing like graphite or charcoal over it. I took Zander Smith with me and we got locked in the crypt.” She laughed a little. “Thank God Jason and Sonny found us.”

“What about Jason Morgan filing a report with Lieutenant Taggart stating that you had been kidnapped?” Scott asked.

Elizabeth’s eyes widened and she looked at Jason. Taggart? Report? “I…I didn’t tell anyone but Zander where I was going. I guess Jason was worried,” she murmured finally.

Jason looked down and shifted in his seat a little.

“Uh huh. Why would he leap to the conclusion you’d been kidnapped?”

“Maybe because my studio was in shambles,” Elizabeth replied, easily. “I was reorganizing it and everything was a mess. Usually it’s kind of neat and such, so I’m sure Jason saw that and when I didn’t come for two or three days, I guess he was worried.”

“And how would Jason Morgan get inside your studio?” Scott challenged.

Elizabeth smirked. “He has a key. Jason’s welcome at my studio anytime. He knows that.”

“You give all your friends keys?” Scott demanded.

“Yes,” Elizabeth replied. “I think Lucky Spencer still has a key. You could ask him.”

“But Lucky Spencer was your ex-fiancé,” Scott reminded her. “Are you sure Jason was just a friend?”

“Jason has had a key for almost three years,” Elizabeth replied. “Long before anything almost developed between us.”

“You admit that there was more between you,” Scott jumped on her words.

“I never said there wasn’t,” Elizabeth shot back. “It didn’t work out and we went back to being friends.”

Scott glared at the young woman. “You’ve got an answer for everything, don’t you?” he muttered.

“Objection!” Ric called.

“Withdrawn,” Scott said. “Ms. Webber, have you ever seen Jason Morgan attack anyone in any way?”

“No,” Elizabeth replied. “I’ve never seen any sort of unprovoked violence from Jason.”

“Unprovoked?” Scott asked.

“Well, when someone attacks you with a knife, you generally do have to defend yourself,” Elizabeth said coolly. “My boyfriend at the time was feeling a little jealous and went after him.”

“And that was the only time?” Scott pressed.

“Well, Lucky didn’t get the point,” Elizabeth replied. “He went after him again.”

“So, you want us to believe that Jason Morgan is cute cuddly gentle old teddy bear, huh?” Scott asked sarcastically.

“Objection,” Alexis cut in.

“Withdrawn. No further questions.” Scott stalked back to his seat and sat down, glowering.

Elizabeth smiled.

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Penthouse

“We need to talk,” Elizabeth told Jason the second the door was closed.

“Oh, talking,” Brenda said, cheerfully as she sat on the couch.

“Brenda, please don’t take this the wrong way,” Elizabeth said carefully. “Go away.”

“I’ve tried that,” Jason said. “It doesn’t work.”

“I can’t listen?” Brenda asked, crestfallen.

“No, you can’t,” Elizabeth said pointedly. “Please?”

Brenda sighed loudly and over exaggeratedly. She stomped upstairs. “Fine. I know when I’m not wanted!”

Jason snorted. “You do not!”

When she heard Brenda’s door shut, Elizabeth took a deep breath. “You filed a police report when I was kidnapped.”

“Yes,” Jason admitted.

“You went to Taggart to file this report,” Elizabeth continued.

“Is that a problem?” Jason asked, hesitantly.

“I just…you went to Taggart,” Elizabeth repeated. “I can’t believe that. I mean, you hateTaggart.”

“Yeah…well…I needed help to search,” Jason replied easily.

“What else did you do?” she asked curiously.

Jason shifted and looked away. “I, uh, thought it had something to do with ELQ. You know, I didn’t realize it was initials. I thought it was the Quartermaine company. So, I went to Edward.”

“Edward Quartermaine?” Elizabeth asked incredulously. “Are you serious? You hate him more than Taggart.”

Jason tugged on his ear. “I also went to AJ.”

“You were really worried, weren’t you?” Elizabeth asked softly.

“I thought I’d never see you again,” Jason said hesitantly. “You’re not mad, are you?”

“Mad?” Elizabeth repeated. “Are you nuts? You went to three people you hate just to find me. How in the hell could I be mad?” She sat on the arm of the couch a little stunned. “Why didn’t you ever tell me?”

“I don’t know,” Jason told her. “It just…didn’t seem relevant.”

“It didn’t seem relevant,” Elizabeth repeated slowly. She laughed. “Yeah, I can see that.” She stood and held out her hands. “Come here.”

Jason put his hands in hers and let her pull him towards her. She stood and peered up at him.

“Thank you,” she told him. She tilted her head up, her eyes meeting his. Jason leaned down and brushed his lips across hers.

— Ten Minutes Later —

“Sending me to my room like I’m child,” Brenda snorted as she came down the steps. “I am a grown woman. I deserve the same respect as other grown women. So what if I giggle a little? I’m entitled. I’ve had a crappy four years–” Brenda cut her little tirade off abruptly when the living room came into view. She covered her eyes. “Oh my god, I think I’m blind!” she shrieked.

Elizabeth, startled, rolled off of Jason and fell onto the floor. Jason sat straight up on the couch, and glared at his wife. “What the hell?” he growled.

“Jesus,” Brenda moaned, her eyes still covered. “Warn a girl–you know moan a little or something. I would have stayed up stairs!”

Elizabeth sat up, a little breathless, her face bright red. “Where’s my shirt?” she hissed at Jason.

“I don’t know,” he muttered. “There it is,” he gestured under the coffee table. Elizabeth reached for it and jerked it over head.

“Christ, you have a bedroom,” Brenda continued. “Use it. Don’t be doing that stuff right in the middle of our living room!”

“Grow up,” Jason finally said. He stood and held out a hand to pull Elizabeth to her feet. “Come on. We’re going out to get something to eat.”

“I’m invited?” Brenda asked, stunned. She pressed a hand to her chest. “Oh, I think I must have hit my head or something.”

“You have to come,” Jason reminded her. “I can’t go out with Elizabeth in public, remember?”

“Oh, so it’s not because you want the pleasure of my company,” Brenda remarked. She sniffed the air haughtily. “I don’t think I’ll be going anywhere.”

“Fine. Then you won’t eat,” Elizabeth teased.

“Okay, so I’ve had a change of heart,” Brenda remarked, shrugging. “Let’s go get something to eat. And then we’re dropping Elizabeth off at her studio, understood?”

“Brenda–” Jason began, glaring at her.

“She’s right,” Elizabeth cut in. “One day a time, remember?”

“See?” Brenda crowed.

— Port Charles Courthouse: Two Days Later —

“I shouldn’t be nervous,” Alexis murmured as they waited for the jury to file in. “We did a good job. A really good job.”

“Right,” Ric agreed.

