February 17, 2025

This entry is part 4 of 27 in the These Small Hours: Book 2

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes, through the trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky, Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat


Saturday, November 1, 2008

Morgan Penthouse: Master Bedroom

 Jason watched as Elizabeth finished dressing and sat on the edge of the bed, sliding into a pair of boots. She barely even winced at the pressure when she leaned over to slide the zipper up, then tugged her jeans down.

“I’m fine, you know,” she said, sliding him an amused glance out of the corner of her eye. “Leo’s doing me a favor to squeeze me in today so I can get back faster. I could have gone back a week ago.”

“I know. And I know you miss work,” Jason said. “It’s just—”

“You like when everyone you love is where you can see them.” But she was smiling when she said it. She crossed the room, leaned up to brush her mouth against his. He caught her hips, holding her in place to deepen the embrace. When he pulled back, he cupped her face with one hand, the other resting at the curve of her waist.

“It should be safe enough to go back to the hospital,” he told her. “Spinelli said the firewall he installed is holding up, and he apparently fixed whatever was causing those misfires.”

“It’s such a relief to know the patients will be safe. I just—” Elizabeth sighed. “I just wish we knew who did this. If it was someone trying to use me against you or just some evil hacker who just likes chaos—”

Jason grimaced, looked down. “Spinelli said he’s not going to stop looking for hints in the code, but with nothing else happening—”

“And everything else going quiet, I know it’s a long shot.” She kissed him again, then went over to the top of his dresser where she was keeping her jewelry box temporarily. A few pieces of gold glinted when she lifted the top to remove the watch she’d stowed the day before and a necklace.

He moved behind her, offering to help with the clasp. It was such a small thing, he thought, to brush her hair to one side and fasten the necklace together. He kissed the side of her neck she’d left bared, and she laughed, leaning back against him. Moments like this had been so rare over the last year, in the few hours they’d managed to scrape together in hotels and the safe house. But during the last month, as she’d recovered, they’d become constant. Daily. But he hoped he never took them for granted.

“Before you go downstairs—” Jason said, catching her hand as she started for the door. He opened the top of the drawer, drew out a thick, cream envelope and handed it to her. Elizabeth furrowed her brow.

“You didn’t have to—” But she broke off, blinking at what she pulled out. “It’s in Italian, I don’t—” Elizabeth squinted, then looked at him. “Is this—is this property? There’s an address I think.”

“It’s a flat in Venice,” Jason told her. “I—I rented for the next year.”

“You—” Elizabeth pressed her lips together, then took a deep breath. “For a year?”

“I don’t know when we can go. How long things will be quiet, or when you’ll feel comfortable taking time from work again,” Jason said. “I know you’re worried about the hospital. And the boys are getting used to everything. We’ll be back in the house—but I didn’t forget about Italy.”

“I didn’t—I didn’t think you did.”

“So this is waiting. Whenever you want to go. Maybe we can go more than once. We could take the boys this summer or we can go somewhere else—” He broke off when Elizabeth came forward, wrapped her arms around his neck, letting the papers fall to the ground and kissed him hard. He buried his hands in her hair, losing himself in the way she felt against him, the taste, the knowledge that he didn’t have to let her go, that this was his normal—

“Do we have enough time for me to thank you properly?” Elizabeth murmured, her fingers sliding slowly down his collarbone, down his chest, towards the buckle of his jeans.

“Not unless you want to miss your doctor’s appointment,” Jason murmured against her mouth.

Elizabeth made a face then sighed, stepping back. “Okay, fine. But tonight, you’d better be home on time.”

“That’s not going to be a problem.”

Kelly’s: Courtyard

Maxie scrolled through the list on her notes app, pursing her lips. “I just know I’m missing something—oof!” She crashed into Spinelli’s back, then glared up at him. “Hey! What gives—”

Spinelli turned, put his hands on her shoulders to keep her from going around him. “The Jackal suddenly has a craving for Mexican—”

“It’s nine in the morning, Spinelli, you can have guacamole later—” Maxie arched her head, then narrowed her eyes. When she looked back at Spinelli, the blue had gone flinty. “Did you just not want me to see that son of a bitch and the trash he dragged through the door?”

“Maximista—” Spinelli winced when his girlfriend shoved him to one side, yanked open the door, and was over the threshold before he could recover his balance. With a reluctant sigh, he went after her.

Maxie had stopped in front of a table and planted both hands on her hips. “You got a lot of nerve coming here, don’t you know that?”

Nadine set the cup of coffee in her hand on the table, her lips thinning. She didn’t look up, but the man across from her was already pushing his chair back. “Johnny, don’t—don’t—”

But the Sceptic Son was not listening. He got to his feet. “No, I’m getting really tired of you going after me or Nadine every time you see us in public. What do you want me to do, hide in the apartment until you’ve decided I get to move on?” he demanded.

Though Johnny towered over her, Maxie only lifted her chin. “I think you should have waited until the ink was dry on Lulu’s transfer papers, you low-down lying cheating piece of scum, and youyou—” She jabbed a finger at Nadine. “Pretending to give a damn about Lu, checking on her, don’t think I don’t know what you were doing—”

“You only give a damn now because you feel guilty!” Johnny shot back, his face flushed. “You weren’t even friends!”

“We were going to be! We would have been, okay? You don’t know! You don’t know anything! I wanted to tell the truth and so did she, but you wouldn’t let us! And now look what happened!”

“Oh, you’ve got one hell of a way of rewriting history, you little twit—”

Spinelli winced as Maxie’s face flushed an even deeper shade of scarlet, then looked at Nadine sinking lower into her chair, her head in her hands. “Maximista, perhaps we should—”

“No! No! This is my town, okay? Mine! And Lu’s. We were here first. You don’t get to chase me out of this diner. Her family owns it, and you’re in here flaunting your cheap imitation whore—”

“You’d know all about cheap imitation, wouldn’t you? What shade of box dye is that on your head?”

The sound that emerged from Maxie’s mouth might have been meant to be a growl, but the pitch of her voice made it more like an angry squeak. She snatched a glass of orange juice from the table and dashed its contents in Johnny’s face. Before he could do anything but blink, she’d grabbed Nadine’s pancakes and launched them. Johnny dried to dodge it, pancakes going flying, but the plate hit him in the corner of the jaw.

“Hey, hey, hey—okay, okay—” Spinelli grabbed Maxie’s hands when she went for a plate of home fries in front of a stunned customer. “Okay, let’s go. We’re going. We’re going. Now.”

“No, no, I’m just getting started!” Maxie tried to kick out at Johnny even as Spinelli dragged her backwards towards the door. “Let me at him! Let me shove a hash brown down his throat so I can watch him choke—”

She was still making threats of breakfast food violence when Spinelli finally got her out the door and into the courtyard.

Johnny scowled, flicking bits of pancake and syrup from his long-sleeved shirt. He looked at Nadine. “You were right. We should have stayed in.”

Her head snapped up, her blue eyes no less furious than the woman who’d just been dragged out. She jerked her purse off the back of the chair, and headed for the door, yanking her coat from the rack on her way.

Johnny sighed, looked over at the shell-shocked waitress. “So, uh, I’ll cover everyone’s tab here, and uh, extra for the cleanup.”

Metro Court Hotel: Restaurant

 Bobbie pressed a finger to her temple, then sighed. “All right. All right, thank you, Penny. I’ll look into it. Thank you. I’d be lost without you.” She closed her phone just as Carly slid into the seat across from her. “Good morning. I’d almost given up hope.”

“Sorry.” Carly dropped a napkin over her lap. “I would have called but I left my phone off the charger last night, and didn’t realize until I was in the car, and it was dead. One of those mornings.” She nodded at the phone next to her mother’s plate. “Who were you talking to?”

“Penny. She’s been acting manager at Kelly’s for the last few months, but I need to find someone permanent. Apparently, Maxie started throwing breakfast food at Johnny Zacchara in the middle of the breakfast rush.” Bobbie made a face. “A beautiful girl, but she didn’t inherit a lick of common sense from either of her parents.”

“Considering what she pulled on Lucky two years ago,” Carly said, smiling up at the waitress who poured her coffee, “I’d think she had more Spencer in her than Felicia Jones.”

“I’d love to argue that point with you, but I simply can’t.” Bobbie tipped her head. “You’re not going to comment on Johnny Zacchara being pelted with sausages?”

Carly arched a brow, then folded her arms on the table. “Am I supposed to root for Maxie because Johnny’s the top suspect in what happened to Sonny? He has an alibi, Mama. He was with Nadine, proposing marriage. Ask anyone.”

“Carly.”

“Are you wearing a wire or something? I thought this was just breakfast, not an interrogation.” Carly picked up her coffee and sipped it. “Jason handled all of that, and if he’s satisfied, so am I. Aren’t you proud of me for not going off half-cocked and making a mess?”

“Proud? Worried, maybe. Carly—”

“Did Kelly’s survive the food fight or what? Are you going to have Maxie arrested?”

“No. No. Johnny paid for the whole thing and stayed to clean up. But since we’re on the subject of Johnny Zacchara—”

“Are we?”

“You were supposed to talk to Patrick yesterday about Sonny. I’m guessing from the lack of a phone call last night, the meeting didn’t go well.”

“It went…” Carly hesitated. “It went the way I thought it would. No change. Not in brain activity or the prognosis. I’ve called Silver Water.”

“You—” Bobbie blinked. “Already? What does Jason say?”

“Jason is living his life, enjoying his family just the way I promised him. He hasn’t been involved in any of it. And I’m not talking to him about it, either. Not tonight.”

“Well, no, of course not tonight, but—”

“Then why are we having this conversation?” Carly snapped, and Bobbie closed her mouth. Carly sighed, dragged her hands down her face. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I just—it doesn’t change anything. Talking about it. Going to see him. None of it. Sonny is gone. And talking to Jason about it—I don’t want to do it. Okay? Because that makes it all real and I don’t want to do that until I know Silver Water can take him. Jason’s been through too much this last year for me to pile more on his plate until I have to. Can that be enough? Can we please talk about something else?”

Crimson Pointe: Living Room

“I don’t like it.”

Claudia rolled her eyes, ignored her father, and turned the page in her fashion magazine. She heard the sound of the wheels on his chair as he drew closer to her but continued not to give him the satisfaction.

“Hey, Jezebel—”

“You know, Daddy, there are a lot of other wicked women you could go with. Delilah. Eve. I like Athaliah,” Claudia said, lowering the magazine in time to see her father’s bushy brows draw together.

“What are you babbling about?”

“Athaliah. Jezebel’s daughter.” She returned her attention to the magazine. “She was married to the King of Judah and murdered her grandchildren after his death to keep the throne. A woman who’d do anything to secure her power. Seems more accurate.”

