March 21, 2026

Update Link: You’re Not Sorry – Part 86 (wut)

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Hello 🙂 Very sorry I wasn’t able to get more than one weekday update last week. That’s not an indication that things weren’t going well — they were and I consistently got everything on lists done but it’s actually just how behind I was in everything, lol. BUT I am nearly caught up and if things keep going well this weekend, I’m on my way to being ahead of the game.

I should be able to start daily updates this week (I KNOW I’VE SAID THAT BEFORE TAKE A DRINK IF YOU’RE PLAYING AT HOME) but I mean it this time. I might miss Monday if I don’t get a chance to finish everything for French III tomorrow because I have to write an entire (short) chapter of content, but definitely starting Tuesday.

Teaching three subjects this year has REALLY kicked my ass, but after three years I’ve really learned a lot about what I need to get started in the school year and I’ve been doing a lot of reflective writing after lessons and units so I can do a better job of prepping and remembering the schedule (like my juniors spend half the spring in testing because this is a stupid world) AND it will be my third year writing curriculum, so I have a super firm idea of what I need to do BEFORE I start actually writing the curriculum. Every year is a learning opportunity to make me a better and more informed teacher, and as long as I look at it that way, it doesn’t become a torture chamber, lol.

Anyway, see you tomorrow — same time same place!

This entry is part 86 of 96 in the Flash: You're Not Sorry

Written in 58 minutes.


Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Webber House: Street

The tail lights of a familiar SUV pulled out of a parking spot, heading down Elm Street and away from the Webber House. If Cameron had been even thirty seconds later making the turn onto the block, he would have missed Jason leaving, and as it was — he only had maybe a split second to decide whether he’d snag the spot left empty right in front of the house or if he’d follow his mother’s boyfriend.

Because he’d been under the impression Jason had intended to stick close to Danny that night, Cameron wondered where he was going — and if Danny was with him.

Honestly, as his mother’s son, it wasn’t really a decision at all. He’d never be able to ignore that natural born curiosity and instinct for mischief. He pressed his foot on the gas pedal to speed back up.

Gatehouse: Kitchen

Michael leaned back against the counter, folding his arms. “So you’re back to thinking Sam didn’t tip off the feds?”

Dante dragged a hand through his hair, restlessly moving around the small space. “I don’t know what to think. No one else even makes sense.”

“Not even Dex? It wouldn’t be his first time switching sides,” Michael reminded him. “I hired him when I was still angry with Dad, and Dex was basically useless to me from the beginning. And then he betrayed Dad anyway to work with the cops—”

“Not much of a betrayal since Dex was useless to Dad, too,” Dante pointed out. He hesitated. “I’m not discounting the possibility that Dex said or did something. But going to Reynolds and not Anna doesn’t make sense. Anna’s been unhappy with me and Chase since we went along with Molly with this whole thing. You want to screw with me at work, you go straight to her. Why go after Elizabeth’s bail?”

“What about the connection to Cameron?” Michael wanted to know. “Wasn’t there some overlap before Joss and Dex got serious? Joss didn’t want to admit it, but I’m pretty sure she cheated—”

“I mean, maybe?” Dante said, but it was phrased as a skeptical question. “It seems like a long way around to screw with a guy who didn’t even really put up a fight. What’s the reason? All it would do is keep Cameron around. He’s been home more these last few weeks than the last year and a half. No, I get why Dex seems like a good suspect, but—” He stopped. “I don’t think it’s him. I can ask him to tie off the loop, but I can’t see it personally.”

“I just don’t like how it loops back to Sam. I don’t want it to be her,” Michael said. “It makes all of this worse. No one else knew Elizabeth and Aiden were involved that way? Retrace your steps. What was going on that night?”

Dante sat at the table, rubbed his chin. “Feels like a million years ago,” he murmured. “Sam and I were sitting in the living room, talking about Kristina and Molly. When that was our biggest problem.” He paused, looked at Michael. “Kristina came over that night. I was picking her up when I dropped the boys at Elizabeth’s.”

“You didn’t go in?”

“No. Just—” Dante shook his head. “Told them to tuck and roll, you know? I’d done it a thousand times — which they counted on. They never went inside, at least from what Aiden says, and I believe that. They knew we trusted them — well, I trusted Rocco to keep Danny in line. When Wiley gets to that age, let me tell you — ” He met his brother’s gaze. “If their lips are moving, they’re lying.”

“Noted,” Michael said dryly. “What about Kristina? What time did she go home?”

“She—” Dante went still, swallowed hard. “She didn’t. She slept over. She had a few beers. She was with us the next morning. We told her about the arrest.”

Michael straightened. “Kristina knew?”

“I mean—did we tell her about the Elizabeth of it all?” Dante stopped. “I don’t know. I can’t remember. It—it was a bad night. And it kept getting worse, you know? Sam walked out of the station, Rocco was a mess, Jason and Sam got into it—”

“Okay, if you didn’t tell her then, could Sam have told her later? Sam’s been angry at Elizabeth, hasn’t she?”

“Yeah.” Dante blew out a breath, got to his feet. “Yeah. I can see Sam talking about it. She was angry at herself for leaving, then Danny gets going on this therapy thing and Elizabeth finds him the doctor — you put that together with Elizabeth’s kid not caught drinking, and Danny on her property—if we didn’t tell her that next morning, I can see Sam confiding it later. I mean, it’s her sister.”

“But if Kristina’s the one that knows—is she really going to tip off the same lawyer that tried to put her in jail?” Michael asked. “I know she’s been messed up since losing the baby, but—”

“I don’t know. I don’t—” Dante shook his head. “I don’t know. Don’t—don’t say anything. To Jason, I mean.” When Michael looked skeptical, Dante held out a hand. “Jason will take it to Diane, and then it’s out there and we’re accusing Kristina of something pretty awful. I just—let me find out if Kristina knew for sure. There’s—there’s a lot going on there that I can’t tell you right now.”

“I’m not gonna keep it to myself forever,” Michael warned him. “If Kristina’s going around trying to screw with Elizabeth’s bail, Diane needs to know. Alexis needs to know so it can stop. I don’t care if Kristina thinks she was helping, this could have seriously backfired. Elizabeth could be in custody right now if there’d been a different judge. She deserves to know who’s sabotaging her. And Sam doesn’t deserve to carry the blame if she didn’t do this. Danny needs to know if his mother did this.”

“Give me—give me tomorrow,” Dante told him. “Let me look into a few things, okay?”

“I’ll give you a day, but Thursday, Dante, I’m telling Jason and Elizabeth what Kristina knew. Or could have known.”

Penthouse: Hallway

Jason banged on the door for a third time. “I’m not going anywhere until you open this door, Sam. I know you’re there.”

There was another pause, a shuffling of the shadows peeking from beneath the gap in the door between the floor and the floor. But nothing else.

“I can see you moving on the other side of the door, Sam. You either talk to me now or I’m talking to Diane about fighting even supervised visitation.”

He heard the click and tumble of locks, then the door was yanked open to reveal Sam, her eyes red and puffy, bloodshot. “Please. We both know Diane has that ready to go. She’s just been waiting for a chance to get me out of your life.”

“Maybe, but it needs my signature.”

“Oh, what a white knight you are,” Sam spat, “refusing to steal my son from me. Why not? You stole AJ’s son, didn’t you? You’d rather raise Carly’s kids than your own—”

“You hate me, that’s fine. But you keep going through everyone else to attack me—”

“How else can I make sure it actually hurts?” Sam retorted. “You don’t give a damn about yourself, you never have. I can’t hurt someone who barely has a pulse. It’s the only way to get your attention—”

“Is that why you did it? To get my attention? To get Danny’s? Are you really that desperate?”

Tears glittered in her dark eyes, her mouth pinched. “You never forgave me for Jake did you? For what I did in the park. You told me you did, you came back to me, and married me, and we planned a life together, so I thought you did. But you will always believe the worst about me because—”

“Because you stood by while an unstable woman took my son out of his stroller and walked away with him?” Jason demanded. “Because you hired guns to threaten Jake and Cameron—Jake’s not old enough to remember, but Cameron was a toddler. He damn well knew what was going on—”

“More worry about a kid who isn’t yours,” Sam said with a roll of her eyes. “Well, hey, since we’re listing my crimes, let me give you a few more reason to hate me.” Her fingers clutched the edge of the door. “Did Elizabeth tell you she and Lucky came to the studio and begged me to let them use the show to look for Jake?” Her smile was wide, contrasting with the hatred in her eyes. “And I told her no.”