“I mean, there’s no reason for them to convict them,” Alexis continued. “There was no real evidence–”

“Alexis, Alexis,” Brenda cut in. “You’re making me nervous. Shut up.”

“Right, you’re right. I should just shut up. Because like I said, there’s no reason–”

“Alexis.”

“Shutting up.”

Elizabeth’s hands tightened around the wooden barrier as she watched the members of jury take their seats.

“It’s going to be fine,” Sonny assured her. “You did a good job painting a favorable picture of Jason.”

“It was all true,” Elizabeth said under her breath. “See, real friends stand by each other. They don’t cut each other down or make them apologize over and over again for the same thing.”

Sonny looked at her oddly while Carly used her hands to stifle a laugh. Maybe the little priss wasn’t all that bad after all.

“You hurt him, little girl, and you’re going to have a problem,” Carly warned her.

“Likewise,” Elizabeth remarked.

The judge called the court to order. “Has the jury reached the verdict?”

“We have, Your Honor,” the foreman said.

“Will the defendants please rise?”

Jason and Brenda stood along with their lawyers and Elizabeth stopped breathing for a full minute as she waited for the verdict.

“On the charge of murder in the first degree, we find the defendant Brenda Barrett-Morgan…not guilty.”

Elizabeth let out of sob of relief. If Brenda was found not guilty, then Jason would be, too.

Brenda let out a whoop and threw her arms around Jason’s neck. Jason pushed her away almost as quickly, but his grin was unmistakable.

“On the charge of murder in the first degree, we find the defendant Jason Morgan…not guilty.”

Carly lunged out of her seat and threw herself into Sonny’s arms before nearly knocking Jason over. Elizabeth hugged Ric, Alexis and Brenda before Jason was free from Carly’s clutches.

Jason hugged her tightly, nearly squeezing the breath from her body. “It’s almost over,” he breathed into her ear. “We’re flying to the Dominican Republic tonight.”

“I love you so much,” she whispered, making sure no one else could hear her, though it would be impossible over all other the noise in the courtroom.

“I love you, too,” Jason replied. “And it’s going to work this time. I promise.”

She finally pulled away and kissed him innocently on the cheek.

“Can we please get out of here?” Brenda demanded. “If I never have to see another courtroom, it’ll be too soon.”

— Vista Point —

Elizabeth sighed and leaned back against Jason’s chest. “How’s it feel?”

Jason kissed the top of her head. “How’s what feel?” he asked.

“Being a free man again,” she replied. “You and Brenda have been divorced for exactly sixteen hours.”

“It’s great,” Jason admitted. “She moved out as soon as we got back.”

“So, the penthouse is empty again, huh?” Elizabeth asked. “Your voice probably echoes off the walls.”

“Yeah, well, I’m glad Brenda is gone,” Jason replied.

“Oh, come on. You can’t say she didn’t grow on you a little,” Elizabeth teased.

Jason snorted. “Yeah. Like fungus.”

“Well, I like her. So you’re just going to have to accept her. I mean, you’ve got Carly in your life, I get to have Brenda. You’ve got Sonny, I get Zander.”

“And Lucky fits in how?” Jason asked amused.

“He was in my life before you. Doesn’t count,” Elizabeth remarked breezily.

“Sonny and Carly were in my life before you,” Jason reminded her.

She shrugged. “Details.”

“You’ve been spending too much time around Brenda,” he teased.

“Mmm…” Elizabeth murmured, closing her eyes. “I’m tired.”

“You wanna go home?” Jason asked, beginning to sit up on the bench. “It’s too cold out here for you anyway.”

Elizabeth shook her head and wrapped his arms more tightly around her waist. “You keep me warm,” she remarked contented.

“Yeah, and the next thing you know, you’ll be blaming me when you get pneumonia,” Jason said. “Come on. Get up.”

Elizabeth grumbled and pulled herself to her feet. “All right, all right. We can go.”

“Hey, at least you don’t have to worry about seeing Courtney at Kelly’s tomorrow,” Jason reminded her as he led her to the bike.

“I never thought I’d say this, but Sonny’s controlling nature finally did me a favor,” she said, pulling her helmet on and climbing onto the bike of the bike. “Sending Courtney to college in London. Good man, he is.”

“Right. Until the next time he does something controlling,” Jason told her.

Elizabeth shrugged. “Yeah, well, whatever. You getting on or what?”

“You’re not asking me to drive,” Jason said, confused. “This is new.”

“The roads are too slick.” Elizabeth grinned. “Besides would you let me if I asked?”

“Probably not,” Jason admitted. He straddled the bike but did it backwards so that he was facing her. He pulled off the helmet.

“What’s gotten into you?” Elizabeth asked, mystified. “You’re acting so strange–”

He cut her off with a short kiss that made her toes curl. When he pulled away, her eyes were a little dazed. “What was that for?” she asked, pleased.

He gave her a small smile. “You know…I think that I’m happier right now than I have been in years.”

She touched his face. “Ditto.”

Timeline

14 February 2014, post the Elizabeth/Britt confrontation in which Elizabeth tells Britt she knows the truth about Ben’s paternity, and before Nikolas comes home at the end of the episode.

Inspiration

I was just getting back into writing at this point, and I just felt like writing an episode tag, lol.


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Why was it that after an argument, she could always think of at least a thousand things she should have said instead of remaining silent or offering weak protestations? Why…why had she allowed Britt to have the upper hand?

Elizabeth stepped off the launch and stood motionlessly on the docks for a moment, trying to find the righteous anger she’d had when she’d gone to Wyndemere that evening. Yes, what Britt had said was true. She did still care for Nikolas, and in many ways, did hope that the news Britt had used Dante’s sperm to impregnate herself would separate them, but not for the reasons Britt had insinuated.

Before their affair, something for which Elizabeth would never forgive herself, they had been family and best friends for most of her life. How could she allow Nikolas to continue falling in love with a woman who would do something like this? Yes, she had lied to Jason about Jake, and she wasn’t proud of it, but she hadn’t tricked Jason into fathering Jake.

Elizabeth withdrew the second copy of the paternity test. She didn’t like Britt–that was for sure. In fact, she loathed her for all the pain she had brought to Patrick’s life, for the way she had tortured Sabrina, and for what she was doing to Dante and Lulu. She wasn’t close to either of them these days, but once, Lulu had been part of her family—was still the aunt to her boys.

Why hadn’t she just listed those reasons? There were a thousand reasons someone should have hunted down the truth.

“Aunt Liz!” Spencer rounded the corner and grinned. “Hey!” He narrowed his eyes. “Where’s Cameron? He’s not with Emma is he?”

“No.” Elizabeth smiled and lifted her eyes to Nikolas. “No. I just came from speaking with Britt.”

Nikolas frowned. “About what?”