“I don’t want to debate the damned Bible with you!”

“Then find a new insult.” She finally closed the magazine. “Other than me, what’s making you unhappy today?”

Anthony leaned back, contemplative — never a good sign, Claudia thought. “How’s your brother?”

“You know as well as I do. Probably better since you’re having them tailed. Don’t make that face, no one told me.” She shrugged. “That’s just standard operations.” She rose to her feet, crossed the room to the breakfast buffet. “Let me guess, Mary Sunshine goes to work and comes home, and Johnny doesn’t leave the apartment much.”

“Sometimes the girl goes jogging,” Anthony muttered. “But I didn’t ask what he’s doing. I asked—”

“Don’t tell me you’re concerned about John’s mental health.” Claudia popped a grape in her mouth. “Since his first memory is probably the bullet you put in his mother—”

“I don’t know why I bother with you,” Anthony growled. “He won’t return my calls. And for some damned reason, he’ll talk to you. So go up there and find out what the hell is going on.”

“You almost sound worried. Touching.” Claudia folded her arms. “Look if you’re worried the nurse will get cold feet and turn John in for the shooting, I think we’re in the clear. If that were going to happen, it would have been weeks ago. Sonny’s not waking up, so everyone is in the clear—”

“Every time we think we’ve got things under control with that boy, he screws it up. Do what I tell you.”

She considered refusing just for fun, but since she was a little worried herself — John had more of a moral compass than he should considering his family background, and, well, there were just some family secrets that needed to stay under wraps.

“Yeah, sure. I’ll give him a call. I bet he’s bored enough by now to have lunch or something this week.” She smirked. “And how desperate are you to be coming to me for help?”

“It’s time you earned your keep,” Anthony muttered. “Shut up and do what you’re told.”

General Hospital: Nurse’s Station

Patrick held out a hand to his secretary, his attention divided between the phone in the crook of his shoulder and the screen in front of him. “I heard you the first time, Archie, that’s not changing the fact that we’re short staffed and if we can’t even keep up with the turnover in the nursing staff—”

He felt the papers drop in his hand, and he curled his fist around them, giving his secretary a distracted nod and glanced down at the clutch of pink phone messages. “No, I don’t just need six new nursing positions, I need to find three replacements for the ones that just quit—don’t start—yeah, that’s what I thought.” He tossed the phone aside, and it nearly fell off the base.

“Someone’s in a bad mood,” Leo murmured as he came up behind Patrick, catching the phone before it clattered to the ground. “Bad day?”

“Bad month.”

“It’s November 1.”

“Two nurses quit,” Patrick retorted. “And we never found a replacement for the one who left two weeks ago. Please, please tell me that you cleared Elizabeth to come back. Or I am going to jump off the roof.”

“Relax.” Leo leaned back against the counter. “She’ll be ready to come back in a few days. And she does the work of two nurses, so you’re almost in the clear. Things are okay, Patrick. Not a single misfire in more than three weeks—”

“Oh, and that makes it all better? I’m glad that problem is fixed, but I’m still putting out a thousand fires in another department—” Patrick hesitated over one of the pink messages.

“More bad news?” Leo asked, craning to look over his shoulder. “The old man?”

Patrick crumbled the message in his hand. Another call from Noah Drake who’d returned to his position in Arizona. “He can keep calling. It’s not going to change the fact that I don’t have time for him.”

“You’re just not going to talk to your dad for the rest of your life? Come on, man. He’s got your liver rolling around in him—” Leo stopped when Matt stepped up to the counter. He closed his mouth.

Patrick flicked another message from Noah into the trash, ignoring Matt. They’d had their moment in the locker room a month earlier and had gone their separate ways. Elizabeth was right — not seeing the kid as an enemy was better, but that didn’t make them friends. Or brothers.

“You know better, Leo. The liver regenerates.” Patrick tapped the side of his abdomen. “All grown back like it never happened. I have enough to worry about without thinking about what a disappointment Noah Drake ended up being. Turns out I was right all those years. He’s not worth knowing. I have somewhere to be.”

And with that he dumped the rest of the messages in the trash and left the hub without looking back.

Harborview Towers: Hallway

“I can’t wait to get back to work,” Elizabeth told her grandmother as they approached the door. “I mean, I’m going to miss you being here, don’t get me wrong, but—”

“It’ll be good for all of us to get back to normal, but—” Audrey stopped Elizabeth before she could twist the doorknob. “I’m so grateful, darling, that I came to stay. That I took this opportunity to be with you and the boys. To get to know Jason.”

“And your verdict?” Elizabeth asked with a quirk of her brow.

Audrey’s lips twitched. “You know very well that I’ve been impressed. Not just with how he treats the boys, I never really had any worries on that end. But in how he treats you. Best of all, my darling, in how he looks at you when you don’t know it.”

Elizabeth’s breath caught. “What—what do you mean?”

“There is a great deal about Jason that I will never be able to wrap my mind around, or put a complete seal of approval on, but oh, he just looks at you as if you’re the center of his world. The sun rises and sets on you and those boys for him. I think I can understand why you’d take the rest of it.” Audrey squeezed Elizabeth’s hand. “I can go home, knowing for certain that you and my great-grandchildren are in good hands. With someone who finally understands how special all three of you are.”

“Gram—” Elizabeth swallowed hard. “I wasn’t expecting—that’s the really the best birthday present I could have gotten tonight.”

“Oh, well, why don’t we put that to the test?”

“What?” Elizabeth’s brow furrowed in confusion, but then her grandmother pushed the door open.

“Surprise!”  Noise spilled out from the living room, including a mixture of cheers, noisemakers, and a pop of confetti. Cameron raced across the room to his mother, Jake on his heels.

“What’s all this?” Elizabeth said, crouching down to give both her boys a hug. She looked around, unable to take it all in. Monica and Bobbie were by the fireplace, Carly and Patrick milling by the pool table. Jason coming up behind the boys to pick up Cameron so that Elizabeth could lift Jake, and both boys were being held.

“What is this—” Elizabeth looked at Jason with wide eyes.

“Happy birthday, Mommy!” Cameron declared, wrapping his arms around her neck. “You the prettiest! We got you cake!”

“I like cake,” Jake said, leaning his head against his father’s shoulder. “Frosting.”

“Happy birthday,” Jason said, kissing her cheek. “I told you I’d be home on time.”

“You did.” She grinned at him. “I guess our plans will have to wait.”

“I’m not going anywhere.”

This entry is part 3 of 27 in the These Small Hours: Book 2

Tell my mother, tell my father
I’ve done the best I can
To make them realize this is my life
I hope they understand
I’m not angry, I’m just saying
Sometimes goodbye is a second chance

Second Chance, Shinedown


Friday, October 31, 2008

Morgan Penthouse: Master Bedroom

Elizabeth dug through the closet, wondering how it seemed that half her wardrobe had ended up in the penthouse and how they were ever going to get everything back to the house.

Behind her, Jason had emerged from the bathroom, towel drying his hair. “Is your grandmother going with you today?”

“What? Oh. No. No. Jake still has a little bit of the sniffles, and I didn’t want him to go out,” she said. “I know we’re only going to go trick or treating here in the building tonight, but I don’t want him to get sicker.” She retrieved a sweater, then hesitated, running her fingers over the soft fabric.

“Are you okay?” Jason wanted to know when she didn’t continue.

“It’s—this sweater. I—I borrowed it from Emily. I never got a chance to give it back.” She looked at him. “It’s—I mean, it’s today.”

“Yeah. I know.”  His expression tightened and he went to his own dresser. She bit her lip. Of course he knew. Did she think he’d forget the anniversary of his sister’s murder?

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t—I don’t know.” She sat on the bed, the sweater in her lap, running her fingers over it. “Do we acknowledge it? Do we go on like it never happened?”

Jason pulled a long-sleeved shirt over his head, then looked at her, a bit exasperated. “Why is that up to me? Why do we have to do anything? It happened. We both know it’s awful. We don’t have to talk about it.”

She bristled. “Maybe I want to talk about it, okay? What am I supposed to do? Nikolas and Lucky are both gone, so it’s not like I can call them. Or that I’d want to. No one else—never mind. Never mind. I’m sorry.” She crumbled the sweater up, stalked over the wastebasket in the corner, shoved it in.

Jason’s arms came around her, drawing her back against his chest. She felt his breath at her temple, and she let out a long shaky sigh. “I’m sorry,” he murmured into her hair. “I’m sorry.”

She brought her hands up to touch his arm, to pull it down so that she could turn and look at him. “I’m sorry, too. It’s just—you know, you go through every day and you think you’ve handled it, and you’ve moved on, and then you just get hit with it, and you remember all over again, and I’m sorry, because you lost her, too, and it’s just not right—”

“I know.” Jason kissed her temple, then leaned down to remove the sweater from the trash. “I miss her. All the time.”

“I look at the boys, and I just think—she never gets to be here with them. She loved them so much.” Elizabeth lifted her gaze to his. “She loved you so much, Jason. Even when you drove her crazy or disagreed with her. You were her rock. The one piece of her world that she could always rely on.” She laid her hand on his cheek. “Because you were an amazing brother who never let her down. I hope you know that. The only regret you should have about Em is that we didn’t get enough time with her. Because there will never be enough. And I’m sorry. I’m sorry if it hurts to talk about her.”

“That’s—that’s why we should,” Jason said finally, forcing the words out. He laid his hand over hers. “Because I want the boys to know her. I know she loved them. And she loved you. I’m so glad my sister had you. That you were her best friend.”

“She was the first person I told. About there being a possibility that Jake was yours. It’s why I had the courage to tell you so we could get the test.” Elizabeth closed her eyes. “I wish I’d confided in her after the test came back. I don’t know why I didn’t. She would have told me to tell you. I was so scared, so scared everything would come crashing down if you knew. If everyone knew. Lucky would relapse, and you’d have trouble with Sam, and be unhappy, and I’d be alone—I was such a coward. I kept it all inside because I knew if I told her, she’d tell me to suck it up and do the right thing.” Elizabeth brushed away her tears. “There’s no one left who knew me the way she did, you know? And she never gets to marry Nikolas and have her happy ending. She wanted to be a mother, and all of that—God, I hate it so much. There’s too much left we still should be doing together…Why is she gone? Why can’t she just come back?

Jason curled his arms around her, and they sat there for a long time, just thinking of the life that had been lost.

General Hospital: Patrick’s Office

“This feels like déjà vu,” Carly murmured, skimming the scan Patrick had slid across the desk. She looked at him on the other side of the desk. “It’s eerie, isn’t it? To be sitting here, having the same conversation we had six months ago.” She glanced at the empty space next to her where Jax would have been.