Jason exhaled slowly. “You told her no.”

“Well, I couldn’t take the chance Maureen Harper might see that weeping whimp crying for her son to come back, could I?” Sam curled her free hand into a fist. “Elizabeth never told you about that, huh? Did she tell you about the visit I paid her? When I tried to make her think Jake was dead so she’d stop whining and stop looking?”

Jason took a step back, a slick, sick feeling rolling in his gut. “No, she never told me.”

“Well, then maybe I should have been grateful all these years, huh?” Sam wanted to know, the hateful smile still curving her lips. “She really could have put the nail in my coffin if she’d wanted to. Guess I’m lucky she’s still a pushover. Must be what you see in her, right? She’ll forgive the worst.”

He’d lost control of the conversation, and now he realized that he’d expected her to admit it, the way she always did when confronted with her deeds. With her tears, her apologies. They’d all been lies. Every inch of them. She’d never been frozen in fear or overwhelmed with resentment or hatred of him. She’d hated Elizabeth just as much as she’d hated him.

“What about Danny? What are you planning to tell him about what you did?” Jason asked, shoving his hands in his pockets. He wanted to shove a fist somewhere else, but he’d never hit a woman, and he didn’t need broken or bruised knuckles, not right now.

“I don’t know.” Sam leaned against the door frame. “What are you telling Jake about marrying the woman who let him be kidnapped?”

“You’re not going to do that,” Jason said, but then she smiled again, and he realized he really didn’t know what she might do in a mood like this. “Because telling Jake means telling Danny. And he already believes the worst about you.”

“Well, who’s fault is that? Why was he in court, Jason? He should have been in school, where he belongs. But you need him to paint a picture to keep that bitch out of jail, don’t you? Everyone’s so worried about Elizabeth—”

“I forgave you, Sam,” Jason interrupted, and she rolled her eyes. “I forgave you because I believed it was about me, and I blamed myself more than you. I forgave you because I thought I knew who you really were. But I didn’t forget. I won’t ever forget what you’re capable of doing to someone you think is taking something from you. But I didn’t want to believe you’d try to have Elizabeth’s bail revoked like this — because this doesn’t just hurt her, her kids, or me. It hurts Danny.”

Sam pressed her lips together, and some of her fury faded, her shoulders slumping ever so slightly. But she remained silent.

“Not because he’s Jake’s brother or that he cares about Elizabeth, which are both reasons to keep the peace,” Jason added, “which you used to know. But because it puts him on the hot seat. They didn’t just talk about the alcohol and being drunk, Sam, did you know that? Your stunt made sure everyone knew he was high. That Rocco was high, too.”

Sam snapped her gaze back to him, alert. “What?”

“What did you think would happen when you told them to look at the 911 calls? To look for the report? There’s going to be a bail hearing, and in order to prove Elizabeth and Aiden weren’t involved, Danny’s going to have to tell people what happened. Is that what you thought would happen? Did you even think about what Danny would have go through? Or was it another moment of weakness?” Jason demanded.

Sam’s mouth trembled, but then she stepped back. “Go to hell.” Then slammed the door.

Miller & Davis: Diane’s Office

Diane tapped a pen against the desk blotter. “Your, uh, source in the AUSA’s office has an interesting point,” she said. “The tip that put them onto the 911 calls isn’t that different from the one that sent them to Elizabeth in the first place, is it?”

“I still think it’s Sam,” Spinelli said slowly. He sat in one of the armchairs clustered around a smaller table. “There are things in her past — things Stone Cold never shared with you because you’d use them in his murder trial — that make it easy to believe it.”

Diane lifted her brows. “Oh, you had better believe we’re coming back to that, my friend. But Sam could have done this. With a little help from her sister. Alexis has told me that she’s worried — Kristina’s been very supportive of Sam — encouraging Sam to try to use therapy to twist the narrative against Elizabeth.”

“Oh, man.” Spinelli sat back. “So Kristina could have given her the idea?”

“Or Kristina did it herself. I can’t imagine Sam wouldn’t have confided in Kristina all the details about that night at the police station.” Diane sighed. “It just troubles me so much that every new piece of evidence we have points at Kristina being involved in some way, whether she’s the shooter or she’s helping cover up for someone. And if you get that data tomorrow that proves the trunk was opened with her in the area—” Diane paused. “I don’t relish the thought of telling Alexis what her daughter might have done. Killing Cates — that’s one thing. Attempting to get rid of the gun by framing Elizabeth or Jason — I worry now, Spinelli, if we’re correct, that Kristina sees Elizabeth as the enemy in her sister’s situation. What she’s capable of doing to cover her tracks and help Sam regain custody.”

“Dante’s been suspended because of all of this. Chase is planning to reach out to him, find out what he knows.” Spinelli leaned to the side, plucked out his vibrating phone. “And now I have a message from Mr. Sir,” he murmured.

“Sonny? What could he want?” Diane demanded.

Spinelli got to his feet, picked up his bag. “I don’t know. But I’m interested in finding out. I’ll call you when I know more.”

Harborview Towers: Parking Garage

Jason slowed his steps as he approached the row where he’d left his SUV — recognizing the figure leanging against the back window.

“Cameron.”

Elizabeth’s oldest son straightened, lifted a brow the way his mother often did. “We spent all day keeping Danny from calling her, and now I here I find you. I was under the impression confronting Sam would screw with my mother’s case. Did something change?”

March 18, 2026

Update Link: You’re Not Sorry – Part 85

I came so close to being able to update on Monday, but I really could only squeeze out about 30 minutes, so I figured it was safer to stay on my to-do schedule since Monday was always a wishlist 😛

I had a super productive weekend, and I was prepared to lose a little bit of that stamina going into the week, but then…for the last three school days, I’ve been able to do nearly every thing on my list, even the “if I have time” items which is lovely. Nothing even went wrong until about 1PM this afternoon when my curriculum supervisor was like HEY so can you redo your entire curriculum order ASAP which means TODAY so I didn’t get to the last item on the list today, but I’m taking it as a win.

I even cooked dinner at home every night since Saturday, and am heating up leftovers tonight, so seriously — so far things are good.

I’m going to finish this update, and work for  another hour or so before dinner. If I can get slides done for my classes before 6:30 tonight, there’s a small chance I can update again tomorrow night 😛 Cross your fingers for me!

This entry is part 85 of 96 in the Flash: You're Not Sorry

Written in 69 minutes.

Listen, I know Elizabeth’s kitchen doesn’t have a table, but it’s a stupid, ugly set  anyway and she has three boys. Of course she has a damned dining room table in her house. Go with me on this.


Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Penthouse: Hallway

When she turned the corner and saw Dante waiting outside the door to the penthouse he’d called home only a few days earlier, Sam stopped, and braced herself.

She’d seen the grim expression on his face, the set of his mouth. He’d heard the news, and he already had his mind made up. Just like Diane. Just like her mother.

“If you’re here to yell at me, I don’t want to hear it,” Sam said. She inserted her key in the lock, twisted, then pushed. She stalked inside, but Dante slapped a hand against the door before she could slam it shut. “I’m not going another round on this—”

“I’ve been suspended,” he said, and Sam blinked, her hand falling away from the door. She stepped backwards, and he used the space to come inside and close the door. “Anna got a call from Laura. I guess she was at court this morning, and wanted to know what the hell was going on. No one had told her anything about Aiden or Elizabeth being involved that night.”

Sam folded her arms. “So how does that get you suspended—”

“Anna thinks I put too much pressure on Dex to leave out the drugs and Aiden. That we deliberately left Elizabeth’s address off the report.”

Sam opened her mouth, then shook her head. “Never mind. It doesn’t even matter.” She tossed her keys aside, heard the clink on the desk. “I’m sorry you got suspended, but—”

“Did you even think about what would happen to me?” Dante wanted to know. “Did you even give a second thought to anyone but yourself?”

Her mother’s quick dismissal at the possibility of Sam’s innocence had cut deep, but this carved a deep gouge in what was left. Her mouth trembled, hot tears stinging her eyes. “So that’s it, huh? Accused, charged, found guilty, and now what? The sentence?” She turned away, pressed a fist against her mouth.