She tapped the paper against her hand, but Spencer was present and didn’t deserve to be in the middle of this. “I think you should ask Britt why. I’m going to see Dante and Lulu.” She started for the stairs but turned. “And when you know, remember that it has nothing to do with what she thinks it does. I did it because it was the right thing to do, and that should be enough for everyone involved.”

“Elizabeth—“ He looked down at Spencer. “Go wait for me on the launch.”

“But Dad—“ Spencer closed his mouth when he saw his father’s look and left.

Nikolas looked at Elizabeth. “I thought you were going to start over with Britt.”

“I may have three children with three men,” Elizabeth began, “and I know I had an affair with my fiancé’s brother, and maybe I can be sanctimonious at times.” She pursed her lips. “But I don’t think that just because you and I have a history, I should be expected to ignore when people are doing reprehensible things to people I care about and respect.” She tilted her head. “I lied to you. I had no intention of starting over with Britt. I learned something about her today that just confirms what I knew all along. I may not be the best person on Earth, but on my worst day, I don’t come close to Britt Westbourne.”

“Damn it, Elizabeth—“

“And if she doesn’t have the courage to tell you everything she’s done to your face…well,” Elizabeth shrugged. “She didn’t deserve the courtesy head’s up I just gave her before I go blow her secrets up.” She paused, a foot on the step. “I will always care for you, Nikolas, and part of me wishes we could have been something else, but the damage we caused will always be enough for me to step back and stop from doing it again. My self-respect is worth more to me. I’ve worked hard to get it back after everything that happened.” She eyed the island, in the distance. “You should go home and ask Britt what’s going on. If she loves you at all, she’ll tell you the truth.”

She turned her back on her oldest friend and walked away to tell Dante he was a father. She could never go back in time and tell Jason the truth from the beginning, not have an affair with Nikolas, or tell Jason the truth about Sam’s baby.

But in this case, she could do the right thing from the start.

February 15, 2014

This entry is part 1 of 5 in the Noel

In the bleak midwinter, frosty wind made moan,
Earth stood hard as iron, water like a stone;
Snow had fallen, snow on snow, snow on snow,
In the bleak midwinter, long ago.


December 24, 2005

Kelly’s: Courtyard

He had no memory of Kelly’s Diner before the last four months but he imagined that it had always looked the way it did now, with its slightly weathered bricks, the faded sign hanging over the double doors and the desolate courtyard empty of the tables and chair put away for the winter season.

Jason Morgan had just left the warehouse, having promised Sonny he’d go over their accounting books. He wasn’t familiar with a lot of things in his life–with the people, with the places–but numbers were comforting. Numbers always added up the same way, divided the same way and no matter how many times you did the equation, two plus two would always equal four. There was some solace in knowing that at least that would never change.

Two weeks had passed since his surgery. The aneurysm threatening his life was gone and the doctor had told him that while it could always reoccur, he didn’t think it was likely. He was out of the hospital and on his way to his old life–or so Sam told him. She told him that he liked to work on the books, that he liked to take his bike out, that he liked to walk outside when it was either really cold or hot because he couldn’t feel the temperature unless it was one of the two extremes. She told him he went to church every Sunday.

Sam told him a lot of things but there were a few things he’d rather figure out for himself. He was content to do his old job for Sonny. It had bothered him before but something was different inside him now–he knew the reasons he did the job and he had come to terms with the actions. You did what was necessary to protect the people important to you. You sacrificed to keep them safe.

Sam was away now–had left after his surgery was complete and declared a success. Her brother had fallen ill in Hawaii and had been asking for her. She had barely hesitated and Jason understood–family was family and he would have gone to Sonny.

But she wouldn’t be back in time for Christmas and he couldn’t convince her that he wasn’t disappointed. Instead, he was talking to her yet again about how it really was okay that she was going to be in Hawaii for the next few weeks.

“I’m sorry, Jason. I wanted to be there, you know I wanted to be there.”

Jason exhaled slowly and leaned against the brick wall of the diner. “Its okay, Sam. Christmas is your thing. It’s just another day to me–”

“But it’s our first Christmas,” Sam sighed. “It’s important to me. But Danny wants me here and I just–I don’t want to disappoint him either–“

“You’re not disappointing me,” Jason cut in. “You stay with your brother, he needs you more.” Not wanting to hear any more arguing, he closed the phone and sighed. He didn’t understand the obsession with Christmas, with holidays in general. He understood the religious basis for the day, but he wasn’t sure where the trees, the decorations and the guy in the red suit came from. As for gifts, why would you wait until one day a year to give in bulk when you could just give all year long?

He slid the phone in his jeans pocket and went inside the diner. It was empty, nearly time for the closing and other than Mike behind the counter, a young woman with a baby sat at one of the tables. He frowned–something about her profile felt familiar but he couldn’t place her.

“Can I have a coffee?” he asked Sonny’s father.

Mike grinned. “Coming right up. How do you take it?”

“Black,” the young woman murmured absently as she wiped some applesauce from her son’s face. She looked up and blushed. “Sorry, it’s from years of serving him,” she told Mike.

Jason’s frown deepened. “We know each other?”

She turned to him, her long brunette hair sweeping across her shoulder. Tilting her face to the side, she smiled. “Sure. Or we used to. Emily and I have been like sisters since high school.” She extended her hand. “Elizabeth Spencer.”‘

He shook it. “I remember Emily planning your wedding. I was invited but I was…” he trailed off, trying to think of how to explain his recent memories–from Manny Ruiz to his surgery which had saved his life but still left him without memory.

“I was glad to hear that you were doing better,” Elizabeth said, with a smile. She gestured towards the seat across from her. “Would you like to sit?”

He shrugged and took the offered seat. Mike set a mug of coffee in front of him and disappeared back into the kitchen. “So we knew each other through Emily?”

Elizabeth bit her lip and bought herself some time by handing her son a French fry from her plate. “Yeah, but I like to think we were friends on our own at one time.” When the boy reached for more fries, she caught his hand. “No, no, Cam. You have to save some room for cookies, remember?”

“Cookie!” he clapped his small chubby hands together and grinned at the strange man across the way. “Want cookie!”

“When we get home, Cam,” Elizabeth promised. She wiped the grease from his fingers. “He’s been into everything lately since he learned how to both talk and walk.”

Jason nodded. “How old is he?”

“Nearly twenty months old,” Elizabeth said. Her eyes sparkled. “This is his first real Christmas, where he’s going to be big enough to open his own presents and play with them.” A shadow crossed her face and she squeezed Cameron close. “I just wish…” she shook her head. “It’s not the presents that matter anyway,” she murmured.

“So you’re another Christmas fan,” Jason observed. Somehow it didn’t surprise him–she struck him as the sort of person that might want a large family Christmas. Someone who’d want to buy a huge tree and decorate it just right, who’d want to buy out stores for presents for her family and friends.