“I know that you have joint power of attorney,” Patrick said. “We can wait to make these decisions, and I can talk to Jason if you want—”

“No, it’s—” Carly set the scans back on the desk, carefully arranging them so that the edges lined up. “I made a promise to myself after Elizabeth’s accident — after I caused that ridiculous scene, and Jason basically threw me out of the room — I told myself that I was going to do everything I could to make his life easier.”

“Okay,” Patrick said slowly, and she thought she detected some skepticism. Well-earned no doubt. “But this is a big decision—”

“You’d think that, but it was a big decision in April. In May when we finally went through with it. I agonized over it. We talked to so many other doctors, and no one disagreed with you.” Carly’s smile was faint. “You’re the best neurosurgeon on the east coast, maybe the country. You’re telling me that Sonny isn’t dead, but he’s not a vegetable. Maybe he’ll wake up one day, and maybe he won’t. But you’re not hopeful.”

“No. There’s some brain activity, but it’s not brain death.”

Carly nodded, sliding her fingers over the lines depicting the brain activity on the page. “And we’ve waited. Just like Michael. Nothing’s changed. Not in a month of waiting. Is it wrong to wish it were brain death? That we could say for sure?”

“No. It’s not. What’s happening to Sonny, what happened with Michael — the ambiguity is almost worse than the clarity of death.” Patrick leaned forward. “Do you mourn? Do you pack up their things? How do you go on when someone who matters so much is somewhere between life and death, and might never move one way or the other?”

“Sometimes,” Carly said, “sometimes I wish I’d never met him. Even if that meant I was still married to AJ, trapped in a horrible marriage. One I chose to make horrible, mind you. You don’t know AJ — you came here after he died. I didn’t push him over the edge, you know, but I sure had no problem making sure he lived on the precipice, making sure that Michael would never know him.” She exhaled, her breath a bit shaky. “Maybe Sonny was a good father, but if AJ had been in his life, do you know where my baby would be right now?”

“Carly—”

“He’d be in school.” Carly met Patrick’s gaze, though his features were blurred through her tears. “He’d be spending time with his cousins. He was supposed to be in sixth grade this year, you know? He’d be twelve in December. I’ll never know what he could have been. Who he’d grow up to be. What kind of man he’d turn into. I don’t know. I know none of this matters. None of this has anything to do with Sonny or the decisions I have to make now. It’s just…I don’t know. Sonny’s gone. And I don’t know what to do with the fact that I don’t even feel grief. Or anger. It’s just a relief. How horrible am I to feel relieved that my little boy is losing his father? That Kristina is losing hers? What kind of person does that make me? Don’t answer that,” Carly said when Patrick opened his mouth. “Just — I’ll talk to Jason. He hasn’t been to see Sonny, so I have to find a way to talk to him about this.”

“There’s no hurry,” Patrick said. “He wouldn’t be our only long-term coma patient, but I don’t have to tell you he wouldn’t get the personal attention here that he would in another facility.”

“I know. And I’m sure the answer will be yes. I just—it’s Halloween, and I’m taking Morgan to trick or treat with his cousins. Elizabeth’s birthday is tomorrow — Jason deserves to have this time, and I’m going to make sure he has it. So I just—I’ll talk to him. Thank you, Patrick. You’ve always been kinder to me than I deserve. I’ll be in touch.”

General Hospital: Nurse’s Hub

When the elevator doors slid opened and Nadine saw Leyla standing by the computer in the hub, she nearly pressed another button for another floor. But she was an adult and there was no amount of avoidance that would change anything. For whatever reason, their budding friendship had been a casualty of Nadine’s impulsive decision to marry Johnny Zacchara.

And if she were honest with herself, it was a relief to know now that Leyla wasn’t someone to be counted on. If Leyla could cut her off so neatly without even bothering to ask questions, then Nadine was better off.

But it didn’t make working together any easier, especially as they’d both been floated to the general ward this rotation.

Nadine took a deep breath, then went over to the counter to exchange charts for her next round of checks. “Any new admits this morning?”

Leyla glanced over at her, then back at the screen. “No. Still the same as last night.”

“Good. Good. It’s a relief to be out of the ICU, but I hope we can start getting back to our usual departments. I miss Pediatrics,” Nadine said, picking up her new charts. “I’m sure you miss surgery.”

“I’m surprised you feel that way considering how you’ve used your time,” Leyla said coolly.

Nadine tensed. “What is that supposed to mean?”

“Well, you’ve made it quite the habit of attaching yourself to our more…wealthy patients,” Leyla said. “It didn’t take you long to move on after Nikolas was done with you—”

“Oh, that is absolutely not what happened, and you damn well know it! Nikolas and I had barely even started dating when he decided to go, and yes, that hurt, but there’s no law that says I have to wait to move on—”

“No, but you certainly took advantage of Johnny’s situation, didn’t you? Just like you did with Nikolas. Constantly checking in on him, pushing him to get that surgery, hoping to make yourself indispensable—” Leyla sniffed. “He saw through you, just like I did, and well, maybe you and Johnny Zacchara deserve each other. You’re no better than your sister. Money hungry white trash.”

Crimson Offices: Reception

Maxie emerged from Kate’s office, flipping through memos with one hand, a phone tucked in the crook of her neck. “No, Dinah, I want to push that photo shoot another few days. Kate will be back in the office by then and I know she wants to be there.”

She only half-listened to the response, dropping the memos on her desk. She rummaged for her date book. “Yeah, it’ll be great to have her back. She’s been consulting and signing off from the hospital and from home, but there’s nothing like having her here—” Maxie broke off, the other desk in the area catching her eye.

The empty desk with a chair tucked neatly under it, a discarded jacket over the back of it. The office could get chilly, and Lulu kept something handy for those days. There were no active projects or files on her desk, just her phone and a handful of photos, including one of Lulu with her mother during her parents’ wedding.

“What?” Maxie returned her attention to the call. “No, no, it’ll be good to be back to normal. It was a terrible tragedy. Just…just a terrible, awful day. But it’s time to turn the page. Thanks for the reschedule. Kate will be so grateful, and I certainly won’t forget it either.”

Nadine’s Apartment: Kitchen

He should have been a mechanic. Or a carpenter. An electrician. Something useful.

He should have learned how to do more than shove frozen food in the oven or microwave and click a button.

Johnny studied the inside of Nadine’s cabinet with a squinted expression. Was it really hard to boil water? Surely he could make pasta. He was Italian. Wasn’t that shit in the blood? He took out a package of dried spaghetti and a jar of red sauce.

In the last month, he’d done basically nothing. He’d sleep through most of the day, waking in the early afternoon. He’d watch some daytime television, or lately, he’d been walking around Nadine’s neighborhood. It was okay, he thought. Partially residential, partially business. There was a decent diner on the corner, and he’d found a music store with a piano, so that took care of some of the hours. He was thinking about an electric keyboard that could be folded up and put away.

Nadine worked days mostly, and when she came home, she was usually tired so they ordered out. Johnny had managed to convince her early on to let him go half on everything, including her rent, so the extra takeout expense was on him. But they went to the same places over and over, and that was kind of annoying.

It was also blessedly normal. What to do with his day, what to eat, when to sleep, how to use the laundry machines in the basement of Nadine’s building — the first few weeks had been almost interesting. He’d talked to his sister a few times, had even spoken to his father, though he’d kept his distance, maybe to test how Anthony was going to handle things.

The PCPD had left him alone — Scott was still glaring at him whenever they ran into one another, so Johnny tried to avoid him. Sonny’s case was cold, and so was Kate’s. There was no news on Lulu, so he’d put all of that out of his mind.

This was life now. Figuring out how to fill the days until Nadine came home and they could eat dinner, watch movies, and go to bed. Ordinary.

But maybe he should learn how to cook. Johnny retrieved his laptop, flipped it open, and opened up a search engine.

How to boil water

Patrick’s Condo: Nursery

“I’m as big as a house,” Robin muttered, tossing another plastic hanger in the trash, and handing the onesie to her mother. “How did you stand being pregnant?”

“Well, darling, you were kind enough to arrive several days before the doctor said you were due,” Anna said with a smile. She closed a drawer in the changing table. “How many more of these did you want to run through the laundry today?”

“Just this last batch. Elizabeth said Jake went through a few outfits a day no matter what she did, and I just don’t know between me and Patrick, and moving—” Robin wrinkled her nose. “How am I supposed to get this kid out of me? She’s three days past due.”

“Well, it’s not an exact science, love, but think of it this way. You’ve provided such a warm, comfortable home for my grandbaby that she’s not interested in eviction.” Anna laid her hands on Robin’s belly, waited for the kick. “There you are. Why don’t you come out and see us?”

“I’m trying hot sauce tonight,” Robin decided. “Now that we have a closing date, I just want to get on with it all, you know? We weren’t even going to be put an offer on anything unless we really loved it, but I saw that a house across from Elizabeth was available, and I just—I couldn’t help myself.”

“Well, you’ve told me she’s become a good friend to you, and of course, I know she’s special to Patrick. And from what I hear, you’ll have another old friend living across the way.” Anna lifted the laundry basket. “I commend you for having such a good friendship with Jason. It took me far longer to be friends with your father.”

Robin followed her mother into the living room, her expression pinched. “Well, it’s not like that happened overnight. We were basically enemies by the time I left. It’s just—I don’t know. We both went through a lot while I was gone, and now I’m home, and we’ve just both moved on. We were friends before we were in love.”

“I only remember Jason as a child, obviously, but it’s so strange to think of Alan and Monica’s son as, well…” Anna set the laundry basket on the table. “Jason Morgan. His name has come across my files once or twice. Not as a target,” she added when Robin blinked at her. “There was some business with the Alcazar brothers that the WSB was keeping their eye on. To think that a boy you played with as a child could grow up to be involved with men like that—”

“Mom. It’s a little late to be judging my ex-boyfriends. Especially since I’m engaged to a neurosurgeon, and not Jason.”

“No, I’ll let Elizabeth’s parents worry about her. Or her grandmother. Who seems to approve since she’s living with them.”

“Oh, that’s just temporary,” Robin said. She went into the kitchen to find something to eat — something she could put hot sauce on. “While Elizabeth recovered from her concussion, and everything that was going on after the wedding, it was just easier to be at the Towers. But I think Liz said she was hoping to go back home by the holidays or after that. The boys need a backyard.”

“Everything after the wedding?” Anna echoed.

“What, were you living under a rock or something? Didn’t they get the news on your last assignment?” Robin asked. “Kate was shot at her wedding. It was chaos, and then Elizabeth had an accident. Lucky up and left the boys basically overnight, which just made it worse. And—” She looked down. “Well, what happened with Sonny. I think Jason just wanted to make sure everyone was safe. He’s lost a lot of people.”