Behind her, Dante’s tone was a little gentler when he spoke next. “Look, I’m sure you didn’t mean for it to get this bad. You probably thought they’d scoop Elizabeth up, and you’d be back in custody court tomorrow. But this is just like you and Spinelli going after the FBI last spring. You don’t think, Sam. Not when Danny’s involved.”

“That might be true, but—”

“And you just tried to have Elizabeth arrested barely a week ago. You knew that it would put her bail at risk, and you didn’t care—”

“I didn’t think about that when I—” Sam whirled around, then scowled. “I didn’t think about that then, okay? But this is different. Okay? This is—” She pressed her lips together. “You know me, Dante. Do you really think I’d do this?”

“I don’t want to, Sam, but I’ve had a front row seat watching you act more and more reckless when it comes to Danny’s safety. You hacked into the FBI, you made Danny miserable, and then you tanked your chances at custody when you refused medical treatment and assaulted Elizabeth in front of him. An email to the feds? A chance to keep your name out of it and get Danny back? Yeah, I think you’d do this.” Dante lifted his brows. “Do you really think I’m crazy for that?”

“I—I know I haven’t been myself lately—” Sam put up her hands, palms out. “But I spent two weeks trying to get Elizabeth to put me on her case, didn’t I? I know she’s innocent—”

“Just like she was innocent of kidnapping, but you were gonna press those charges anyway. To get her away from Danny.”

“Stop bringing that up! That’s different—” Sam’s hands curled into fists, then fell to her side. “You don’t believe me. There’s nothing I can say to you that will change your mind. Nothing I said to my mother worked either.” She brushed at her cheek. “Fine. Fine. Have it your way.”

She stalked past him, pulled the door open. “You can go.”

For the first time, Dante hesitated. “Sam—”

“No. You don’t get to have your doubts now that you’ve come here like this. Just know, that when I find out who did do this, it won’t change the fact that when you could have shown just a little bit of goddamn faith in me, you chose not to. Get out.”

“If you didn’t do it, then who did?” Dante demanded. “There’s no one else who could have known about Elizabeth and Aiden—”

“Well, obviously someone did. And I’m going to make sure they spend their rest of their lives regretting it. We’re done here,” Sam said. “Get out.”

Chase’s Apartment: Living Room

The last person Spinelli had expected to see in Chase’s apartment was Assistant United States Attorney Gia Campbell. The woman looked at him with wide, surprised eyes, then looked at Chase.

“What’s going on?” she demanded. “Did you set me up?”

“No,” Chase said with a scowl. “You weren’t supposed to be here. I have every right to confer with the private investigator for the defense.”

“You can’t tell anyone that you saw me,” Gia said, panic threading through every word. “Please—”

“Well, that very much depends on how this conversation goes.” Spinelli stepped into the room, then close it behind him. “Are you friend or foe?”

“Foe? Who the hell talks like that—” Gia stopped, took a deep breath. “Neither. But I believe in the oath I took when I joined the office. I believe that the only enemy here is whoever killed John Cates. And up until a week ago, I was pretty sure Jason Morgan was involved, and Elizabeth was covering for him.” Her lips pinched. “Just like she always has. It’s not a crazy theory, you know.”

“Maybe if you don’t know either of them well, which you don’t obviously.”

“Oh, I know Elizabeth Webber very well,” Gia bit out. “But that’s not what matters here. The evidence does. It’s in my best interest for the local investigation to turn up a credible suspect so I can take it back to Noah and get him focused on a better suspect.”

“Seems a little unethical, don’t you think?”

“I’ve done everything by the book,” Gia said. “Or almost. The only thing I’ve told Chase that maybe I shouldn’t have is a preview of the evidence we found on the property. I don’t think it matters — the locals were always going to get that report, and so was Diane. I just made sure it happened fast.”

“But talking directly to the defense investigator is over the line,” Chase said to Spinelli. “So let’s cut to the chase. Fine, forget that you didn’t tell us what Reynolds was going to pull at the bailing hearing. How did you find out?”

“I don’t—” Gia frowned, looked at Spinelli, then at Chase. “I don’t know. It was an email tip. Noah didn’t think we had to, but I requested that it be traced. I don’t like how much of our case is built on tips, especially when the first one was faked.”

“That would be an interesting point, except the knowledge about the arrest and Elizabeth’s connection to it was known only to a limited few—”

Gia’s focus sharpened. “How limited?”

Spinelli looked at Chase. “Did you know?”

“I knew Danny and Rocco had been brought in drinking, and that Molly recused herself over it. Danny’s not really an important witness for us since we’ve eliminated his Dad, but he’s an ear witness, and Molly and Dante didn’t want to take any chances. So Molly knew,” Chase answered. “She might have told Robert. But no one told us they’d been arrested on Elizabeth’s property or that Aiden was there.”

“But if you’re looking for something on Danny, you might look into it. We got told about the 911 call — we didn’t know there was two until the logs came in, and it was the second one that put the Webbers in the mix.” Gia furrowed her brow. “But—”

“But it would have to be someone who knows Elizabeth was involved. Otherwise, why bother using it against her?” Spinelli shook his head. “And that knowledge was kept very close to the chest. Diane might have known, but I didn’t. No, we’re almost sure it was Danny’s biological mother trying to make trouble in the custody case. She and Elizabeth have a troubled history.”

“Oh.” Gia wrinkled her nose. “Well, that’s disappointing. Still — I’d like to nail it down for sure.” She picked up her bag. “It’s going to bother me until I know for sure it was domestic, you know? It’s just too much of a coincidence that another tip comes in that makes us look at Elizabeth again just when we were starting to see momentum shift away with the motion to dismiss bringing up all the weaknesses in the case.” She paused. “I’ll make sure Diane Miller gets a copy of the trace, but if I were you, I’d make a list of exactly who knew what and when they knew it.”

Webber House: Kitchen

Elizabeth laid down the take out menu, and picked up her phone, then sighed, realizing the app she used to order food hadn’t been reinstalled on this phone. Just another reminder that pieces of her life would never quite be put back together after all this was over.

She looked up as Jason came in, and bit her lip. “He’s still not letting you in?”

“No.” Jason’s answer was short, almost clipped. He pulled open the fridge, then popped the top on a bottle of Rolling Rock. “I don’t know what I’d say to him even if he opened the door.”

Elizabeth crossed to him, but stopped short, a little unsure of herself. “I’m sorry. I know we’re both trying to pretend this isn’t happening, but please don’t think I don’t understand just how difficult it is for you to be doing nothing.”

“Well, it’s what I’ve been doing for most of Jake and Danny’s life, so I should be used it,” Jason bit out, then crossed over to the table on the other side of the kitchen. He set the bottle down with a thud, then winced. “I’m not mad at you.”

“I know.” She tipped her head. “It’s like you told the boys — doing the right thing doesn’t make it easy. You’re not the only one who wants blood. It was easier, I think, to be optimistic or  push down how awful this is when we weren’t home. But standing in front of those boys — seeing how upset Danny is when he’s been working so hard these last few weeks—” She shook her head. “Doing nothing feels wrong.”

“I really thought—” Jason stopped, looked out to the living room, and she realized he was listening for the tell-tale signs that they weren’t alone. But there were no creaks on the steps, no sounds from the floors above. Jake had gone to his room to draw, Cam had gone out to get dinner with Trina, and Aiden was in his room doing homework.

“I really thought,” Jason repeated, “that summer when Jake was a baby—that it was the exception.” He met her eyes, swallowed hard. “That she was just so angry at both of us, at not being able to have kids, that she resented me so much for it, for you, for Jake, that it clouded everything that made her someone I cared about. I really believed that.”

“I know you did.” She came closer to him, and this time, he let her close, pulled her against him so that she could hear his heart beating. “You made the choice to forgive her, Jason. It doesn’t make you a bad person.”

“Well, it doesn’t make me an intelligent one, either.” Jason grimaced. “I know we’re right. I know that even talking to Sam could screw up your bail hearing—”

“But you still want to do it,” Elizabeth said softly. She lifted her brows. “To find out if we’re wrong? If maybe she didn’t do it?”