“I love Christmas.” Elizabeth handed Cameron. “We’re going to start all sorts of traditions this year, aren’t we, sweetie?” Her blue eyes were practically glowing. “We’re going to start A Christmas Carol and we’re going to leave the cookies out for Santa and maybe if you’re really good, you can open a present tonight.”

“Cookie!” Cameron repeated, clapping his hands together again.

“He won’t really be able to understand the book,” Elizabeth told Jason, “but he loves to be read to. I read to him all the time–I got the idea from you actually.”

Jason shook his head. “I don’t understand.”

“You told me how you used to read to Michael when he was a baby,” Elizabeth explained. “You said Michael seemed to enjoy it and I liked the idea of reading to Cam about places we might see or about history and culture. So I think A Christmas Carol is right up his alley.”

“What’s A Christmas Carol?” Jason asked. “Is it a children’s book?”

Elizabeth shook her head. “It’s an book about someone who hated Christmas, who was really cheap and mean and how he was visited by three spirits on Christmas Eve. The ghosts showed him his past, his present and then his future if he didn’t change his ways. He wakes up and decides to change his life. It’s a classic Christmas story–my father used to read it to us every Christmas Eve and I can’t wait to start it with Cam.” She checked her watch. “We’d better get home, baby. Daddy will be home when we get there.” She pulled out her wallet and frowned at the check in front of her before glancing back at her wallet. “I could have sworn I had a ten in here.”

Jason frowned and a few things became clear about Elizabeth then. Her wallet was nearly bare, her face was thin and there were deep shadows under her eyes.

“Damn it,” Elizabeth muttered. She rifled through her purse, her fingers become slightly frantic in her search for the ten. “Maybe I left it in the lady’s room.” She stood, took Cameron in her arms and moved quickly into the back room.

Jason stood and took his wallet out. First, he slid two twenties into the pocket of her black coat and then went to the counter. “Mike? Here’s a ten for Elizabeth’s check.” He slid it across the counter. “Keep the change.”

Mike shook his head. “She hates charity.”

Jason hesitated. “Tell her that I insisted.” He heard footsteps coming from the direction of the rest rooms and quickly left Kelly’s.

Outside, it was beginning to snow. Jason shoved his hands deep into the pockets of his leather coat and started out for Harborview Towers. He wondered what it would be like to go home to a family. To be happy whether you had money or not–though he never really thought about what life must be like when you couldn’t buy what you needed. He hadn’t had to worry about it and he didn’t think he’d had to worry about it before he lost his memory.

He wondered if he’d ever enjoyed Christmas and the surrounding holiday season or if he’d always felt this empty inside during this time of year.

Penthouse: Living Room

Jason propped his feet up on the couch and leaned against the armrest to read one of the travel books he’d found on a shelf in the dining room. He was just beginning a section about the exports of Greece when his cell phone rang.

He fished it out of his back jeans pocket and answered it without checking the caller id screen. He didn’t need do that to know it was Sam calling.

“Hey,” Sam sighed. “I just wanted to check in with you, I know it’s dark out there. I was just sitting here, thinking about the lights on the tree and how beautiful they must look all lit up.”

Jason glanced over at the tree in the corner of the penthouse by the window. It nearly blended in with the shadows of the room–he hadn’t remembered to light it. “How’s your brother?”

“A little better.” Sam sighed again. “I bet the star looks the prettiest. It was my favorite ornament. I wish I could be there to see it lit up.”

“The tree isn’t lit,” Jason finally admitted. “I forgot to do it.”

There was some silence on her end of the line. Finally, she said, “Oh.”

“I just didn’t see the point,” Jason continued. “I’m sorry,” he told her even though he really wasn’t. He’d told her that he wasn’t really interested in celebrating the holiday, especially when he had no memory of past holidays.

“I don’t know why you can’t just…” Sam huffed. “I mean, it’s important to me. I want a tradition we can carry on with our children and if we don’t start them now, then when are we? And I’m not at all happy that what’s important to me isn’t important to you.”

“I just don’t understand the point of it all,” Jason replied, a little irritated. The second his health had returned, something had shifted in their relationship and he wasn’t sure what it might be. His lack of memories hadn’t bothered her before but now that there was no medical reason for their absence, she was short-tempered more often than not.

“I didn’t ask you to understand it, I just asked you to humor me. Never mind, obviously it’s too much to ask.” There was a click and Jason’s phone was silent. He shook his head, closed it and put it back into his pocket.

He didn’t understand Christmas and he was beginning to think he didn’t understand anyone in his life either.

This entry is part 2 of 5 in the Noel

Oh, there’s no place like home for the holidays
‘Cause no matter how far away you roam
If you want to be happy in a million ways
For the holidays you can’t beat home, sweet home


Jason’s eyes jerked open and he sat straight up. He looked around and blinked at the sight of his penthouse lit up–all the lights and decorations Sam had strewn up but he’d forgotten to switch on were blazing. There was a fire in the fire place behind him and he heard the click of heels coming from the kitchen.

He rubbed his eyes and stood. “What the hell…”

Robin Scorpio stepped out from the kitchen, an oversized mug wrapped in her hands. Jason shook his head. It was Robin, but she was younger. Her hair was longer, its color darker. Her face was a bit rounder and her cheeks were bright red. “Hey, Jason.”

“Robin,” he said slowly. He licked his lips and looked around. “You look…”

She sipped from her mug. “I look about nineteen which was the age I was when we first began dating.” She set the mug on the corner of the pool table and ignored his wince at the thought of something that hot close to the felt.

“You look a bit different yourself,” Robin said. She circled around him and tugged at his t-shirt. “You’ve been working out. And your hair’s darker.” She stood on the tips of her toes to peer into his eyes. “And something’s missing.”

He grumbled something under his breath and stepped back. “What’s going on?”

“I am the Ghost of Christmas Past!” she proclaimed, throwing her arms up in declaration. “Or, a representative of the Ghost of Christmas Past, anyway. He’s busy this time of year and rarely does jobs one on one.”

Jason frowned and peered at the mug, “What were you drinking?”

Robin sighed. “I’m not Robin Scorpio either. I’m just a familiar face to guide you on your journey,” she explained. “I’m part of your past. Or she is…it’s complicated, Jason. Anyway,” she held out her hand. “Ready to go?”

Jason shook his head. “I don’t dream, so this is really happening but at the same time, this can’tbe happening.”

Robin made a clucking noise. “Jason, you’re so literal. Just take my hand,” She wiggled her fingers. “You trust me don’t you?”

“No, but I don’t think you’re going to go away until I do what you want,” Jason sighed. He slipped his much larger hand into her tiny one and the second their skin made contact, there was swirl of wind and suddenly, everything was different.