“I did hear about Emily last year. Such a tragedy. And Michael. That’s awful.”

“Alan, I think, hit Jason harder than he thought it would. They always had such a hard relationship after the accident, and I think he has regrets.” Robin sighed. “But I guess it’s been quiet. Not that I’d know, but everything seems calmer. I’m glad. Jason needed a break. Whatever was going on, it feels like it’s over.”

Robin busied herself heating up the wings from the night before and missed the expression of speculation that crossed her mother’s face.

Coffee House: Office

Francis knocked on the open door. “Hey, do you have a minute?”

“Yeah, but I have to go—” Jason glanced at the clock. “In maybe ten minutes. We’re eating early tonight, and I want to be there before Carly.” Carly was mostly behaving herself, but it was still better to be present when she and Elizabeth were together. Carly had a way of sneaking in a dig that the kids wouldn’t understand, but Elizabeth absolutely would. Jason wasn’t interested in testing the limits of her patience, not today of all days.

“Ah, yeah, that’s a good idea. Mrs. C. never did like her much. Can’t imagine why,” Francis said dryly. “Anyway, you said Mrs. Hardy was heading back to Maple Avenue next week?”

“Yeah. Did you get the rotation set up?”

“Yep. She’ll have round the clock surveillance. I put some of the guys from Greystone on it. They’re used to sitting around and watching a house,” Francis said. “And I made it clear that she’s on Bobbie Spencer’s level when it comes to protection. So she’s good to go.”

“Thanks. I appreciate that. Not just because she has the boys with her sometimes, but—”

“She’s family, I get you.” Francis lifted the photo of Elizabeth and the boys, then looked at Jason. “Nice to see it out of the drawer.”

Jason took the frame back, nearly said nothing, then changed his mind. “You were right, you know. About when Sonny was at his best.” He set the frame on the desk. “I have to get home for Halloween.”

Nadine’s Apartment: Living Room

Nadine shoved the door open, and was already halfway across the room before she realized Johnny was in the kitchen, standing over the sink, holding up a clump of noodles, steam rising from the colander below it.

She furrowed her brow, looked behind her. “Did I come to the right apartment?”

Johnny turned, glowered. “It’s not funny.”

“I’m not—” Nadine felt a tickle in her throat, pressed her lips together. “I’m not laughing.”

“You are—” Johnny dropped the clump back into the plastic container, scowling at it. “I don’t know what I did wrong.”

Nadine dropped her handbag on the sofa, kicked off her shoes, and went over to him. Next to the sink, she saw a laptop opened to a how to article about —

“Boiling pasta,” she read, lifting her brows. What would it be like, she wondered, to have to look up such basic information? Aunt Rayleen had made sure Nadine and Jolene could look after themselves. That they’d never be like their mother, trapped by a man. They had careers and basic survival skills.

Which included boiling water.

“You know, it doesn’t look that bad actually.” Nadine opened a nearby cabinet, retrieved a bottle of olive oil. “Here, mix in a teaspoon of that.”

Johnny looked at her skeptically but obeyed the instructions — even though she had to correct which spoon he grabbed from the drawer. Eventually, with her help, they were able to salvage some of the pasta.

“Put that in before you boil the water, and it helps the pasta not to stick later, but it works after, too.” Nadine twisted the cap back on the oil. “Isn’t this usually our Chinese night?”

“Yeah, but I didn’t want another egg roll,” Johnny said. He lifted the cover over the sauce. “It doesn’t taste great, but I didn’t burn it, either.”

Nadine grinned at him, her terrible day forgotten. “Small victories. Let me show you some things we can add, and we’ll whip up some garlic bread.”

Update Link: Dear Reader – Part 12

Happy Monday! I moved up this update so that I can publish These Small Hours, Book 2 without conflict. All chapters are scheduled, I’m just working on the graphics. I should finish that up this evening, and have things ready to publish sometime this evening. The update post announcing the publication will go out tonight as soon as that happens so everyone wakes up to Book 2 being public.

Today is a #Liason day on #GH so definitely check it out! Don’t let yourself be disillusioned by Lucky and Liz kissing tomorrow because, ha, they did a temp recast for JJ and their first kiss is played by Guy Wilson, most noted for his horrible portrayal of Will Horton on Days a decade ago. I am cackling that they’re so not invested in that couple that they couldn’t even bother to shoot around JJ not being available. Hysterical.

My computer is finally fixed! The Dell tech came and replaced the fan, and it runs like new! So happy to have it working the way it’s supposed to.

I’ll see you guys in the next update 🙂

This entry is part 12 of 50 in the Dear Reader

Written in 55 minutes.


So I wander through these nights

 Diane paused at the threshold of their shared office, tipped her head, then sighed. “I don’t know why I thought you’d still be at home.”

Alexis continued tapping at the keyboard, not raising her eyes from the screen. “Not when there’s work to be done.”

“Work that I can handle or that could be delegated to an associate or one of the paras.” Diane set her legal portfolio on their partner desk, and fisted a hand on her hip. “Isn’t there something you could be doing? Why aren’t you with your grandchildren or Kristina?”

“I am here because of my grandchildren,” Alexis said, the corners of her mouth tightening. “I am here to consider their best interests. No doubt Jason has already called you about what I’m planning.”

“Oh, I very much don’t like the sound of that. Should I be worried that I haven’t heard from him? Did you have him arrested, or—?” Diane lifted her brows. “What are you planning?”

“Only what is in Danny and Scout’s best interests. They should remain together, and the only way to do that is take them in myself.” Alexis tapped another key, and a few seconds later a printer across the room began to hum.

Please don’t tell me that’s a custody petition.” Diane strode across the room, snatching it off the tray before Alexis could stop her. She skimmed it, then raised worried eyes to her best friend. “No, no, no. Alexis, this is a terrible idea. The opening paragraphs alone are so incredibly incendiary —“

“Not a single word is a lie.” Alexis lifted her chin. “Jason is a convicted, brain damaged felon who only just returned from pretending to be dead for two years, allowing his boys to mourn him. Allowing his elderly mother to bury yet another child. He has never been a presence in his children’s life, even when he was living in the same city—“

“One, you are also a convicted felon.” Diane held up a finger.  “Two, Michael will testify that his uncle confessed to a crime to be in prison to protect him. Three, his custody arrangements with the mothers of his children were always agreed to by them which makes them immaterial—“

Alexis reached for the petition, but Diane held it away from her. “Sam isn’t here to say so, and—“

“And there’s no way you’ll get Elizabeth to say a bad word about Jason. Worse people than you have tried and failed.”

“I’ll destroy her credibility—“

Alexis,” Diane interrupted, exasperated. “That is a terrible idea. For one thing, Elizabeth has never done anything to you. For another, you’re not exactly boasting a perfect record either. It’s family court, and Elizabeth’s raised three, bright, well-mannered children who are attending world-renowned universities. What credibility are you planning to torch?”

“You don’t have to preview your case for me—“ Alexis’s voice faltered. She took a deep breath.

“Well, it won’t be my case, my friend.” Diane held out the petition. “Because you and I are now partners, remember? Jason is your client, too. The moment you file this petition, I will be conflicted out. And it’s not waivable.”

Alexis hesitated, then took the petition, held it in her hands. “That’s good. Jason will need legal representation, and he won’t have the best. And the only other person I know who is capable of handling Jason’s shadier past is Ric, and Jason would rather shoot himself out of a cannon than ask him for help.”

“Alexis. This is Jason we’re talking about. Jason who saved your daughter’s life more times than I can count. Kept her out of prison on more than one occasion—“ Diane stopped at the knock on the door. “Whatever it is, Sandy, it can wait.”

“It’s not for you, it’s for Ms. Davis.” The secretary held out a familiar legal size paper. “Notice of representation.”

“Jason’s already found another lawyer. Good. I can’t wait to destroy whatever—“ Alexis retrieved the paper, then fell silent. “That son of a bitch.”

“Did hell freeze over? Did he hire Ric?” Diane wanted to know.

Alexis lifted her blazing eyes to the redhead. “No. He hired Ric’s daughter. My daughter.”

“Oh.” Diane’s eyes gleamed. “That is diabolical—“ she coughed when Alexis sent her a fulminating glare. “Oh, um, how dare he. What can he be thinking?”

Michael opened the door to Bobbie’s, then scanned the inside of the diner, relieved when he found his uncle sitting at the counter, squinting at a menu.

“Oh, good. I’m glad I found you.” Michael slid onto the next stool. “You have a minute?”

“Yeah, I don’t have anywhere to be—“ Jason glanced at the clock on the wall by the kitchen. “For another hour. What’s up? Everything okay?”

“That’s what I wanted to ask you.” Michael flipped over his coffee cup, smiling at a waitress who poured the coffee. “You were steamed when you left Dad’s yesterday.”

Jason grimaced, stared down at his own coffee, sipped it. Said nothing.

“I already knew Dad had, uh, gone to Elizabeth’s and dropped some sort of grenade around the boys.  I ran into Jake yesterday,” Michael added when Jason looked up. “He was really upset.”

His uncle exhaled slowly. “Angry, you mean.”

“Yeah. It sucks that Jake heard a garbled version of whatever went down when he was a kid. I don’t know most of it either, only some pieces Elizabeth’s told me over the years. We used to be, um, a little closer, I guess.” Michael scratched his jaw. “Back when AJ was around. Anyway, I think I talked him down a little, but I just wanted to touch base with you. See if I can do anything.”

“Nothing you can do.” Jason shook his head. “Jake’s been pissed at me since I got back, and I can handle that, you know? I deserve it. I screwed up, and I haven’t done enough to fix it. But he’s angry with his mom now, and that—“ He scowled. “That’s not how it should be. She doesn’t deserve it.”

“Yeah, at least I can say when I found out the story behind my whole, you know, creation, I can say Mom and Dad deserved my anger in equal doses.” Michael wrinkled his nose. “And it’s not like Lucky kept raising Jake or that Elizabeth ever told him you were a monster who couldn’t be trusted, you know? Jake doesn’t even remember a time when you weren’t his dad.”

“I don’t know why Sonny dragged any of this up,” Jason muttered. “It wasn’t his business then, and it’s not now.”

“All those years with Mom rubbed off on him, you know, because that kind of thing never stopped her.” Michael was relieved when the corner of Jason’s mouth curved up in a smile. “Look, you’ve always stepped up for me. Always. Let me do the same for you. Whatever you need. Whatever Jake and Danny need. You just tell me, and I’ll make it happen.”