“No. I don’t know who else would have done it this way. No one outside the four of us and the kids knew about you and Aiden,” Jason reminded her. “Dex Heller wouldn’t have screwed with your bail. He’s an idiot, but he’s an honest one. If he didn’t feel right about covering that up, he’d have gone to Anna. This was vindictive and spiteful.” His smile was humorless. “I don’t know many people who fit that label.”

“Not who also hate me,” Elizabeth agreed with sigh. “God I hate it, but you’re right. It has her written all over it.” She picked up the menu. “I’m going to call in the order, but their delivery time is like an hour—” She looked at him. “Unless you want to pick it up.”

He frowned, looked at her, a bit confused. “What?”

“Mama Mangione’s. It’s a few blocks from Harborview.” She looked at him expectantly. “You could pick it up, couldn’t you?”

Jason waited a moment, wondered if she was really telling him without telling him that he should do exactly what he wanted and confront Sam. When the corner of her mouth twitched up, nearly into a smirk, he knew he’d read her correctly.

“Yeah. I can pick it up. Just give me the address.”

March 15, 2026

Update Link: You’re Not Sorry – Part 84

Yesterday was one of those rare days where everything, even the annoying tasks, got done. I fully prepped French I for almost the entire week (save slides on Thur/Fri) short of two minor items I can finish up tomorrow, and I even changed both litter pans, cooked dinner, AND did dishes. And this morning, I already washed my hair and did a load of laundry. Hoping the productivity keeps going, but I’m going to enjoy it while I got it 😛

See you (hopefully) tomorrow but if I miss a Mon update, look for me on Wed!

This entry is part 84 of 96 in the Flash: You're Not Sorry

Written in 64 minutes.


Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Davis & Miller: Office

Sam actually took a step back, her eyes widening. “What? What are you talking about?”

Alexis tossed her glasses on the desk, rose to her feet. “I just got off the phone with Diane. The government is filing to revoke Elizabeth’s bail, and somehow, they know that Danny and Rocco were arrested in front of her house — that her address and Aiden’s name were left off the reports.” She lifted her brows. “A fact that was known to almost no one—”

“The key word being almost,” Sam snapped, heat rushing to her cheeks. “I didn’t tell anyone, but I’m sure if someone knew where to look—”

“How did they know to look at all?” Alexis retorted. She took a deep breath, scrubbed her hands down her face. “I’m trying to look at it from your perspective, Sam. Having Elizabeth back in custody would change the situation. You were angry that her charges weren’t factoring in—”

“That is not the same thing as making sure she went back to jail! Mom, come on! This getting out doesn’t just affect her, it affects Danny and Rocco. We kept the weed off the record but if they got that much, they know everything—” Sam’s eyes glittered. “But that doesn’t matter, does it? I’m already judged guilty, aren’t I? You didn’t even hesitate to believe the worst. Well, Jason better make sure to keep my name out of it when Danny finds out—”

“He already knows.”

Sam closed her mouth, simply stared. “What? How? He’s in school.”

“He went to the hearing with Jason—don’t start,” Alexis said, holding up her hand. “Diane wanted the boys there—”

“Danny isn’t one of her boys, damn it!” Sam cut in. “He was supposed to back at school today! What the hell is Jason thinking, dragging him to federal court—”

“Is that really what you’re worried about?”

“Yes! He’s putting her first! Not what’s best for those kids! They should all be in school. Cameron’s supposed to graduate—”

“Don’t tell me you give a damn about Elizabeth’s children. Not with this stunt.” Alexis came around the desk. “Elizabeth being yanked back into federal custody would have been terrible for her boys. And no, Danny isn’t her son, but he lives in her home, and what happens to her affects him now, too.”

“This is exactly what I knew would happen—” Sam dragged a hand through her hair, turning away from her mother, her thoughts racing. “He’s always putting his sons last, always trying to save  someone—I’m so sick of him not giving a damn about what Danny needs—”

“Was that the plan? Assume Danny would be in school, and that you could keep him from knowing what you did? That everyone would be so upset about Elizabeth’s bail being revoked no one would have time to wonder how it happened?” Alexis pushed.

Sam’s throat tightened, and she looked back at her mother, realized that there was no room in Alexis’s expression for doubt. “I didn’t do this.”

“I don’t believe you. You would have done anything to get Elizabeth away from Danny. Congratulations. It’s backfired. Elizabeth is still home, and Danny is more upset than ever. Jason was going to send Danny to school today, by the way. Danny asked to go, and Jason agreed. Danny wanted to be there to support his brother. He needed to be there. You talk about Jason putting everyone in front of his sons — look in the mirror, Sam.”

“I didn’t do this,” Sam repeated. “I didn’t—”

“I don’t believe you,” Alexis repeated, but her tone had shifted to weariness, and she returned to her desk, gently lowering herself back into the seat. “I’ve tried to talk some sense into you. I’ve stood by you even when I knew you were making mistakes. I trusted that you loved Danny, that somewhere beneath that resentment and anger, you’d remember that.” She looked at Sam. “I’m done with that now. You’ll need to find another attorney to take over your custody case. I can no longer stand in a court of law and argue that Danny is better off with you.”

Sam curled her shaky hand in a fist, pressed it against her middle. “I didn’t do this,” she said for the third time. “I didn’t. I wouldn’t.” Hot tears spilled down her cheeks. If her own mother didn’t believe her —

No one else would either.

Chase’s Apartment: Living Room

Chase paced from the window to the door, then back again, muttering under his breath. “Not even a warning or hint—”

“I didn’t have a choice.” Gia dropped her bag on the coffee table. “I’m risking my career, do you get that? Having conversations with the local cops without Noah’s knowledge, giving you some ideas what will be in reports and test results — that’s one thing. But there was no way to warn you about this without making it damn clear that I’m your source—”

“Yeah, well—” Chase scowled down at his phone with three missed calls. “Now the commissioner is on us, demanding to know what I knew—”

“You didn’t do anything wrong. Neither did your partner. Not about this case. He immediately recused himself and so did Danny’s aunt, right?” Gia glanced at her phone, at her own messages. “I’m running out of time. I’m supposed to be meeting with the FBI—”

“All you had to do was tell us this was coming — Diane Miller could have covered in court—”

“I’m telling you that warning would have made this worse! Diane thought on her feet, and Elizabeth’s family had a credible, surprised reaction. Those boys —” Gia paused, closing her eyes. It was so strange to see her old foe as a mother. As someone more than the selfish girl who’d stood in the way of Gia’s dreams once. “Bail revocation isn’t something that’s done lightly. It was already going to be an uphill battle. A real reaction—”

“‘Those boys’ aren’t pawns on a chessboard you should be allowed to play this—”

Everyone is a pawn in this game, including you and me—” Gia stopped, and they both turned to find that the door to Chase’s apartment was open.

Damien Spinelli stood in the space, his brows lifted. “Well, this is interesting.”

Webber House: Living Room

The time he and Elizabeth had taken in Syracuse, to just sit and take a minute, had helped cool the anger that had begun to simmer the moment he’d realized someone was actively working to screw with Elizabeth’s bail.

The anger that the most likely suspect was Sam.

By the time they’d arrived back at the house, Jason had managed to quell his temper, and he and Elizabeth could turn their attention to the next problem — keeping the boys under wraps.

“Look, I get that we have to be careful about this,” Jake said, pacing in front of the fireplace, “but it’s still bullshit that you’re telling us to keep quiet and just…” He trailed off, pressed his lips together.

“You want us to just go back to our normal lives,” Aiden finished. He’d stripped off his suit jacket and removed the tie when they’d returned home, his sleeves rolled up. “It’s stupid.”

“I know this is hard,” Elizabeth began, then she stopped, lifted her eyes to the ceiling as if her next words could be found there.

“Impossible,” Cameron said. “I’m supposed to get on the plane tomorrow morning while someone in this damn town is trying to get you put in jail?”

Elizabeth’s head snapped back down, and she fixed her eyes on Cameron. “We have a deal,” she said flatly. “You’re getting on that plane if I have to tie you up and ship you as cargo. You’re not pulling that on me again, Cameron, do you hear me?” And somehow, she’d found the words, surveying the boys in front of her, the angry man at her side.

“I know you’re all angry. I am, too, believe me. You can’t even begin to understand—” She paused, her voice threatening to crack. “But this isn’t a game. This isn’t a vendetta or some threat we can fight on our own. We have to do this by the book. Or it will never go away. I will never be free. And if you destroy your own lives to try to help me, it will just keep going. It will never end.”