It was Sonny’s penthouse but it was all wrong somehow. Jason frowned and looked around–the furnishings were dark, there was nothing that he remembered at all. And standing in front of him was a trio of very familiar figures–himself, Sonny and Robin.

Jason looked at his Robin and frowned. “Okay, I’m confused.”

His Robin shrugged. “Your first Christmas after the accident. You’re celebrating it early because I’m leaving.” Her smile was wistful as she watched the younger Jason move across the room to fish out a box from his jacket.

“I celebrated Christmas?”

“You understood it then,” His Robin told him. “Because I could explain things so that you not only understood them but accepted them. Your new friend Sam tells you what she thinks you ought to know and never elaborates. She doesn’t want you to change your mind about your future together.”

Jason shook her head. “She’s not like that.”

His Robin snorted. “Look, I’m privy to a few things that you’re not. So pipe down and pay attention.”

He watched himself interact with Sonny and Robin and briefly wondered what it was that had changed Sonny from this particular man to the one he was today–bitter, cold and distrusting. He searched his limited memory but was frustrated when he couldn’t come up with any sort of connection.

“You really don’t remember any of this, do you?” His Robin sighed. “I thought seeing the memory might help…”

Jason shook his head. “I don’t remember the actual event,” he admitted, “but…” he looked at her. “I remember what I felt. I remember being nervous about the gift. I remember feeling–really good when you liked it. I remember how happy I was.” He crossed his arms and peered at the figures in front of him. “That Robin was the best thing that could have happened to me at that point in my life.”

His Robin nodded sagely. “It’s nice that you can acknowledge that. You might not remember these things, but the people who love you do. And it’s hard for them when you look at them and don’t know them. Some handle it better than others.”

She took his hand and the wind swirled again. When it cleared, they were standing in a dilapidated room cluttered with canvases, paints and easels. Jason frowned when he saw his younger self lying prone on the shabby couch, his hand clutched to his side. “What’s this place? I’ve never been here before.”

“Haven’t you?” Robin asked. She arched an eyebrow and he realized her appearance had changed. Her face was thinner, her hair was cut boy short and her eyes were a little sadder. “I look like the last time you saw me on the bridge when you told me you never wanted to see my face again.”

He swallowed and looked away–that was one of the memory flashes he had received. But none of the flashes had shown him this room. And yet…he knew it. He watched his younger self shift on the couch and the other Jason focused on the small tree on a table, decorated with paper chains and an angel atop.

The older Jason stared at it as well and was struck by it. “The only Christmas tree I ever decorated,” he murmured. “And liked.”

Robin nodded. “Your first Christmas after you lost Michael and I left town. You were shot and found by someone in the snow. She took you here to take care of you.” Robin touched one of the paper chains. “She protected you from Sonny and from Carly most of all and wouldn’t let anyone speak ill of you in her presence. She taught you that there was something to live for because you were lost in nothing after Michael was gone. She brought color back to your world.”

Jason frowned and turned when the door opened and a small whirlwind rushed through. Her hair was flying all over the place, the wind having destroyed any semblance of order in the curly mass. Her blue eyes were sparkling with mischief and she had bags filled to the brim in her hands. He recognized her instantly.

“Elizabeth,” he said softly. He looked to Robin. “The woman from the diner. I didn’t realize…she never said…”

“She wouldn’t, no. You aren’t close anymore,” Robin said. “You’re on the periphery of each other’s lives. You go whole months without talking but every time you do, it’s like yesterday. She’s your best friend and you’re hers, and nothing has been able to change that. She married Sonny’s brother, and divorced him. She repeated the process but finally gave up on him because she was never going to be first on his list and being first is something this girl can’t quite recall.”

“She hums when she paints,” Jason said quietly. He watched the younger Elizabeth change his bandage all the while chattering all along like she performed this task on a daily basis. “She didn’t come to see me in the hospital.”

“She didn’t think you’d want to see her,” Robin told him. “You didn’t know her, you weren’t her Jason anymore and she certainly wasn’t going to push you.” She studied him. “What else do you remember about this moment?”

“I remember…” Jason hesitated. “I remember thinking that she was beautiful. That her smile lit up the whole room and she always made me want to smile when she smiled. It was contagious.”

“Do you remember why she was protecting you from Sonny and Carly? Why she was hiding you here in her art studio?”

Jason nodded. “Yeah. Sonny and Carly, they slept together. I was shot, I went to his penthouse and she was there.” His throat was thick. “I went to the boxcar and I…” He looked away. “I went there to die. But I remember Elizabeth…telling me to open my eyes, that she couldn’t help me unless I opened my eyes.”

“And she gave you a reason to live,” Robin finished softly. “She took you to her studio, filled to overflowing with soup, changed your bandages, saved your life, told everyone that mattered to her that you were sleeping together so they wouldn’t know you were shot. And you celebrated the second Christmas of your life that you really felt like the holiday meant something.” Robin sighed. “She was perfect for you, you know. I bet if you’d just given into one of those urges to kiss her, this whole thing would be different.”

Jason frowned. “What do you mean?”

But his Robin didn’t answer. She held out his hand and with some reluctance, he touched it wondering where the mists would send him next.

It was a large open space, much larger than Elizabeth’s studio and smaller than Sonny’s penthouse. A kitchen area was in the back and a large bed underneath the window towards the back of the room. This place, too, felt familiar but not in the same way the studio had been. He’d been here before but didn’t feel any particular connection to it.

He saw himself standing by a partially decorated evergreen tree in the corner. He was some years older than he’d been in the studio but still younger than he was now. He wondered when this Christmas had taken place and with whom he had shared it.

His questions were answered when a blonde woman came out from behind the tree, a box in her hands. Her face was down as she rummaged through the box but he recognized her instantly as Sonny’s little sister Courtney. He’d been engaged to her, married to her, he was told all of this but it still didn’t feel like it was a real part of his history.

“This is the third Christmas,” Robin said. “The third that meant something real to you. But it wasn’t because you were sharing this moment with Courtney.”

Jason frowned and looked at her. “Then why?”

“Because Elizabeth had walked out on you only two months earlier. You jumped into a relationship with Courtney who had just left her husband. She wanted to celebrate Christmas, wanted to decorate a tree with you but it didn’t feel right to you. You didn’t want to decorate a tree with anyone who wasn’t Elizabeth.” Robin sighed wistfully. “She was thinking of you, too that night. Feeling sad and vulnerable. She was ready to forgive you for lying to her, for hurting her and she wanted to apologize to you for being so cold, so untouchable for so many weeks.”

“What…” Jason hesitated. “What did I do to her then?”

