Not Knowing When

So you were never a saint
And I’ve loved in shades of wrong
We learn to live with the pain
Mosaic broken hearts
But this love is brave and wild


This was published as a Flash Fiction between 2020-21, and has been edited into six chunks for easier rereading. I was inspired to write some more stories set in the fall of 2002 with the Alcazar fallout. I haven’t rewritten that period since it originally aired, and my perspective has changed so it was fun to revisit. There were no major story changes, so if you read it already, it’s only been cleaned up for typos. Read Original Flash Fiction


This set in late October, just after October 19’s episode when Courtney kissed Jason in the rain. Elizabeth walked out on Jason earlier that month, went on a brief trip with Lucky to deal with Luke, but is back working at Kelly’s. Brenda is doing everything she can to get away from Luis Alcazar, who is obsessed with her.


Jason Morgan