Cameron dropped his gaze, looked away, but his jaw was tense. “I know I promised, Mom, but—”

“But nothing. You’re going back to California tomorrow.” She gentled her tone, taking in the miserable faces of the boys, Jason’s stone-faced expression. “We’re going back to our lives. The worst didn’t happen today. I thought they’d take me away and that I might never stand in this room again. That I wouldn’t be free tonight.” She rubbed her arms, remembering that terrible first night in custody, when she’d been stripped searched, fingerprinted, and thrown into a cell. “Someone didn’t want that, remember?”

“Not just someone,” Danny muttered, his eyes red, puffy, tears staining his cheeks.

“We don’t know who told them about that night, Danny,” Elizabeth reminded him, and he lifted his eyes to hers. “Whoever they are, they didn’t win, did they? That’s what matters. Someone keeps trying to screw with us, but it’s not working. The PCPD knows I didn’t kill anyone, and they’re looking for the real killer just like Diane and Spinelli. Whoever actually killed John Cates didn’t count on that. They thought they’d frame me or you,” she said, looking at Jason, “and that somehow, it would keep the world from looking for them. They’ve made a mistake.” She looked back at the boys. “Planting the gun in my trunk was only their first mistake. They’ve made others. They must have. It’s just a matter of time until those mistakes are discovered.”

“We don’t know who told the government about that night,” Jason repeated to his son. “If it was your mother, we’ll handle it. But it might not have been—”

“You don’t believe that, do you?” Jake wanted to know. “Tell the truth, Dad. That bitch—”

“What I believe isn’t the point,” Jason interrupted sharply, flashing Jake a warning glance. “What we can prove is something else. But whoever it is, we’ll find out. It could have been Sam,” he admitted, reluctantly.

“It had to be,” Danny said, getting to his feet. “It’s bad enough someone’s trying to frame Elizabeth for murder, okay? But no one knew about Aiden, okay? No one. Just you guys, Mom, Dante—”

“And the PCPD. Those 911 dispatch logs exist, Danny,” Elizabeth said gently. “Yes. This looks bad. And if she did this, it’s terrible. But it didn’t work. It didn’t work,” she repeated. “There’s going to be a hearing and a full investigation, okay? So it’s important that none of us do anything that makes the judge think we’re tampering with that.”

“I didn’t think about that,” Cameron said grimly. “If one of us confronts her, it would look like we’re messing with it.”

“Exactly. So, yes, what I’m asking is difficult. For all of us. But tomorrow, we go back to our lives. Cameron, Jason and I will take you to the airport tomorrow, and the three of you—” Elizabeth looked at the boys. “You’re going back to school.”

“But—” Jake said.

“That’s the last I want to hear about it,” Jason interrupted, and Jake fell silent. “I don’t like it anymore than the rest of you, but doing what makes us feel better and doing what’s smart aren’t the same thing. Not with this. Your mother’s freedom is all that matters.”

“Okay. Okay. I hate it, but okay.” Cameron straightened, looked at his brothers, Danny, Jason, and finally his mother. “Jason’s right. Confronting Sam ourselves would be stupid and screw with Mom’s case. We’re not stupid, are we?” he asked, looking back at his brothers.

“No, we’re not,” Aiden answered. Danny shook his head, and finally Jake did the same.

“Thank you.” Elizabeth reached for Cameron’s hand and he pulled her into a hug. “I love you.”

“I love you, too, Mom.”

PCPD: Commissioner’s Office

Anna slapped the report down on her desk. “Why the hell wasn’t I informed about this?’ she demanded.

Dante sighed, closed the office door behind him. “Informed about what?”

“You browbeat Dex Heller and his partner into falsifying police records to cover up for your son—”

“I—” Dante stared at her, dumbfounded. “I did what?”

“You heard me. I just got off the phone with Laura Collins.  She wants to know how the hell an Assistant United States Attorney knew to check our 911 dispatch logs, and she seemed surprised that I didn’t already know.”

“Assistant—” Dante stopped. “Someone told them about Danny and Rocco’s arrest? Why?”

“Because Elizabeth Webber was left out of the report—”

“She was never in the report. The boys were picked up in front of her  house, but she was never outside—”

“Her son was reported as being intoxicated—”

“Damn it, Anna. No he wasn’t! Aiden was clean and sober. Danny and Rocco showed up at—” He stopped. “Did you even read the reports? Listen to the calls? Or are you just looking to cover your ass?”

“My ass isn’t in question,” Anna said, coolly. “I warned you, I warned all of you that going against the FBI was going to  cost this department, and now we’re being accused of corruption—”

“Laura is hardly going to make this an issue—”

“Well, I am.” Anna met his gaze, lifted her chin. “Until the investigation is complete, until I am satisfied you didn’t misuse your authority, you’re suspended. Immediately.”

March 14, 2026

Update Link: You’re Not Sorry – Part 83

I was really hoping to be updating way more often than this by now, but my school schedule just hasn’t happened. Up until last night, I wasn’t getting nearly enough done during the school day because the students were driving me insane, and then at night, my brain was just completely fried. I was behind literally the entire week, just barely managing to finish things and rushing others. Ugh. I hate March. I still feel off from the time change and the false spring. Just boo to all of it.

But I get a little break this week — my juniors are starting their worst part of the year — testing. They have their exams to qualify for graduation (they take them this year and if they don’t pass, have time in senior year to retake), and then state testing at the end of April and May. I have one class that’s just juniors for three days this week, I get an extra prep period. That’s going to make it so much easier to keep up with grading and prepping the rest of the day. And it also gives me extra time to finish some materials for my French III class which is the hardest to prep since it doesn’t exist yet.

I think I should be able to start daily-ish updates this week. I’m shooting for M/W/F this week in addition to Sat/Sun.

I’ll see you tomorrow around this same time (noon EST)

This entry is part 83 of 96 in the Flash: You're Not Sorry

Written in 84 minutes. I had just started the Liason scene when the timer hit, and I was like, screw it. Let me just do this scene right.


Tuesday, October 1, 2024

General Hospital: Fletcher’s Office

Sam dragged her hands through her hair, turned to face the doctor. “Can we please just move on to you telling me what I have to do to fix this? To help Danny? I scared him. I won’t do that again—”

“Danny told me he was scared in that moment,” Fletcher interrupted, and she closed her mouth, pressing her lips together. “Not of you as a person. But of what you might do. There’s a difference.”

“Doesn’t feel that way on this side of things,” Sam muttered, but his response settled her enough that she returned to her seat. “Okay. So then what next?”

“What do you think he saw when that happened? Put yourself in Danny’s shoes. What was he going through?”

She opened her mouth to respond, but then stopped, took a moment, and closed her eyes. What had Danny felt? Had she even stopped that day to consider what he’d wanted? She had — but—

“He didn’t tell Elizabeth had driven him to the building,” Sam admitted. “He obviously knew that would upset me, and he didn’t want me to get on the elevator. And I took his phone—” She folded her arms, her fingers digging into her biceps. “I didn’t want him to warn her. Not because I wanted to hurt her. I didn’t. I just—I didn’t want her to have time to think of a story.”

“You wanted her to react in the moment,” Fletcher prompted. “Why? Why would it matter if she knew you were coming? Do you think she would have left?”

Sam’s lips twitched. “No. She doesn’t usually back down. I don’t know. I guess I thought if she didn’t have time to think, she might admit why she’s doing all of this. That she’d be honest that she’s just trying to get Danny on her side to look better to Jason.” She pursed her lips. “I suppose you don’t agree with that.”

“I don’t know the answer. I’m not sure it matters at the end of the day,” the doctor replied, and she wrinkled her nose. “Whatever Elizabeth’s motives are, ultimately — it’s Danny who matters, isn’t it? What he thinks. What he feels.”

“I know.”

“It’s interesting that your instinct was to confront Elizabeth without giving her warning. To think that the element of surprise would push her to honesty. Danny shares that approach — did you know that he believes making you angry is the only way you’ll be honest with him?”

“I—” Sam huffed, straightened. “That’s ridiculous. I’m always honest with him—”

“Maybe that’s true. But he doesn’t think that. Why?”

“I think he’s just playing with you,” Sam returned with a roll of her eyes. “He wants you to let him off the hook for always being a smart ass. He’s a teenager—”

“Are you telling me that some of your more recent confrontations with Danny haven’t been the result of Danny deliberately pushing you?”