“The act doesn’t matter,” Robin said. “What matters is what came after. You abandoned her, like most everyone else in her life. And because she was feeling so vulnerable, she listened when Ric Lansing talked and was charmed by him. She thought she saw the best of you in him–only without the lies and the secrets. He nearly killed her, you know. Twice. He put her through hell before she finally left him.” Robin shrugged. “You thought about going to Kelly’s, just to see her. To be near her. But instead, you took the cowards’ way out. You stayed with Courtney, and you decorated this tree with her.”

“But it was for the best right?” Jason said. “Elizabeth’s married to Lucky, she has a son. I have Sam.”

Robin’s mouth curved into a bitter smile. “Elizabeth has a son with Zander Smith, a petty criminal who threatened her and her baby. He died in a shoot out with the police two years ago and she married Lucky Spencer. Mostly because she still felt love for him–the love she’d felt as a teenaged girl. She felt comfortable with him, thought he’d be safe and that he’d never hurt her.”

She folded her arms and watched a laughing Courtney embrace a Jason that looked resigned. “Sam loves you. She does. But she’s scared. She’s terrified that what you have together can’t last. She’s a lot like Carly, you know. She wants so badly to make this work that she’ll make mistakes and she’ll do dumb things and one day, she’s going to wake up and realize that she’s lost herself in you. That she has no life other than you. And she’s going to resent you for that.”

Jason shook his head. “No, it’s not like that with Sam–”

“That’s what will happen if you stay together,” Robin said. “If everything goes to Sam’s plan, within two years, she will hate you and herself. But that’s not for me to really say. All I know is what I’ve been told.”

“You were a good man, once, Jason,” Robin continued. “You were kind and compassionate. You were a good friend that never forgot someone who had done you a kindness. You knew Sonny inside and out, you understand that you could only have Carly in your life if you kept her at an arm’s length. You had a real life that was separate from Sonny’s. That’s your past, Jason. But things have changed.”

She held out her hand and Jason touched it, the swirling mists erasing the scene before him.

This entry is part 3 of 5 in the Noel

Baby I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can’t get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season comes along
And I’m all right
But then I miss you, most at Christmas time


Jason sat straight up and rubbed his eyes. He looked around at his dark and desolate penthouse. The tree was not lit, the lights not switched on and the fireplace was empty and dark. It had been a dream, Jason told himself. Just because he’d never dreamed before, it didn’t mean he would never dream at all.

But he remembered every detail about this dream. The way Robin had looked, the way she had changed. The words she’d spoken, the places she’d taken him to.

He stared at his hands for a long moment before dragging them through his hair. He just needed to sleep. Jason lay back down and wrapped his arm around his head to rest it on. He closed his eyes and told himself once again it was a dream.

He could feel someone looking at him. He could feel someone very close. His eyes snapped open and he jerked back, startled.

“Who the hell are you?”

A tiny brunette was straddling his waist and peering at him with her amused brown eyes. “I know I was the wife from hell, Jase, but you really don’t have to be so rude.”

Jason frowned. Had Courtney died her hair? A more disturbing thought occurred to him–had he had yet another marriage that hadn’t lasted?

“Who are you?” he demanded.

The brunette stood up and planted her hands on her hips. “I am the Ghost of Christmas Present!” she declared. She cocked her head to the side. “Actually, I’m a representative–”

“I should have known,” Jason muttered. He tried to remember if he’d eaten or drank anything out of the ordinary before going to sleep. Maybe it was indigestion.

“To you, however, I am Brenda Barrett. I am your first wife and your worst nightmare all rolled into one,” Brenda said with a hand waving in the air for emphasis. “I was once engaged to Sonny and I was married to Jax. Do I ring any bells now?”

“Not really,” Jason said. “And from this short meeting, I’m beginning to think memory loss isn’t so bad.”

Brenda gaped. “Did you really just crack a joke? Things really have changed!” She shrugged and held out her hand. “Let’s go–we’ve got a lot to do and not so much time to do it in.”

Jason sighed and decided that he would avoid Kelly’s coffee for a while–that had to be what was going on. He touched her hand and was prepared for the swirling mess around him.

When it cleared, he was standing in the middle of the Quartermaine living room. The tree was lit and his sister was curled up in an armchair next to the tree. She was staring at a row of pictures on the shelf above the desk.

“What’s wrong with Emily?” Jason asked quietly, wanting to comfort his sister but knowing he couldn’t.

Brenda was subdued when she answered. “Alexis called her tonight and told her that her divorce papers had been filed and that her marriage to Nikolas was officially over. Emily thought that’s what she’d wanted. She’d thought she’d been moving on with her life.”

Emily sighed and twisted her wedding ring around her finger. She got out of her chair and crossed to the pictures, removing the one taken of she and Nikolas on her wedding day. Her fingers traced her ex-husband’s face.

“Two failed marriages in two years,” Brenda sighed. “It was two years ago this month that she’d asked for Zander for a divorce because she wanted to spend her life with Nikolas.”

“Why did you bring me here?” Jason demanded.

“Emily went though the breakup of her marriage alone,” Brenda said. “You were too busy with Sam and then you didn’t remember her at all. Even before you lost your memory, you were too busy with your own life to visit her. Emily had to seek you out to see you. You never came to her. Just another person who let her down. She’s going to spend her Christmas pretending she’s over Nikolas. Pretending it’s okay that Courtney and Nikolas are happy together. Pretend that she doesn’t mind doing things with them and with Lucky and Elizabeth.”

Brenda held out her hand. “She’s going to spend Christmas alone because there’s no one who cares to share it with her.”

Jason hesitantly touched her hand and told himself he’d check on Emily in the morning.

Their next stop was an apartment that was also familiar to him–not the furniture or the possessions within it, but the layout. He frowned and realized his reason for the destination when he saw Elizabeth curled up in a large chair, Cameron on her lap and A Christmas Carol in her hands.

“I wonder where Daddy is,” Elizabeth murmured to her son, kissing him on top of the head. “He should be home by now.”

Cameron giggled and smacked the book. “Cookie!”

Jason found himself smiling and decided that no matter what feelings he may have had for her, they were obviously better off now.

“You’re wrong,” Brenda said in a sing song voice. “You know this apartment because Courtney used to live here and you used to spend time here guarding her. Being here is what cost you Elizabeth in the first place. You had just told her poor girl you wanted a relationship with her and then you disappeared on her. You faked Sonny’s death and let her mourn him. You let her feel terrified that you were out hunting his killer. Instead, you were guarding Courtney and you were guarding me. Is it any wonder that when she found out you were seeing Courtney that she wondered when it had started?”

Jason swallowed. “I didn’t…”

“No, you didn’t. But you never assured Elizabeth of that. So she was replaced again in her mind. Never coming first, never really mattering.” Brenda waved that away. “Anyhow, that’s all in the past. Can’t change the past. Elizabeth here is living week-to-week trying to support her baby and her new husband, who hasn’t yet made it home for Christmas. She can’t imagine why because he’s supposed to be out on medical leave until after the new year.”