“You have your own family to worry about—“

“You are my family, Jase.” Michael held up a hand. “And they’re my cousins. I need the distraction. Tell me what I can do. Can I talk to Jake? Can I play mediator with Alexis?”

“Neither. I hired a lawyer. We have the beginning of a plan,” Jason told him.  “There’s just someone I have to talk to first. But if I can think of something you can do, I’ll tell you.”

“You and I both know that’s not true, but lucky for you, I inherited my mother’s inability to mind my own business.” Michael grinned at him. “Or not lucky for you, I guess. I promise I won’t get you arrested.”

“Yeah, your mother used to promise that, too.” Jason sighed. “Never seemed to stop her.”

Laura Collins crossed her office to take Jake in her arms, beaming when she pulled back. “Oh, it’s so lovely to see you! I feel like it’s been ages since we put you on that plane to Barcelona.”

Jake patted his grandmother’s shoulder awkwardly, remembering now why Laura had always stood in as his grandmother — because once upon a time, Lucky Spencer had been his father. He’d never thought much about it before. She’d just always been in his life, and he never thought about the details.

“Hey. Um, I mean, it’s good to see you. I just—not that I didn’t come to see you,” he offered. “But I wouldn’t have bothered you at work without a good reason.”

“Oh, you can bother me any day you like.” Laura ushered him towards the sofa. “I’m so sorry that you’ve come home for an awful reason, but I’m sure it’s a comfort to Danny that you’re here.”

“Yeah, yeah, I hope so.” Jake cleared his throat. “Have you, uh, heard from Charlotte? Like, at all?”

“Oh.” Laura’s smile dimmed. “No, darling, no. Not since Valentin went on the run. The WSB tells me they’re looking for him, and I know that Jason and Anna were trying to find her as well when we thought Lulu was…” She patted his arm. “And I have every hope that she’ll choose to come home on her own when she graduates this spring.”

Jake made a face. “I figured, but I had to ask.”

“You’re more likely to run into her than I am,” Laura told him. “Since you’re in Europe, and we know they must be as well.”

“Oh. Well, I won’t be there for the rest of this year. I, um, took a leave. From this upcoming term.” When his grandmother made a face, Jake added, “Just because I wanted to be with Danny. You know, losing a mom, it’s, um, it’s hard. I guess. I don’t know. But I’ve lost my dad—“ He took another deep breath. “I mean, I didn’t lose him, but I did. And Mom was the one who was there. Just like Danny’s mom. So I guess I just wanted to be here. If he needed me.”

“That’s very thoughtful of you, dear. And I suppose you’re getting enough grief about this choice from your mother,” Laura said with a sigh, “but I won’t complain about having one of my grandbabies here.”

Jake bit the inside of his cheek to stop himself from asking her about that, about why she’d bothered to claim him since Lucky hadn’t bothered with him since the day he’d brought Jake home from the Cassadines. Dumped on his mother’s lap, and disappeared. But he bit it back. Laura had done nothing wrong. That Jake knew about anyway.

So he pasted a smile on his face. “So, Ace doing anything interesting?”

The trouble with investigating your own parents, Aiden decided, was finding someone who knew them and might tell their teenage son something worth knowing. Lucky Spencer had been gone so long from Port Charles that barely anyone knew him at all.

Dante had worked with him for five minutes at the PCPD, but he hadn’t been around during the Jake’s birth. He’d been crossed off the list almost immediately. Grandma Laura had been sick, Grandpa Luke was dead. So was Aunt Emily. Uncle Nikolas was in prison, and there was zero chance he’d get to see him. But Aiden left him on the list — maybe he could write to him or something.

And of course, Aunt Lu was in a coma. But there were people around that Lulu might have talked to, and that was how Aiden found himself standing on the doorstep of Maxie Jones.

The door opened a few minutes after he’d knocked with the woman in question looking at him oddly. Fair enough, he thought. They barely knew each other.

“Uh, Aiden, right? Are you selling something?” Maxie wanted to know. “Because—“

“No, no, um, I came to ask you about my aunt Lulu.” Aiden shoved his hands into his pockets. “Since you knew her best.”

“Oh.” Maxie stepped back, gestured for him to come in. “Well, other than Dante, I guess I did. Do. Do,” she repeated. “Because she’ll wake up one day, you’ll see.”

“Yeah, I hope so for Rocco’s sake.” Aiden moved his hands again, folded his arms. “Um, well, you knew my aunt for years and years—“

“Never remind a woman how old she is,” Maxie said with a roll of her eyes, but a good-natured smile. “You want something to drink or something?” she asked, heading towards the kitchen.

“No, thanks. The thing is, I was wondering if my aunt ever talked to you about my dad. You were around back then. Aunt Lu probably told you about the problems my parents had, right? I just want the truth,” Aiden said as Maxie continued to stare at him. “Was my dad addicted to drugs? Did he really have an affair? Is that why my mom left him and got pregnant with Jake?”

Maxie whirled around, stumbling into the end table and knocking a lamp to the ground. It shattered at her feet in ceramic shards. But she seemed not to notice. “I’m sorry, can you say that again?”

Elizabeth stopped by the elevators, her fingers toying with the strap of her purse. She’d finished for the day, but she couldn’t make up her mind if she should go home and not say anything, or if she should at least hint to Willow that whatever was going on with Drew wasn’t being hid very well.

The woman in question was working behind a terminal at the nurse’s station, her face screwed up in concentration. Was Willow really having an affair, Elizabeth wondered? Or were her own guilty feelings clouding her judgment?

But it would explain so much, Elizabeth thought. The whiplash decision Willow had made to return to her job at the hospital — leaving the foundation Drew had started. Michael’s sadness — and Jason kicking the shit out of Drew the night before the funeral.

And as if on cue, the elevators slid open and Jason was there. “Oh.” Elizabeth blinked in surprise. “How did you know I was thinking about you?”

“I didn’t—“ Jason held a hand on the doors to stop them from closing. “But I was coming to see you. Your shift is over, right?”

“Yeah. Yeah.” Elizabeth took another look at Willow, then turned back to Jason. “Great timing. Because I have to talk you.” She stepped onto the car, then slid a glance at him. “Any chance you brought the bike?”

Jason released his hold on the door, the smile on his lips making him look years younger. “Do I look stupid?”

February 11, 2025

Update Link: Dear Reader – Part 11

Trying something a little different — coming home and doing Flash as early as possible instead of the last thing I do at night, lol. Flash is moving for one week to Monday next week because I’ll be releasing These Small Hours, Book 2 on Tuesday and I don’t want anything to conflict.

See you then!

This entry is part 11 of 50 in the Dear Reader

Written in 54 minutes. Last scene took a turn, lol, and I went with it.


Jake strode past his brother crunching on his morning cereal, heading right for the coffeemaker on the counter.

“Since when do you drink coffee?” Aiden wanted to know, swirling his spoon around in his bowl.

Jake ignored him, more focused on his goal of obtaining caffeine. When he’d switched on the pot, he turned back to find Aiden still watching him. “What?”

“I didn’t hear you come in last night.” Aiden tipped his head. “I know Mom was waiting up for you.”

Jake shrugged, ignoring the itch between his shoulders. “Yeah, I saw her when I got home.” And walked past her to bed which was probably part of the reason he hadn’t slept well. He was so angry with her — with both his parents — but it didn’t feel right to treat his mother with anything less than respect. He leaned against the counter, folded his arms. “Did Mom tell you anything while Dad and I were outside?”

Aiden wrinkled his nose, but concentrated on his cereal. “Just that it was all part of a story that wasn’t just about her or your dad. My dad’s part of it, too. She made it seem like she and Dad were separated or almost divorced when, uh—“ He lifted his head, gestured at his brother with a spoon. “You know.”

“I can follow the dots.” Jake waited a moment, thinking of what his dad had told him about Lucky Spencer’s drug addiction. The affairs. “But they got back together.”

“Yeah, I mean I guess I always knew they were, like, off and on since high school.” Aiden straightened on the stool. “I just never let myself think about it, too much. Especially since Dad’s been, like, completely absent for as long as I remember.” His mouth tightened briefly. “I know you’re mad at yours because the last two years, and I get that, but you got to have for him a while. That’s something.”

“I guess if I think about it, I remember Lucky being the wrong who brought me home from Cassadine Island,” Jake admitted. “I just always figured it was because he and mom were together, and there was you. So, like, he was around and a father figure. Finding out that he was…I don’t know…that he thought he was…” He jerked a shoulder. “It’s weird. I don’t know how to feel about any of it.”

“Your dad was ticked off at Mr. C, though. Like, I thought maybe we’d finally get to find out why everyone’s so scared of him.”

“He wouldn’t do that in front of us,” Jake said, almost without thinking, then released a slow exhale. “He wouldn’t,” he repeated, more to himself, almost as if confused by the certainty that statement brought up. “But yeah, Dad’s always pretty ticked off when Mom cries. You know when he came after me, he got in my face about me being angry at her. Can you believe that? She lies to him, lies to me, and he’s just like, hey, be nice to her.” Jake rolled his eyes. The coffee pot beeped and he turned away to make his cup.

“Well, yeah, he said he forgave her. Like, I get you, dude. You just found out, you get to be mad. But this is old news to your dad, I guess. And maybe he understands better than we could why she’d do it.”

Jake looked at him, squinting his eyes slightly. “You remember back when Drew was still Jake Doe?”

“Before the whole you’re Jason Morgan adventure?” Aiden asked. “A little, but not really. Why?”

“Mom…knew who Drew was supposed to be,” Jake said a bit slowly, and Aiden frowned. “She found out months before everyone else. And she never told him. Or anyone else. It’s why everyone was so mad at her for so long. But she lied to him, to us, too. To me. I guess I never thought about it much after it happened. I wasn’t really around Jake Doe that much—“ He winced. “Around Drew. After the truth came out, he was my dad, but he was still so mad at Mom. Everyone was.” He pressed his lips together. “What else has she lied about?”

Aiden opened his mouth, then closed it, mystified by the question. “I don’t know. Probably nothing—“

“Well, what about everything that happened with Esme? She and Uncle Nikolas holding her hostage at Wyndemere—“

“Oh, well that was different,” Aiden said, confidently. “They thought Esme was a killer. And she sort of turned out to be, so I guess Mom was right to do it. And hey, you wanna start thinking about stuff Mom does when she’s not being our mom, you have to start thinking about your dad. Seems risky.”

“I just don’t get it. I don’t. I don’t know how you can lie to someone about something so important or why Dad thinks it’s okay. I mean, he told me a little, but it still doesn’t work for me. Like, your dad was so shitty, and somehow he’s the one that gets to be my dad?” Jake sipped his coffee. “The story doesn’t make sense.”