She squinted at him, thrown slightly. “I mean, yes, but—” Sam bit her lip, let her hands drop in her lap. “So what I’ve been thinking is Danny having a bad attitude or just wanting to make me crazy — you’re telling me he thinks it’s the only way to have any kind of conversation?”

“The only way to have a productive conversation,” Fletcher responded. “It doesn’t have to be true, Sam, for Danny to believe it.”

Sam exhaled. There was something about that statement that slid inside her brain and took root. It doesn’t have to be true…

“How do I—” She licked her lips. “I keep asking you — how do I fix that? But I don’t know even know if that’s the right question. Because it’s a question about me. And that’s the problem, isn’t it? I keep centering myself when Danny’s the one that matters.”

Fletcher leaned back. “It’s natural for a parent to have that question. To — borrowing your words — center themselves because you, as Danny’s primary parent for most of his life, are at the center of his world. At his understanding of his place in that world. Fixing the situation isn’t just making it better for you, it would make it better for Danny. The problem is — it’s not on you to fix it. Not alone.”

Sam bit her lip, looked away. “Jason and I can’t seem to talk to each other without anger. I can’t stop seeing the way he left Danny. Even if I accept that he chose to be an informant for reasons that made sense —” She stopped. “He still made the choices that put himself in the position for the FBI to ask that of him. To demand it. He might have his reasons for always leaving Danny — and Jake, even if that’s none of my business — but it doesn’t change the fact that he does it. He’s barely been present in either of their lives, do you know that? He comes in and out, and I guess Elizabeth handles it by accepting it, and going with it. Maybe it works for her. Maybe it’s not settling in her eyes, but it is for me. And I don’t want it for Danny. I don’t. He deserves better than that. He deserves what I didn’t have. What I still can’t give him. Two parents who love him and support him.”

“I can’t comment on the history of the situation or on the choices Danny’s father has made. All I have in front of me is this situation,” Fletcher told her. “Right now, Danny does have two parents who love and support him. They just don’t love or support each other.”

“Well, that’s putting it bluntly.” Sam waited a moment, then nodded. “Okay. Danny thinks the only way to make me be honest is to poke at me until I explode. He believes I’m not honest with him. What—what do we do? What can I do to help him?”

“What do you want Danny to believe about you?”

Sam frowned. “Is that a trick question?”

“No. No tricks here, Sam.”

Sam considered the question. Thought about all her recent confrontations with Danny — and the conversation she’d had a few days ago with Jake.

“You love the idea of him. The miracle baby you always called him, right? The one you weren’t supposed to have, your chance to be a mother. Because that’s all that matters to you.”

“I want him to believe that I love him,” Sam said finally. “That he doesn’t have to do, or be anything, for that love to exist. And that no matter what he does, that love isn’t going anywhere. I made a lot of mistakes. I’ll probably make more,” she admitted. “I’m not perfect. But that I can promise to do better.”

“All right. I want you to remember this when you speak with him next,” Fletcher told her. “The way you respond to his anger has to reflect those words. When Danny say something painful, when he tries to hurt you, to take a deep breath, and remember why he’s doing it. And that all you can do is try to respond in a way that’s productive. If he believes that you can hear him without attacking or trying to be right, things will get better. It won’t happen overnight. But it will happen.”

Franklin Street: Federal Parking Lot

Jake and Cameron had fallen behind the younger boys, and found them waiting at the back door of the car they’d driven in, Danny with his phone in his, arguing hotly with Aiden.

Jake swiped the phone from Danny before either of boy realized they’d arrived, and scowled he saw Sam’s contact name at the top of the text screen. “You’re not talking to your mother, are you?”

“Give that back—” Danny grabbed for hit but Jake held it over Danny’s head. “It’s mine—”

“Diane told us not to do anything—”

“I can’t do whatever—” Danny grunted, grappling with Jake until they both fell against the call. “Give me the phone—”

“Knock it off, idiots—” Cameron stepped between them both, snagged Danny’s phone and slid it into his pockets. “Stop. This isn’t going to help anyone—” He sent Jake a glare before turning to focus on Danny. “Your mom might not have done anything—”

Danny’s eyes were glittering with angry tears, his cheeks red. “Don’t be stupid! Who else wants to hurt your mom? She already tried to have Elizabeth arrested!”

“That was in the heat of moment—stop—” Cameron planted a hand against Danny’s chest when the younger boy tried to make a grab for his phone. “Damn it, dumbass. You want to be just like her, huh? Doing something stupid because you’re too angry to see straight?”

“Shut up—”

“Your mom slugged mine because she was pissed at her and my mom was, like, within slugging distance. She didn’t think, right? She was angry and she just reacted. This isn’t that, okay?”

Some of the red faded from Danny’s face and he swallowed. “No, it’s worse.”

“Yeah. It is. If she did it.” Cameron stopped. “I think you’re probably right. I think Sam’s the only one with a motive who knew Mom was at the station that night. Or that Aiden was part of it. But maybe she wasn’t. Maybe whoever did this is the one who really killed that guy. We don’t know for sure. And until we do, you can’t go off crazy, doing whatever you want. That’s not what we do here.” He sent a dirty look at his younger brother, and Jake rolled his eyes. “It’s not. We’re not impulsive assholes in this family, are we?”

“No,” Jake muttered.

Cameron looked over at Aiden, miserably standing on the other side of Danny. “Are we?” he repeated.

“No,” Aiden said, kicking at loose rocks on the ground. “But if his mom did tell —”

“Then she’s a bitch who doesn’t give a shit about anyone but herself, and I’ll be the first person to let Danny loose on her.” Cameron let his hand fall away from Danny’s chest, letting the younger boy stand up on his feet. “But it’s not just you, Danny. Right? You’re Jake’s brother, which makes you one of us. And we look out for each other.”

Danny’s mouth trembled and he looked at Jake before focusing on Cameron. “I don’t want to do anything that makes this worse. More than I already did.”

“You didn’t do anything,” Jake said roughly. “You’re an idiot, but you and Aiden — you didn’t do anything to hurt my mom. Not on purpose, okay? That matters. But you contact your mom now, you tell her what we know before Diane or my mom or Dad can figure out things, maybe we mess things up for her. Is that what you want to do?”

“No. No. Your mom’s been nice to me. Even when I was an asshole.” Danny exhaled slowly, swallowed hard. “I’m sorry. I’m just—”

“Angry. Yeah, but didn’t Dad just tell us what we’re supposed to do when someone makes us angry?” Jake said. “When you slugged Rocco, it felt good in the moment, but then it made everything worse. What did Dad say?”

“You can’t control other people,” Danny said reluctantly. “Only how you react. And not reacting sometimes is the right choice. But it sucks.”

“Yeah, it does.” Cameron stepped back, allowing Danny some space. “I’m gonna hold on to your phone until we get home. Just in case. Let’s get the hell out of here.”

Davis & Miller: Alexis’s Office

Alexis removed her reading glasses, leaned back in her chair, and pressed a hand to her forehead, absorbing the call from her partner. “When did the report come in? Were you able to find out?”

“Reynolds said he’d send more information about the tip his office received, but all we know is that he got the information yesterday.” There was some rustling of paper, sounds of cars speeding by on Diane’s end. “Alexis—I don’t want to accuse her—”

“Yes, you do. Don’t play games with me, Diane. Someone made a call that nearly got Elizabeth’s bail revoked. Sam’s the obvious suspect.”

“It would give you leave to go back to family court — Jason’s home situation changing, the turmoil. If Sam played her cards right, she’d get more visitation, or even a revisit of the custody order—”

Alexis wanted to deny it, but of course Diane was right. If Elizabeth had been put back into federal custody for the foreseeable future, it materially changed the situation. Alexis would have had an excellent argument on her daughter’s behalf. “This is no small thing you’re suggesting she did. It’s not just Elizabeth she’d be hurting—”

“And hasn’t Sam demonstrated she’ll do whatever she thinks is necessary if it gets Danny back in her custody? On her side?”

Alexis sighed. “I hate that you’re right. All right. What do you want me to do? Talk to her? Keep it quiet? What’s the move?”