The telephone rang and Elizabeth leaned towards the coffee table to grab the cordless receiver. “Hello? Lucky!” Her face brightened. “You’re not out doing any last minute shopping are you?” Her face dimmed and she looked away from her son. “Oh. Oh. Well…I understand. You need–we need the money. I wish you had–right.” She swallowed. “I love you too, I’ll see you tomorrow.”

She hung up the phone and sighed. “Well, Cam, Daddy has to work tonight so why don’t we put this book away for next year and get you to sleep.”

She lifted her son into her arms and went into the back bedroom.

“He’s not working, not really,” Brenda said. “He just told her that so she wouldn’t worry. He’s not officially on the clock but Lucky feels like he has a duty to track Manny Ruiz down. He caused the train wreck and he kidnapped Elizabeth only days before their wedding.”

Jason looked at her. “What? Why?”

“When Sam shot him, he needed a nurse. He grabbed the first one he saw, who happened to be Elizabeth. She escaped because she’s got a good head on her shoulders but Lucky wants his blood. So he’s going rogue and determined to bring Ruiz in on his own.” Brenda shrugged. “He obviously doesn’t understand his wife very much if he’s thinks its both okay to lie to her and to miss their first Christmas as a family.”

She held out her hand again. “Let’s go.”

Jason eyed her apprehensively. “I’m not sure I want to,” he said.

Brenda narrowed her eyes and wiggled her fingers. “Hey look, pal, this is not my first choice for spending the holiday but I got a job to do here so just take my damn hand and let’s get this over with.”

Jason sighed and reluctantly took the brunette’s hand.

She had taken him to the bar he’d bought for Sam in Hawaii and Jason frowned. Sam was supposed to be with her brother, not hanging out in some dingy bar this late. He scowled when he saw his fiancée tossing back a shot of whiskey–and from the line of shot glasses in front of her, it was not her last.

She turned to the man sitting next to her and raised another small glass in the air. “To Jason Morgan, the man who doesn’t understand holidays!” she announced in a slurred voice before tossing it back.

Jason flinched and tried to remember that she was drunk and feeling a little frustrated. It had been a rough few months for her and she was blowing off steam, he told himself.

“Man, she does know that you lost your memory right?” Brenda scowled. “I mean, I make fun of you, but I’m entitled. I’ve known you longer than five minutes.”

“Sam’s just upset,” Jason attempted to explain but his words were drowned out by the catcalls at the men around the bar. Sam was leaning back, her collarbone exposed. The man she’d toasted with poured his liquor into the hollow of her throat and licked it up. Sam giggled and called for another round for the entire bar.

Jason swallowed hard. “Is this really happening?” he asked huskily. “Or am I just…having a vivid dream?”

“You don’t dream,” Brenda murmured. “I wish I could tell you that you can avoid this but unfortunately, by the time you wake up, it will have already happened.” She wriggled her shoulders. “Anyway, there are worse things happening in the lives of the people around you.”

“Like what?” Jason demanded. “What could be possibly worse than this?” he gestured at the bar where Sam was now sitting in the guy’s lap, continuing to giggle as he nibbled at her throat.

“This.” Brenda snatched his hand and Jason was thrust into the next scene.

Carly’s room at Rose Lawn. He recognized that immediately. Carly was curled up in her bed, staring out the window–the new bars glimmering in the moonlight.

“What…” Jason frowned. “What’s with the bars?”

“She was treating this place like a hotel,” Brenda shrugged. “So they took away her privileges. They barred her windows, locked her doors, took away her radio, her computer, her television. She leaves the room only for therapy sessions and even then, it’s under strict supervision. She can’t go home for Christmas and she can’t have any visitors.”

Carly turned to her other side to peer at a picture of her children. She reached out to trace their faces.

“But she was doing so much better,” Jason said quietly.

“Sure,” Brenda shrugged. “But Carly when she’s normal is abnormal on most people’s scales. Sonny refuses to help her get out of here and Lorenzo will have nothing to do with her. They’ve blocked her calls to everyone else. She’s trapped in here until the doctors say she’s well enough to leave.”

“What if they never do?” Jason demanded.

Brenda shrugged. “She’ll never leave.” She held out her hand. “You ready to see more?”

“No,” Jason said darkly.

“Chill. There’s only one place left and it’s quick.” She wiggled her fingers and finally Jason took them.

It was a dark alley now and Jason didn’t recognize this place at all. He saw someone crouch behind a dumpster as he watched two people in the distance. “What’s this?”

“That is Lucky Spencer,” Brenda said gesturing the man crouched, his gun drawn. “And that is Manny Ruiz. Lucky’s managed to track him down but he’s about to pay the price for interfering in a world he does not understand.”

Jason watched with a sick feeling in his stomach as he remembered Elizabeth. First in the diner, looking forward to her first family Christmas and then in her tiny apartment with her little boy and her disappointment when she’d put the book back on the shelf.

He watched a man silently stepped up behind Lucky Spencer and put the tip of a gun to the spot just behind his ear.

Lucky never even saw him coming, never even felt the gun. Jason could do nothing to stop the inevitable. The man pulled the trigger and Lucky slumped to the ground.

“The last thing he thought about?” Brenda murmured. Her sad brown eyes found Jason’s horrified blue ones. “He was thinking about the promotion and raise he’d be sure to get when Manny was brought in. That Elizabeth would be so proud of him for finding a way out of their financial mess.”

“She’d be devastated if this happened,” Jason said quietly. “She loves him.”

“She loves the idea of him,” Brenda corrected, but not unkindly. “Of having someone to come home to, of having a family. But yes, she will be devastated when his body is found tomorrow morning and Mac Scorpio and Lucky’s partner come to tell her the news. She’ll be devastated because he is dead and betrayed by the fact that he lied to her.” Brenda sighed. “Your sister is having thoughts about suicide, your best friend Carly is heading towards another nervous breakdown, Manny Ruiz is about to widow a woman you once loved more than anything and I didn’t even show you Sonny–who’s so lonely now he’s kicked your sister out. But yeah, Sam living up to her reputation and making out with strangers is the worst thing that could happen.”

She rolled her eyes. “Let’s go.”

“I never said that was the worst thing,” Jason said, frowning because he’d forgotten about Sam’s betrayal during this moment. “What will happen to Elizabeth? To Emily?” He swallowed. “To Carly, Sonny and Sam?”

“That’s not for me to answer.” Brenda sighed and held out her hand. “Let’s go home, okay?”

This entry is part 4 of 5 in the Noel

Bells will be ringing
The glad, glad news
Oh, what a Christmas
To have the blues
My baby’s gone
I have no friends
To wish me greetings
Once again


The next time Jason opened his eyes, he did so slowly, peeking out from beneath his lids for any type of strange look from his penthouse or perhaps a strange person wandering near the couch. When he only saw the dark empty space, he breathed a sigh of relief, opened his eyes fully and started to sit up.