“Jason blames my dad?” Aiden wanted to know, his brows winging up in surprise. “Why?”

“I—“ Jake closed his mouth. “Dad didn’t give me many details.”

“But he gave you some.” His brother slid off the stool,  held onto the counter with both hands. “Come on. You’re mad that you didn’t know stuff about your parents, and you’re not going to tell me?”

“You should talk to your dad, Aiden.” Jake started for the dining room, and Aiden stepped in front of him. “Dude, come on—“

“No. You know something, and my dad isn’t returning any of my calls so it must be bad.” Aiden’s mouth trembled. “Did he hurt Mom? Is that why he never comes around and doesn’t seem to give a shit about me?”

“I don’t—“ Jake grimaced. “Okay. Okay. Look.” He reached back, set the coffee on the counter, and looked at Aiden. “But I’m telling you, I don’t have the full story. I don’t know anything for sure. And my dad has to be pretty biased.”

“Just tell me, dude. We’re brothers! You always said we were supposed to stick together! Cam said we were a team—“ Aiden’s cheeks flushed.

“All right, all right.” Jake held up both hands. “Look, I guess your dad got hurt on the job, and he got addicted to pills. And Dad said Mom caught Lucky in bed with another woman.” He winced when the blood drained from Aiden’s cheeks. “Okay, look, Lucky’s obviously clean, right? You’ve seen him.”

“He was a drug addict? And he had affairs? That’s why Mom left him?”

“I guess. I don’t really know anything else.” Jake folded his arms. “Look, don’t go asking anyone about it, okay? Dad didn’t want you to know.  Not like this, and he’s got a point. People get addicted to stuff. Good people. And they make mistakes. It doesn’t mean anything now. That was ancient history. All that matters is—“

“That my dad never comes around and barely wants to be my life?” Aiden fisted his hands at his side. “And if it’s all such ancient history, why do you get to be mad and I gotta calm down?”

Jake opened his mouth, then closed it, drawing a complete blank. “I don’t know.” When Aiden rolled his eyes and made a move towards the door, Jake reached for his arm. “Seriously, man, don’t go bugging anyone. You’re not supposed to know.”

Aiden shoved Jake’s hands away from him. “Well, too late for that now.” He darted out of the room, and towards the stairs. A few minutes later, Jake heard the door slam above him and winced.

“Shit. Mom’s gonna kill me.”

Elizabeth’s mind — and physical being — was miles away at work, struggling to focus on the insurance paperwork and schedule. She’d hated everything about the day before, from start to finish. Sonny’s tirade, the awful scene with Jake, the exhausting conversation with Jason that hadn’t seemed to solve anything, and going another round with Lucky who seemed incapable of taking accountability for anything.

And if Lucky was going to refuse to tell Aiden anything about what happened all those years ago, did that mean it was on Elizabeth? She knew her youngest son better than Lucky did — Aiden’s questions had been quieted for now, but he’d only keep asking them.

And Jake knew some of the answers, thanks to Jason, though Elizabeth could hardly hold any anger against him for it. She’d put Jason through enough because of Lucky Spencer. She wasn’t about to fall into bad habits. That was how she’d gotten herself into this mess in the first place.

So should she tell Aiden about the pills? Elizabeth pondered the question as she scooped up the finished roster and headed for the breakroom. Maybe she could just be matter of fact — it was an awful thing that happened, but it was over and they’d put it behind them.

It felt so wrong to say anything without Lucky’s approval, but hadn’t it happened to her, too? She’d lived through the withdrawal, the lies, the abuse, the deterioration of their relationship— if she sat both boys down and tried to explain herself—

She turned a corner, then stopped short when she saw a familiar face at the end of the hallway. Elizabeth opened her mouth to call to Willow, but the younger woman kept walking with her head down until someone came from up from behind her, grabbed her arm and spun her around—

Not just someone. Drew.

Elizabeth’s stomach sank as she took in the encounter — too far away to hear the words — but close enough to see the energy between them. The body language, the expressions on her face.

The way it brought back terrible memories of yet more mistakes she’d made.

Oh, she suddenly had a very good idea why Jason had kicked the crap out of Drew — and why Michael had looked so sad.

Drew and Willow were having an affair.

Molly breezed into the hospital cafeteria, and smiled when she found TJ at a table eating, though most of his attention was on the medical journal in his hand. She dropped into the chair across from him, rested a hand on her elbow. “If you’d told me in freshman year that you’d constantly have your head in a book, I’d have thought you were nuts.”

TJ grinned, laid the journal down, and kicked her lightly beneath the table, a light affection tap against her ankle. “Very funny. Light day in court?”

“Yes.” She took a deep breath. “And it’ll be even lighter after today. Um, I sort of went a little crazy yesterday.”

TJ frowned, folded his elbows. “A little crazy? You’re half Cassadine, Mol. Are we talking wipe out half the world or weather machine?”

Molly brightened. “Oh, well, if you put it that way, it seems reasonable.”

“Mols.”

“I sort of took a leave of absence.” She bit her bottom lip. “To take on a private custody case.”

TJ sighed, rubbed his face. “Oh, man. You’re not going to represent your mom, right? Look, I know you’re trying to make peace with everything that’s going on, but—“

“I’m going to represent Jason.”

TJ stared at her for a long beat, then shook his head. “Am I hallucinating?” he wondered. “Did someone slip something into my drink—“ He lifted his water bottle.

“I know it seems insane, and out of the blue—“

“Those are good words to start with. Doesn’t Jason have a lawyer? What about Diane?”

“She can’t represent him when Mom is representing herself. Technically, that makes Mom her client, too, since they share a practice.” Molly leaned forward. “Jason needs good representation—“

“Alternate dimension. The Upside Down. That’s where I woke up—“

“Stop—“ Molly laid a hand over TJ’s, and he sighed. “Sam left a will. It was specific. Jason and Drew are the kids’ guardians. She could have changed it at any time, but she didn’t. This is what Sam wanted.”

“And a judge is not going to overturn that. Your mom is grieving—“

“And that makes it okay?” Molly demanded, and TJ made a face. “To drag Jason into court and call him a bad father? To put Danny through this? And what about Scout? I tried to call Drew, but he said he has a lawyer, and—“

“Oh man, your mother is going to hit the roof when she finds out.”

“She didn’t care about what I’d think when she prepared custody papers for Kristina.”

TJ fell silent, and Molly looked down, her throat tight. “Kristina was going to go after you for custody. She wanted to take Irene from us. And my mom was going to help her. I went to the house last night, and I overheard them plotting to do the same thing to Jason. Jason who’s never done anything but save Kristina’s life repeatedly. Jason’s looked out for her, and she’s just like, whatever.”

“Mols, you knew your mom was going for custody. You even helped her tell them—“

“I thought—“ It was difficult to push the words through. “I thought she’d see them, and she’d come to her senses. But she hasn’t. She’s going to do this, TJ. I’m protecting my niece and nephew. Just the way I would have protected my little girl. Sam isn’t here to do anymore, and Kristina’s too selfish to see the right thing to do. So it’s up to me. I need you on my side—“

“What about my side?” TJ asked quietly, and she blinked. “Ava goes on trial for the fall at the beginning of December. Or did you forget about that?”

“Of course not. Of course not!” Molly’s eyes stung. “How could you even say that? This is separate. It’s separate—“

“You’re waging a whole war with your mother and your sister when we should be focused on what really matters. Making sure Ava Jerome goes to prison for what she took from us.”  TJ scowled. “Or don’t you care? I’ve had to push you at every turn just to take a breath, to focus on our daughter—“

“I can’t focus on her,” Molly snapped, and TJ closed his mouth. “Because she’s not here. She’s in a box, sit feet below the ground, and my sister is running around grieving like a wild woman, calling my baby Adela to anyone who will listen and no one wants to stop her — to tell her to think about me. No one ever wants to think about me. Not even you. It’s always you’re doing this wrong, you’re working too much, you’re not grieving the way I want you to—“

“Molly.”

“Or maybe you’re no different than Kristina.” Molly shoved her chair back. “You think I should be doing everything the way you want instead of just trying to breath and get through the day anyway I can — why, TJ? Why is it so easy for you to direct my grief? Should I get the same privilege, huh? Or maybe not. Maybe you don’t care that Kristina’s calling her Adela, because at least she’s showing emotion right? You’re Irene’s real parents, right?”

“That is not what I said, damn it—“

“But it’s what that means. I lost my daughter, TJ. I lost the dream I wanted so badly. And then I lost my sister because the universe wasn’t done being cruel. And now what’s left of my family is waging a war that is going to harm my sister’s kids. But okay, let me stop and hold your hand instead. I can do that, right? I can look away and worry only about you since I wasn’t really Irene’s mother anyway. Go ahead and say it. It’s what you’re thinking. I’m not grieving the way I should be because I was never her mother.”

TJ dragged a hand down his face. Then stared at her. “Are you done?”

Tears spilled down her cheeks. “If it’s not true, then just say so. Say I’m crazy.”

TJ pressed his lips together, then sighed. “Maybe there’s an element—damn it, Molly—“ He made a grab for her as she leapt up, but she was already halfway across the cafeteria before he could even get to his feet, and gone.

February 10, 2025

Update Link: These Small Hours, Chapter 34

Happy Monday! I’m writing this on a happy morning for my region. My superintendent is a huge sports fan, so we got a delayed opening for the day after the Super Bowl. We were getting that win or lose, but we won so yay!

This is your last preview chapter before the story drops next Tuesday. Can’t wait for you guys to read it!

Couple of updates here at Crimson Glass!

  • Flash Fiction is scheduled for tomorrow — another update of Dear Reader.
  • I’m launching a new Patreon feature: Flash First Draft. I’ve got a few ideas that have been sitting on the back burner for nearly a decade without time to plug them in. So I’m going to be writing the first draft as a flash fiction on Thursdays for my Obsessed tier. Then, when the draft is all done, I’ll put it through edits and have another novel for you guys. I’m not and will never lock my work behind a paywall — Patreon gets the work in progress and early drafts, but all final products will always be published here for free. First up is Malice, a long-planned sequel to my 2016-18 novel, Bittersweet, in which I rewrote 2002 and the Jason return/Alcazar story.

See you tomorrow!

This entry is part 2 of 27 in the These Small Hours: Book 2

Can’t change this feeling
I’m way out of touch
Can’t change this meaning
It means too much
Never been so lonely
Never felt so good
I can’t be the only one
Misunderstood

Somebody Else’s Song, Lifehouse


Monday, October 20, 2008

General Hospital: Kate’s Room

“Careful—” Nadine held out her hands, one on either side of Kate, ready to brace the older woman in case she fell or lost her balance.