“Well, I don’t imagine it’ll stay quiet even if I asked you. Danny had a meltdown in court, and he might have already ignored our advice to let me and Spinelli handle it. Someone is going to confront her — whether it’s Danny or Jason. Or Dante since she’ll have thrown him under the bus and he’ll have certainly learned about it now. You have the best shot of getting her to admit it, don’t you think?”

Another point scored for Diane, Alexis thought after they’d ended their call, and she remained in her office, trying to consider her next actions. Should she call Sam? Talk to Danny? Diane was right — Alexis needed to be involved.

“Mom?” Sam knocked lightly on her mother’s office door frame. “Hey. I just got  done with the doctor, and I wanted—” She paused. “What’s wrong?”

Alexis sighed, looked at her daughter. “Well, I suppose there’s no way to do this other than to just ask. Did you tip off Noah Reynolds about Danny’s arrest at Elizabeth’s house to get her bail revoked?”

Clinton Square

Elizabeth leaned back against the bench, her eyes trained on the small reflecting pool. “I’m sorry, I just wasn’t ready to get back in the car. Not yet.”

“It’s okay.” Jason stretched an arm along the back of the bench, slightly angled towards her. She knew he was furious, that every muscle in his body was tense and poised to react, but his expression and tone were calm, even gentle. She wondered how he did that, how he was able to control himself so carefully.

“I suppose I should be grateful that the judge didn’t seem impressed by the idea of revoking bail,” Elizabeth said with a sigh. “I’d really made up my mind that they’d take me today. I don’t think I realized how much until it didn’t happen.” She looked at him. “What about you?”

“I….yeah, I guess I keep seeing it all being connected. That whatever the lawyers went, the court will do,” Jason admitted. “But unless there’s some kind of miracle, this is going to trial. And then it’s the hands of people.”

“And you’ve never liked people.”

“No.” There was a slight twitch of his lips, almost a hint of smile. He met her eyes, his expression sober again. “If Sam tipped them off—”

“You think she didn’t?” Elizabeth lifted her brows. “Who else could have?”

“I don’t know. She’s capable of it,” he added when Elizabeth remained silent. “I’m not saying she isn’t. And she’s done worse. To you, to the boys.”

“But?” Elizabeth prompted gently.

“I’m not defending her.”

“I didn’t say you were. I didn’t,” she insisted when he didn’t continue. “I know it’s not an easy thing to accuse her of. This isn’t like when Jake was a baby, or when she pulled that stunt in the park. Yes, she did terrible things that put my children in danger. But she did them nearly twenty years ago. And I know she did things in her past, before she came to Port Charles. I agree with you. She’s capable of it. And she certainly hates me — and you— right now enough to do it.”

“If she did this,” Jason said, “then it means all of those things she swore she regretted — all the mistakes she promised were behind us — that it was always a lie. That this was always who she was. Someone who didn’t just hurt you and your children, but her own. This hurts Danny. His own mother.”

Elizabeth reached for his hand, held it between both hers, and waited for him to look at her. “I have faith that Diane and Spinelli will find the evidence we need to convince the jury I didn’t do this. And I have faith that if we find out Danny’s mother did this to us, to him, that you and I, and everyone who loves Danny, that we will find a way to help him cope with it. To make peace with it.”

“I wish I had your faith in anything,” Jason admitted, but the arm he’d stretched along the back of the bench curled around her shoulders, tugging her towards him so he could kiss her forehead. “But when you say it, I almost believe it.”

March 6, 2026

Update Link: You’re Not Sorry – Part 82

So I caught another cold last weekend and used one of my precious few remaining sick days on Monday. I haven’t had a full week of school since January 5 thanks to snow days, illnesses, and half days. I can’t believe how close we are to the fourth marking period.

I’m just completely overwhelmed with everything at work, and I don’t really know what happened other than not being able to be super productive at work or on the weekends this week. The kids were absolutely driving me insane this week and I was just completely dead by the time I got home, it was awful. Honestly just incredibly burnt out.

And of course, this was the week of NJ History Day at Rutgers– which I agreed to judge back in December before I got pneumonia, thinking March is so far away — I’m sure I’ll have it all figured out by then — and now, here we are. Just insane.

So we’re limping towards the end of the year, what else is new?

Hoping to update tomorrow around 4 or 5 depending on what time I get back from the competition. Luckily, the campus is just ten minutes or so away 😛

This entry is part 82 of 96 in the Flash: You're Not Sorry

Written in 71 minutes. The ending was a little awkward, but it’s good enough for now 😛


Tuesday, October 1, 2024

James M. Hanley Federal Building: Hallway

He couldn’t breathe, his fingers clutching and twisting violently at the tie around his neck, his chest rising and falling rapidly.

“Let me get it—” His aunt’s hands brushed his own aside, and Danny stood there, his hands falling to hang limply while she loosened the knot his father had tied several hours earlier, but even with it gone, he still couldn’t catch his breath.

“They’re going to put her back in jail,” Danny told Carly, and he twisted back towards the court room, Carly grabbing at him to hold him in place. “It’s my fault, it’s all my fault, and Jake’s going to hate me, and Dad’s going to—”

“Just take a deep breath. Danny,” Carly said sharply and he jolted, looked at her, his eyes wide and slightly glazed over. “Whatever happens inside that room has nothing to do with me, do you understand? You didn’t do this. You’re just the weapon those bastards are using. Your dad knows that. Jake will know that.”

“How did they know? How did they know?” Danny repeated, his voice climbing. “Dante said no one would know!”

“I have a few thoughts,” Carly muttered, and he blinked at her, the bottom dropping out of his world because he knew who would have told. He knew who didn’t give a damn about Elizabeth or Jake.

“My mother did this, didn’t she?” Danny asked, and Carly opened her mouth, but her response was cut off when the doors opened behind them and they both turned to see  the hearing had ended. Michael was the first to join them, followed by Laura and Kevin.

“They’re not holding her,” Michael said immediately and Carly released an exhale of relief. “You good, Danny?”

“She’s going home?” Danny wanted to know. He looked past the others as Jake and his brothers filed out of the courtroom, with Jason, Diane, Spinelli, and finally Elizabeth. “They’re not arresting you again?”

“No, they’re not,” Jason told him, coming to his son’s side, drawing him away slightly from Carly. “Are you okay?”

“Mom did this,” Danny told him and Jason grimaced, shook his head slightly. “No one else could have. Or would have. Mom—”

“We’ll talk about all of this later,” Diane declared, with her brows raised. Danny clamped his mouth shut, realizing that the federal attorneys were making their way out.

Elizabeth edged away, careful to keep her eyes from even meeting Gia’s, but Carly couldn’t quite manage it.

“Is this what you wanted?” Carly called, and Gia turned, seemingly startled. “Terrorizing an innocent teenage boy?”

Reynolds furrowed his brow, looked between Gia and the irate blonde before answering, “From what I read, he’s not much better than his father.” He smirked. “Or his mother. Never had a chance, did you, Danny?”

Jason wound his arm around Danny’s chest, holding him in place.

“What kind of adult uses women and children as weapons?” Diane said, angling herself in front of the group. “The judge wasn’t impressed by your presentation. Your little house of cards built on lies.” She sniffed. “Easily constructed, easily torn away.”

“We’ll see about that.”

General Hospital: Fletcher’s Office

Sam restlessly tapped her fingers against her thighs. “Don’t you have questions or something? How does this work?”

Fletcher leaned back in his chair, a notebook in his lap, looking relaxed and completely unbothered.

She already hated him.

“I’m glad you decided to come in today,” he replied. “I know you were nervous about participating.”

She smiled thinly. “I’m sure you’ve heard all about me, right? Between Jason and Danny, you know everything.”

“Well—” Fletcher tipped his head. “I’ve heard their experience. That’s not the same thing as hearing from you.”

She hesitated, unsure what to do with that response. She folded her arms. “Okay. So what do you want to hear?”

“How have the last few weeks been for you?”

“That’s a stupid question,” Sam retorted, and snorted. “How do you think they’ve been? What am I supposed to say? Oh, it was great except for losing  custody of my kids, my boyfriend moving out, and the entire world deciding I’m the problem. But hey, the rain’s supposed to stop this week, so there’s something to look forward to.”

Fletcher set aside the notebook and sat forward. “I understand that you feel defensive. But I promise you — asking a question like that is just to see where you’re at — what do you say first, the tone, the words — it gives me a place to begin. It’s not to attack you or make light of what’s happened.”