Standing near the door, hidden by shadows a figure stood. Jason jumped, startled. “Who are you?” he demanded.

The figure said nothing. Jason squinted to see him more clearly but could only make out the dark cloak they wore. “I guess you’re the representative from the Ghost of Christmas Future,” he muttered. He scrubbed his hands over his eyes and swung his legs over the side of the couch to stand. “Let’s get this over with.”

The figure held out his hand and Jason frowned before crossing the room and reaching for it. A little silence after the headache of Brenda was actually nice. He wondered what the future could possibly bring that would be worse than the present he’d just visited.

The swirling mists were familiar to him by now and he recognized the location that materialized as they faded away. It was Kelly’s diner and his sister was sitting at a table across from Sonny. Jason frowned–he would have thought that friendship would have faded once Carly came home. He blinked. Maybe Carly hadn’t come home at all.

“I’m worried,” Future Emily said softly. She reached for Sonny’s hand and Jason noticed the sparkle of a ring he didn’t recognize on her finger. “He’s been so…lost.”

Future Sonny took her hand and covered it with his other. “He’ll find his way back, Em. He’s stronger than he looks.”

“I suppose.” Emily smiled down at their hands. “Our first Christmas together,” she murmured. “It would be so perfect if he were there.”

“It’s too much for him,” Sonny told her. He stood and kissed her hand. “I have to get back to the warehouse. I’ll see you at home?”

“Of course.” Emily tilted her face up and gave Jason a jolt of shock as Sonny leaned down to kiss her.

“What the hell?” Jason demanded of the shrouded figure. “When did that happen?”

The figure didn’t answer. He only extended his hand again. Casting a dark look back at the scene, Jason took it and gratefully let the two people fade away.

An apartment faded in next–he didn’t recognize this one and felt almost closed in at the small size. It was little more than one room with a kitchenette in the corner, an open door leading to a very tiny bathroom and a bed in the opposite corner with a small crib next to it. A shabby couch and battered television completed the look and Jason began have to a very bad feeling about the whole thing.

It was confirmed when he glanced at the newspaper addressed to Elizabeth Spencer and realized it the newspaper for Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. He frowned and looked back at the irritatingly silent figure, “She moved?” he demanded.

The door opened and Elizabeth walked in, tugging Cameron the toddler behind her. Her son was crying loudly and Elizabeth, looking thinner than he could have thought possibly, tried to pick him up but her weak arms only got him as high as the couch where she left him, too exhausted to think straight.

She collapsed next to him and closed her eyes. The faint shadows he’d seen earlier that day were now dark. Her eyes were nearly sunken in and she looked so unhealthy he wanted to lift her in his arms and take her to the nearest hospital.

“What happened to her?” Jason demanded. “Lucky had life insurance, didn’t he? She has friends and family back in PC. Why is she here all alone?”

The figure didn’t answer and Jason began to wonder what the ramifications might be if he applied just the right amount of pressure to the neck of the representative of the Ghost of Christmas Future.

Elizabeth looked at the still crying Cameron and sighed. “I’m sorry, baby. I know you were looking forward to a tree but Mommy’s last check bounced and we can’t afford it.”

“Presents?” Cameron sniffled. “G.I. Joe doll?”

Elizabeth bit her lip and shook her head. “No, I’m sorry, baby. Maybe next year.”

Jason shook his head. He wouldn’t let his happen to her. The future wasn’t here yet, he could keep her from going to Pittsburgh, he could give her anything she needed. She didn’t deserve this –she deserved anything but this.

The figure held out his hand again and Jason took it, resolved to keep at least this from coming true.

He took Jason to a cemetery next. Jason felt a chill go down his spine. “Why are we here?” he asked. A thought occurred to him then and it nearly made him pitch to his knees. “Have I died?” he asked.

The figure gestured to a nearby gravestone and Jason stepped towards it to read the letters.

It wasn’t his.

Caroline Benson Corinthos
April 12, 1973 – March 29, 2005

Jason sank to his knees and stared at the headstone. “She’s dead?” he whispered. “How?”

When no answer was forthcoming, Jason got to his feet and grabbed at the cloaked figure. “Damn you!” he growled. He yanked the figure towards him. “Give me some damn answers!”

The figure wrestled himself from Jason’s grip and took a few steps back. He lowered his hood.

“Well, well, little brother,” an unfamiliar man sneered. “It’s so nice to see you lose that legendary control.”

Jason scowled. “And who the hell are you? I’m getting a little sick and tired of all of this–”

“You don’t know your own brother?” the man remarked. “After all, I’m the one who smashed your head into a rock and turned you in the fine upstanding citizen that you are now.”

Jason exhaled slowly. “AJ.”

AJ nodded. “That’s right. They thought it would be…” he smirked, “amusing if I were the one to give you all this happy news.” He gestured towards the headstone. “Carly committed suicide by the way. Couldn’t have happened to a more deserving bitch. Emily nursed Sonny through his neverending guilt and he was there for her when you became incommunicado because that whore of yours cheated on you. You disappeared from Port Charles and haven’t even come home once.” He shoved the cloak off and put his hands on his hips, making a circle around Carly’s grave. “As for poor Nurse Spencer, after her husband died, she found out she was pregnant–again. She miscarried–again–and this time, she found out she can’t have any more kids.” AJ’s eyes were sad now. “She was devastated naturally. And then her grandmother died. Nikolas was caught up in his own grief, in his own life and so was Emily. She had no one. So she took a low paying job in Pittsburgh after cut backs at the hospital here made her lose her job.” He shrugged. “You see what being selfish does to you, Golden Boy?”

“Go to hell,” Jason muttered. He looked away. “I want to go home.”

“Home to what?” AJ shrugged. “A cheating whore? A suicidal insane best friend? Another best friend who’s so wrapped up in his own life and seducing our little sister that he doesn’t care about your pain? Or how about to the widowed mother who lost her entire world because the life you lead?” He snorted. “What’s there to go home to?”

He walked away from Jason and bled into the mists until there was only Jason left in a cold cemetery with Carly’s headstone peering up at him in the moonlight.

Jason exhaled slowly and stared at the stone, wondering what had finally driven his friend to this ending. She’d always seemed stronger than this–how could he have let this happen to her? How could he have let any of this happen to the people in his life?

None of this was really happening, Jason decided. He would wake up and he would call Sam, and she’d be asleep. In her hotel room, like she was supposed to be. Emily and Nikolas would get remarried, Carly would come home healthy…and Elizabeth would have the life and family she deserved.

None of this could be happening.

He closed his eyes and willed himself to wake up.