But Kate had been working hard in physical therapy for the last week, completing the last round only that morning, and though she was a little unsteady when she’d first stood up from the hospital bed, she was able to make the short distance between the bed and bathroom unaided.

Kate braced her hand on the door frame, took a careful breath, then flashed a smile at Nadine. “You’ll have to reassure Dr. Hunter that I’m perfectly capable of being discharged. I’m ready to get back to my life.” Her smile slipped briefly. “Such as it is.”

“I am definitely going to be giving you full marks — as soon as you can use the bathroom and get back in bed without my help. I’ll be right here if you need me,” Nadine said, and Kate nodded. She went into the small room, leaving the door only slightly ajar.

I’m ready to get back to my life. Such as it is.

Nadine couldn’t imagine what it would be like for Kate to leave the hospital, return to her work at Crimson, carry on as if…

Well, as if her entire world hadn’t been upended. She’d been shot on her wedding day, in and out of consciousness, and before she’d even really understood her injuries, Sonny had ended up two floors above them, comatose. What a difference a few days could make — Kate’s life had changed irrevocably, and so had Nadine’s.

She glanced down at the simple gold band she wore on her left hand, twisting it back and forth. Kate was the one who was supposed to be married, not Nadine—

“Enjoying the fruits of your lies?”

Nadine snapped her head up, wincing when she saw Maxie at the entrance of the room. “Maxie. I thought you were coming later—”

“Looking to ingratiate yourself with another wealthy patient?” the slender blonde demanded, stalking past Nadine and dumping the paper bag she held on to the hospital tray. “You might have replaced Lulu in Johnny’s bed, but don’t think you’ll be able to do the same with Kate—”

“Maxie.”

Both women turned to see Kate back in the doorway, a bit pale, but still on her feet. “I have to ask you not to aggravate the hospital staff. Nadine is here to do a job, nothing more and nothing less.”

Maxie looked as if she wanted to argue, but just threw Nadine a scorching glare before practically sprinting to Kate’s side. “Of course. I brought you a salad, and I also have proofs from the Karlie Kloss shoot — I think you’ll be very pleased. We don’t need you anymore,” she said to Nadine, hovering as Kate walked slowly to her bed.

“Of course. As soon as — ” Nadine watched as Kate reached the bed and sat down, wincing only slightly. “There we go. I’ll update Matt and I’m confident he’ll give you a discharge date. Enjoy your lunch and your visit.”

Drake Condo: Living Room

“I feel like one of the boats in the harbor,” Robin grunted as her mother helped her sit down on the sofa. She winced, and tried to smile at Elizabeth, seated in the armchair. “How do you deal with feeling like you’re suffocating from the inside out?”

Elizabeth made a face. “It’s awful, right? Their little legs and arms kicking, the somersaults—I felt like all my organs had to be squashed up under my lungs. Just terrible. It was worse with Jake — because he was moving less by the time I made it to my due date. I went early with Cam, so I didn’t know what to expect.”

“I didn’t know that. Was he a preemie?” Robin asked. She accepted the water her mother handed to her, then looked at Anna. “Cam is Liz’s oldest. He’ll be—what—five in May?”

“Five, yeah. And I guess technically he was a preemie but not by much, but he just had to spend a few nights in the NICU. He and Jake are only a week apart, birthday wise. I’m so glad that with everything else that happened with my delivery, Jake was very healthy. And that Kelly was on hand. You’re in excellent hands.”

“There’s no one I’d trust more than Kelly. You’ll meet her at the shower,” Robin told her mother. “But she was as cool as a cucumber with your case, Liz, so I know I’ll be okay.”

“Was your delivery particularly difficult?” Anna asked.

“I had placenta previa, grade three, the worst kind. And there were no symptoms — it just—” Elizabeth shuddered. “It just happened. I was alone at the house, and I could have bled out—” She looked down at her hands.

“But Jason found her, rushed her to the hospital,” Robin added, and Elizabeth looked up. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to bring it up—”

“No, I did. It’s just hard to think about. A lot was going on, but Kelly really was amazing. And well, I know Patrick has Nadine and a few of our best peds nurses on hand for the delivery.”

“I’m sure he’s pulling all the strings—” Robin rolled her eyes. “I’m just glad we have nurses left we can call the best. Other than you, I mean,” she told Liz.

Anna raised her brows. “Is there trouble with the nurses at GH? I remember their program was one of the best in the state — under your grandmother,” she said to Elizabeth.

“The new board closed our nursing program as one of their cost saving procedures,” Elizabeth said, bitterly. “Bobbie was forced into early retirement—I don’t care what she says, Robin. We both know she was pushed into taking the buyout. Epiphany’s doing the best she can, but—” She sighed. “It’s just been hard.”

“Cost-saving?” Anna pursed her lips. “Does this have anything to do with the chief before Patrick? You were never happy about him,” she said to Robin. “You said you had more than a few arguments with him.”

“It’s just hard,” Robin admitted. “I was used to Alan. He was just friendlier, you know? Warmer? Plus, he’d watched me grow up, and he’d been my doctor. And Liz, you were around the family all the time. Dr. Ford never wanted to get to know us. Which is fine, I guess.”

“Yeah, he was a lot colder than Alan, but I never felt like he was particularly bad at his job. It’s just—” Elizabeth hesitated. “Things were harder after Jolene.”

“Jolene?” Anna pressed when Elizabeth didn’t continue. “I don’t think I know that name—”

“You might remember what the papers called her,” Robin said. “The Angel Without Mercy? She was sabotaging patients last summer.” She rubbed her belly. “A medical group was trying to buy out General Hospital and wanted to drive down the prices. They paid her to screw with patient care—”

“And Jolene went further than they asked. Instead of just tanking patient care and staff morale, she killed patients. Lawsuits were filed, and board members resigned or sold their shares. The president of the hospital was fired, and the new one is an asshole,” Elizabeth said. She sighed. “I mean, I know it’s hit the hospital bad, and Patrick’s killing himself to work out of it. But closing the nursing program saved money short-term—”

“But long-term it’ll cripple the hospital. We used to have a pipeline for the best trained nurses in the state, and now—well, Liz, you probably know the problems better.”

“They bought out some of the older nurses — Bobbie, who was running the nursing program, and others like her that had been there for thirty years — the ones who make the most money.”

“Ah,” Anna nodded. “That’s quite typical, I’m afraid. When I was with the police department here in Port Charles, we had a budget shortfall and it’s always the older, more expensive officers who get the retirement packages. I’m so sorry to hear that the hospital is having such issues. I know you’ve always dreamed of working there, and well, your grandparents practically built it,” she said to Elizabeth.

“Gram was heartbroken when she found out. I really want to do something to bring it back, like maybe we can do a foundation or organize something like the Nurse’s Ball, you know?” Elizabeth said to Robin whose eyes lit up. “I just know my grandmother would be on board to help, and so would Bobbie. It would be an amazing morale boost for the nursing staff.”

“Oh, as soon as I pop out this baby—” Robin nodded. “We’ll get started. I’ve always wanted to do something big for the hospital, and this is my shot. We know people with money.” She brightened, looked at her mother. “So do you. I’m glad you’re going to be around so I can snag that little black book—”

“I’ll happily contribute to anyone who would be interested. I think it’s a lovely idea. But first—” She laid a hand on Robin’s belly, smiled when the baby kicked. “We need to finish planning your baby shower.”

General Hospital: Lobby

Johnny took a step towards the security desk only to turn in a circle and wander back to the wall where there was a large display about the history of the hospital, complete with pictures of the first building and a timeline of important events.

He made a study of reading it, telling himself when he reached the last event, he’d go to the desk and ask for a security pass to see Sonny Corinthos. And this time, he would actually do it.

Johnny had just reached the beginning of the sixties when he heard someone clearing their throat beside him. He jolted when he realized Nadine had joined him. “Oh. Uh, hey. Did you know the hospital opened its emergency room in 1963?”

Nadine lifted her brows, but then looked at the wall where he pointed. “Yeah, I did. Every time someone brings up Steve Hardy, it comes up. He’s revered here like a god. The security guard called me. Said they thought something was wrong. You’ve been here like half an hour, just loitering. Did something happen?”

“No. No.” Johnny folded his arms, continuing to stare at the wall. “I thought I’d come to see Sonny.”

There was silence next to him, and he sighed. “It’s a stupid idea, isn’t it? This is the last place I should be.”

“It’s not a stupid idea. I’m just surprised—”

“Because I shouldn’t be anywhere near him, I know.”

“I’m surprised you didn’t tell me. I could run interference, make sure that Carly doesn’t see you. She’s the only visitor he gets regularly,” Nadine added when Johnny finally looked at her. “His dad came in a few times, but he went back to Rochester last weekend.”

“You talked to his dad?”

“Yeah. He’s a nice guy. Didn’t seem surprised by where he found his son.” Nadine folded her arms. “Johnny, everyone who knows the truth — no one thinks it was on purpose. They know it was self-defense.”

“I know.”

“You were protecting me, too.”

“Yeah.”

“I know you try not to think about it very much, and that’s kind of how I deal with it when I’m not here. Because we were minding our business and someone tried to hurt us. It was him or us, Johnny.”

“Does that—” He looked at her briefly before focusing on the display again. “Does that work? Just telling yourself it was justified?”

“Most of the time. When I feel guilty again, I think about your trial, and the way the PCPD didn’t even bother to investigate what happened that night—”

“They could have if we’d gone to them, maybe. Maybe if we’d called them, if we’d told them—”

“Maybe Lulu would still be here,” Nadine finished, and Johnny flinched.

“That’s not what I meant—”

“No, but it’s true. Maybe. Or maybe Scott Baldwin would still go after Lulu. Maybe it’d be worse because he’d have focused entirely on her, and she’d get sick faster. Maybe you gave her more time,” she said gently. She touched his arm. “You did the best you could, Johnny. I know that. I wish you did—”

“Well, is this just so sweet.”

Johnny turned at the sound of a new voice and saw Maxie standing a few feet away, her face flushed, one hand fisted at her hip, the other clutching a purse so tightly her knuckles were white.  “Maxie—”

“You’ve got a lot of nerve flaunting yourself here, you son of a bitch.”

Kelly’s: Dining Room

Bobbie flicked pencil shavings from the ledger, glancing up briefly at the jingle of the bell. When she saw Alexis, she returned her attention to the books, only to look up a few moments later when she realized the other woman had stopped by her table.

“Can I help you?” Bobbie asked, lifting her head.

Alexis sat across from her, setting her purse in her lap. “I…I spoke with Sam this morning. I thought you might like an update if you hadn’t spoken with Lucky or Nikolas recently—”

“Why exactly is your daughter updating me about my niece?” Bobbie wanted to know. She laid down the pencil. “Could it be because Lulu’s worthless brothers won’t pick up the phone to call me after ignoring my messages?”