Sam made a face. “I’m not defensive. Everything I just said is exactly what happened. The judge took away my kids, Dante can’t decide what he wants because he wants to make everyone happy, and the only person who’s on my side seems to be my sister who hasn’t exactly been the most mentally stable.” Her voice faltered slightly, and Sam looked away, blinking at tears. “I want to say the right thing so you’ll tell Danny he should stop being mad at me, and I don’t know what that is. And that’s—I don’t know how to fix this. I don’t know to make Danny see things the way I want him to.”

“What’s stopping him?”

Sam opened her mouth, then closed it abruptly, nearly biting down on her tongue to stop herself from answering it impulsively. “I don’t know,” she forced herself to say. “I know—I know it’s not Elizabeth. But you ask me that question, and that’s all I can say. I don’t think she’s doing it on purpose. But it doesn’t change the fact that Danny sees her as this perfect angel who can do no wrong, and I’m the wicked witch.” Tears clung to her lashes. “Just like his father, you know? I lost Jason the second she came into our lives, and now I’m losing Danny.”

James M. Hanley Federal Building: Hallway

When Reynolds and Gia had disappeared around the corner, Diane turned back to the unhappy crowd. “I know we all have a lot of thoughts and opinions and complaints,” she added. “But we can’t discuss them in the hallway.”

“I think we should stick with our original plan,” Elizabeth suggested, touching Cameron’s shoulder. “Cam, you drive your brothers and Danny back home — pick up something to eat? Jason and I will follow later.”

“But—” Danny began, but Jake cut in.

“We’re going. You’ve done enough,” he told his brother when Danny looked like he might protest. “Stop thinking about yourself for five damn minutes.”

“Jake,” Jason said, and Jake just shook his head.

“Whatever. Let’s just go.” Without another word, he started walking towards the elevators. Aiden followed him after a beat, and Danny looked at his father miserably.

“He hates me. This is my fault—”

“We’ll talk about it later,” Jason told Danny. “But it’s not your fault. Go home.”

“All right.” Danny looked at Elizabeth. “I’m sorry.”

“I know you are, honey.” She straightened the lapels of his suit jacket. “We’ll see you in a few hours.”

“You’ll call me if you need anything?” Laura said, embracing her former daughter-in-law.

“I promise. Thank you for coming. Both of you.” Elizabeth flashed a grateful smile at Kevin.

“Of course.”

“We’re heading home, too,” Michael said, looking at his mother meaningfully. “But if I can do anything—”

“You’ll be the first call,” Jason said. “Thank you. For sitting with Danny,” he told Carly.

“Well, if anyone knows how to stop a train wreck in progress, it’s one in recovery,” Carly quipped, hugging him lightly. “We’ll find a way to fix all of this, Jase. Don’t you worry.”

When everyone had departed, leaving Jason and Elizabeth alone with Diane and Spinelli, the lawyer’s cool exterior slipped slightly. “How the hell did they find out about that police report?” Diane demanded on a low hiss.

“Another tip,” Spinelli said, grimacing. “I’m gonna find out why Chase didn’t know anything about this. His source in the federal office should have been able to warn us—” He plucked his phone from his bag.

“If Sam did this,” Jason began, but then he just stopped, unsure how to even finish the statement. The gravity of the accusation — the thought that Sam had been furious enough to throw her own son under the bus with the hopes of removing Elizabeth from the picture—

He wanted to say it was impossible. That she would never do it—

“Did anyone else know?” Elizabeth asked softly. “Could Dex or his partner have done it?”

“Maybe. But it looks bad on the cops the way this came out. I gotta think they’d have covered themselves better,” Jason said.

“Which doesn’t leave us with much of a suspect list,” Diane said. She took a deep breath. “All right. Spinelli and I will deal with this. Neither of you can talk to Sam. Do you hear me?” she said to Jason and Elizabeth.

“Understood,” Jason said. “What do we do next?”

We aren’t doing anything,” Diane replied. “The two of you are going home and while you’re driving, think of absolutely everyone that could have known about the visit to the station that night.”

General Hospital: Fletcher’s Office

“I understand there’s a long history between you, Jason, and Jake’s mother,” Fletcher said. “But it’s important that we stay focused on you and Danny.”

“I am—” Sam huffed. “You don’t understand. No one ever does—”

“I understand that you’re linking Danny’s rejection of you to a similar rejection you suffered from his father two decades ago,” Fletcher interrupted, and she felt her cheeks heat. Was that really what it sounded like? “Danny told me that for a long time, you and Elizabeth were able to stay civil, even friendly for the sake of Danny and his brother. Why do you think that’s changed?”

“I don’t—” Sam pressed her lips together, tried to consider the question honestly. “I don’t know. It was easier when they were younger. When Danny didn’t push back at me all the time. I—When I didn’t feel like every word I said to him was wrong. Every choice, every interaction — I could feel him moving away from me. And it just got worse when Jason came home. Because now Danny could spin a fantasy in his head about how it would be better if he lived with his dad. It just made me so mad because I’m the one who’s been there. I’ve been with Danny every second of his life, and Jason just hasn’t. I’m not wrong to resent Jason for that. And I hate Elizabeth for making Danny think it’s okay that his father just comes and goes and it’s all fine and happy. He watched Jake and Jason do that for Jake’s whole life, and Danny thinks that’s fine. Because Elizabeth let it happen. She wasn’t even angry at him, do you know that? She always settled for his crumbs, and she’s making it okay for Danny to do the same—” Sam pushed herself up out of her chair, paced over to the window. “Elizabeth raised her sons to expect less from their fathers, and now she’s teaching Danny the same lesson—”

“Is that why you were angry with her that day in the lobby? When you had your confrontation?”

Sam stopped, looked at him with confusion. “What?”

“Can you walk me through what was happening for you the day of the confrontation with Elizabeth?”

“You already know that story, okay? We don’t need to go over it. I’m sure you got everything you needed from Danny and Jason.” She looked back out over the city skyline, towards the lake in the horizon. “It’s not a happy memory, and I’d just as soon not revisit it.”

“It’s not happy for you or for Danny?”

Tears choked her throat. “He told you, why do you need to hear it from me?”

“Because you need to say it, don’t you?”

“I scared him. He’s terrified of me, is that what you want to hear?”

Franklin Street: Federal Parking Lot

 Cameron and Jake trailed behind Aiden and Danny as they approached the line of cars where they’d parked. “I know you’re pissed at him—”

“Pissed isn’t the right word,” Jake muttered, tugging at his tie. “Just when I think he’s not going to turn into his bitch mother—”

“Jake—”

“Mom’s sitting there, we’re all terrified for her life and freedom, and what does everyone have to do now? We have to take care of him,” Jake spat. “Because he got himself in trouble—” He stopped on the street, balling his fists in his pockets. “He got drunk and high, he dragged Aiden into trouble, and now Mom might go to jail because that bitch wants to pay Mom back for whatever bullshit went on a lifetime ago—and you want me to play nice?”

“Jake—” Cam let out a breath, looked back at the younger boys, neither of him seemed to realize they weren’t following anymore. “Yeah, I’m pissed that he lost it in front of the judge, too, and that maybe it could have made things worse. But it didn’t. Mom’s coming home—”

“For now. But they might have another hearing, and this time they might take her away again, and—” Jake looked towards the sky, took another deep breath, tried to find the calm. “And they don’t know who’s doing this, do they? Diane and Spinelli don’t know anymore than they did a goddamn month ago.”

“I don’t know.”

“At least with Mom at home, we could pretend it wasn’t happening, okay? But we’re back in court, and we’ll probably be here again in a week, and what if they take her this time? What if it doesn’t work? What if Diane doesn’t win, Cam? What if—”

“What if an asteroid hits the planet—” Cam put his hands on Jake’s shoulders. “It’s not easy being the older brother, you know. You and Aiden kept me on my toes—”

“Did not—”

“How many times did you get kidnapped and hit by cars?” Cam wanted to know, and Jake rolled his eyes. “Having a moron for a younger brother is something I know all about. You can’t just punch them when they’re being stupid.”

“No, sometimes you gotta slap them,” Jake muttered. He shook his head. “I don’t know how to do this.”

“That makes two of us,” Cam admitted. He slung an arm around Jake’s shoulder. “But we’ll figure it out.”