Alexis winced. “I suppose that could be part of it—”

“If Lulu had recovered, I’d know. Because she’d have kicked her brothers into the Pacific Ocean and hitchhiked home already. Or stolen Nikolas’s credit cards to book a first class flight. So—” Bobbie picked up the pencil. “And since that hasn’t happened, we won’t have to worry about trading information. Lulu is in the same condition Sonny is.”

Alexis pressed her lips together, looked away, and Bobbie sighed. She rubbed her forehead. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry. That was a low blow, and unnecessary—”

“It’s all right. It’s not easy, I’m sure, knowing Lulu is so far away with only her brothers to look after her. And I’m sorry that they’re not calling you. It’s just—there is no change. She’s not worse,” Alexis added, “but she’s not better.”

Bobbie nodded, then sighed again. “I’ll get word to Luke. He’s…somewhere in Europe. Running as usual. I spoke to him when Lu got sick, but—well, he’s not in a hurry to come home and see her look the same as her mother. He never really got over that. My brother was great in a crisis — as long as it wasn’t personal,” she added.

Alexis smiled wryly. “Yes, he could be counted on to keep a cool head if no one he cared about were involved. And he always did better when there was something he could do. With this—”

“It’s in the hands of the medical doctors, which certainly isn’t easy. And that’s probably why Nikolas isn’t contacting me. But Lucky? Oh, if he’s smart, he’ll stay away from me and Port Charles a little longer. The way he walked out on those boys while Elizabeth was in surgery? Just dumped them on Audrey? That was despicable, and I do not want to hear that he was under a lot of pressure. Jason managed just fine while juggling Elizabeth’s care, Sonny’s situation, the boys, and God knows what else. But I don’t need to tell you that.”

“No, you don’t. You’d think it would affect my life more,” Alexis admitted. “But Sonny had curtailed visitation after what happened to Michael, and I was relieved at the time. Now—it’s so sad,” she murmured, “to wonder if the world is better off without him in it.”

General Hospital: Lobby

Nadine sighed, removed her hand from Johnny’s arm, then rubbed her temple. The last thing she needed was another run-in with Maxie today. “Maxie—”

“I guess I was wrong upstairs,” Maxie snarled. “Maybe you’re not on the lookout for your next victim—”

“Don’t let us keep you from your next shopping spree,” Johnny said, taking Nadine’s arm and heading towards the elevator, but the only way to do that was to pass the irate blonde who swung her bag just as Johnny came near her and it hit him in the chest. “Oof—knock it off, you crazy bitch—”

“How dare you talk to me like that! After everything—”

“After what?” Johnny demanded, releasing Nadine’s arm to face Maxie squarely. “Listen, you lunatic, you have no right to judge anyone, and you damn well know it. You think you’re so pure? So perfect? The stories Lu told me—”

“Shut up—” Maxie whacked him with her purse again and he snagged it from her before she could swing again. “Give that back—”

“Stop it—” Nadine hissed, yanking on Johnny’s arm. “Come on—” She winced when she saw the security guard approaching. “Johnny—”

“I’m going to have to ask you both to leave.” The guard stepped between them. “Give the lady back her purse, and Miss Jones—” the guard looked at the red-faced Maxie. “Stop committing assault with the purse, or you’ll have to explain it to the commissioner—”

Johnny held out the purse, and Maxie snatched it from him. She stalked towards the parking garage.

“Maybe you need to go out the front,” the guard told Johnny. “You can use the garage entrance from the street.”

“Yeah, yeah.” Johnny looked at Nadine. “I’ll see you at home.”

“Yeah, fine.” Nadine folded her arms, watched him leave. “Sorry,” she told the guard, who just rolled his eyes and headed back to his desk.

She dragged her hands through her hair, took a deep breath, then went back to work.

February 7, 2025

This page is organized into categories so you can see the last time a story or project was updated.

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Flash Fiction

Flash Fiction: Dear Reader

Set November 2024. Sam McCall’s death leaves more questions and than answers, and none more important than the fate of her two children. Jason Morgan hasn’t been a full-time father since he lost custody of Michael more than two decades ago, and no one seems to believe he be the father Danny needs, including Jason. No one except the mother of his firstborn, Elizabeth, who knows that some of Jason’s doubts are her fault. After all, didn’t she ask him to give up Jake? And she has her own problems with the return of her ex-husband who seems eager to redeem himself in her eyes. Will they make the same choices they did a lifetime ago? Or will they learn their lessons and write a new fate?

READ from the beginning

Last Updated: Dec 31

December: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8

Masquerade

Flash Fiction: Masquerade

Alternate Universe. For more than twenty years, the children of Rhigwyn have been told tales of the princess, lost since the night her family was tragically murdered. They all end the same — the princess returns to slay the dragon and restore the kingdom to glory. But it’s nothing more than myth and legend to Jason Morgan until he’s sent to escort Valentin Cassadine’s betrothed to their wedding and learns that the princess isn’t lost at all — she’s been in hiding all these long years. Will Jason finish the job he was sent to do or help the lost princess finally find her way home?

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Last Updated: Dec 12

December: Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11
November: Part 7 | Part 8
October: Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6
September: Part 1

Chain Reaction

Flash Fiction: Chain Reaction

Set September 2003. Jason and Elizabeth share a night together as they prepare for Emily’s imminent death from cancer. But then Emily survives, and they have to face the consequences which start small with just them, but ripple out until Port Charles is changed forever.

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Completed: Nov 28

November: Part 41 | Part 42 | Part 43 | Part 44 | Part 45 | Part 46 | Part 47
October: Part 38 | Part 39 | Part 40
September: Part 35 | Part 36 | Part 37
August: Part 32 | Part 33 | Part 34
July: Part 26 | Part 27 | Part 28 | Part 29 | Part 30 | Part 31
June: Part 19 | Part 20 | Part 21 | Part 22 | Part 23 | Part 24 | Part 25
June: Part 19 | Part 20 | Part 21 | Part 22 | Part 23 | Part 24 | Part 25
May: Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14 | Part 15 | Part 16 | Part 17 | Part 18
April: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11

Warning Shots

Flash Fiction: Warning Shots

Lucky and Elizabeth, stuck in Port Charles after Elizabeth didn’t get into the New York art school, have been growing apart since Elizabeth opted for PCU and the campus experience living with Emily in the dorms, and Lucky decided to stick to working for Jason and Sonny as their tech support. Elizabeth is living her best life, thriving in her art program, and even rushing for a sorority. Rediscovering Lizzie, the brash, impulsive girl she’d been before she’d been shattered. But not everyone is happy by Lizzie’s resurgence, and Elizabeth begins to wonder just which parts of her Lucky fell in love with.

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Completed : Sep 1

September: Part 36
August: Part 29 | Part 30 | Part 31 | Part 32 | Part 33 | Part 34 | Part 35
July: Part 22 | Part 23 | Part 24 | Part 25 | Part 26 | Part 27 | Part 28
June: Part 12 | Part 13 | Part 14 | Part 15 | Part 16 | Part 17 | Part 18 | Part 19 | Part 20 | Part 21
May: Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11
April: Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6

Hits Different

Flash Fiction: Hits Different

Set March 1996. Semi-Alternate Universe. Set 1996. Jason Quartermaine woke up from a coma without a single memory of his first twenty-four years. All he knows is that the family claiming to love him are so controlling and arrogant that escaping them is his top priority. But the Quartermaines won’t let him go without a fight. First, they cut off his access to a trust fund that’s supposed to be his. Then they get him fired from any job he can find. Just when he’s ready to sleep under the docks, he gets a job and a room at Luke’s where he meets the bar manager, Elizabeth, and learns just how many secrets are being kept from him.

READ from the beginning.

Completed: April 12

April: Part 27 | Part 28 | Part 29 | Part 30 | Part 31 | Part 32
March: Part 24 | Part 25 | Part 26 |
February: Part 19 | Part 20 | Part 21 | Part 22 | Part 23
January: Part 13 | Part 14 | Part 15| Part 16 | Part 17 | Part 18

Episode Tags & Short Stories

The Measure of a Man

The Measure of a Man

Tag to Friday, June 7. Jake witnesses Finn drunk in a bar leaving with another woman. He reluctantly reports the truth to his mother, and when Elizabeth heads off to confront the man in question, Jake make a phone call calling for backup.

RELEASED 8 June 2024

Novels & Short Stories

Ashes to Ashes

These Small Hours, Book 1: Undone

In the aftermath of Kate Howard’s shooting, Jason scrambles to keep the people in his life safe from the chaos. But the universe isn’t quite done punishing Jason for his sins.

RELEASED 17 September 2024

Ashes to Ashes

Fool Me Twice, Book 2: Ashes to Ashes

The tangled, intricate web of the Cassadine memory experiments continues to ensnare the unwitting residents of Port Charles. Jason and Drew are rebuilding their lives, untangling the complicated ties of love, marriage, family, fatherhood, and friendship.

Who will still be standing when the smoke clears?

RELEASED 28 March 2024

Mad World: At Christmas

Mad World: At Christmas (Book 4.5)

Set December 2006. Three years after Ric Lansing’s reign of terror changed Carly and Elizabeth’s lives forever, the shadows still linger with every step they take towards the future. In so many ways, their lives have changed for the better. Elizabeth is deliriously happy in her marriage to Jason, their son Cameron is healthy, and tomorrow looks brighter than ever. Carly is co-parenting with former mortal enemy, AJ, and watching her boys grow up. But while the memories of that terrible year have faded, they haven’t been erased.

Completed: January 14

Crimson Swift

evermore

“no body, no crime”
A “single” from evermore. Alternate Universe. All Elizabeth Webber has in this world is her sister, Carly, and she’ll do anything to keep her safe. Even if it means giving up what she really wants. How far will she go for revenge?

The Last time

“The Last Time”
A “single” from Red. Set in 2007. After Elizabeth confesses the truth in the elevator, she and Jason have to deal with the fallout.

folklore

folklore
A collection of seventeen short stories inspired by the tracks from folklore. They are set at different points in Liason story, from 2000 to 2007.

February 4, 2025

Update Link: Dear Reader – Part 10

Hello 🙂 Hope you guys are as relieved as I am to be back on schedule. January was, uh, a slog, but it’s behind us now. I’m happy to get back into writing flash and hope my elbow is up to it. I had a cortisol injection and that gave me some relief, but not a lot so I have to get into physical therapy. So right now, I’m really only doing one Flash update a week until I can be somewhat consistent free of pain.

See you next Monday for your next bonus chapter!